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Gender PSA

Soooo I guess it’s kinda time for a life update? to be frank the past 6 months have been a bit of a trip mentally but its been a good time to discover things about myself and realise that I’m definitely not a girl (tho i’ve known this for a while lmao), and with that, I’m 350% not into men? To go further, I realised I often mistook attraction for body envy when it came to men. So, I’m gonna try going the full boy. I’ve ordered a binder to see if it helps with the disphoria. If yall have any queries hmu, and I’ll try my best to answer. Also, if you guys have any tips on passing send them my way!! I’d be super blessed haha. But yea! From now until the forseeable future, he/him pronouns please!!!


Went to the Cardcaptor Sakura Cafe in Ikebukuro yesterday! So amazing and so fun! The menu is the Clowbook and has all different character themed drinks and foods. I got Shaoran’s drink, Sakura’s drink, the pancakes, and the Clow parfait. Ash got Yukito’s drink, Kero’s chocolate milk, the Kero and Spinel eggs benedict, and the clow parfait as well. All around us they had the character banners and Shaoran’s was right behind me. They played all the CCS themed songs and you were able to go around and take pictures of the props around the area. It was super cute and just so much fun! I enjoyed it and the fact that we got to experience with other CCS fans was amazing! I had a hard time trying to figure out how to get these tickets, but it was oh so worth it! 

With your ticket you get special goods which is the Sakura mug and the special illustration board. I have an extra mug so I might sell that one once I get back to the states. In addition to the goods, we got the clear file, two acrylic keychains Sakura and Touya, the Sakura and Tomoyo rubber straps, the plate, cookie tin, and a compact with the Clow symbol on it. With each item of food/drink you get the coaster and those were the 4 different designs we got. 

If you get a chance to go do go!