Hey guys, just checking in while I have decent internet and access to a computer that isn’t going to kick me off in 30 minutes (aka my overnight at home). I’m doing good-ish. I’ve been a bit concerned about myself since I’ve suddenly just… gone quiet. I haven’t really felt like talking to anyone and I feel forced to sometimes. I kind of just want to sit and observe everyone without being included (depending who it is/what it is). I guess it would be closed off. I’ve been just kind of sitting there, not saying much to anyone and going upstairs to my room a lot.
I think the problem is that I don’t feel like I have a home right now. Where I’m staying is great and safe, but I feel a little like I’m in jail kind of? It’s hard to explain without getting into detail about it, which I don’t want to do on tumblr because not everyone knows what’s going on and I don’t want absolute strangers knowing either.
I’m not panicking, though. I’m still a bit anxious, a bit edgy and still hurt about some things. But I’m getting through it. I don’t know quite yet about getting my own place, but as soon as I do I’ll update with more.