ringojelly

ringojelly  asked:

hi! I've been a fan of your's since, like, gmk's first incarnation. and at the time thought you were, like, the coolest person ever, but somehow you got even cooler????? so like, thanks for being a hip person. yea

???????!!!!! where were you people when i was actually making that crap!? really!??!?! i thought nobody was reading it!!

(llu, btw) 

Wuddup.

Hey guys, just checking in while I have decent internet and access to a computer that isn’t going to kick me off in 30 minutes (aka my overnight at home). I’m doing good-ish. I’ve been a bit concerned about myself since I’ve suddenly just… gone quiet. I haven’t really felt like talking to anyone and I feel forced to sometimes. I kind of just want to sit and observe everyone without being included (depending who it is/what it is). I guess it would be closed off. I’ve been just kind of sitting there, not saying much to anyone and going upstairs to my room a lot.

I think the problem is that I don’t feel like I have a home right now. Where I’m staying is great and safe, but I feel a little like I’m in jail kind of? It’s hard to explain without getting into detail about it, which I don’t want to do on tumblr because not everyone knows what’s going on and I don’t want absolute strangers knowing either.

I’m not panicking, though. I’m still a bit anxious, a bit edgy and still hurt about some things. But I’m getting through it. I don’t know quite yet about getting my own place, but as soon as I do I’ll update with more.

Miss you!

10,000th post! (I know, I know.)

Just want to give a little thank you to the people who make tumblr an awesome place that I keep coming back to. I look forward to talking to you all everyday, and seeing your commentary, etc. I’m glad to have made friends like you, and hopefully we’ll be friends for a long time. ♥

Hay guise I have an update!

Whaddup? Solo searching for an apartment hasn’t gone well, being that I would only have a certain amount until I get a job, so I decided to finally take the other option I was hoping I wouldn’t have to (but in the long run, it’ll help me). I met another girl where I am, and although at first I was shy and quiet and sucked terribly at making eye contact, we’re getting along quiet awesomely and she’s a cool gal. So, since she saw how hard it was for me to get a place, and knowing I only have a short length of time left where I’m currently staying, she offered for me to be her room mate with her boyfriend. SO! If all goes well (which I think it will, I have a good feeling about this), I’ll be moving into an apartment with them May 1st!

Cross your fingers for me, guys! I can use all the luck you can give.

Welp.

I’m going to be gone for awhile guys, so if you don’t see me update, don’t worry. I won’t have internet access unless I go to the library. I’ll most likely either be checking my emails and facebook so, if you want my fb I can link you. Depending on who you are, of course. For those of you who know me quite well and are curious, Lilli can give you more details, I gave her permission. So yeah, it’s goodbye for now but not forever. Thanks for being awesome people, and if you wish to unfollow me I’ll understand.

Bye~