Honesty I hope I don’t end up like my parents. Is that a fucked up thing to say? I really don’t want to end up like them. They’re so unhappy with each other and individually they pull me to the side and just talk shit about each other and their families on a daily basis. I hate that. I hate being in the middle. My mom is so unhappy and my dad is just chilling cause hes planning on leaving her once my sister graduates college. They’ve been wanting to divorce for years but are only staying together bc of me and my sister and that’s so depressing. I don’t want to end up like that.

My future scares me so much. It’s coming so quickly and I have no plan for it and omfg I’m just causing stress to myself I need to chill.