I always see the best in people. I hope for the best, and I always look for that little bit of good, that potential, and I wait for it to blossom. You want them to feel good being a man, but now men are afraid to be men. They think being a real man is actually being a pussy, that if you take a chair out for a lady, or you’re nice or even affectionate to your girl in front of your boys, you’re less of a man. It’s so sick. They won’t be a gentleman because that makes them appear soft. That’s what we’re dealing with now, a hundred percent, and girls are settling for that, but I won’t. I will wait forever if I have to … but that’s ok. You have to be screwed over enough times to know, but now I’m hoping for more than these guys can actually give.
That’s why I haven’t been having sex or even really seeing anybody, because I don’t want to wake up the next day feeling guilty. I mean I get horny, I’m human, I’m a woman, I want to have sex. But what am I going to do—just find the first random cute dude that I think is going to be a great ride for the night and then tomorrow I wake up feeling empty and hollow? He has a great story and I’m like… what am I doing? I can’t do it to myself. I cannot. It has a little bit to do with fame and a lot to do with the woman that I am. And that saves me.
1. iKON - Welcome Back 2.
Diddy, Dirty Money Ft. Skylar Grey - Coming Home
3. John Legend - Made to Love 4.
ft. Kendrick Lamar
- How Many Drinks? 5. Miguel - Simple Things 6.
Flying Without Wings - Ruben Studdard
Musiq Soulchild - Who Knows
ft. Trey Songz, T-Pain - The Way You Move 9.
Michael Jordan ft. Jay Z - Beach Chair
10. Sting - Every Breath You Take 11. Rihanna
ft. Mikky Ekko
- Stay 12. John Legend - Wanna Be Loved 13. Trey Songz - Yo Side Of The Bed
Keyshia Cole - Love
15. Justin Bieber - Fall