Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in the trans guy community because I'm TOO masculine. I've never really liked feminine things, and even my "girly" interests and hobbies are few and I don't do them a lot. Sometimes I feel like I'm falling into the toxic masculinity that men are told off for.
My guy, toxic masculinity isn’t a color, a sport, a fashion choice, or anything like that. Toxic masculinity is the mindset that forces men who do not want to participate in masculine things, to do so out of fear of persecution. Toxic masculinity is viewing masculine things as higher, or better than feminine things. Toxic masculinity is the view that being emotional or soft is weak because it is feminine (and by extension “gay or like women”). Masculinity isn’t toxic on its own, it’s just a personality trait. It is made toxic when it is forced. If you like the most masculine things on earth and are happy with that, then good for you. That's who you are and you should always be who you are. As long as you don’t look down on feminine boys, you’re doing everything right.