Reality at it's best

Tonight was seriously one of those nights where I had the best, emotional, deep talks with everybody. Especially the talk with Rawn and Kevin; it was unbelievable. 

Most of the little ones are enlisted in the military, or will be in the military, and these two boys made everything so real. Before the talk I was like “oh okay, they’ll be gone for a long time, but will come back!” But with Rawn and Kevin, they talked about what I’ve been ignoring the whole time. The truth, and realistic views about what they’re putting themselves into. I was speechless the whole time, but you know what.. I’m the proudest big sister ever. 

When they all leave, I won’t be crying tears of sadness; but I will be crying because I am so freaking proud of my little brothers. They always talk about how proud they are for each other for going into different branches and whatnot, but me and others will always be back home waiting for them being proud as fuck for them. I love all of them to death, and I love these talks with them. I love them. 

Rawn: I’ll be coming home for one thing, and you know what, I’m just gonna say it, but you guys are my family. I will be coming home for my family.