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I remember how it all began. 

A little less than a year ago, Jeff and I went to a Tumblr meet-up. It was his first one, so I had to go with him. I’m glad we did, because we got the pleasure of meeting Jill. About a month after we met Jill, we chilled downtown with her and a bunch of other people we knew. One of them was Lance, and we got to meet his girlfriend at the time, Yvonne. Little did we know, Jeff, Jill, Yvonne and I would become the best of friends. After hanging out together that day, Jeff and I became closer friends with Jill. We had a three way phone conversation with her, but we decided to prank call Yvonne. I remember calling her and asking her about her order of “sparkly lube”. 

During that phone conversation, we made plans to chill at my house. Ever since then, we would chill more and more. We’d all meet up at my house for sleepovers, and we’d do all sorts of dumb stuff. We were best friends; we were Famo. No matter what, we would do our best to see each other. We could tell each other anything. That’s what a family does, am I right? 

Well, things happened. Tension formed between some of us. Some of us got into relationships, and it was no longer convenient for all of us to meet up. It became awkward, and we eventually stopped seeing each other. 

I’m not even sure if we’re still friends, because I only keep in touch with Yvonne now. I don’t talk to nor do I see Jill or Jeff. I guess they have their own lives now, it’s okay though. 

I really hope that one day, we’ll became friends again. I’ll never forget the times we had. You guys were the best friends anyone could ask for, and no one could ever replace you. I love you guys, and I miss you. 

Just reminiscing.

I can’t believe how close the four of us used to be. No matter how far away from each other we all are, no matter what plans we had already made, we would always find a way to see each other. The laughs, the good times, the happiness, it was genuine. Friends like you come along once in a lifetime, but that saying is way too literal. You came along, but now you’re gone. I wish we could hang out like we used to, talk to each other without holding back, create amazing new memories, and just have one another to be there. Just thinking about it makes me cry, and I’m not sure if you guys think about it too. I just wish we could go back to how it used to be before things got all messed up. I feel horrible that it ended up this way … I just want my famo back. 

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As much as I would like to have us all together again, it’s just so impossible. Jeff hasn’t been around lately… We don’t talk and I’m not even sure if we’re still friends. 

I hope Jill and I will be okay one day, but she still doesn’t have much time for us and I don’t blame her. 

I guess it really IS just you and me. I still love you though and I always will ♥