rethink your life decisions

Dark Secrets - Part 2

Context: You are a Slytherin who enjoys long walks in the Forbidden Forest, keeping dark secrets, and falling for a guy you never thought you’d fall for.

Warnings: This talks about spiders for all my arachnophobes out there.

Part one

A week passed before you took another trip out to the Forbidden Forest. The last time was when you stumbled upon Draco’s dark secret. After you two left the forest, you checked on him daily to make sure he was okay. Today was no different, except he was nowhere to be found, so you decided to take a quick stroll through your favorite forest to clear the clouding thoughts and memories in your overflowing mind.

It was pitch black out but your wand was your guide, giving you light while you brushed through trees and bushes, finding a good spot to sit down and stare up at the dark shapes the trees made. You reminisced about the times before terror took hold of Hogwarts and how easy it was to sneak through the quiet corridors and out into the silky night. The dangers that lay before you were nothing but adrenaline rushes that kept you moving, never stopping to rethink your decisions. If you got caught, it could mean life or death, but you had no intentions of chickening out. Your thoughts traveled to last week and how Draco held onto you, needing someone to comfort him. Your mind reeled at the thought of his blonde hair soft against your cheek as you rocked him back and forth, his scent still lingering in your senses.

You shot up from where you were laying, shaking your head vigorously trying to forget what you just thought, but the feeling you just experienced lingered. A branch snapped and you shot your eyes in the direction of a tall figure. You stood up with your wand at ready.

“Who’s there?” You demanded.

Draco stepped out of the darkness and into sight and you sighed, letting your wand fall back to your side.

“You scared the living daylights out of me.” You said, sitting back down onto the fallen tree.

“Sorry.” Was all he could manage before sitting next to you. There was a piercing silence before he spoke.

“I just wanted to thank you for being there for me.” He said, twiddling his wand in his hands. “I didn’t think that I could go through with it and I still don’t, but it’s nice to know that someone cares for me and doesn’t see me as a monster.”

You looked into his pale blue eyes, finding truth behind his words. “I could never see you as a monster, Draco. You have a heart like everyone else, it’s just the way you show it is a bit…different.”

He smiled and you felt your chest tighten. Why did you feel these things? Surely you hadn’t started to like him.

“What are you doing out here?” He asked.

“I like to take nightly walks in the woods when my anxiety is high to clear my head. I can’t sleep when nights like these are upon me.”

“It’s dangerous out here. You sure you know what you’re doing?” He gave you a sloppy smile and it made your heart skip a beat.

“Of course. Danger is my adrenaline rush and I guess I’m a junkie for it.” You said, relaxing a little. You weren’t aware of how tense you were. “What are you doing out here?”

“I saw you leave the castle and decided to follow you. I was curious as to why you would leave all alone at night and enter a forest with a reputation.” You both smiled.

“It’s like a comfort for me. It sounds weird, I know but I really enjoy coming out here, surrounded by the mysterious.” You felt him move and looked over to see him straddling the tree, facing you, his eyes intently watching you.

“Well, I can see why. You’re a mystery yourself.” He said. You too turned to straddle the tree, facing him.

“Am I? What makes you think that?” You asked, giving him a cheeky smile.

“Well, most people would run after seeing the dark lord give someone a dark mark.” He paused, pain washing over his face for a split second before it disappeared. “But you didn’t. You stayed and helped me and took care of me and I really do appreciate it.” He touched your hand lightly.

You felt a shiver run through your spine as his cold fingers gracefully trailed across the back of your hand. “Why weren’t you in your classes today?” You asked him, distracting yourself.

He shrugged and looked away. “’S nothing.” You knew he was doing deeds for that vile beast and you understood. He was Voldemort’s property now and had to obey his every command or his family and his friends lives would be in danger.

“I’m sorry.” You said. “I can understand if you don’t want to talk about it, but please don’t forget that I am here for you.” You reached out and touched his cheek, not knowing that you had the ability to do so, but you felt the urge to comfort him.

There was a moment, between the two of you, that sparked a fire deep inside you, and for some reason, you both started to lean towards one another as though gravity was pulling you both into a space between the two of you. Your hand was still on his cheek and his hand was still on your other one. You were inches apart when you heard voices in the distance. Breaking the trance, you both quickly got up, Draco pulling you to his side.

“We have to hide. If they find us, both of our heads will be on the headmasters desk for display.” You said, taking Draco’s hand and running. You didn’t stop running until you felt as though your heart would beat out of your chest. You paused and bent over, hands on your knees trying to catch your breath. You glanced over to see Draco doing the same.

“I didn’t know you could run like that.” He said, in between breaths. You let out a small laugh before straightening back up.

“What can I say? I have a knack for adrenaline.”

He smiled at you before you both started to take in your surroundings. You hadn’t been looking where you were going and ended up in a part of the forest you hadn’t seen yet.

“Well this is new.” You said, trying to lighten up the mood. He side eyed you before taking out his wand and lighting up the area. You felt the air tense as things started to take on shapes.

“What the hell..” You said, trailing off before gasping.

The biggest damn spider you ever did see was standing only feet away. You felt fear rise in your chest as your anxiety overtook you. You backed into Draco, never taking your eyes off the giant.

“Y/N, you alright?” Draco asked you, taking your hand and pulling you behind him.

You weren’t aware of your body literally vibrating with fear. “Have I ever mentioned my biggest fear is spiders? Like biggest fear?”

“Well, now was a great time to have told me.” He said, pushing you back until you both hit a tree.

The spider started to delicately move towards you, taking light steps before you both decided that now was a good time to book it.

Taking off into the woods, holding hands, you both ran without a real destination in sight. You peeled behind you to see if the giant was still following only to realize it was right on your heels. You screeched, running faster than your body had ever gone before, dodging branches and fallen trees.

If you had really been paying attention you would have noticed the giant person standing in front of you before you and Draco both slammed into him.

“Whoa there, what are two kids like yourselves doing this deep in the forbidden forest?” You heard Hagrid’s voice and immediately stood up from the spot you had fallen to get behind him.

“Hagrid…Sp..SPIDER!” You screamed. Hagrid looked up to see the giant spider standing there.

“Oh this fellow? Hey, go on back to your pack. They’re not food. Sorry.” He said to creature before it turned and sulked back into the darkness.

Draco was stunned as he sat at Hagrid’s feet.

“Now, mind telling me what you two are doing out here? Hope no funny business, if you know what I mean.”

Part Three

A/N: I have the biggest fear of spiders on the planet earth. I hated writing the part but I literally wrote it as if it were me facing the big spider. Also, i locked my keys in the car the other day and there were some really nice people to help me unlock it. But turns out they messed up a locking mechanism in my driver door and now my driver door doesn’t work so i literally dukes of hazard my way into the front seat. Moral of story: Have a spare key located on your car for reasons like that.

Originally posted by numbertwelvegrimauldplace-blog

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Bish,

Pixelberry. Piiiiiiiixelberry,
Why y’all do me like that?

This part had me shook for my whole EXISTENCE!

Had me rethinking my life decisions.

If your mind, was thinking like my mind, then you’ll understand my reaction…

Good Lord.

A Place to Belong

Thank you for the request! I hope you enjoy!! @haeminhee

It had been another successful case. You caught the UnSub, saved the boy, everything was going to be okay. You drop your go bag next to your desk and get to work on the paperwork from the last case. The team had been talking about going out after the case but you hadn’t been invited. Again. You were pretty sure they didn’t do it on purpose but it still stung, you’d always felt a little on the outside. Like the sprinkles on a cupcake. If someone brings cupcakes people are excited, if they have sprinkles people are like sweet sprinkles! But if they don’t have the sprinkles it’s no biggie. You were the sprinkles. Not to play poor me poor me but not everyone could be the cupcakes and you felt like you were accepted here. The team would have your back, and did a few times in the past six months. Specifically Hotch who seemed to pick up on the fact that you were sprinkles. You hear the team file out past your office talking and laughing. They go silent as the elevator door closes and takes them down to the garage. You’ll be here a few more hours, wrapping up the paperwork. Then you can go home, watch some Cupcake Wars and rethink all your life decisions. Maybe you should just make some cupcakes since, apparently, you’re obsessing over them. You sigh and throw your pen down.
“Woah.” Your gaze whips to the door meeting Hotch’s surprised eyes. “You okay?”
“Yea.”
“Why aren’t you out with the team?”
“I wasn’t really invited.” You say with what you hope is a nonchalant shrug. “I’m probably just going to go home and watch Cupcake Wars.” He pauses half a second then surprises you.
“Care if I join you?” You stare at him.
“You want to come over and watch Cupcake Wars?” You ask him disbelieving.
“Yea, I mean if you don’t mind.” He gives you a little half shrug along with a sheepish grin, “It’s kind of my guilty pleasure.” You laugh softly then stand and grab your bag.
“You’re driving.” You say grinning over at him.
A half hour later you find yourself with Chinese takeout and a Diet Coke on your couch. Hotch sitting next to you with his own food and drink.
“Why don’t you ever go out with the team?” He asks during a commercial break.
“I’ve never been invited.”
“It’s kind of an open invitation.” He says popping a piece of chicken into his mouth. “When the team goes out everyone from the team goes out.”
“I’m kind of a loner.”
“You don’t think you fit in.” He says simply and you shouldn’t be surprised but you are. You thought that you were hiding it well. “You do.” He assures you.
“Maybe.” You shrug again, “I have only been here six months. Anyway, I’ve never really known where I belong. I’m a wanderess.”
“I think this is the place you belong. Here with me- uh an-and the team.” He won’t look at you, that was clearly a slip.
“Hotch?” You say softly, reaching for his chin you turn his head and he meets your gaze with a questioning one, you press your lips to his cheek then pull away. You don’t get far. He catches the back of your head and presses his lips firmly to yours. He’s right. This is the exact place you belong.

anonymous asked:

..p2. So what i do? I feel so depressed but i cant do anything, orthatd what ibthink, help please !

Well, if you’re still depending on them with the money and stuff, unfortunately you’ll have to keeping hiding yourself if you want to stay in this path you’re taking…in this case, I believe that you hardly ever will get to a peace deal so…you may stay like that for a couple of years till you manage how to have your own money and job, or you can turn the table meaning lose them and your school…so you need to weight how much of this you still can stand…cause I get that is not worth it, and they don’t deserve anything from you, but still…we’re talking about your life here, so think and rethink a lot about you decision, cause none of them is easy

WHO THE FUCK CARES IF JIMIN GOT NO ABS ANYMORE I FUCKING WANT HIM TO LOOK NORMAL AGAIN HE WAS KINDA CHUBBY AND HE LOOKED SO HUMAN AND I LIKED THAT FOR FUCKS SAKE HE’S SO SKINNY EVER SINCE THE DARK&WILD ERA I’D BE SO HAPPY IF HE ACTUALLY GAINS WEIGHT YOU DONT GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE YOU’RE NOT STANNING JIMIN ANYMORE BECAUSE HIS CHOCO ABS HAVE MELTED AND HE HAS GAINED SOME FREAKING WEIGHT. JIMIN IS VERY SELF-CONSCIOUS OF HIS WEIGHT EVEN IF YOU’RE JUST JOKING AROUND PLEASE KNOW THAT MAKING SOMEONE FEEL INSECURE WAS AND WILL NEVER BE A JOKE. IF YOU STAN HIM FOR HIS ABS IT’S YOUR PROBLEM I DONT GIVE A DAMN BUT IF YOU SAY SHIT ABOUT HIM BY CALLING HIM FAT OR ANYTHING I’M GOING TO MCFREAKING LOSE IT. REMEMBER WHEN TAEHYUNG WAS SAD FOR DAYS BECAUSE OF K-NETIZENS?? NOW IMAGINE HOW SAD JIMIN WOULD FEEL IF THOSE HURTFUL WORDS COME FROM ARMYS. HIS OWN FANS THAT HE TRULY TREASURES. PLEASE NOTE THAT JIMIN IS A PRECIOUS AND TALENTED HUMAN BEING THAT CAN FUCKING DANCE AND SING AND HIT THOSE HIGH NOTES AND IF THOSE ABS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT YOU CARE ABOUT YOU SHOULD RETHINK YOUR LIFE DECISIONS bye

Honestly I’m one to accept ship wars and hate. I don’t care if you dislike a ship and try to prove why you hate it. I don’t care if you say this one ship is more real than another. What I do care about is if you go around hating on a member. That. That is not okay in any way or form. It’s ridiculous, unreasonable and all I would like to tell you is please rethink your life decisions.

this tea might get too hot but i don’t even give a single shit? listen to me yall are saying how zayn stans are the meanest and just horrible and we don’t see any ignorant things zayn have done which is so untrue ? because zayn stans despite being happy he dropped shahid were all horribly and utterly disappointed when he fat shamed him BUT ot4 stans all jumped back on his dick he gained so many followers back that day and yall were ‘’why are you getting mad he finally did something right and we’re supporting him’’ and if you think fat shaming is right than you honestly should rethink your life decisions and when louis threw n word for the first time yall were defending his ass and zayn stans were one of few people that called him out but ofc now we’re the most horrible and gross human beings on this planet?  and now lilo was racist and yall are defending their asses again? listen to me you can still love your favs but it’s important to explain to them and others who stan em why what they did was wrong… because IT WAS FUCKING WRONG… and that’s what’s so different about zayn stans vs ot4. because yall will always be so far up their anus and will defend them to death even when they’re madly wrong. but sure do you. 

Bts reacting to you giving your horse more love than you give them.

Anon said: Hello^-^ could you do a bts gif reaction where their girlfriend has a horse and they feel like she gives it more love than she gives love to them? (If you get what I mean)

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Jimin:

‘A horse. You give your horse more love than me. I’M CUTER THAN A DAMN HORSE. I WANT ATTENTION TOO!’

V:

'But horses smell. I don’t smell. I’m hella fresh. I don’t see your logic.’

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Rap Monster:

'I really wonder why you choose an animal over me, a monster, I think you need to rethink your life decisions.’

Jin:

*loses princess attitude*

'LOOK AT ME! I DESERVE MORE LOVE THAN A HORSE. PRETTY PLEASE.’

Suga:

*loses swag attitude*

'I MISS YOUR LOVEEEE’

*ugly cry*

'PLEASE LOVE MEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHH’

Jungkook:

*silently staring at you giving your horse kisses*

'This girl is more crazy than V after eating sugar.’

//PUN NOT INTENDED BUT OMG YOOHYUNG SHIP YOOHYUNG SHIP//

J-Hope:

'But I’m a horsey. I’m horse-eok. You don’t need no second horse. You are practically cheating on me.’

anonymous asked:

Your puns are awful/cringey as fuck, kill yourself.

I’m glad you sent this to me and not someone who is mentally unstable or suicidal. How would you feel if you caused someone’s death, rethink your life decisions