ren's brain

You Know What I Want?

I want to see Nora’s feelings after Pyrrha died. We got to see Jaune’s and Ruby’s but everyone keeps ignoring how Nora felt. Pyrrha was probably the first female friend Nora has ever had and they most likely talked about their feelings and their lives in general since Nora knew how Pyrrha felt about Jaune (when she dragged Ren away to win him another prize when she saw Jaune and Pyrrha alone). I want to see Nora have like a panic attack or a night terror where where she is crying and hyperventilating and either Ren or Jaune have to rush in and comfort her until she falls back asleep or calms down enough to talk.


Rey woke up in an empty bed. Hands searching her lover’s side of the bed but he wasn’t there. She got up on one of her elbows to turn and look behind her. The room was illuminated only by the star light streaming through the view-port. He was standing there by the large floor to ceiling window. Legs parted, hands clasped behind, his back facing her and their bed.

The stars are moving but they are not in hyperspace. The destroyer is slowly orbiting the planetary system below. A blue green planet of mass population. Mostly people without consequence, simple traders, merchant and farmers. It’s a First Order world. And they are currently restocking their supplies and changing personnel before jumping into hyperspace towards their destination.

“Kylo?” Rey croaked out, voice rough from sleep.

“Yes, love?” he said without turning back. The tense muscles of his back visibly relaxed a little, hands dropping on his sides.

“Why are you not in bed? What happened?” Rey said now fully sitting up on their bed.

“I feel a disturbance in the force. Like something is about to happen.” Kylo replied. Still facing the view port.

Rey pulled her legs out from under the covers, and placed them on the cold black floor of their quarters. Still sitting in bed, she placed her elbows on her knees and leaned forward.

“Is that good or bad?” she said, tracing her lips with her thumbs and looking up at his back.

“It depends on your definition of those words, sweetheart,” he said head slightly turned to one side.

Rey could see his sharp profile, shadowed by the star light coming from behind him through the viewport. He was beautiful even in the dim light and Rey wanted him back in her arms.

She got up and padded towards him stopping at an arm’s length away.

“What I meant was is it good or bad for us?” she reached out with her hand placed them on his back, right between his shoulder blades. She felt him shiver a little and that filled her with pride. Even after all these years together, she still affected him like that.

“It’s the weapon. They are charging it again. And you know the next target,” Kylo said, his breathing a bit rugged as Rey started to run her fingers lightly down his spine. She reached down to his tailbone and came back up again.

“Yes, I do know. Why? Do you regret it?” she stepped closer. Burying her face on his back, and reaching around to place one hand over his heart. Her body was now flushed against his. Her bare nipples, hard and bushing against the rough, scarred surface of his bare back.

She could feel his heart beating faster than usual.

“It will be the end of them if the intel we gathered is correct. The weapon will take out a whole planetary system and wipe out the last remnants of my mother’s foolish rebellion,” Kylo whispered.

Rey’s other hand was tracing his chest. Moving down his muscular torso, over his belly, down to his rapidly hardening member. She runs her fingers over his length, teasing but not touching it properly.

“But I asked do you regret it, my love?” Rey whispered against his ears, standing on her tiptoes, breath hot against his skin. She placed a opened mouth kiss on his neck right below his ear as she wrapped her tiny hand around his hard cock.

Kylo’s heart was now beating very fast, almost as if it’s trying to escape from its cage. Rey’s hand over his chest curled into claws, nails digging in his flesh.

Kylo turned his face toward her to look at her face over his shoulder. His eyes were dark as they met her yellow eyes, filled with desire, like he would devour her if he could. Rey couldn’t blame him, she felt the same, her fist tightened as she started moving it up and down his length, just the right amount of pressure that she knows he likes.

“No. I regret nothing,” Kylo managed to breathe out.

Rey leaned up, hand reaching behind his neck, fingers tightening in his hair. She brought her lips just a breath away from his soft pillowy ones. And said, “Good, because you made your choice already,” before claiming his lips in a hungry and passionate kiss.

This came out of nowhere, one moment i was angrily brushing my teeth, next I was writing this down. Should I continue this? Or just leave it as it is?

Thanks again to my amazing beta, @ns0241, she is my rock.

Available Updates: Read Scene Two Scene Three


I think Ren and Noiz both trying new things together would be cute.  Since they both have so much to learn after living isolated/as an ALLmate I think the little things would get Ren excited (like the inside of a dreamsicle being white instead of orange like the outside).  Noiz tries not to get drawn into it but…well…

Also this ask…has been in my box for over a year…I am so sorry.

listen… feel free to choose to not take medication all you want but the second you start shaming other people for wanting to safely and consensually medicate to cope with their mental illness is the second you become an asshole. save all of your rhetoric about how you’re “not really feeling” and you’re “numb to the world” because i don’t want it. those are your experiences and you don’t get to project them onto others.

Starlight: Focus

Here is another scene of Starlight. It’s an on going Darkside Reylo AU I’m thinking of continuing on Tumblr. You can read Scene One  Scene three here.

Thanks again to my Beta @ns0241 for hearing me out and ironing out the details. I am in awe at the wonderful response I’ve gotten for Starlight. Thank you guys! I hope you enjoy this one. *More under read more*

“Again!” Kylo bellowed, voice distorted by the mask, as he dodged a large boulder she aimed at his head and he parried yet another blow from her practice electrostaff.

Rey’s eyes flashed bright yellow as she clenched her teeth in frustration. The dark side was strong in her, but she lacked the discipline and training to harness and channel that power.

It had been three months since Kylo rescued her from the clutches of his uncle and brought her with him. Three months since she became his apprentice. Three months of rigorous training of both physical and mental abilities. She was growing strong, but she was distracted from putting all her focus into training.

Kylo tried to figure it out. Their connection grew stronger everyday as they spent more and more time together, training and improving. Yet she kept her shield up, something she’d learned to do on her own. So there was no other way for him to figure out what kept her distracted. He tried to ask but whenever he brought up the topic, she would refuse to answer or resort to violence. It was frustrating and extremely inconvenient.

“You are not concentrating, Rey. Focus!” Kylo commanded her. He brought his saber down one more time to hit her right shoulder that she kept unguarded. She was quick this time, bringing the upper half of her staff just in time to parry his blow. She used the bottom half to swipe hard against his right knee. The staff zapped him as soon as it touched his body. Kylo growled and pushed her with his saber, still locked on to the upper half of the staff.

“That was better, sweetheart” he managed to say before she attacked him again, this time with the force. She shoved him back against the durasteel wall before using her staff to hit the side of his head with an unforgiving force. He dropped his saber, and realized he couldn’t move, as she held him against the wall with her power.

He knew he could break free, but that would probably infuriate her even more. She pressed her staff over his chest, putting the pressure of her body to it. She leaned in, her beautiful almond shaped eyes angry and wide. Her breath against his face, straight white teeth gritted. He was entranced by her gaze, dark eyes searching her bright yellow ones. He felt like his whole existence would unravel if he stared at them for too long.

“Don’t you ever dare patronize me, Kylo Ren!” she spat each word out.

She pulled back, but as he felt the pressure of her hold leaving his body, she turned around hitting the side of his legs. Kylo was off his feet and on his back in one clean sweep of her staff.

“I think I’ve had enough training for a day, master.  I would like to retire back to my quarters now,” she informed him over her shoulder, before returning her staff to its holder with the force and walking out of the training room.

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Some portraits I’ve been doin of my favorite characters over the last few days…enjoy


@garmacondrai If I remember correctly these are some of your bois also so here *throws love and cute boys at u* 

@meet-some-friends-of-mine @firstfandomfangirl @eyeofthewolfe @magicquill42 @an-actual-elementale @smol-overlord idk who else but feel free to tag other fans of these bois as needed

I am gonna draw moooooore so prepare urselves

Oh my god...

Now that it’s 2015, let me remind you that…

Tiny Toon Adventures is twenty-five this year

Doug, Rugrats, The Ren & Stimpy Show, and Darkwing Duck are twenty-four this year

Goof Troop, Sailor Moon, and Batman: The Animated Series are twenty-three this year

Beavis and Butt-Head, Animaniacs, and Rocko’s Modern Life are twenty-two this year

Aaahh!!! Real Monsters, The Magic School Bus, and Gargoyles are twenty-one this year

Pinky and the Brain, Freakazoid!, and the original English dub of Sailor Moon are twenty this year

Hey Arnold! and Dexter’s Laboratory are nineteen this year

King of the Hill, Daria, South ParkThe Angry Beavers, Recess, and Pepper Ann are eighteen this year

CatDog, The Wild Thornberrys, and The Powerpuff Girls (which is twenty if counting the What-A-Cartoon shorts and twenty-three if counting the Whoopass Stew! short) are seventeen this year

Ed, Edd n Eddy, Courage the Cowardly Dog, SpongeBob Squarepants, and Rocket Power are sixteen this year

As Told By Ginger and The Weekenders are fifteen this year

The Fairly OddParents (which is seventeen if counting the original shorts), Invader Zim, and House of Mouse are fourteen this year

ChalkZone is thirteen this year (and to get technical, it’s sixteen if going by the original 1999 premiere and seventeen if counting the original shorts), as well as Kim Possible, Codename: Kids Next Door, and The Adventures of Jimmy Neutron: Boy Genius

The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy and My Life as a Teenage Robot are twelve this year (sixteen if you count the original short)

Danny Phantom and Foster’s Home for Imaginary Friends are eleven this year

Avatar: The Last Airbender and Camp Lazlo are ten this year

I had this dream in the middle of the night the other night, but I dreamed about Fallout 4 and I guess my subconscious made me a fan-OC for it. Of course in the dream I just accepted this as normal and just a new mission in the game but…. subconscious why.

So meet Elmar, Spaniard ghoul-man who works for a super-shady warlord guy as an assassin. His special technique being that he has a transmitter on his person that makes a hologram/projection that makes him look like a normal human again. But in for realzies he’s a ghoul. In the dream Nick was all peeved about further untrustworthiness and bad people hiding in plain sight, but he was also another companion you could get to your side if you got him away from the warlord who had dirt on him.

Both his actual appearance and ghoul appearance as well as his name was totally just copied out of my dream xD 

alright @sannguine @huxblush !!! i told you i’d do it!!! HHAHAHA!! XD sorry i didn’t have 3 million to commission you guys but i think this trade is pretty good!?! HAHAHAH!!! thanks for the inspiration!!! <3 <3 <3