remusxsirius

Okay, but Sirius needing somewhere to hide urgently because of some prank he stubbornly insists is James’ fault and he dives into the first classroom he sees and slams the door shut. 

“Are you here for the LGBTQIA meeting?”

Sirius turns, thinking fuck, and realizes the classroom is not empty and is, in fact, full of students sitting in a giant circle. He looks up to the leader who asked the question, the words nah, I’m going to jump out the window, thanks on the tip of the tongue when he sees that the leader is the most adorable person he’s ever seen. The leader looks at him expectantly, one eyebrow impressively raised. 

“Are you gay or what?” Some kid in the circle shouts out.

Staring the leader, whose name he’d later learn is Remus, dead in the eye, he smirks and says, “I am now.”

Reduce, Reuse, Recycle- Happy Earth Day
  • Remus: Padfoot, you have to take a bath.
  • Padfoot: *Whimpers*
  • Remus: Honestly Pads, you smell dreadful. It’s just a bath!
  • Padfoot: *Crawls under the bed and whines*
  • Remus: *Rolls his eyes* I don't know what you rolled in, but I do know that you are not sleeping here tonight if you don't have a bath.
  • Sirius: *Pokes his now human head out from under the bed* How about we take one together and conserve water?
  • Remus: Absolutely not, you filthy animal.

anonymous asked:

Hey! What are your favorite wolfstar fanfics? :)

hi! i am so so so SO sorry this took me a million years to answer!!! (my life’s been a little crazy - i finished university, had surgery, moved…so i haven’t had time to do much of anything)

but - here are some of my favorite fics!

you can also check out my fic rec tag for lots and lots of lists! 

  • remus: i was gone for three fucking minutes you shit, get the fuck out of my chair
  • sirius: oh, i think my lap is comfier, no? *smirks and winks*
  • remus: you have five bloody seconds to get out of my fucking armchair
  • sirius: oh this is your armchair?! oh! well, sadly, i cant see your name on it!
  • remus: wingardium leviosa, you fuckwit
  • sirius: [shrill, feminine shrieks]
The one where Remus realises he was Sirius's first.

“No need to be in a huff about it, Padfoot - it’s just a game!” James frowns at his friend, wondering why he’s refusing to cooperate. It’s well past curfew, and the four friends are slightly tipsy from firewhiskey, all sitting on James’ bed. Each boy is holding up a number of fingers; James six, Remus four, and even Peter has two, the number of people they’ve slept with, respectively. Remus frowns, wondering if he’s the reason Sirius doesn’t want to play.
Peter is much more oblivious. “Come on, Pads, we won’t call you a slut, it’s just-”
Sirius shuts him up by holding a single finger up. Remus’ ears turn a bright pink, something James raises an eyebrow at, but doesn’t question.
“Really?” Prongs grins, astonished. “Blimey, Padfoot! What took you so long?”
Sirius catches his boyfriends eye, and they gaze a little longer than perhaps they ought to. “I was waiting for…someone.”

The room is silent, as the boys bask in the new light upon their friend. Peter breaks the silence with a belch, and the boys all laugh. “How many people have you all kissed?”
Sirius grins. “D'ya mind me borrowing your spare hand, Wormtail? Doubt you’ll be needing it.”
Turns out Sirius isn’t as virginial as the boys thought.

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i'll kiss you for as much time as we have - Chapter 1 - Judeyjude - Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 8/?
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter
Characters: Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, James Potter, Lily Evans Potter, Alice Longbottom, Frank Longbottom, Minerva McGonagall, Walburga Black
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Prince Sirius, Remus is still a werewolf, and poor, Fluff, Self-Indulgent, Remus is nature’s child, with his smol bee children, Sirius and Remus centric, a bit of forbidden love?, Friends to Lovers, basically if you want some wolfstar fluff trash here it is, Will add more tags as it goes on, first chapter is super short for a teaser/prologue, soft sirius, Pining, oblivious Remus
Summary:

“I gather you have come to slay the beast?”

“Uh.” Sirius stared at the man lying on the grass. There was not a line of tension in his body, and he hadn’t dignified Sirius—Prince Sirius—with a single glance. “Er, yes. Right. The beast. Werewolf. Do you, uh, know where…it dwells?”

The man snorted and turned the page of his book.

prompt: According to tradition a new King/Queen/Leader must kill a werewolf to prove his worth and here I am to kill you but I just can’t seem to do it

“I’m home.”

“Decided to show up after all, have you?” 

 “What?” 

 “You know exactly what, Sirius Fucking Black!” 

 “Oh, shut up, Remus. I don’t have the energy for this right now.” 

 “No, Sirius, you’re going to listen to me. I’ve had enough.” 

“You’ve had enough? You’ve had enough, Lupin?” Sirius laughed bitterly. “You’re not the one facing all the disgusted looks and the not so quiet mutters about having a traitor werewolf for a boyfriend! It’s me! Please go, Remus, I’m not in the mood for this.” 

 “What did you say?” 

 “Remus…Please…” 

 “A traitor, am I, Sirius?” Remus shook his head, smiling exasperatedly. “Seen me for what I am, finally? A dark creature? But I know who the traitor really is, don’t I?” 

 “What do you mean?” 

 “Ah, don’t give me that, Sirius. The heir of the noble and most ancient house of Black, how the hell could I have thought you good? It runs in the blood, doesn’t it? The cowardliness, the disloyalty, and the…the Slytherin?” 

“Are you-” 

 “Yes.” 

 “I’m not-” 

 “Don’t even try. You can fool James, Lily, Peter, Dumbledore, but not me. You can’t fool me, Sirius. I can’t believe you haven’t handed me to him already.” 

“To who? What?” 

 “To the dark lord, Master, or whatever it is that you call him. Or maybe you cared so little that you don’t even remember that I’m a werewolf, a half-blood werewolf.” 

 “WHY THE FUCK- REMUS- HOW DARE- OH GOD, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING, TRAI- Remus? What- why do you have your- why do you have your… suitcase, Remus? Where are you going?” 

 “Goodbye, Sirius.” 

 “Remus, what- I don’t understand-” 

“You never understand anything, do you? That’s the fucking problem! Don’t you see? I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE! I CAN’T SEE YOU LAUGH, NOT WHEN I KNOW WHAT YOU’RE DOING! NOT WHEN I KNOW THAT IT’S ALL AN ACT, THAT YOUR FEELINGS AREN’T- NEVER WERE- REAL! I CAN’T LIVE WITH YOU PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT, WHEN IT SURE AS HELL ISN’T! I CAN’T GIVE EVERYTHING I HAVE, EVERYTHING I AM SO WILLINGLY TO SOMEONE WHO’S NEVER EVEN CONSIDERED ME HUMAN, LET ALONE – I JUST- I CAN’T BE IN LOVE WITH YOU ANYMORE!” 

 And this is when Sirius faltered, his exhaustion long forgotten. His knees gave out; his body shook from silent sobs. 

 “I’m sorry, Remus, I don’t care if you’re passing information to Voldemort- I’m so sorry. Sorry sorry sorry. Remus please, please please please. Don’t leave me, Remus please, I love you, Remus please, I don’t care, Remus, Remus, I love you. Please don’t go.” 

“I love you too.” 

And with one last glance, Remus left the apartment Sirius and he had shared for two years, never to return. The apartment where most of his happy memories resided, as did his other half. Remus had flashbacks of that time Sirius had managed to fit himself in one of the boxes while moving in, that time Lily and James and Peter had showed up with tiny Harry and they had had a baking session/ food fight, that time Remus had dressed Sirius up as Rowena Ravenclaw, that time- the first time they had gone all the way. 

It had all meant nothing to Sirius. 

 Remus closed his eyes, and sat on the pavement a kilometer away from the Potter house, clutching his head. He was never going to see Sirius again, he didn’t want to. Sirius was a traitor, a death eater, a true Slytherin. Remus knew that with one look at the boy he had thought he knew so well, he would forgive everything. Sirius was the secret keeper for James and Lily, and Remus had tried warning James, realizing only too late that James, too, suspected Remus. Lily had stopped contacting him completely, even during Order missions. 

He knew it won’t be too long before Sirius enlightened Voldemort of the Potters’ whereabouts, and he wouldn’t be able to do anything about it. He knew he won’t move on from Sirius, ever, even if the boy got his best friends killed. Sirius had ruined Remus for anyone else. He knew that Sirius never loved him, that it was all a lie, but it had felt so real

He still loved Sirius Black and he hated himself for it, but he did all the same.   

He looked down at his ring finger, where a silver band embedded with a moon and a star glistened ever so beautifully, and he lost it. Tears escaped his eyes fast and heavy, as if they’d been waiting to do this forever. He trembled; his throat on fire from all the screaming and his heart broken from all the pain. 

Had it been necessary? Had it been so fucking crucial to lead Remus on to the point of promising forever? 

Remus had been so happy; it had all been so good. But then again, there’s only so much good a monster deserves, a monster gets. He sat there, living proof that it had all been one big lie, yet he couldn’t help but miss it, need it. He needed the lie even if it killed him. He gently took off the ring, and watched as it rolled slowly into the nearby gutter. 

Gone, his last memory of Sirius was gone. 

“If only that ever helped me stop loving you,” Remus smiled to himself, unfeeling, numb.

*** 

Please understand that I was in pain. I never meant to ruin things. 

 I never meant to ruin us.