Can I Be Her - Part 2
Request: Anonymous asked: Can I please get an imagine where the reader is best friends with Tom and Harrison but loves Tom. The reader is witnessing Tom fall in love with Zendaya and tries to forget about Tom but can’t. In the end, Tom ends up having a serious relationship with Zendaya and Tom and the reader fall apart. You can decide the end but I want it to be a sad ending. I’m sorry if it’s complicated or just plain stupid. Thank you.
Warnings: fluff, sad, happy ending
Word Count: 1,106
Pairing: Harrison Osterfield x Reader
A/N: Don’t hate me… lol.
Part 1: Here
You didn’t know what to feel. You were numb all over. You got your answer, but it wasn’t what you had expected it to be. Tom choose Zendaya and that was final.
You and Tom lost what you thought was a never ending friendship. You lost touch over a years time. You completely isolated yourself. You didn’t want to let anyone in, afraid you’d feel that heart wrenching pain that Tom left you in. The only person that you could only let in was Harrison. At least he had the decency to mend your broken heart, while the rest of your friends encouraged Tom and Zendaya’s relationships, not bothering to check up on you to see if you were okay.
“You just going to stay there forever?” Harrison said at the edge of your bed.
“Until I die!” You voice was muffled under the comforter.
“Suit yourself” He rolled his eyes.
Harrison walked over to one side of the bed and yanked the blankets off you. He instantly covered his nose with the back of his hand looking down at your horrid state. “What died in here?!” He grimaced at the smell.
“My heart” You whined.
“You need to get over him Y/N. You can’t keep doing this to yourself!”.
You knew he had a point, but how could you get over the only person you loved.
“Come on then, lets get you in the shower”.
Harrison picked you up like a baby and entered your connected bathroom. He told you to raise your arms to proceed taking off your shirt. “Turn around” He motioned. You slowly turned not caring if he was about to see you bare and naked. He felt him remove your bra slowly pushing in down your arms. Your bare back now facing him. “You can’t bottle this all up Y/N. You have to let me in at some point” He whispered in your ear. He continued taking your shorts and underwear off. He also removed his shirt and shorts leaving him in nothing but his boxers.
He stepped in the tub sitting down before pulling you down on his lap. You sighed in relief at the feeling of the warm water. You nuzzled your head on top of Harrison shoulder.
“Thank you” You whispered closing your eyes.
“Your welcome darling” He kissed your hair.
You were finally able to pull yourself together with the help of Harrison. He was the only one who could bring back the old you. The only thing missing was to get his two best friends to make up. You still haven’t spoken to Tom, which Harrison kept trying to get you to contact him or just talk to him even if it was for a mere second.
“At least talk to him!”.
“Why? I have nothing to say to him!” You flailed your arms around.
“I can’t keep watching my two best friends fall apart over something so stupid!”.
You were taken back. That hurt way more than you thought. You stared at him in shock.
“You think my heart being broken is stupid…” You muttered.
“W-what no no no that’s not what I meant. Y/N your feelings are not stupid” He approached you quickly. He embraced you in his arms reassuring you.
“I just can’t face him right now Harrison. Please tell me you understand that”.
“I do. I get it okay. You just need time okay” He nodded.
“Yeah” You nodded as well.
“How about we go out to take your mind off this. You need it more than ever” He smiled at you.
“That sounds great actually” You breathed out.
Harrison took you around New York to your favorite pizza place, and your favorite park.
“It so peaceful” You breathed in the air watched all the people go beyond their days.
“It is isn’t it”.
“Harrison thank you for this” You turned to face him.
“It was nothing rea-”
“No not this. I mean thank you for being there for me. For getting me back to my feet” You smiled gratefully at him.
“I’d do anything for you” He shook his head.
“Come on now there’s still lots more to do” He held out his hand to which you took and stood up as well.
“Where are we going?” You laughed as he kept dragging your hand at a fast pace.
“Anywhere you want” He looked back at you smiling.
He continued guiding you out of the park passing New Yorkers who were in a rush. You both exited the gate proceeding to walk amongst the busy sidewalks. You were walking behind him as you past a magazine stand, when something caught your attention. “Harrison hold up” You tugged your arm back from his grip. He stopped too.
You approached the stand closer and picked up a magazine. On the front cover was Tom and Zendaya together, they truly looked happy together. Although that wasn’t enough to break your heart, it was the caption that was underneath their photo that did the trick.
Hollywood's young lovers Tom Holland and Zendaya soon to Mr and Mrs. Pg 9.
You stared at it with your mouth agape. You could feel a stream of tears about to emerge.
“Y/N…” He spoke hesitantly.
“T-they’re…engaged?” You breathed out.
“I’m sorry Y/N”.
“Why didn’t he tell me?” You looked at him in disbelief.
“When!? Before or after their wedding?”.
“You have to let him go Y/N”.
“How do I do that!”.
“You find someone else”.
“Like who” You shook your head.
“Someone like me” He whispered.
“No you just listen, okay? I love you Y/N L/N. You are the best thing I that has ever happened to me. And yes, I was somewhat hurt when you told me how you felt about Tom, but I love you. I can’t keep watching you tear yourself apart over someone who doesn’t deserve you. Tom doesn’t love you Y/N I do and I always have”. He finished with a sigh.
You stared at him in shock. How come you’ve never noticed it before. It was never Tom, it was Harrison all this time.
You took a step forward and cupped his cheeks pulling him down for a kiss. It was short but sweet.
“What would I do without you” You muttered. Your forehead touching his.
“I don’t know…but all I know is that were going to be okay. You’re going to be okay” He gave you one more tenderly kiss.
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