reminsice

  • Reminisce
  • Bilal feat Mos Def and Common
  • First Born Second
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Just when I think that I forgot you

I hear that dub that we used to rock to

Just when I think I’m getting on without you

Somebody pass and ask me about you

Was in back of a cab the other day

Swore to God I saw you walkin’ past the other way

My heart rushed

My face flushed

Told the driver hit the brakes, slow the pace up

Wait up

It wasn’t you

Realised it’s a mirage I was runnin’ to

Damn, can the affects of love and time

Cause the mind to trick the eye?

I wonder how you’re getting by

And are the stars still in your eyes?

And do you still just get the vibe

To break the bank to spend the time,

I reminisce of shifting time, to when you was mine

Just wow

Nag-reminisce ako sa mga past posts ko dito sa tumblr, then I saw some posts about you. I didn’t know na meron palang eksaktong date kung kailan ako na-fall sayo. According to it, August 8, 2010. Daw.
Wow and as far as I can remember, it doesn’t really stop there. I continuously fall for you, over and over again. Maybe I fell for you for the 4th time already? And then in just one big snap, I fall out of love. I didn’t know it was possible. I just felt it.

May mga signs pala.
Una don, parang hindi na kita masyado naaalala, hindi na kita tini-text every now and then, and most of all, hindi ko na vini-visit yung facebook or twitter mo. It was a huge improvement, i think. Maybe I fell out of love, but I really didn’t stop caring to you. You were always special to me. Always have, always will. You were always my first, but will never be my last. You taught me how to be strong, although, it gave me a warning not to fall in love again. But i guess, falling in love and being hurt is inevitable. That’s why we have to be strong, and we have to remember that everything happens for a reason. Good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

I am not aware that moving on is possible. I’m not until I made it. I thought you’ll be a burden for the rest of my life. And now, it’s just memories. Memories of the past. Past that we should not be dwelling on. Instead, we should make it as our inspiration to keep us moving forward.