reminds self that this is not gd

GD was experiencing a weird sense of Deja-Vu with a fan, whose name was Lee Seungyeon. You can delete the caption, if you find it isn’t necessary.

*Cracks knuckles* Okay, lemme explain to you a thing. I would’ve just passed this moment by as a super awesome thing for the fan and gone on my way, had it not been for the fact that the exact same thing has happened to me before.

My best friend is someone who I adore with ALL my heart. I met someone on Tumblr, who had an eerily similar name to my best friend in real life, though it wasn’t necessarily spelt the same way. She doesn’t have a very common name. It should be known that I’m a generally prickly person and it’s very hard to get to know me if I don’t want you to.

Many people have tried in the past and failed, but this person. This person on Tumblr, man, let me tell you I felt such a rush of affection and fondness just reading their name on their profile. I needed to contact them anyway beforehand, due to personal reasons of my own, so I was really confused as to why I felt this way before I had even PM’d them.

It was really eery, because it felt like my self-defenses were easily penetrated, as if anything that reminded me strongly of my best friend managed to get me to feel the same way that I felt about her and because of that I was strangely comfortable, just like GD was, when I spoke to this tumblr person. I really liked the fact that they had her name. It made me happy.

Anyway, to cut a long story short, it felt a lot like Deja-vu and a weird feeling that maybe I was meant to speak to this person at this time in my life. I don’t know. It was weird as fuck. Seriously. And the reason why? Just because this person had that name. All my strong, heartfelt feelings surfaced when I saw it and somehow my best friend was associated with that person. I’m not just talking run of the mill best friend here, I love this person. They have supported me through some of the hardest moments in my life and I feel like if I had never met them, I wouldn’t be the same person - that sort of friend. I love her. I’d marry her in a heartbeat if she’d have someone as useless as me.

I think the name GD registered was Lee Seungyeon, which is alarmingly close to Lee Seunghyun, our favourite maknae’s name, thus triggering a similar response. I felt like I was watching myself and I totally understood what was going on. Well, I finished my weird ramble. Just a little insight into why GD might have felt this way.