remember when the rockies were good

A Man Worth Fighting For-15

Summary: Seventy years has passed and the world has changed. You thought you were moving on until Steve Rogers asks you for a favor which leads to a discovery that will change everything. So much for retirement. Sequel to “A Girl Worth Fighting For.” Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 2757
Warnings: Language, graphic depictions of violence, blood and gore
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AN: Please let me know if you’re not being tagged and you’ve asked me to, ‘cause I’m a giant mess and I’ve been cleaning up my tags. Also, I apologize for this chapter. You’ll see why.

Part 14   Masterlist

Originally posted by insanityofthemoon

Cold air crept up the back of your neck, wrapping around you like an unwelcome blanket. The stars above twinkled against the ocean of black sky, the gentle trickle of water from an earlier rain draining down the gutters below you. The roof was slick and you nearly slipped, but settled easily with your legs dangling over the side as you pulled a cigarette to your lips. The nicotine did little to calm your nerves as you leaned back, shivering as the water seeped into the back of your shirt.

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MerDragon McHanzo

Because I asked for an idea. @infinite-atmosphere provided and naturally I have to make it terrible. RIP.

Honestly, McCree hadn’t understood why Hanzo was so grumpy upon being given this mission. Well, grumpier than usual. The archer was even trying to worm his way out of it, which was quite uncharacteristic of him, though he hadn’t be able to provide a good enough reason to turn it down. Winston could be hella unrelenting, especially when big monkey man was stressed and his order of peanut butter was late.

Long story short, they were clambering up and down the rocky shores of Lanzarote. Mostly it was McCree who was doing the clumsy slipping. Hanzo managed to maintain every ounce of grace even though he was perching dangerously over a cliff side, calmly shooting down the local Talon providers. Why the fuck they were even out here in the first place, McCree didn’t even remember. His job was to keep their eyes off Hanzo and maybe, just maybe, if they wrapped it up quickly enough, they could enjoy a nice, romantic seaside date under the pale moonlight. Figuratively. It was new moon.

Perhaps that was a little bit too much to ask.

Their banter over the comm (of course Jesse did most of the talking, Hanzo was only grunting in response) was interrupted when an asshole spotted the archer. His startled shout raised McCree’s hackle, followed with a splash and then statics. Growling, McCree busted out his Deadeye, swiftly took care of the remaining criminals, before rushing over to where his comrade/teammate/love interest had fallen. The rocks were steep and slippery under his metallic fingers. Shallow water churned, seeming far too deep in the darkness. A searing worry burnt through McCree’s chest as he made his way down, his movements surer and smoother now that he wasn’t goofing about.

As he contacted the lapping waves, the surface broke with squirming arms. McCree’s chest constricted, all cautions threw to the wind as he dove in after Hanzo. The armours slowed him down a little, but there was so much relief exploded in his heart as he managed to grab a hold of the archer, dragging Hanzo’s back flat against his chest, and swam back to shore. There was some panicked struggling and McCree couldn’t help but noted Hanzo was somehow heavier than usual. 

“Yer fine, darlin’!” McCree tried to speak soothingly, which was kinda hard when Hanzo kept splashing salty water at his face, “I’ve go y’.”

“You don’t understand!!” Hanzo’s voice hadn’t lost that edge and he even tried to elbow McCree in the kidney, only to hiss when his flesh met the metal plating, “Unhand me this instant!”

“Don’t be ridiculous!” McCree snapped back, though there was a twinge of hurt in his voice. Did Hanzo hate being touched by him that badly? “Yer prob’bly have a hole on yer side! Ain’t gonna help when y’ keep buckin’ like a wild colt!”

That didn’t stop Hanzo from his wild thrashing, though it weakened the longer they stayed in water. He was losing blood and McCree couldn’t see a damn thing in the dark and salt in his eyes. He narrowly dodged Hanzo’s headbutt, though something sharp did graze McCree’s cheek.

That should have been enough of a warning.

By the time they made it to the sandier side of the beach, Hanzo was almost limp, his body weighted down against McCree, though there were still quite a few incoherent protests. Cursing as he rolled out from behind Hanzo, McCree rummaged through his sopping wet pockets for the flashlight.

“Y’ gotta lay off ‘em noodles, darlin’. I swear yer puttin’ on a few-…”

He almost dropped the flashlight.

Instead of legs, a long, swishing tail stretched out underneath the loose top Hanzo wore, shimmering in various shades of blue. Each scale was dusted with fine pale gold, sharp-tipped and framed with translucent dorsal fins. His side, where his left leg should have been, spotted a gaping wound, oozing blood out sluggishly. 

There were shock, rage, confusion, a mild case of fear and all around wonder spread across McCree’s head. Though Hanzo’s groan of pain kicked him back to reality. Which Jesse still wasn’t entirely sure if it was just lucid dreaming or not.

Yer a mermaid!” He managed to sputter out, some time after field dressing the wound, finding them a shallow cave to hide in and  stupidly gawking at Hanzo. The archer, though still pale around the edges, scoffed at him.

“Don’t be ridiculous. At least use the term merman.” Hanzo sniffed in a terribly dignified manner, shooting McCree a glare, “And no. I am not. I am a dragonkin.”

Oh, yes, that explained the stag-like horns on his head and the cascading tendrils.

“An’ here I thought y’ couldn’t get an’ prettier.” The awe in his voice was obvious, oozing with so much reverence it made Hanzo crossed his arms imperiously, even when there was pink marring his cheeks and neck.

“Jesse, please.”

I talked to my first love today… the first one to break my heart. I had to hold my breath when I heard him say my name after so many years. We seperated on rocky terms but years apart blurred the hatred I once felt for him. I couldn’t believe the sound of his voice could still make my heart pound so loud, so loud I had to press the phone closer to my ear just to hear him. Holding the phone so tightly in my grip, I hoped I had enough strength to break it into pieces. Like the pieces of my heart he broke so long ago. Although the memories were bad, I could only remember feeling good, not bad.. i had to make sure to pause and speak clearly so he wouldn’t hear me swallow down the lump that began forming in my throat. When he asked me how I was doing I could barely hold it together when I said everything was fine. I nearly broke down and told him everything that had been going on with me. Almost opened up to him right then and there. Like I used to. But I didn’t. Although some part of me will always want him to be the one to love and protect me, he was the one who hurt me. There was a time I gave him many chances. But those chances have come and gone. I’ve grown and learned a lot just from heart aches. It was nice hearing from him, because I learned that after every heart break you learn that your heart goes on. Life goes on. And so do you.
Can't stay away - Calum Smut

“Y/n it’s me. Let me in.”

You rolled your eyes and tried to ignore the banging on the door. It was your ex boyfriend Calum. The two of you had broken up for the third time and you were tired of the back and forth. You had moved on and started dating someone new, someone who made you happy.

“Y/n please. I just want my stuff.” He said desperately through the door.

You sighed and got up off of the couch to open up the door.

“What do you want Calum?” You asked as you opened up the door.

“My stuff. You have it don’t you?” He said bluntly as he pushed himself in the door.

“You can’t be here Calum.” You said with your hands on your hips.

He went to your tv stand where a picture of you and your new boyfriend was.

“Whose he?” He asked.

You closed the door and walked back inside, snatching the picture from his hands.

“Jake. Now seriously you can’t be here. Go.” You said aggitated.

“Jake?” He asked confused. “He your new boyfriend or somethin’?”

“That’s none of your business but as a matter of fact he is.” You said putting the picture back where it belonged.

“You’ve seriously got another boyfriend?” He asked condescending.

“What’s it to you?” You shot at him.

“Nothing. It means nothing to me. Where’s my shit at?” He asked coldly.

“I’ll get it.” You said going upstairs to retrieve the box of stuff.

You picked it up off the floor and brought it downstairs.

“Here.” You said walking toward him but tripping - spilling everything out.

“Fuck.” You mumbled.

He walked over to you and started helping you put his things in the box one by one.

He grabbed at a picture of you two.

“You don’t want this?” He asked with sad eyes.

“N-no. I dont. Jake doesn’t like them.” You said trying not to look at him.

“I see.” He said looking back down and picking more things up.

He held up the stuffed bear he had won you at the carnival.

“Mr. Hoodsy? You don’t want him either?” He asked sadly.

“No Calum I don’t want the stupid bear! I dont want any of it! I want you to leave!” You screamed, coming off a lot colder then you had intended.

“Fine.” He said throwing the bear down and standing up.

You stood up.

“Keep it.” He said turning to walk toward the door.

“I don’t want this shit Calum! If you leave it I am throwing it all away.” You said completely aggitated now.

“Whatever. Throw it all away. Fuck it. Not like it mattered anyway.” He said pissed off as he slammed the door.

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random list of things i love about astro and their fans

im in literature class again!!! you know what this means! here is an open list of things i love about astro and their fans, feel free to add your own things if you reblog ^^ but here are a few of mine!!! :DDD

  • assssssssssssssttttttttttttttttrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrooooooooooooo
  • jinjinniejinjin
  • myungjuuuuuuuuuun
  • dongminniemin
  • moonbingbong
  • rocky minhyuk
  • sanha
  • doryongiiiiii
  • how no one really calls minhyuk by his stage name
  • SANHA’S  B R A C E S 
  • jinwoos tbc hair
  • when eunwoo wears his hair up
  • myungjun’s eyebrows
  • moonbins voice
  • omg speaking of voice- when sanha gets all excited and his voice does the thing
  • clothes sharing
  • twitter banters
  • to be continued as a whole
  • (((omg bin’s lil tude)))
  • i feel like eunwoo would either have like a flip phone covered in stickers or like the newest model smartphone – no in between tho
  • myungjun and jinjin stans
  • like they are so loyal and would be the type to kill by feeding u too many cinnamon rolls meme
  • cuties- all of em
  • yall sanha stans better protect this boy istg 
  • bean sprout sanha
  • he is too pure for the world
  • minhyuk doesnt have a forehead
  • he only radiates light
  • no forehead
  • just light
  • prince! eunwoo aus make me cry
  • like hardore tears
  • everyone in this fandom is so sweet and talented
  • let me lov u all 
  • this is weird but i really like minhyuk’s smile lmao
  • tbh all of these boys are so radiant
  • moonbin stans how do u even put up with this boy i swear
  • hes always in everyone’s lanes
  • control 
  • him
  • dongmin probably knows how to paint or draw…
  • i bet u…
  • puss in boots
  • puss
  • in
  • boots
  • P U S S   I N   B O O T S
  • giant maknae
  • smol leader
  • “ wanna be your star!”
  • when we stayed up for their 6 seconds on golden bell
  • why is minhyuk so good at everything rocky
  • i love our fandom just as much as i love the boys
  • we’re gr8
  • power fandom for real
  • i cant wait to watch us grow all together when the boys debut 
  • hhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  • their debut
  • rip me- i wonder what the concept will be
  • hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
  • momygod…………..
  • i just thought abt watching them on a show perform and im !!!!
my R5 experience!

so i recently became OBSESSED with R5. I consider them one of my favorite bands. and i was lucky enough to get to meet them all and talk to them multiple times this weekend!!! They did a performance on saturday and a hockey game on sunday for a charity called Echoes of Hope which helps foster kids. AND IT WAS THE BEST WEEKEND OF MY LIFE. LEGGO p.s. this is gonna be a really long post 

I got to the hotel where the performance was 3 hours early bc my sister is working at the sundance festival so she had to be there at 5. but lets be real i would have been early anyway. I made friends with like 4 employees at the hotel and with the charity just from sitting around while they set up hahaha! people with tickets started getting there before r5 and the other 4 acts and i waited in the hall and saw them walk in to the ballroom!! i saw ratliff first and then ross (who is my favorite btw) and ross saw me and i smiled and waved and he smiled and walked in. 

I went in and saw rocky, ratliff and ross by the side of the stage and ross was tuning his guitar. i was so nervous and scared that i was going to make a fool of myself bc i always get starstruck but somehow i was possessed by someone who can carry on a human conversation. i said “hey you guys!” and rocky and ratliff looked at me and said hey and i said “i’m so excited to see you i came here just for you guys!” and they said thanks for coming out and ratliff said “do you like my bongo drum this is what im using tonight” and i laughed and said “you are going to burn this place down with that!” idk if that even makes sense but he laughed anyway haha and i asked where rydel was and rocky said “i don’t know, i was just wondering that!” and then ross asked me “are you going to the game tomorrow?” and i said “yes! i’m so excited!” and he said “we’re gonna get our asses kicked!!” and i laughed and he said “you gotta look out for me, i’m gonna be the only one in a yellow helmet!” and i said “Ok! what number is on your jersey?” and he said 32. At this point i was dying inside from joy and i don’t know how i actually spoke to them especially ross bc i like him so much holy shit. then i said “i dont know who to root for now! you guys are split up on the teams!” and then ross said “you gotta root for me i need more support!” and i said ok! and then i asked if i could get a picture and this random guy said he would take it. and then riker walked up behind the guy taking the picture and was looking at the screen jokingly and me and ratliff told him to get in the picture! then we took pictures and i said thank you and i was about to walk away. I wrote a letter to ross that i wanted to give to him so before i left i said “hey ross, actually i wanted to give you this, so if you get a couple minutes you could read it.” and he said “yeah, for sure!” and i said “thank you! i’ll see you later!” and i went to find rydel. i saw her across the room with her mom and i walked over and said hi to their mom bc she saw me first and then i said “hi rydel!” and i said kinda the same thing as i said to the boys that i only came to the event bc they were there! and she hugged me without me asking and i asked for a picture and i said “you’re so pretty!!” and then she just kept talking to me and idk how i held a conversation that long bc im horrible at social interaction but it happened man!

I asked her how many songs they were doing and she said 3 and i asked what order the performers were in and she said they were going last and i said “oh good!” then ratliff came up to us. then i asked what songs and they said they wanted it to be a surprise! and then rydel said “would you be totally bummed if we didn’t do Smile?” and i said “well i kinda assumed you would bc its the new one but i won’t be disappointed bc i love all of your songs! it would be impossible to disappoint me hahaha” and then i said “but my very favorite song from you guys is easy love!” and her and ratliff looked at eachother and were like “OH REALLY!” and i laughed bc i could tell they would sing it haha and then i said “i thought it would be standing up thing so i could go crazy in the front but its just a bunch of chairs and tables!” and ratliff was like “true but you could still go crazy” and i said “yeah i definitely will i dont even care what people think i’m gonna be jamming out!” and i told them how i left to drive there 3 hours late bc of my dad and i was freaking out and i said “and i was like DAD YOU CANNOT RUIN ME MEETING R5 I WILL KILL YOU” and they laughed and ratliff asked where im from and i said idaho, 3 hours away and rydel said they had some family in idaho! and ratliff was like “i….don’t” hahaha and then ratliff tried to think of a pun for idaho and i same “people call it idahome sometimes but thats about it! idaho’s pun game isn’t too strong” and then rydel said my hair was pretty and i said “oh thanks, i grew it myself!” and flipped my hair and they both laughed!!!!!!! I MADE RYDELLINGTON LAUGH IM DEAD OK and i think that was about it with that conversation and i said “well i’ll let you guys go, thanks for everything!! i’ll see you later!” and i walked away.

then everyone was just eating and the whole band went into the photobooth and took pics and they were just talking to people and the other acts got ready and i was obviously staring at ross the whole time bc he looked damn good ok anyway the other acts went on and the 2nd act was this girl and the host guy started dancing and i was sitting directly in the front and middle of the room right by the stage so the host pointed at me and made me dance and i didn’t even hesitate haha and i knew ross would totally see me dancing so i was like boom thats happening and a bunch of other people joined AND THEN ROSS AND RATLIFF (and maybe rocky i cant remember exactly) JOINED IN THE DANCE AND I TOTALLY TOUCHED ROSS’S ARM AND DANCED RIGHT NEXT TO HIM and then when ross was dancing we made eye contact and i pointed at him and i was jokingly like “YESSS!” and he nodded and smiled and did the rock on thing with his hand and kept dancing and they left before that song ended and then the rest of the acts went and they were good but i was dying to see r5 like duh. BUT during one of the other acts I SAW RYDELLINGTON DANCING AND GOD IT WAS CUTE AND I GOT A PIC and my twitter was blowing up and it made it more fun that everyone was like cheering me on and was so happy for me it was amazing!! and then it was finally time for r5 and when they set up i walked up to the stage and asked riker for a video for a fan saying he loved them! and then i sat back down and was too damn ready to see them rock this shit ok!! they did easy love first aND I WAS JAMMING THE FUCK OUT LIKE FOR REAL AND I WAS ONE OF THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO KNEW THE WORDS AND THEN OH MY GOD ROSS DIDNT SING THE END OF ONE OF THE CHORUSES AND HE HEARD ME FINISH THE LINE AND HE SAID “she sang it!” AND POINTED AT ME AND SO DID RATLIFF AND I GOT IT ON VINE *deep breathing* i’m ok i really am rEALLY. and then they did things are looking up and then when ross did his high note he did that shit flawlessly and i screamed “YES! GOOD JOB” AND I POINTED AT HIM AND HE LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED WHILE HE KEPT SINGING ALSDKGAL;KDG i fucking love him ok and rydel kept looking at me and smiling at me when i was jamming out bc i told her i was going to and then they sang smile! AND DURING SMILE RATLIFF POINTED AT ME AND I POINTED BACK AND HE WAS NODDING AND THEN HE FREAKING WINKED AT ME FAM ajlks;djflasdf ok and then they actually did 4 songs and they were all like “what should we sing next…” and someone yelled “turn down for what” and ratliff looked all serious and said “alright this is turn down for what by lil john” and he started drumming the beat it was so funny! but then they sang can’t forget about you and riker smiled at me when he saw me singing! i think rydel did in that song too :)

and then it finished and they got offstage and i walked over to the side of the room they were on and ross walked past me and i said “you guys did so good!” and he smiled and said “oh thank you!” and walked out of the ballroom and then i saw ratliff and he said “i saw you partying out there! i almost dedicated a song to you but i couldn’t fit it in” ALKSDGLAJGDSLKG and i said “oh no thats totally fine i felt the love!!” and he was like “oh good!” aND THEN RATLIFF HUGGED ME IT WAS GREAT and rydel came up to us and i hugged rydel a 2nd time but i cant remember exactly when haha but i know for sure it happened haha and then they walked out to do an interview. then i was in the hall where they did the interview and they were just standing so i got another video for 2 fans saying she loved them with ratliff drumming in the background hahaha! and then i said “you guys are sooo nice!” and ratliff was like “no we’re not its all an act!” and i laughed and then ratliff had his gum in a wrapper and he was like “idk where to put this” and i pointed at this empty beer bottle and said to put it in there and he said something about recycling idek and i was like “they probably wont recycle it so it will end up in the trash anyway!” and he said “true!” and he put it in there hahaha and then rydel was like “whats your twitter name?” and she was typing in her phone and i said my personal account not my fan account and then ratliff was like “oh we gotta take these pictures we’ll be right back!” but then they forgot and went back into the ballroom but its ok bc my sister had to pick me up right then anyway ha. so then i left that hotel and went back to my sisters apartment and i was just so freaking happy and THEN I LOOK ON MY TWITTER AND RYDEL FOLLOWED ME ON THE OFFICIALR5 ACCOUNT AND FUCKING THEN SHE RETWEETED THE PICTURE OF US ON HER OWN ACCOUNT AND FAVORITED MY OTHER TWEET WITH ALL THE PICTURES I LEGITIMATELY STARTED CRYING IN MY SISTERS ARMS IT ALL HIT ME AT THAT MOMENT ALDKFJAKDSLa;lskdjajsld;kg oh my god ok and then i ate some taco bell and went to bed at like 2 AM lol

on sunday i woke up at 8 to TONS of notifications from both of my twitter accounts and vine and i showered and got all ready and headed to the hockey game!! Right when i walked in i immediately saw ross on the ice in a grey beanie, jeans and his jersey and so i took a video of him skating bc he is hella good!!! and then i saw him go into the locker room so i went to the seats right next to the door and right when i walked to the seat ross walked out and saw me and recognized me and i said “hey ross whats up!” and he said “oh hey hows it going?” and went back onto the ice. then i just sat and watched him practice with ryland and i heard someone behind me say “who is number 32?” and i couldn’t help myself i turned and said “ross lynch!” and i explained who he was and that i saw them the night before and how happy i was and all that jazz. then after like maybe 10 minutes the best thing in the history of my life happened pEOPLE ROSS SKATED OVER TO ME AND LOOKED RIGHT AT ME AND REACHED OVER THE GLASS AND SAID “here you go!” AND GAVE ME A HOCKEY PUCK. WITH HIS OWN TWO HANDS. HE SAW ME FROM ACROSS THE ICE RINK AND PICKED UP A HOCKEY PUCK AND THOUGHT “hey, i’m gonna give this to that girl who likes me!” THIS IS HOW I KNOW HE TOTALLY READ MY LETTER BC I WROTE TONS OF NICE SINCERE STUFF AND I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE PUT MY PHONE NUMBER IN IT AND SAID I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM BUT WHATEVERKJSDjklasdjg and i said thanks and i just sat there while he skated away totally frozen in time like what in all hell just happened i was shaking and probably looked like i just saw a ghost and i turned around and looked at the people i had been talking to and i was like “what just happened?” and i was just jaw dropped and OH MY GOD ALSKDGJ my heart is pounding just typing this god it was seriously the best moment of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then a little later i saw ratliff and i said hi and he walked over to me and i said “do you remember me?” i dont know why i fucking said that but im dumb anyway and i told him that ross gave me the puck and i was like “this is definitely going in my scrapbook ahahahaha” and he laughed and then he said “ok we’re gonna go get ice cream see you later!” and him and rydel got ice cream this was all before the game and then i got as many pictures and videos as i could but my phone was dying so fast bc i was getting so many notifications but i managed to get another video for some fans from rydel! and i got another adorable rydellington picture so yeah!! and i talked to their mom like an idiot and i was like “you made amazing kids, i love them a lot, so good job!” and she said thanks ahahaha

then i just watched the game and took videos and my phone died so i just watched and riker scored the 1st goal and 2 more after that and on the 3rd one after riker skated around in celebration ross turned to his mom and rydellington on the sidelines and said “FUCK RIKER” JOKINGLY AND I ALMOST SCREAMED AHAHHA IT WAS HILARIOUS and then during a break riker was standing in the little area where rydellington sat and that lead to the locker room and i said “riker, good job on that first goal!!” and he said thank you!!! and at some point i said hi to david henrie from wizards of waverly place hahaha and on the ice ross basically (accidentally) knocked david right into the net and he felt so bad omg hahaha and he helped him out aND DAVID TWEETED A VINE OF THAT EXACT MOMENT THE ONE I VIDEOTAPED BUT HE POSTED IT FROM SOMEONE ELSES VINE AND THEY HAD EDITED IT AND ROSS AND RIKER SAW IT SO LIKE THEY SAW SOMETHING I VIDEOTAPED IDK DGKLGLKDSGJSDLG


Not having a happy ending is painful enough, but giving someone unrealistic hope if far worse.

I’m used to the standard hetero romance, its what I grew up on and it was always disappointing to never be able to see myself in stories, but it was something i got used to. Then this show comes along with its promise of a modern day fairytale. The show told us “Only one knows the truth, and only one can break her spell.” It told us this was going to be about these two characters The Evil Queen and The Hope, Regina and Emma. 

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