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anonymous asked:

Sblm nanya, aku ijin dulu ya. Boleh aku panggil ayah aja? Soalnya ga mungkin kan aku panggil kakak atau mas?😶 Yah, aku siswi kls xii. Catatannya berantakan, mood belajar juga berantakan. Kadang kalau pelajaran aku suka ga begitu dengerin. Aku benar2 butuh motivasi, dorongan atau kata2 yg bikin aku bisa buang jauh2 rasa malas aku, buat aku bersemangat belajar lagi🙁

Jangan Panggil Aku Ayah, Jika Malasmu Masih Sama.

Lebih tidak mungkin kamu panggil saya Ayah. Tampang saya masih seperti anak muda yang bacaannya Dia Adalah Dilanku Tahun 1990 dan 1991. Masih pakai celana jeans skinny dan boots Cat nomor 42 warna coklat. Kalau jalan pakai kaos slim fit antara warna hitam dan putih. Kenapa slim fit? Agar menutupi perut yang membesar semenjak kebanyakan kerja di kantoran dan makan kolesterol sepulang ngantor Pulogadung - Tanjung Barat. Jadi, kamu tidak punya cukup alasan untuk memanggil saya ayah. Panggil saja “kak” dan anggap saya adalah seniormu di Paskibra SMA yang galak.

Pertama-tama, kamu harus bersyukur karena ternyata kamu masih menyadari ada sesuatu di kebiasaanmu itu–sebelum kita menjustifikasi apakah itu baik atau buruk. Ini harus diapresiasi, terutama oleh dirimu sendiri. 

Dulu, waktu SMP dan SMA, bahkan lanjut ke kuliah, saya selalu memiliki buku catatan. Tapi akhir dari buku-buku itu juga seperti kamu: berantakan. Mood belajar? Sama. Saya lebih banyak ke sekolah buat ketemu teman-teman dan aktivitas di ekskul. Pelajaran? Meski sayup-sayup dengar, kebanyakan pelajaran masuk ke kepala juga sih. Jadi alhamdulillah, bisa terserap juga. Mungkin langsung rembes ke hati tanpa melalui telinga. Dulu saya juga malas belajar. Tipikal SKS: sistem kebut semalam. Nilai saya juga rerata. SD selalu juara, bandel juga. SMP masih bisa diperhitungkan, meski Jumat ikut liqoan dan Sabtu tawuran. Terakhir saya ada di chart 10 besar di semester pertama SMA. Selebihnya, saya sudah di luar orbit orang-orang sukses. 

Tapi ada yang membuat saya selalu beruntung; saya merasa, rutinnya ibadah wajib dan sunnah yang saya lakukan, benar-benar berdampak pada takdir. Saya bukan orang yang soleh, juga bukan yang serius belajar. Tapi dari dulu saya yakin, kalau saya dekat dengan Allah SWT, pasti Dia juga akan dekat dengan kita. Dari SMP saya sudah rutin ke masjid setiap waktu. Meski tawuran, misalnya, saya tak melupakan shalat. Haha. Tapi ini serius. Saya berbeda dengan teman-teman yang lain yang bandelnya totalitas. Saya? Bandel yang masih butuh teori. Kalau saya merokok manfaatnya apa? Kalau saya menyontek, apa besar nanti saya mau jadi koruptor? Nyontek pun saya hampir tidak pernah. Mungkin itulah, jika saya boleh menduga-duga, kenapa saya sedemikian beruntung sampai hari ini. Dan, saya ingin membaginya ke kamu.

Saya selalu percaya, motivasi itu bisa dibangkitkan dari dalam diri. Kita bisa melakukannya sendiri. Paling mudah, menurut saya, adalah kamu pergi ke toko buku. Habiskan waktumu di sana, meski sekadar melihat-lihat judul buku. Terkadang, inspirasi dan motivasi terselip di antara ribuan halaman buku menunggu untuk ditemukan. Motivasi itu adalah aha-moment yang perlu diperjuangkan, bukan diminta. Cari! 

Kamu siswi kelas XII? Jalanmu masih sangat panjang. Jika saya bisa kembali ke seumuran kamu, mungkin saya bisa berada di titik lebih jauh dari yang ada sekarang. Dan, jika seandainya kamu sadar, kamu bisa jauh mencapai apa yang orang-orang capai hari ini. Hanya saja kamu belum menyadarinya. Malas itu bukan kebiasaan. Ia tercipta karena ketiadaan cita-cita. 

Menetap.

Sejak saat itu aku selalu bercerita tentang seorang pria. Kau. yang kukenal sejak masih kanak-kanak. Pertemuan demi pertemuan kita lewati tanpa sapa, hanya saling berpandang mata. Setelahnya, aku tertawa mengapa bisa aku tak berkedip di depanmu?

Hingga suatu tahun yang berbeda, kita berpisah. Aku di sini, kau entah di mana. Enyah dari pandangan tapi tidak di hati.  Waktu terus saja menggerus rinduku. Habis termakan. Sari-sarinya mengendap di ujung kerongkongan. Menyesakkan.

“Kau perlu tahu, hujan itu tidak besar tapi kecil dan banyak.” kata-katamu meruntuhkan tembok air mata. Rembes. Rapuh. Lagi. Lagi.
Ucapanmu, sikapmu, matamu, tak sedikitpun hilang dari pikiranku.

Hingga pada akhirnya, Tuhan berpihak pada setiap doaku di malam-malam lalu. Dia kirimkan kau (lagi). Aku tidak tahu apa kali ini kau akan tetap tinggal atau datang untuk kembali pergi.

Kupikir kita akan sama seperti dulu, berani bertukar pandang tanpa suara.

Nyatanya kau datang untuk membuat sebuah kejutan bahagia. “Aku datang untuk menjeputmu menuju perahu bernama rumah tangga.” Ucapmu menjawab segala penantian yang cukup lama.

Karenamu aku percaya bahwa cinta sejati adalah menemukan yang sempat hilang dan membawanya kembali pulang.

EXO3rdAnniversary #3yearswithEXO

Where it all started… 

3 Years
36 Months
156 Weeks
1098 Days
26280 Hours
1576800 Minutes
94608000 Seconds

I still remember the time when i became a fan of them. Its their showcase date & It’s because of that one person. that person who became my reason to be a fan a of them. now he’s gone, he left. but i still support him no matter what. 12 ,11 or 10 i will still be a fan of them. They’re the first group i have watched ever since their pre-debut era. & during the teasers. But when they had showcase debut i got interested with them. & i started listening to their songs. i got addicted in what is love. & when the mama mv was released i was with my sis that time & we watched it together then made some comments like after the dance break we got scared bcos of kai’s face lol.that looks scary & also kris & xiumin’s.   take my back to where it all started.

time surely flies so fast and it feels like yesterday they just debuted.

                        I still remember that time when they are still 12

SUKIRA ‘Kiss The Radio’ 040715 They’re just 8 cos Tao & Lay isn’t there.

BACK THEN THEY USED TO NOT FIT INSIDE THE ROOM WERE SUKIRA IS HELD BUT NOW

In this dark world u were the only one who became my light. You are the only one who can make me smile.

He’s the reason why i became a fan of EXO. Thank you for being my reason. I will never regret being in this fandom.

                EXO’s showtime will always be remembered

EXO Showtime made the most beautiful moment of OT12. This showed how they care for each other and how it is when they are all together.

It’s funny how a single photo could carry millions of memories and emotions.

A lot has happened for the past 3 years some left and others stay but still let’s support them.

EXO AS 10 MEMBERS:

I just want them to be stronger, and work hard as always. That even in ups and downs they will not lose their hope and courage.i want them to continue what they had already started. That after all those hardwork they went through all those will be paid off once they’re already finished. I hope they still celebrate birthdays together like they used to.

SUHO AS A LEADER: Pic taken 040715 Sukira KTR guesting

I had always teased suho that time for being small or not being a good leader cos i know kris is better than him.we call him suhogramps at that time. and that his members don’t follows him well (cos they have members that acts childly haha *coughs baek chan do*) unlike in M they follows Kris well. now i realized suho was actually the one who’s having a hard time ever since 1 member left or whenever they have a problem. i felt that he has a big responsibility as a leader to his members. how he comforts & take care of them. he stand as a brother,leader,family to them. And i’m really proud of him. i felt somehow sad & sorry to him that i just realized his existence as a leader. [even tho he became my bias on may 2012.and i think i didn’t take him seriously as my bias.] Well, to make this short, i just want to say He’s the best leader.

Sehun and Tao after Kris and Luhan left

I know both of them is in the same situation. These two are the closest to Kris & Luhan. Kris & Tao . Luhan & Sehun .I really miss them both. I hope they’re fine and still in contact with their ‘close’ friends. Ever since Kris and Luhan left. These two had always been together. As i just saw the video of Tao and Luhan.even tho they are always fighting. they like to tease/hit each other. but i think thats their way to show their love for each other? Same goes for Sehun and Kris. Sehun likes to tease Kris saying he’s ugly (remb Exo’s showtime?) and they have the father and son like vibe.I think they had a hard time missing those two since they left.

EXO’s precious group hug every time when they won after those hardship they been through

9 eras and still counting…

12 members
10 remaining
9 eras
8 koreans
4 chinese
3 years
2 sub units
1 group

Thanks for being EXO
Thanks for working hard
Thanks for not giving up
Thanks for always made our day

Thank you for existing, for the roller coaster ride and for simply being part of our daily lives.

And to the patient leader who always take good care of the boys, you are truly an inspiration kim junmyeon.

Time flies so fast. And we faced a lot of things together. Thanks exo for the 3 years with us through the laugh , the tears , the jokes. When you’re happy i’m happy and When you’re sad i’m sad too.

KEEP MAKING HISTORY! 

Goodbye may seem forever, farewell’s like the end; my heart is the memory & there you’ll always be

MEMORIES LAST FOREVER, MY HEART WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ALL THE MEMORIES YOU TREASURED & SHARED TOGETHER

OT12 Or OT10,I will support them forever. 10 in our eyes but 12 in our hearts. 

Once an EXO-L,forever an EXO-L.

The song i once dedicated to them is entitled ‘’I’ll be by Edwin Mccain‘’ 

i can’t promise you guys 'forever’, but let’s hold hand and keep on moving forward for a long time

I’ll be your crying shoulder,
I’ll be love’s suicide
I’ll be better when I’m older,
I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.
-Your Fangirl [April 08,2015 8:20PM] 

Watch on shizutoshi.tumblr.com

Found on youtube.

edit before going to bed again: glad u guys like it (1st time seeing all that activity shooting up)

BUT pls kindly remb to like at the youtube link for the uploader as i only simply found it during random youtube surfing to share (y)

Actually - it’s better to like it at the Nico Nico link but it was easier to use Youtube link the video instead, lolx.

(starts looking at history list for the NicoNico link)