me: i hate having scoliosis it always hurts sometimes it gets so bad that i can’t even leave bed we spend so much money on a chiropractor that only relieves the pain temporarily and then the pain comes back and it’s twice as bad

me, 2 minutes later: haha twisty spine

Written In Blood

I’ve got ink in my veins

poetry pulsing through my heart

and my eyes hold every poem

you’ve ever written

I’ve donated so much blood

written in the words of my poetry

and you don’t even know

that it’s about you

I’ve injected memories of us

straight into my vessels

like an addiction

I can’t entirely quit

I’ve carved lines on my wrists

and watched the ink seep out

to relieve me of the pain

I hold onto so dearly

I’ve spilled my emotions

licked my inkly wounds

and emptied countless vials

yet my words go unheard

Every Tuesday I get these in my back to relieve pain. Yesterday was my second time and it wore off at 9:37. I went to bed a little late after 1 am and woke up near 2 pm today. I’m still exhausted from yesterday because of these needles. Now days like this makes me feel bad that I’m not rping Daddy Jared. @adaddyjaredleto

Sometimes I regret starting that account because I don’t have the time (often the energy) during the day to play with everyone. So, Daddy Jared is limited which is unfair to those who have dedicated their time with Jared.

So I’ve decided to let it go and let someone else to take over. Whoever wants too will be given the password, the email it comes with that password so they can be Daddy Jared and Role Play all they want.

I’m sorry to you all who do role play with Daddy Jared, but I feel that I’m not always giving my 100% Daddy Jared best since becoming more busy in life and worse with health.

Anyone who is interested please message me.

11 Questions

RULES: Always post the rules. Answer the questions asked, then write 11 new ones. Tag 11 people to answer your questions, as well as the person who tagged you.

Tagged by @sassyhazelowl​    😀

  1. What is your favorite shade of purple? Indigo. (Which technically isn’t purple.) Either lilac, or very deep and almost blue.

  2. Justice, enlightenment or liberty [for all]? Enlightenment. (I will hope it leads to justice.)

  3. If you could secrete a slime with a single limited property (mildly toxic, stinky, localized numbing agent, whatever), what would you chose and why?  Numbing agent.  Seems useful.  (Pain reliever, mild sedative, something like that.)

  4. Pineapples?  Sure.

  5. How many languages do you know? 2 fluently (English/French); 3 I’ve studied (German, Spanish, Italian–can get by with a dictionary or google and I used to be better; probably know Spanish best)

  6. What do you want on your headstone for people to remember you by?  Last seen heading out of the solar system: good luck with that.

  7. Would you sell IQ points for money, and how much would you sell? No.

  8. Do harmless cultural nicknames like ‘sweetheart’ or ‘miss’ or ‘dude’ bother you? No.  Although the word “harmless” is subjective I guess.

  9. What is your favorite childhood memory? My dad reading to me or making up stories and then me reading aloud to my younger brother.

  10. Favorite type of game?  Computer games (single player, puzzle, civ-builder or otome, non-shooter but swords ok).  But with others, cards.

  11. What’s your aesthetic? Blue, silver, greys, calm, quiet, cool. Rain or snow instead of sunny or hot. Tidy, uncluttered.

 Tagging:  @kazama-hime @queen-mizera @sanguine-fairy @miss-zei @clankclunk @blue-queen-kiko @blueberrypancaaaakes @sabinasanfanfic @furidojasutin @smile-lifegoeson @fangirl-otp

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Yuri internally *Yes it was silly*

I wish you never Retire AKA “YES I AM FOREVER YOURS”

PERFECT!!! \(T^T)/

It’s 3:43 am, I stayed up to watch this and this was so so so worth it! My love for this show keeps growing more and more! I LOVE YURI!!! ON ICE
A new chocolate 'relieves period pain'
A chocolatier in Switzerland has claimed to have created a chocolate that can help relieve period pains. The chocolate titled “Frauenmond” which translates to “women’s moon” is made by Chocolate with Love, which is headed by Marc Widmer, who was previously a pastry chef working at top hotels. Mr Widmer claimed the chocolate contains 17 Swiss mountain herbs that can alleviate menstrual pains.

An idea whose time has come. :)

Molecule of the Day: Morphine

Morphine (C17H19NO3) is a naturally-occurring opioid produced in the opium poppy plant. It exists as a white powder with a bitter taste under standard conditions, and is sparingly soluble in water.

Morphine is used a narcotic analgesic - it relieves pain by acting on the central nervous system to reduce the body’s capability to appreciate pain. When consumed, it travels to the central nervous system, where it binds to the μ-opioid receptors. This triggers pain relief, sedation, and euphoria.

However, this can also result in a depression of the respiration system, resulting in asphyxiation and hypoxia. Furthermore, morphine results in dependence and addiction, as the body reduces the number of receptors in response to the greater stimulus. Consequently, greater amounts of morphine are needed to achieve the same analgesic or euphoric effect, and when morphine is withdrawn, the lower-than-normal stimulus level results in withdrawal symptoms.

Morphine is also used as a precursor to some related opioids, such as codeine.

Requested by @awesome-prudence (hope morphine will suffice!)

MC is on their period (RFA+V)

Here ya go. V under the cut as usual. I am sooo sorry it took so long, I hope you can forgive me x - Mod 606.

Jaehee: She knows what you’re going through. She’ll keep your cycles written on the calendar if you’re regular so that neither of you will forget when they come. Always has pain reliever handy just in case your cramps get too painful for you to handle. Carries around an extra pair of pants and underwear for you.

Jumin: Looks up online how to help because he has little to no experience with a person on their period. Buys every kind of period medication he sees at the store, gets ten different heating pads, six boxes of tampons, three family sized bags of pads, a gallon of ice cream, and a box of tissues. “Jumin… why the tissues?” “… I read on the internet that you’ll be crying a lot.” 

Yoosung: Will probably ask you if you can bleed out from having a period. Might treat you like you’re a sick patient. Always asking if you’re okay, if you want him to help you shower, if you need any snacks or something to drink. He’ll start to hover the second you tell him it’s that time of the month.

Zen: Totally the type of dude to try and fix your cramps by fucking them out of you. “Orgasms are a good way to cure the pain, right?” Will lay in bed and watch movies with you while rubbing your stomach when he has the time. Gives you tons of attention. Laughs when you lash out at him for eating all the chocolate. 

707: Acts like he’s on his period, too. Gets really clingy. Always wants you around him. Tries to convince you that if you think hard enough your period will just go away. Checks the back of your pants for you when you’re out in public without making a big deal of it to make sure you haven’t got any stains. 

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Make us whole again, Mr. Graves.

Graves is scarred, broken. Grindelwald had taken his identity, his trust for others, his life. And to top it off, he’s losing his mind, too. He sees the young man accompanied by a black, menacing fog. Bright light shines from within his hollow eye sockets and gaping mouth, followed by the dark, nearly black blood spilling from the orifice. 

He hears the young man’s voice every time - pleading and crying to be relieved of his pain, to be whole again.

*shamelessly references Dead Space*
also for @randomnessofd who suggested:

“Allah does not forget the good you do. Nor does He forget the good you did to others and the pain you relieved them from. Nor will He forget the eye which was about to cry but you made it laugh.

Live your life with this principle: Be good even if you don’t receive good, not because of another’s sake but because Allah Loves those who do good.”

- Ibn Al-Qayyim

Good Hands

Request: can you do an imagine with shawn where y/n has a bad migraine but doesn’t say anything so at a press thing the migraine intensifies and shawn gets super concerned? thanks (:

Your name: submit What is this?

Right when you opened your eyes this morning, you knew it was going to be a tough day.  Your immediately shut your eyes tight and placed a hand over them to block out the sun light.  You let a few minutes pass before you rolled over and noticed that Shawn wasn’t in bed anymore.  You grabbed your phone off the night stand and saw that it was seven o’clock.  He was most likely at the gym.

You slowly peeled the covers off and went straight to the bathroom.  Without looking in the mirror, you brushed your teeth and then got in the shower.  Whenever you got a migraine when you were younger, your mom always told you to take a warm shower to help relieve the pain.  Most of the time it worked, but when you finished your shower, you felt absolutely terrible; worse than before.

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Thigh - Smut

Bias: Optional (tho written with Leo in mind)
Rating: M
Warnings/Kinks: Sexual Content, Thigh riding.
If you don’t like sexual content; don’t read this.
He was layed back in the bed, his button down shirt undone and open, revealing his milky abs.

His tight, black pants were unbuttoned to reveal he wasn’t wearing any underwear. The light hair freckled the visibly hard cock still trapped in the confines of the pants. The base of his cock was visible through the zipper opening, the air on the visible, sensitive skin making him shudder.

But he didn’t make a move to relieve the painful throbbing. Your naked body on top of him, moving so beautifully. Your head tossed back with your hair a mess, your eyes glassy with the pleasure you were feeling, and your cheeks flushed an beautiful red.

His strong hands touched your skin, so soft beneath his rough skin. He licked his lips, red from biting them.

“You’re so hot…” He whispered, squeezing your hips to help you move over him.

Your bare pussy was rubbing against the fabric of his pants, your lips spread apart to reveal that swollen pink clit he was desperate to his his lips around. But instead, it rubbed deliciously against his thigh.

“Ah, God!” You whines, fisting his shirt as your hips picked up speed. “So good…mm fuck…”

He was breathless, watching you get yourself on his thigh. You were so wet, positively soaking through the fabric of his pants. He could feel you wetness on his skin.

“Look at me…” He whispered, knowing your were close, wanting to see your eyes as you came.

Your heavy eyes lifted up to meet his dark, lust filled eyes. Your eyes slowly widened as your began to reach your peak. Your mouth fell open and a loud cry of his name pierced the heavy air.

Your whole body shook and twitched as your orgasm started, your body slowing in its movement as your sensitivity spiked. But he grasped your hips and moved his thigh against your pulsing pussy, causing your to scream and cling to him as your orgasm spiked.

“Ah! Ah! Ah!…mmm…” You whined as you came down but he movements didn’t stop or even slow. “No more…no more…” You whined, your whole body spasming as your post-orgasm clit swelled with sensitivity.

“One more…” He whispered, his voice cracking slightly. “Gimme one more…I know you have it…” He growled, greedy to see you cum more.

Your hips began to move on their own as you felt yourself begin to climb the peak once more. Your whole body was trembling with the feeling. His body was so hot against yours, his fingers digging into your flesh, begging you to cum again for him.

You did, harder than the first. Your fell forward, moaning and crying into his chest as your shook with pleasure. He held you, moving you through the powerful orgasm, until finally you both stopped. You whispered softly as he rubbed your back until the shaking stopped.

He pressed a soft kiss to your hair as your hand traveled lower to his open pants…
Author note: I wrote this on Asianfanfics a while ago but since i have this new tumblr i decided to post it on here as well!

I hope you enjoyed.

Molecule of the Day: Diphenhydramine

Diphenhydramine (C17H21NO), commonly marketed as Benadryl, is a white powder that is slightly soluble in water. It is an antihistamine commonly used to alleviate allergic symptoms, locally relieve pain, and induce sleep.

Diphenhydramine binds to the histamine H1 receptor, and acts as an inverse agonist of the receptor. This produces a lower-than-steady-state cellular response, which can be viewed as a reversal of histamine’s effects on the body. 

It also blocks sodium ion channels, which causes it to have anaesthetic properties when applied locally. Consequently, it is also used in topical creams for pain relief. Furthermore, it has sedative properties when consumed, and driving after consumption is not recommended as it produces a driving impairment greater than that of the blood alcohol limit of most laws.

Diphenhydramine is produced industrially from diphenylbromomethane and 2-(N,N-dimethylamino)ethanol in the presence of a base.

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Sawamura Eijun  Seidou’s Mood Maker