Sugar, I’m Goin’ Down// Bad Boy Shawn // Chapter Six

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Chapter Five Recap:

Shawn sighs. He’s frustrated. “I’m sorry for everything that happened. I am. I can’t take it back, I can’t change it. I know this, but I can try to make amends and like I said I don’t want your forgiveness. I want another chance, no jokes, no Andrew, no one but you and me.”

You look up at Shawn and he’s got tears in his eyes. Something inside you breaks, seeing him like this, so vulnerable. “Shawn…” you sit up and he clenches his jaw and looks toward the window, eyes trained on nothing in particular. “Shawn, I’m sorry.” you don’t know why you’re apologizing, you hadn’t done anything wrong, it just felt like you had to apologize. Shawn’s nose scrunches up and his cheeks flush as he starts to cry. It’s heart wrenching, watching this guy who you’ve known to be nothing but a snarky sarcastic ‘bad boy’ fall apart right in front of you.

“Fucking shit,” he mutters and wipes at his face. “I shouldn’t have come over,” he says and heads for the door before you can say anything else.

Shawn shows up three days later in the middle of the night. You hadn’t heard from him since the morning you skipped class. You took it upon yourself to make copies of your notes and homework for him in case he needed it. After he left you had thought about everything he said. He clearly had feelings for you, feelings you didn’t know were so strong and you realized you had feelings for him too. It hurt, deep in your chest, when he had started crying. The way his nose scrunched up and he looked away, it destroyed you. Seeing him like that made you put aside the panty prank and want to hold him and protect him. He was turning out to be less of a bad boy and more of a boy in a bad situation.

So there he was, standing on your front porch and staring at you when you opened the door. You had been awake studying for a test and hadn’t realized the time until you heard the doorbell ring. Shawn looked pretty terrible even in the dim light. He looked like a man who hadn’t eaten or slept in a few days.

“I forgot to give these back,” he says, voice rough, strained. He holds out the panties he had taken from you for the prank.

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October 20, 2017

  1. Scorpio

  2. Cancer
     Musical instrument

  3. Pisces
     Magazine rack

  4. Capricorn

  5. Libra
     Soup cup

  6. Virgo

  7. Taurus
     Foreign magazine

  8. Sagittarius
     Meeting place

  9. Gemini
     Walking shoes

  10. Aries

  11. Aquarius
     Light blue

  12. Leo
     Batting centre

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Tagged by: @brusque-dragoon

NAME: Nemisae Durdael
AGE: 25
SPECIES: Duskwight Elezen
GENDER: Female
INTERESTS: Helping others, The Arts, Learning about the World
PROFESSION: Warrior of Light
BODY TYPE: Slim, Curvy, Coltish, Scarred
EYES: Pale Lilac
HAIR: White
SKIN: Light Gray
COMPANIONS: Anyone who has helped her throughout her travels
ANTAGONISTS: Primals, Most Garleans Some Beast Tribes
COLORS: Dark Reds, Blues and Purples, Black, Gold, White
SMELLS: Chocolate, Sea, Blood, Firewood
FRUITS: Mirror Apple, Rolanberry
DRINKS: Juices, Hot chocolate, Tea
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES? Yes / No / Occasionally
SMOKES? Yes / No / Occasionally
DRINKS? Yes / No / Occasionally
DRUGS? Yes / No / Occasionally

Tagging: @ahlis-xiv @jlaweez @protecism @drakenblut @celestial-opposition @azurblau @skysteelsun @schicksalserbe @aymeric-the-blue @ask-yayaha @jadestormbrand @muffinsandglasses @degeneratemagicalcatgirl @lady-of-crowns @ofthefallingsnows And anyone else who wants to steal this from me!

I decided on disco girls! (I’m working on the requests, but it’s slow going)

[Image Description:A digital image of Aurora and Amalthea, from The Last Unicorn. Aurora is in a red-purple bell bottom suit, dancing with one hand on her hips and one pointing in a finger gun, looking over her shoulder at Amalthea. Amalthea is dancing back to back with Aurora, wearing a purple hotpants jumpsuit, clapping her hands, with her eyes closed. They are on a black background with brightly colored geometric shapes. ]

10 Random Things Tag

tagged by @xbaepsae - Thanks for tagging me bb! You are so stinking cute. I can’t even. I’ll mail you all the spicy noodles if that’s what it takes to win your affection.

Let’s see…..where to begin…

1. I’ve worn glasses since I was two, so if you ever see me without them, I look freaking weird af. I have extremely poor vision. Like my glasses are so thick I can only wear Velma frames cause they’re too big and heavy for all the cute frames. It’s okay tho. I slay that shit. >.>

2. My hair never stays one color for long. If I’m not dying it brown, black, or bleaching the shit out of it- I’m blue, purple, red, pink, lavender, green, and now silver. Shoot your hair inspo my way, I gotta go get it redone soon.

3. I read ALL the time and I read at a very fast speed. I’ve read seven books in a week at one point. I love love love reading. It’s the only thing that I have never actually gotten sick of in life. Haha. I even run a pretty successful book review blog that scores me some sweet ARCs.

4. The only tattoo that has ever hurt in the slightest is my chest piece. When I got it redone a few months ago I thought he was setting my collarbones on fire. I have a pretty high pain tolerance and I generally read when getting tattoos, but when he hit my collarbones I nearly dropped Six of Crows on my face.

5. I could bake every day for the rest of my life and never get sick of it. I love baking. Cupcakes, brownies, breads, scones, biscuits, pies, etc. I eat that shit up. Literally. Baking is my shit.

6. I can’t ride in the back of a vehicle without feeling sick. I used to read in the car, but I can’t even look at my phone without wanting to hurl if I’m not the one driving. 

7. I’m actually really good at karaoke, but good luck at getting me to the mic. I will send you goofy ass snapchats of me lip syncing all day long, but put me on the spot and I am not having any part of it. My cousins and I like to get drunk off margaritas and have a good time though. There may or may not be a few youtube videos floating around and that’s all I’m gonna say about that. 

8. I literally have one friend irl. Haha. I get sick of people super easily and I’m really judgmental. Like I will meet people and think they’re cool, but then when I get to know them more I’m like…fuck this was a bad idea. I like genuine people. I don’t wanna shit talk others, only hear from you when you need something, or be your second choice- but it’s hard to find people like that. Just be real and honest with me and we’ll be cool.

9. They say picking favorites is a bad thing, but Nova is totally my favorite dog. She’s my baby. I’ve had her since she was just a wee pup, 4 weeks old. I use to syringe feed her formula, and even though she is a total shit ass, I’m weak for her. She can dig millions of holes in my yard, chew through all my phone chords, and dig up all of my pretty flowers- but at the end of the day I love her to bits. 

10. I’ve only been into kpop for a few months. I always feel like I’m cheating on BTS whenever I start to get into a new group. Hahaha. I’m sorry Namjoon, I love you and all, but PCY is out there breathing, and I can’t just pass that up. ;-;

Tagging: @peachy-mari @nightowls388 @firejeon @moonsfics @txmonkeyy @gguktastic @jeonjagiya @hi-xtape @foxfirexx @kpop-obsessed-sloth

The lovely @kidzbopdeathmetal and Sir @beardowulf tagged me

Nicknames: Taz, Afro man

Star sign: Sagittarius

Height: 5'6

Birthdate: December 16th

Favorite bands/artists: Septicflesh, Sabaton, Amon Amarth, Be'lakor, Mastodon, Powerwolf, Disturbed

Song stuck in my head: Pray by Gojira

Last movie I watched: The Devils Candy

Last show I watched: Bojack Horseman

Other blogs: Nah

When I created this blog: August 2017

What I post about: Music, art, aesthetic, depression, my cat, memes

Following: 203

Followers: 45

Favorite colors: Black, red, white, purple

Average hours of sleep: somewhere between 4 and 9, sometimes I have trouble sleeping

Lucky number: 666

Instruments: nada

What I’m wearing: Black hoodie with different band logos that my girlfriend made me, maroon v-neck, khakis, worn out converse and blue briefs

How many blankets I sleep with: 1

Dream job: Comedian or songwriter

Dream trip: Sweden, Ireland, Hawaii

Favorite food: Chinese food, tacos

Nationality: American

I tag @portrait-of-a-headless-man , @haunterrr , @shakespeare-was-a-metalhead, @soulcatchersvoices , @snackcident-prone, @ashesofthepaleserpent, @paradoxoftheflame, @cactiflowergirl anyone who wants too

I was tagged by the awesome and unquestionably cute @wrestlethedevil

Nicknames: Metal Wolf, Tiar
Star Sign: The fishes
Height: 6 feet even
Birthdate:  March 5th
Favorite Bands/Artists: Slipknot, Eluveitie, Gojira, Hozier, Skamold, Solstafir, Tyr
Song Stuck in my Head: Psychosocial by Slipknot (I love the percussion part in the middle)
Last Movie I Watched: The Green Mile
Last Show I Watched: Dark Matter
Other Blogs: none at the moment, trying to decide if I want to start a new one for my podcast
When I Created This Blog: this one was earlier this year. I’ve been on tumblr since 2015
What I Post About: Nature, vikings, wolves, comics, art, tattooed people (yes mostly women), some nsfw and sexual softcore stuff, random things I find amusing, my beautiful friends.
Following: 196
Followers: 299
Favorite Color: Purple, red, black
Average Hours of Sleep: 3-4
Lucky Number: 19
Instruments: Guitar 
What I’m Wearing: Pink button down shirt, khakis
How Many Blankets I Sleep With: 1
Dream Job: Teacher, writer, ghost hunter
Dream Trip: Most haunted places in the world ( kept your answer here Mante!)
Favorite Food: Sushi
Nationality: American by birth, Viking by choice

Tag time!~ the following 10 people I would like to know better
@twinklerwolf @rust-dust-and-guts @cadosanctus @whispers-of-a-rose @theweirdgirlthatlikesmetal @ollis-beard @victoria-krueger @salemsbat @dipdoll @volheimdallr and @nujerraihminen

Been tagged by @death-is-only-everlasting and @theweirdgirlthatlikesmetal, thank you! c;

Nicknames: Miss Nightmare, Wolfness, Elfie
Star Sign: Libra
Height: 171cm
Birthdate:  September 26th
Favorite Bands/Artists: Nightwish, Arch enemy, The unity, Iron maiden, Powerwolf, Eivor, Ensiferum and many more
Song Stuck in my Head: Trøllabundin by Eivor
Last Movie I Watched: The Hitman’s Bodyguard
Last Show I Watched: American horror story
Other Blogs: @thewolfnessphotography - photography blog; @my-rp-corner - roleplay blog and @writing-for-days - writing blog
When I Created This Blog: 2012
What I Post About: Music, films, fandoms, fangirl, personal stuff, photography, wrestling, nature, sometimes nsfw stuff and everything else
Following: 360
Followers: 1123
Favorite Color: Black,red,green,purple
Average Hours of Sleep: 5-9
Lucky Number: 11
Instruments: None currently
What I’m Wearing: Amon Amarth shirt and red pants
How Many Blankets I Sleep With: 1
Dream Job: Filmmaker
Dream Trip: Most haunted places in the world
Favorite Food: Pizza
Nationality: Lithuanian

Tag time!~ the following 10 people I would like to know better
@goona, @valhallstruevalkyrie, @lafemmedemon, @only-one-who-waits, @geekymetalhead, @rustycutlass, @odinswarhorse, @tarinya-quinn, @betterthingstofalltogether and @greyskiesandelectricnights

A  VERY  DESCRIPTIVE  &  DETAILED  PROFILE  OF  YOUR  MUSE .     repost with the information of your muse ,   including headcanons ,   etc .      if you fail to achieve some of the facts ,   add some other of your own !       when you’re done ,   tag 15 other people to do the same!

TAGGED  BY NONE! I STOLE THIS MEME! ( I stole it from @uurameshii  (( Hi buddy)) )

NAME : Estinien Wyrmblood
AGE : 30 
INTERESTS : fighting, assisting the WOL and Alphinaud
PROFESSION : Former Azure Dragoon, Dragoon
BODY TYPE : slim, lean, tall. 
EYES : blue
HAIR :  white
SKIN :  pale
HEIGHT :  6′2
WEIGHT : 170 lbs
COMPANIONS : Aymeric, Haurchefant, Warrior of Light, Alphinaud, the other scions
COLOURS : Red, purple, black. 
SMELLS :  Blood, metal, sweat
FRUITS Mirror Apples 
DRINKS : beer and water
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES ?  yes  /  no  /  occasionally
SMOKES ?  yes  /  no  /  occasionally  
DRINKS ?   yes  /   no  /  occasionally
DRUGS ?   yes  /  no  /  occasionally
DRIVERS LICENSE ?  yes  /  no  

TAGGING: @aymeric-the-blue @xsynergia @commander-aymeric @valiant-flower-kamelia @saggitariusarrow @etosvitri @aptapugilis @gooncatte @rokachan @ahlis-xiv @alisaie-and-alphinaud @redheartedmage @pridefulascian @cloakanddaggermage  @spearofthemother @spiritfold @housefortempsknight  @the-imperial-blade  @emperor-galvus @protecism

and anyone else who wants to do this!