recovery probs

Me: *trying to listen to my body, but also trying to counteract my eating disorder* okay, team! It’s 3:00, should we have snack?

Body, bloated to hell, stomach pains from lunch just barely gone: no

ED, lookin a little like Voldemort: nope

Me, smiling like a fed-up middle school teacher: nOW LISTEN HERE YOU LIL FUCKS STOP AGREEING ON THINGS YOU ARE ENEMIES YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DISAGREE