recovery probs

I just want to go full vegan already but I have to make sure it’s going to be for the right reasons and make sure that it will be a sustainable life choice instead of getting me thrown back into treatment. Vegan/ raw veganism was very closely tied to my orthorexia which is why I want to be really care about the transition but I’m tried of having an eating disorder and having to question everything. I just want to be and live in peace


what’s your favourite color? what’s your lucky number?
what do you want to be when you grow up?