431 Days Clean and Sober
How am I doing? In my terms I’m ok. Ha.
Physically: My sleep schedule has been so messed up this last week. Thankfully I passed out hard for about 9 hours yesterday. I find it incredibly frustrating that regardless how much sleep I get I still feel so tired. Basically nothing has changed, still in pain, lots of headaches, tired ALL THE TIME.
Emotionally: At this current moment I’m slightly annoyed but generally content. I feel like my AA sponsor is pressuring me a little too much. She keeps bringing up that I should join an AA home group and I keep refusing. I have no interest in doing so.
Mentally: I’m tired. A tad bit anxious about this upcoming cardiac test. However (quoting my mom) “worrying about tomorrow’s troubles takes away from today’s peace” trying to remember that whenever I feel anxious about it.
Spiritually: Well I did go to church today and afterwards I passed out for 2 hours so I’d say I’m in a good place.
Recovery: I’m still sober.
December 5, 2016