fanfic shoutout

so here is the Mileven series i have spent the last few nights staying up past 2 am reading and rereading. it was written right after season 1 so it does not follow what happens in season 2 but it is BEAUTIFUL and worth your read. i am in love with the writing and her take on the characters and some of the entries are absolute magic.

Check it out here. Its called The Sunshine Boy and the Snowflake Girl by Rosy-el and she is a word genius!

I recommend reading them in order, but if you can only read a few selections these are my faves: 

Stars (honestly the most romantic fic I’ve ever read)

Stop Studying (an older Mike and El test going from G to PG)

What Happens When I’m Not Enough (SO angsty and heartbreaking!)

A Strangely Frigid February Night (fluffy lovey wonderfulness)

I Can’t (older Mike and El angst and loveliness)

I hope you read (or re-read since they are over a year old) and enjoy! Her take on Mike is my headcanon. And she makes Karen the best mom ever which was so nice after Karen in season 2. HAPPY READING Y’ALL.

Gay books you should READ

you over there! you want to read gay books? YA gay books? good, here’s the must must MUST read books, and when you read one let me know eh? any ways enjoy!

Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda by Becky Albertalli

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz

Silent by Sara Alva

One Man Guy by Michael Barakiva

Wonders of the Invisible World by Christopher Barzak

The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

Gives Light by Rose Christo

Carry the Ocean by Heidi Cullinan

Tales from Foster High by John Goode

Half Bad Books (Half Bad, Half Wild, Half Lost) by Sally Green 

Totally Joe by James Howe

After School Activities by Dirk Hunter

The Boy Who Couldn’t Fly Straight by Jeff Jacobson

Haffling by Caleb James

The Red Sheet by Mia Kerick

The Lightning-Struck Heart by T.J. Klune

Openly Straight by Bill Konigsberg

Boy Meets Boy by David Leviathan

How to Repair a Mechanical Heart by J.C. Lillis

When Ryan Came Back by Devon McCormack

Hero by Perry Moore

Teeth by Hannah Moskowitz

I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson

Play Me, I’m Yours by Madison Parker

When Everything Feels Like the Movies by Raziel Reid

The Hammer of Thor by Rick Riordan

The Hidden Oracle by Rick Riordan

Carry On by Rainbow Rowell

Rainbow Boys by Alex Sanchez

So Hard to Say by Alex Sanchez

More Happy Than Not by Adam Silvera

History is All You Left Me by Adam Silvera

Freak Show by James St. James 

Ray of Sunlight by Brynn Stein

(In)visible by Anyta Sunday

366 Days by Kiyoshi Tanaka

Because You’ll Never Meet Me by Leah Thomas

Fan Art by Sarah Tregay

Suicide Watch by Kelley York

if you have any questions need help picking something else, want to tell me about a book, really anything send me an ask I’m open 24/7 don’t be shy 

Recommended Stories

IF THIS DOESN"T WORK I HAVE EVERYTHING ON HERE IN THE TAG ‘FICS’

My Masterlist

Luke Hemmings

Too Hot For You by smuttyscribles

Nerdy Virgin Luke by bananashemmo

Hurtful by bananashemmo

The Bar Series by cal-puddies

Suburbia by hemmingsfics

You Make him Cum in His Pants by whatsupbands

Famous Y/N by sgfgluke

Michael Clifford

2 A.M. by bananashemmo

Pleasure And Pain by 5-shades-of-grey

Tears by honeymoonmuke

Galaxies by just5sossmut

I like like you by lukeysgirl

I have this feeling by starryclem

This is our secret by starryclem

The Mission by malumshighlight

Merman by malumshighlight

Keep me Sane by malumshighlight

The firefighter Stripper Michael by just5sossmut

Doctor Strange by calumsbtich

Royals by bettsyveloso

Nerdy Virgin Michael by bananashemmo

Insecurities by whatsupbands 

Calum Hood

The Tattoo Artist by bananashemmo

Shattered by honeymoonmuke

Cuddles by honeymoonmuke

Live Jealousy by lukeysgirl

On Earth As It Is In Heaven by malumshighlight

Invicta by lattecalum

Connection by hxmmatron

Dead End Spy by hxmmatron

Jungle Boy Calum by whatsupbands

Wicked Games by bananashemmo

Ashton Irwin

Eyes by calsdream

Dryad Ashton by strongercalum

4/4 all

Ugly Meeting by pretendtobepunkrock

A Little Taste by smuttyscribbles

Threesomes

Do We turn you On Muke by honeymoonmuke

Master and Mistress Malum by just5sossmut

My Favorite Accounts are as followed

Bananashemmo

lukeysgirl

smuttyscribbles

malumshighlight

Honeymoonmuke

Choco-chip-cookie

lashtonslube

lukeatmeashton

Anime Recomendations

Love Stories/Romance/Shoujo Anime:
-Ao Haru ride
-Ouran High school Host Club
-Toradora
-Snow White with the red hair
-My little monster
-Black prince and wolf girl
-Sukitte ii na yo
-Nijiiro days
-Bonjour Koiaji Patisserie
-Masamune-kun no revenge
-Tamako Market

Supernatural/Fantasy/Action/Comedy:
-Kyoukai no Kanata
-Ao no Exorcist
-DURARARA!!
-Noragami
-Soul eater
-The devil is a part timer
-Naruto
-Boruto
-Boku no Hero Academia

Sports Anime:
-Haikyuu!!
-Free!
-Yuri on Ice!!!
-Koruko no Basket

Anime Movies:
-Kimi no na wa
-Hotarubi No Mori e
-Tamako Love Story
-Koe no Katachi
-Kyoukai no kanata (mirai-hen)
-My Neighbor Totoro
-Princess Mononoke
-The Wind Rises
-When Marnie was there
-The Cat Returns
-Howl’s Moving Castle
-The Whisper of the heart


Hello, I’d just want to recommend anime to watchs ( ^ ‿ ^)-b. Gomen, if it’s placed wrong, please tell me. ⋋⁞ ◔ ﹏ ◔ ⁞⋌

How to hide the Staff Pick at the top of the dash

HELLO CHILDREN TUMBLR IS A SHIT WEBSITE AND I MADE THIS IN A FIT OF ANGER

So today Tumblr rolled out an update that shoves one of the random Tumblr Radar posts onto your dash, as the first post, without any ability for you to prevent that. I was fucking outraged. If you have XKit, there is already someone who has coded a pull request for the No Recommended extension (fucking props to XKit and open source software in general), but I’m an impatient child and I cannot stand waiting for it to be pulled by an admin. So I made my own. 

Instructions

You’re gonna need AdBlock Plus. I’m assuming you already have it installed because if you’re interested in hiding shit you don’t care about then you’re the kind of person who already has it. We’re going to be making a custom filter.

Go to the ABP filter preferences.

Go to the Custom filters tab.

Make a new filter group. Give it whatever name you would like.

Click on your new group, then on Add filter, and then give your filter this text:

tumblr.com##li.post_container:nth-child(3)

Close the filter preferences and refresh Tumblr. The post is gone! Now you can enjoy your dash without corporate bullshit being shoved down your throat. Cheers!

N.B.: This is a very hacky solution and is in no way intended to replace a more elegant one. The pull request on XKit is a lot better, but I would have needed JavaScript for that and that’s not a thing you can do with ABP. I only did this because I’m impatient and decided not to wait until XKit decided to go through with the pull request and put out an update for their extension. I absolutely recommend using their solution when No Recommended updates to 2.2.2.

Movies Bloodborne fans should watch: (if you ask me :P)
  • Brotherhood of the Wolf (French movie about the Beast of Gévaudan. Bloodborne’s fashion is most likely inspired by its beautiful costumes.)
  • Bram Stoker’s Dracula (Cainhurst? Cainhurst. Cheesy at times.)
  • Crimson Peak (Gothic romance at its finest.)
  • Hellboy 1 / 2 - The Golden Army (Just watch the two movies, okay? SO GOOD.)
  • Van Helsing (yeah yeah, I know this one isn’t that great. WHO CARES! harmless fun with crazy weaponry and big monsters.)
  • Mary Reilly (the classic tale of Dr.Jekyll & Mr.Hyde seen from the point of view of Jekyll’s housemaid who, obviously, has a crush on him. )
  • From Hell (Jack the Ripper. Johnny Depp, Alan Moore, lots of drugs.)
  • The Whisperer in the Darkness (The best adaptation of Lovecraft’s story of the same name.)
  • Red Riding Hood (this movie gets all the hate just because it has the same director as Twilight but is a pretty decent movie with great atmosphere and a nice twist near the end. It’s not that easy to figure out who’s the wolf! My only complaint about this flick is that the actors are waaaay too attractive in pure young-adult romance fashion. Still worth a watch.)
  • Tenshi no Tamago (aka Angel’s Egg. Weird, visually stunning, very esoteric and reminds me a ton of Fishing Hamlet for some reason. The plot is cryptic and mysterious, just like Bloodborne’s.)
  • The Company of Wolves (a weird classic based upon Angela Carter’s dark fairytales ~♡)
  • Pride, Prejudice and Zombies (It’s better than you think.)
  • Goya’s Ghosts (SPANISH INQUISITION! Heresy! Torture! Drama! Doesn’t “look” like Bloodborne, but the themes are there and is overall a good historical movie with great actors.)
  • Penny Dreadful (TV series. This one is a mixed bag for me, but the photography is stunning and Victorian to the core. Rushed ending tho. And a lot of gratuitous sex scenes that don’t go anywhere. I warned you.)
  • Taboo (TV series. PRETTY NICE)
  • Solomon Kane (PURITAN DUDE KILLS STUFF)
  • Hellsing Ultimate (Anime OVA which needs no introduction.)
Kdrama Recommendations!

Hey guyssss as 1k followers gift, the sweetie von-due asked for some kdrama recs!

Ok so I made a list with my favs:

-Goblin

-Cinderella and The Four Knights

-W- Two worlds

-Coffee Prince

-Weightlifting Fairy, Kim Bok Joo

-Fight for My Way

-Strong Woman, Do Bong Soon

-Introverted Boss 

-The Lover

-Bromance (taiwanese drama!!!)

They are not in a particular order, I just listed them for you guyss

If You Like Be More Chill...

Here are some more songs you might like by Joe Iconis!

Kevin : This song is sung by Andrew Rannells (a god) about being bored in Brooklyn. Plot twist song with a catchy tune that I sing in all my free time. Features this breathtaking ending and amazing chorus.

Jeff : Jeremy Morse sings about spying on his neighbors. Its funny and awful on the surface, but gets extremely interesting. It has some amazing one liners and moments that really make you think about this character and his life.

Party Hat : MK Lawson and Eric William Morris have this amazing chemistry that is reflected perfectly in a story about a lonely girl and a cat. Its unbelievably charming and well done. The fact alone made me laugh that Eric was playing a cat.

Blue Hair : Jordan Stanley has a young boyish charm that is beautiful and gorgeous and I love this song. Its about a boy who decides he wants to make a statement and just dyes his hair blue because he can. Its actually from one of Joe’s other musicals called The Black Suits. Highly recommend. 

The Goodbye Song : Jason Williams. Deep song. Kinda sad. I sing it and pretend I’m on a stage all the time. This song is gorgeous and I don’t really know how to explain it, but its basically this song about a death and how the person dying wants everyone to be okay when he’s gone. 

Right Place/Wrong Time : Eric William Morris and Katrina Rose Dideriksen both have amazing voices that work so well in presenting the concept of the song. They sing about how they always seem to be missing their chances even when they might have talent. 

Honey : Listen as Jared Weiss tears your heart out as he sings about pining over his best friend. Its an extremely cute piece that is so well sung and portrayed. No jokes, just cuteness.

Lisa : Katrina Rose Dideriksen sings about feeling like you’re not enough to be with a girl. It is actually the best thing. Katrina brings this amazing emotion and power into it that just wow. Honestly, its a gay anthem. (Also from The Black Suits)

Velociraptor : Liz Lark Brown sings about being a velociraptor and its hilarious, but actually a metaphor for societal expectations and where we all belong in the world??? She has an amazing voice and there’s some parts where you laugh and some parts where you have to furrow your eyebrows and really appreciate it.

The Actress : Katrina Rose Dideriksen yet again. It follows the struggle of this girl and what she has to do to become an actress. The meaning behind this song is so impressively portrayed and once more leaves your jaw dropped at Joe Iconis and his writing. Its funny and charming as well. 

These are just my personal favorites! Feel free to message me or send in an ask telling me what you think of these songs, which are your favorites, or even recommend some more! Happy listening!

the beach au

suggested by my good pal @nerdyknows! (also huge thanks to @actualasamisato for helping with the language discrepancies). this one’s a personal favourite.

  • the whole overwatch team’s gathered in an italian beach house for a three-day vacation, ordered by jack ‘dad’ morrison. unfortunately, italian summers are not for the faint of heart, and daytime finds angela ‘mercy’ ziegler laying on top of the air conditioner, with three fans pointed directly at her prone body.
  • ‘i’m glad i’m a robot who can’t feel heat,’ genji says cheerfully as he walks by.
  • ‘fuck off, you ugly green roomba,’ angela mumbles into the air vent. he chuckles.
  • ‘you shouldn’t aggravate your healer in such a manner, genji,’ comes a serene voice. zenyatta floats by; he takes a look at angela and whirrs in empathy, turning his orbs into a large, spinning fan. she lets out a vague sound of thanks.
  • ‘habibti,’ comes the mellow tone of a wonderful voice. fareeha amari steps into view, leaning over angela to peer down at her with an amused expression.
  • ‘you’re upside down,’ angela says.
  • ‘i am indeed,’ she responds, mouth quirking. ‘is the heat treating you badly?’
  • angela groans, burrows further into the lovely cold of the air conditioner. ‘i miss switzerland.’
  • fareeha laughs. ‘how about this? you come to the beach. the ocean’s colder than the air conditioner.’
  • angela gives her a thoughtful glance. ‘okay. i’ll take you up on that. but only,’ and she holds out a finger, ‘if you buy me a litre of ice cream. ja?’
  • ‘understood,’ fareeha says with a grin, and disappears to spread the word.
  • zenyatta makes a curious sound from where he floats above her. ‘i did not know that overwatch allowed patient-doctor relationships.’
  • angela falls off the air vent.
  • ‘we’re not in a relationship!’ she splutters after she ceases choking on her own tongue.
  • zenyatta, the lovely soul, makes a vague sound of understanding. ‘ah. i am sorry for mistaking it. you and captain amari act like you are romantically attached sometimes, and i apologise if i have offended you through coming to this conclusion.’
  • ‘no, you’re alright, zenny,’ angela says, clambering up to reinstate herself on the air vent. ‘i have… considered it, before. but i want her to be happy.’
  • ‘perhaps you should consider that you make her happy,’ zenyatta says, and angela turns over to look at him. ‘but anyways, it is nearly time to go to the beach.’
  • angela sighs, jumps off the air conditioner, and goes to dig out her bathing suit.
  • the team reconvenes at the beach ten minutes later. angela notes, with almost zero surprise, that the varying members of talon have arrived on the scene. 
  • lena is firmly latched to a desperately trying-to-escape widowmaker, talking a mile a minute. she catches angela’s eyes and mouths ‘help’. angela just grins at her and shoots her a thumbs up. sombra’s sipping a cocktail by the beach. her purple bikini matches her implants. akande has detached his gauntlet for the occasion, and is wearing bright gold swimming trunks. he’s holding a large mai tai, tiny umbrella and all. even reaper is there, floating grumpily over the ocean as jack tries to splash him from below.
  • angela surveys the scene, scanning for the other overwatch members. mccree is swimming happily about, and hanzo’s two dragons are frolicking with genji’s dragon in the waves. as angela watches, a blue dragon detaches itself from a game of play wrestling and wanders gracefully over to curl around mccree’s shoulders. he pets it, treading water. he’s not wearing his hat, thank god.
  • genji and hanzo are chatting on the sand, zenyatta floating a few inches above the sand. lucio’s blasting something from a speaker, and hana’s dancing along to it. she hops down to sombra and drags her out of her magazine. sombra protests a little, laughing, sunglasses falling half off her face, but she gives in, and as they go back up to lucio’s dj booth, sombra tugs a smiling satya up into their dancing circle.
  • zarya and mei are far out in the ocean, but angela can see them laughing. mei freezes a little iceberg for her blaster to sit on. bastion’s there as well, ganymede chirping and resting on its shoulder.
  • torbjorn’s tinkering with a few tiny machines that angela thinks are harmless. probably. winston’s setting up a net to play beach volleyball, and lena tugs an unwilling amelie into joining a team. the junkers are there, too. mako lets out a grunt and splashes in, still wearing his mask. he sends a wave of water flying into reaper. jack takes the opportunity to tug him into the ocean, and he surfaces soaking wet and snarling.
  • reinhardt charges in, wearing thor-themed swimming trunks (he bought them because he liked the hammer design), and jumps in, sending up an enormous splash. ana’s lying on the beach, sunbathing, and flicks up her sunglasses to give reinhardt a grin.
  • speaking of amaris- angela cranes her neck around, trying to see-
  • ‘angela! guess who got put on lifeguard duty?’ fareeha appears in her line of vision, and angela nearly faints.
  • she’s wearing a blue overwatch jacket with the sleeves rolled up, ‘amari’ written across the back in bold gold letters. under that, she’s not wearing much at all. just a black sports bra and a pair of red swimming shorts. angela can see every line of definition on her abs. she thinks she might be hyperventilating.
  • ‘angela? are you alright? is it the heat?’ fareeha hovers in front of her, looking concerned.
  • ‘it’s- yeah-’ angela chokes. ‘it’s, uh, the heat. but i’m alright.’
  • ‘if you’re sure,’ fareeha says with a doubtful expression. then it morphs into a breathtaking smile, and she reaches for angela’s wrist, tugging her into the cool water.
  • she splashes angela once they’re waist deep, and angela yelps, chasing her through the waves. she grabs fareeha’s head and tugs her underwater, and they come up with matching grins and gleeful smiles.
  • they clamber out after an hour or so, and team up for an ultra-aggressive game of volleyball. the ball has barely even left winston’s hands when gabe leaps up and smacks it hard. tracer blinks forward, returning it, and it starts an epic war, all recorded on hana’s livestream.
  • afterwards, angela slumps down on the sand, burying her cheek in the warmth of it. a shadow falls over her, and she looks up to see fareeha, grinning down at her. she’s shed the jacket, leaving her in just a sports bra and shorts.
  • ‘come on, sleepyhead,’ fareeha teases. ‘i promised you ice cream.’
  • angela reaches out a lazy hand, and fareeha takes pity on her, crouching down and scooping her up, bridal style. angela nearly faints then and there, and fareeha shifts her around for a moment before transferring her to a piggyback.
  • ‘hey, jesse!’ she shouts, wearing that wonderful competitive smirk. ‘race you to the ice cream? i’m handicapped, but you’re still going to lose.’
  • ‘oh, it’s on,’ jesse drawls, and then runs off. fareeha laughs, and then sprints after him. she overtakes him at the last second, and turns around to stick her tongue out at him, setting angela down. angela’s still a little red-faced (she spent the whole way here practically groping fareeha and she’s in a mild state of shock).
  • ‘i want caramel,’ fareeha declares, turning to angela. ‘you?’
  • angela studies the gelato. ‘i’ll try the sorbetto alla fragola, please.’
  • fareeha grins, producing a wallet out of nowhere. she hands angela her cone with a sweeping gesture, bowing.
  • ‘thank you,’ angela giggles. the man running the gelato store gives them a secret smile.
  • ‘enjoy your holiday, la mia signorina. i have heard many foreigners think italy is very romantic.’
  • angela waits for fareeha to deny it. instead, she just grins. ‘it is, isn’t it?’
  • and then she takes her cone and tugs angela away.
  • they walk until they reach a little stone bridge, and angela lets out a sound of delight, hopping up to sit on the edge. fareeha smiles at her, eyes crinkling. she shuffles a little closer, and angela is caught by how striking fareeha’s eye of horus is, flowing from her dark eyes.
  • ‘i like italy,’ she says, looking for something to say. fareeha huffs out a laugh.
  • ‘angela,’ she says, ‘may i kiss you?’
  • angela’s eyes go wide as saucers, and then she nods frantically.
  • and when they finally kiss, fareeha tastes like chocolate, and she tastes like coming home.
Solo te enamorarás 3 veces...

PRIMER AMOR
Con frecuencia el primer amor sucede cuando estamos jóvenes, algunos más pequeños que otros, y todo parece como de cuento de hadas.
 
Este es el amor que aparenta ser el ideal según la sociedad. Entramos en la creencia de que este será nuestro único y verdadero amor y que no importa si no se siente del todo correcto, si ambos ponen el 100% funcionará porque en el fondo todos creemos que el amor debe ser así, como en las películas.
 
Este es el tipo de amor en donde lo más importante es cómo te ven los demás y no cómo te sientes en realidad. Es el amor que se ve bien. 

SEGUNDO AMOR
El segundo amor es el amor difícil – ese que nos enseña lecciones sobre quiénes somos y cómo nos gusta ser amados. Este tipo de amor duele ya que en algún punto se enfrenta a mentiras, dolor o manipulación.
 
Este amor puede ser cíclico, y con frecuencia es esa relación a la que seguimos regresando sin importar qué, porque seguimos pensando que algún día de alguna manera terminará de una manera diferente y por fin funcionará. Sin embargo, cada intento termina peor que el anterior de una u otra manera.
 
En este segundo amor existen altos niveles de drama, y es por eso que nos hacemos adictos a esa relación. Es una constante montaña rusa de altas y bajas llenas de emoción.
 
Este es el amor por el que luchas más y que hubieras deseado que funcionara.

TERCER AMOR
El tercer amor es el que nunca habías previsto. Este parece ser la decisión incorrecta para nosotros y destruye cualquier tipo de ideas a las que nos aferramos sobre cómo debería ser el amor.
 
Este es el amor que llega y se da con una facilidad casi imposible. La conexión que existe en esta relación no puede ser explicada y nos toma por sorpresa por completo.
 
Este es el tipo de amor en donde todo parece haber sido cortado como un rompecabezas – y no existen ideales ni expectativas sobre cómo debería ser y actuar cada persona. Tampoco hay presión en ser algo que no eres, porque sabes que te ama tal y como eres.
 
Esta no es la manera en la que pensabas que sería el amor, y tampoco juegas con las reglas que pensaste utilizar para estar segura. Sin embargo, te hace sentir plena y feliz, lo cual te muestra que el amor no es algo que está en nuestro pensamiento, si no en nuestras sensaciones. Ese es el amor verdadero.