I’m having lunch with my wife today. Notice I continue to say wife, because neither of us has done anything about the divorce paperwork in weeks. In months actually. I haven’t done anything because I don’t want a divorce. Why she hasn’t taken the time to finish the legalities of it all I can only speculate on. Time, she doesn’t have any. No time, no money, no place of her own. Except this one, the one I occupy.
I also have a second date with the 24 year old tonight. She blew me off Sunday, had something to do with her mother, allegedly. That’s cool, no worries. We will get dinner together, maybe go to the park and I will attempt to define our relationship going forward. I would like to date one person semi regularly. Once or twice a week. Just something to look forward to. 42 spent the night this past weekend. It was uncomfortable. The sex was ok, but I’m just not that into her. She’s been passive aggressive all week via text. I am not down with that. Probably break it off with her today or tomorrow. Had drinks with 51 last night. She’s smart, attractive, has her act together. So of course I’m not that into her. I seem to want a reclamation project. Like the one who’s 48 and living with someone not her husband. We are having lunch today, it’s a start.