your parents neglected and mocked you. because of that you have a tremendous fear of doing anything wrong and an intense desire to not only be loved and adored but also perfect. school feeds into this insecurity causing you to devalue any step you make towards a goal if it isn’t perfect or have immediate results so you do nothing because that feels better than trying and failing
Looking for more blogs to follow so follow or reblog if you like any of these guys for a follow?
Blink-182, twenty one pilots, neck deep, panic! At the disco, a day to remember, the story so far, blackbear, the maine, the 1975, moose blood, all time low, bring me the horizon, you me at six, post malone, the neighbourhood, state champs, mayday parade, sleeping with sirens, pierce the veil! Or anything similar!
my dash’s pretty dead so i need new blogs to follow!! reblog/like if you post/reblog:
- State Champs
- As It Is
- With Confidence
- pop punk in general
- Criminal Minds
- languages (esp. Russian, Swedish and Spanish)
- Harry Potter
I’m sorry I’ve been absent lately, guys. On May 5th, I told my husband I was leaving him. Since then, things have kicked into high gear and basically my every waking thought has revolved around “find a place to live close to work in a good school district with rent I can afford”.
It happened—I found a place. And I sign the lease on Thursday. My husband is staying in Austin and we’re sharing custody of the kids equally. He’s being really supportive and encouraging, too, something I frankly did not expect.
But my point for telling y’all this is because emotionally, I’m just not here right now. I’m driving from San Antonio to Austin several times a week, worrying about finances, and trying to figure out how to pack up this house and actually shift some of the accumulated clutter.
I’m still around physically, I can reblog like a motherfucking champ, but anything requiring emotional labor is pretty much beyond me and will be until I’m settled in my new home, in the middle of June.
So if you have questions or need advice, or just someone to talk to, I hate to do it but please don’t look for that from me right now. I’m scraping the bottom of the barrel and you deserve better than my dregs. I promise I’ll be back. Please be patient with me.