reblog my selfie or ill cry

Okay I tried to hurry and post this before I started crying but it’s too late, lol.

This is a photo from about a year ago. I was diagnosed with Crohn’s disease 3 years ago and it’s been hell. As a 13 year old, you already have plenty of self-image issues, and I was constantly losing and gaining weight. I felt ugly all the time. When I was hospitalized a second time I lost 30+ pounds, I wouldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, and this disease was basically taking over my life.

Before this gets anymore depressing (and I start crying even more), I just want to say thank you. For every reblog, like, and compliment. Being a black chronically ill teenager doesn’t give you the best self confidence, but today showed me how beautiful black women and men are despite any ailments or imperfections we have.

I was bugging y'all with all my other selfies but for this one, I just want to reach out to my Crohn’s fam, and let y'all know that you’re beautiful and if you ever need to talk, I’m always here.

so i really want to make some new friends in the 5sosfam

rules
  • mbf me
  • reblogs only!! you can like to bookmark or whatever
  • be active and just basically love 5sos
benefits
  • new rad friends
  • tinychats??
  • people to reblog your selfies 
  • spot on a cool network page hell yeah
increase your chances
  • come talk to me?
  • tag #plaidlukes saying why you love 5sos 
  • yeah thats basically it
extras
  • ill be picking around 10 blogs
  • follower count doesnt matter at all tbh 


if nobody wants to be my friend this never happened and i will cry

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I wanted to write a really long post about my experiences as a trans person but tumblr keeps logging me out instead of letting me post it. This is my third try, so I’ll make it short.

I’m Eben, I came out on tumblr as bigender exactly a year ago today. I’ve been slowly coming out to people irl but it’s very rare that people call me anything other than my birthname.

My mother keeps forcing me to wax my upper lip while I really want to let my genes to help me get hairier. I managed to keep my armpit hair as thick as I can. My family is also preventing me from getting my hair cut shorter than my shoulders. Keep in mind, they’re enforcing this about my body even though I’m not out to them or anyone who would tell them. …

 I’m really happy that i could discover new things about myself since I embraced the fact that I’m trans. I’ve learned that my life can be a contradiction, which my bpd and bipolar also taught me. I’ve learned that the less you question about your gender and the more you experiment with it, the happier you will be. 

 Shout out to all my mentally ill trans siblings who are still in the closet, and to those who are out! You can persevere and you can survive! 

 (He/him or she/her pronouns please!)

PS… I showed a cis boy my armpits today and he looked like we was ready to start crying >;3c

WHO WANTS TO JOIN MY GANG OF PEOPLE WHO ENJOY HIPSTER!STAR TREK AUs?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!

YOU LIKE BONES DRINKING PUMPKIN SPICE LATTES?!?! WANNa CRY OVER SPOCK’S RECORD COLLECTION OF UNKNOWN VINYLS FROM 1969!?!?!?!?! PERHAPS CHEKHOVOVOVOV AND UHURA WEARING FLOWER CROWNS AND READING POETRY IN THE MIDDLE OF A MISTY FOREST, THEN TAKING SELFIES AND UPLOADING IT ON THERE INSTAGRAMS?!?!!? DO YOU STRONGL Y BELIEVE THAT SULU WOULD BLOG ABOUT GARDENING EXOTIC AFRICAN PLANTS?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!????! 

I HAVE THE THING FOR YOU

  • REBLOG THIS POST/FOLLOW ME
  • SEND ME AN ASK TELLING ME yOUR FAV HIPSTER HEADCANON AND UR TOP FIVE FAV CHARACTERs
  • ILL PUT U IN A NETWORK PAGE 
  • FIRST COME FIRST SERVE 

WHY YOU SHOULD DO THIS

  1. YOU’LL MAKE FRIENDS
  2. PEOPLE WILL DRAW FANART AND WRITE FICS FOR YOUR HIPSTER HEADCANONS
  3. SPOCK IS GAY
  4. THAT ISN’T A REASON I JUST WANTED TO SAY IT

*excuse my shit edit im really bad at this

so guys i hit 1k and i wanted to celebrate with my first follow forever!

RULES:

  • mbf me
  • reblog this
  • must be at least 90% 5sos

REWARDS

  • a spot on my first follow forever
  • your link will 5ever be on my blog
  • follow back if not already
  • ill reblog your selfies and compliment you bc you’re pretty
  • you gain a lame friend holla

*oh by the way if this doesn’t get notes ill most likely cry bc im a loser
im thinking 25 notes or this never happened yeah?

so im just doing this to thank you guys for 1k and for putting up with my bullshit and being fab followers, you guys are awesome <3 i love you guys!