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Goosebumps

Requested By: Anonymous

could u do an archie x reader where the reader holds and comforts archie at the hospital after fred gets shot? and the reader finally gets archie to fall asleep in her lap and she realizes how much she loves him? haha

Pairing: Archie x Reader

Description:The day had been going great, everyone was finally sane again since the murder of Jason Blossom was solved. You and your friends could finally go back to a normal high school life. Until you got that phone call from Archie that changed everything. Riverdale will never let there not be a mystery to solve in the small town. The phone call was quick, mentioning his dad was shot, needed help, and to hurry. You were already out the door.

Warnings: Nothing really.

Word Count: 1,474

A/N: Sorry for the long wait, I went into a funk and felt unmotivated, but I think this brought me back into writing. I hope you enjoy it! :)

I came up with this title based on the song Goosebumps by Travis Scott, so if you want to listen to it while reading, you can!

I do have a question however, what do you think will happen to Mr. Andrews in season two? Do you think he’s going to live or not?

Originally posted by dailycwriverdale

Today had been a crazy day, literally since the moment you had woken up that morning.

The murder of Jason Blossom had been the main priority of every second, no matter where you went, it somehow connected to Jason.

But today, today was different.

You and your friends had found evidence, and what you saw was something you wish you could of unseen.

Jason was tied to a chair, looking as if he’d been beaten by a serpent.

The worst part though?

That was when his own father came out of nowhere, looking at Jason in disgust.

You remember watching intently, the room dead silent, unable to move or speak.

And then it happened, his own father killed his son.

You felt tears fall down your cheeks, everyone frozen in fear and shock.

You wiped your cheeks, everyone sniffling, wiping their cheeks too.

You didn’t know what to think, or to say, everyone was still stunned, except Betty.

She slowly stood up, bringing the phone to hear ear, everyone watching her in concern.

“Betty what are you doing?” Jughead questioned carefully, but Betty just ignored him.

“You need to get out of that house. Now.” She spoke carefully, before explaining what actually happened to Jason, and who killed him.

Later that day the evidence was given to the police, giving the proof everyone needed of Jason’s murder.

What nobody expected however was for his father to commit suicide to get out of what he had done.

The town of Riverdale kept creating more mysteries than answers, and it drove you all crazy.

But for that small short moment you all were happy, finally normal teenagers having fun together and not worrying about anything else.

You all hung out at Pop’s that night, having milkshakes and just having fun.

You all felt like normal teenagers.

Until later that night.

You were at home, about to go to sleep when your phone rang.

“Y/N! It’s my dad.. Shot.. Help.. Hurry.. Pop’s..” Then the line went dead.

You were already out the door, the cold air giving you goosebumps, you didn’t have time to grab a jacket, you just needed to get to Pop’s.

When you got there you couldn’t believe your own eyes, there on the ground was Fred Andrews, covered in blood and Archie holding his dad close.

You quickly pulled out your phone, calling 911, telling them what had happened.

You rushed over to Archie, letting him and his dad know that an ambulance was on its way.

“Mr. Andrews, you’re going to be okay alright?” You spoke calmly, trying to hide your nerves in your throat.

He just weakly nodded, making you internally cringe, and Archie let out small sobs.

Minutes later the ambulance arrived, taking Fred to the hospital, you and Archie both went with them.

You were scared, scared for Fred, and scared for Archie.

You had never seen him like this before, his face was showing a mixture of emotions.

This was the first time you really took in his features, but you quickly snapped out of it.

The ambulance soon pulled up to the hospital, quickly taking Mr. Andrews to the emergency room.

You walked beside Archie who wanted to go with his dad, but they wouldn’t let him, making Archie angry.

You placed your hands on his arms, making him realize you were there with him still.

He took a deep breath before sitting down in a chair.

You sat down next to him, offering him some water.

You could see he was zoned out, you didn’t know whether you should tap him on the shoulder or not, but decided to anyways.

“Archie, have some water.” You spoke quietly, making him blink a few times before accepting the water.

You wanted to ask how he was doing, but you already knew, just by the way he looked.

But there was something that bothered you, he looked different.

He didn’t have the same Archie look, he had a different atmosphere around him now.

It was darker.

It gave you goosebumps.

“Archie why don’t you try to sleep.” You suggested, which he refused at first, but slowly gave in.

He laid down across the chairs, his head laying gently in your lap.

You smiled softly at him, trying to get him to relax for a bit.

You started running your fingers through his hair, calming him down a bit.

You could see the goosebumps on his arms, making you smile slightly.

It could of been because he was cold, but you wanted to believe that you caused it.

That you caused something good for once in the red haired boys life.

You noticed him shifting a bit, but continued to observe your surrounds in the waiting room.

You felt his hand grab yours, catching your attention instantly.

“Thank you Y/N.. For being here..” He mumbled, looking up at you.

“Of course, I’m always going to be here for you.” You smiled, continuing to play with his hair.

“I don’t know what I’d do without you, you always know how to make everything seem so much better, even in horrible situations.” He sighed, closing his eyes.

You didn’t know what to say, you never really thought about that before.

“I don’t like seeing people unhappy.” You simply stated after a while of thinking.

You glanced down at the red haired boy, only to see he had fallen asleep.

You moved the air out of his eyes, and sure enough he was fast asleep.

You sat there for hours as he slept, you took this as your moment to really think.

You realized that Archie eased your mind, he made you feel like everything would be fine, just like he said you made him feel.

In that moment, sitting there in the hospital waiting room, Archie asleep in your lap, it hit you, that you loved the red haired boy.

And that is what created the most goosebumps you’d ever had, you just told yourself you loved your best friend.

A lot can really happen in one day, even the most unexpected things.

Like being in love with your best friend.

Some thoughts on A&E and the Rumbelle fandom as we head into the finale . . . . .

First of all, I’m very grateful for Rumbelle for many reasons – the best being it sparked my writing muse again and that it’s brought me many new, wonderful friends.  I’m grateful it was created and it exists and will CONTINUE to exist for decades to come in fanfic.  (All you folks worried about no more fic or art – fandom doesn’t work that way.  If this is your first fandom experience, you will still be able to find Rumbelle stuff when you’re in your 70′s to show to your grandchildren. Count on it.)

All that being said … . I’d like to address two things in this post: The way that A&E handled Rumbelle and the way the fandom reacted to it.

First A&E:

I’m convinced that A&E fully intended for Skin Deep to be a one off episode.  They had no intention of exploring the pairing further, and only did so because of fan reaction.  There is absolutely ZERO evidence to the contrary.  In fact, all evidence in their subsequent writing proves me RIGHT.  They wanted Rumple to be and remain a shady character until the end, and with a character like Belle as his love interest, that wasn’t possible.  Which is why they constantly had to find ways to fridge Belle and break them up.  They couldn’t figure out a way to write her into the narrative without making adjustments to the story.  And they REFUSED to budge on that one sticking point: Rumple.  They were willing to budge on everything else but him.  (See: Neal Cassidy.  I won’t go into that here, you know what I’m talking about.  That’s just ONE example.)  

I also don’t think that A&E really understood how popular Beauty and the Beast were and ARE and I don’t think they grasped that a BatB story should NEVER be a one off.  They aren’t side characters, there are and always should have been a power couple on the show.  But A&E dug in their heels and refused to acknowledge that.  That was a serious mistake on their part.  Not only fandom, but the GA was willing to embrace them, as a complex couple.  

If we’d had a better writing team, we would have gotten that.  But we didn’t and now here we are.  We’re approaching what is possibly the end of the series, and PROBABLY the end of canon Rumbelle.  And the fandom is no more secure than it was when the pairing first took off.  It’s very frustrating and aggravating and I really wish A&E could see how utterly cruel they come off in regard to Rumbelle.  Especially Eddy.  

Speaking of the fandom … . . ahem … . . where do I begin?

The Rumbelle fandom took a VERY sharp turn in S4 and has become more and more fractured over the last two years.  We have factions, we have this group that hates that group and this group that won’t even acknowledge that those people are even IN the Rumbelle fandom and we have fandom policing and people blocking people left and right – I just don’t get it.  

For those of you who hate me (and are only seeing this because someone you don’t hate reblogged this and you’re quietly cursing them for doing so because now my shit is on your dash) – here’s a fun fact for you:

There’s a blog out there called @bellematters.  This blog was created in S3 by a Belle fan who has loved Belle since seeing BatB, who has been inspired by Belle and who was even moved to LEAVE HER ABUSIVE HUSBAND because of Belle.  Belle changed that person’s life.  She was tired of seeing Belle constantly shafted and sidelined and basically treated like an unimportant entity by the writers.

I AM THAT PERSON.  I CREATED THIS BLOG.

I walked away from the blog last year and left it to the other mod who volunteered to help me, because I could no longer support who Belle had become on the show.  I didn’t like the way she was written, I didn’t like the way she was being portrayed (no offense to Emilie – I just felt very chilled by some of her performances from 4B on, I’m sorry), and I especially didn’t like actual words that my former abuser had said to ME coming out of my hero’s mouth.  

But don’t you DARE tell me I don’t love Belle.  I fucking ADORE Belle.  I could write a whole dissertation on how this character literally saved my life.  

Because I chose to point out that Belle was being written OOC, that she was being mean, saying mean things, doing mean things, and often displaying hypocritical behavior – I was blocked.  I was shunned.  And so were many of my friends who were also seeing what I was seeing.

I really hope, when all is said and done, that somehow the Rumbelle fandom can rebuild and stop with the infighting and taking sides and all of that nonsense, and it IS nonsense.  It is stupid.  And it’s very naive to think that the people who ship the same thing you do should only ship it in the exact same WAY you ship it.  I really thought the Rumbelle fandom was bigger than that. I wasn’t asking anyone to agree with my perspective.  I was simply asking that people understand that it EXISTS and it’s just as valid as your perspective. It especially frustrates me when people who have me blocked that I don’t have blocked (I have THREE Rumbellers blocked – literally THREE.  There are reasons for that beyond “I don’t like their attitude.” If you can reply to this post, you aren’t one of them.) reblogging and liking my posts.  Or seeing them on Twitter saying EXACTLY what I’ve been fucking saying over here.  Cause we’re really not that different.  I just have a more cynical viewpoint.  I’m an old lady who still fangirls and I’ve got a different perspective on things because I’ve been burned BADLY in my fangirl life and never have I been burned by writers more than I have been with Rumbelle. And yeah, that pisses me off, because I really thought maybe I had found a ship that wasn’t going to screw me over in the end.  Sue me.  

So I’m putting an olive branch out there to anyone who has me blocked, shunned, whatever – come into my inbox and ask me stuff.  You can do it on anon, I’m fine with that.  I usually don’t like anons for stuff like this but in this case I will make an exception because I’d really like to see the fandom be a united front and not a divided mess, and that’s not going to happen if we don’t start talking to each other without judgment.

http://charmedrumbelle.tumblr.com/ask

Finally … . . remember the @rumbellelibrary?  Yeah, that was me too.  I kind of abandoned that in S4 because A) my then laptop was on the fritz and I couldn’t deal with it plus I was having difficult issues with my life in general, and then B) I found myself not caring because of all of the reasons I just listed above.

That is NOT a side blog.  It is an individual blog because at the time I created it I didn’t understand that side blogs were a thing.  (I’ve mentioned I’m OLD right?) 

After much thought, I’ve decided I’m not going to return to running that blog.  Ever.  And since it’s a dormant URL, I think anyone who is interested can take it over.  If you want it – it’s yours.  It’s up for grabs.  Take it.  Rework it, delete it, do whatever you want with it.  I’m sure someone can do something with it – if not, it will remain a Tumblr relic.  I’m just not interested.  I want to focus on my own fanfic and my original stories that I’m writing and I don’t have the time for it.  

All I ask if you do take over the library is that you please don’t block anyone, no matter how much you dislike them or disagree with them.  I made that blog for everyone.  Please respect that.  

If you want the blog and are having trouble claiming it (I really don’t know how that works) please let me know and I’ll find a way to get it into your hands.  

Whatever happens on the show this week, I’m pretty sure that I, personally, won’t be happy about it.  The show has burned me, personally, too much to enjoy it any longer.  But I’m still a Rumbeller.  I always will be.  And so will the people that enjoy the outcome.  We all love Rumbelle — shouldn’t that be the thing that matters most?  

Hey so I already posted this on my other blog but I'll say it here (trigger warning)

A friend of mine committed suicide. I’d like to leave my blog blank in her memory for a little while. I’m not sure how long, it could be just for tomorrow, or for a few days. I changed my icon to the suicide awareness ribbon in her memory as well.

I have already lost a friend to suicide, and to say I was crushed is an understatement. Today I stand before your with pain in my heart that Mylee has taken her own life, as a result of her own PARENTS. I’m so upset that Mylee felt there was no other option but to take her own life.

I wish I knew more of her story and what she went through, but all I know is that her family was highly abusive. I’m not sure if it was mental, emotional, physical, or all three, but they were not a loving family when she needed one the most. She wouldn’t come out if her room for days on end (only eating granola bars and walnuts) if it meant she had to see her family.

If you too would like to honor Mylee with me tomorrow, leave your blog blank for a day, reblog this, and change your icon to the suicide awareness ribbon.

Let’s make Mylee proud.

Anon indirects theory #2

”Now I know you told me not to give you credit, but I feel bad making people think I made this theory when you did so..

credits to you anon

Originally posted by xmidnightfantasy

Once again, nothing here is made by me, I’m only organizing this persons theory into a post, I believe she wanted to submit it to @camren-shipper1996 


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My opinion on this is different from what you’re saying anon, like some reblogs are overthought, but great job anyways.♥

Aight, leggo:

~

THE STUFF IN BOLD ARE THINGS THE ANON SAID, WHILE THE NORMAL TEXTS ARE MY THOUGHTS/ADDITIONS

“ This is actually an extreme roller coaster ride of relationship, and I wanted to consider all these things so that maybe some other blogs can make used of it right? “

“ first thing to consider on December to january: many people are saying that L started to be close with Lucy, on C’s posts, I think she was tired demanding Lauren’s time to be with her, while Lauren seems wanting some space and go out with Lucy, but at the same time, she is still in love with C. she just want to get away with all the stress. but C, since she could be dominant in their relationship and most of the time emotional, she is making it hard for Lauren.

“remember when L had a tour in Columbia with Lucy on december? I dont know exactly what date but L stopped reblogging things since dec 21, while C was posting more. “

“Camila’s reblogs:”

“lauren’s reblogs:”

“Camila’s reblogs:”

(this girl is obsessed with the quote, she mentioned it in the 3 second fb livestream too)

“Lauren’s reblogs”:

“Camila’s Reblogs”:

“ L stopped posting on tumblr at dec 21, while C stopped at dec 28, and as you look at the flow of emotion based on their blogs,on C: fro demanding time to her love, getting tired, and wanting to move on. on L’s part: she’s tired I guess for all the stress, but she makes sure that she’s in love, she just want a break, and so taking vacation in columbia with lucy.”

(btw if you didn’t know i’ve heard lucy lives in colombia)

“The other aspect is this. I saw that in dec. i think it was 21 also, Micahel clifford posted a pic with Camila. im no saying they are flirting. but i thin, maybe camila is entertaining him that time she was so sad and not getting L’s attention, but L is out with Lucy.

after this those fake messages were leaked

“Lauren’s reblog”:

“ i will jump to january, there were more things here”

“ as you can see. L just posted on tumblr january 13, from that last post on dec 21. seems a long period of time right? “

they also dont post much now because they’re on tour

“Lauren’s reblogs”:

sound like someone?

“ this is her last post on january 31 and take note, she post an IG pic of her hair cut short on january 28, there was a saying, when you decided to cut your hair, you are starting a new chapter of your life, trying to change something or a sign of moving on. Ive read before that L doesnt want to cut her hair short, but she did.

“ let’s continue on C’s unstable emotional state on january “

before this she posted “learn to love yourself”: vvvvvvv

Just a small note: not ALL reblogs have to mean something,  however she did say tumblr is her heart and soul, but still.

“ There were two aspects on january, I think she is throwing shades to L but didnt mean exactly cause she just wants L attention, she’s wanting to prove L that she can move on and another one, she wants to be open with her relationship with L “

“Camilas reblogs:”

shade lmao

“ on this period I think L was still in columbia and she is busy posting on IG about her vacay with lucy “

Thats like the sun and the moon thing, wanting something you cant have so you have to watch it from a distance because the sun and the moon will never collide .

“ Look, on all the things I send to you, we should focus on the coming out, jealousy to lucy as lauren’s bff, trying to get laurens attention and fighting for their love to survive “

“seems like she is giving L an ultimatum @are we coming out, stop seeing your bff, and come with me,or ill forget you, ill move on and flirt with someone else?“ 

there are some reblogs which i didnt want to add, but i’ll explain them verbally

basically the anon says camila said is in an emotionally unstable state based on her reblogs, and that lauren is in a conflict with herself. 

“ T oo much in feb but I think they are on and off literally, you just oick what blogs they post. the important is remember the interview when L mentioned about "being honest,I might find out anyway” and C reacted so awkward. she also mentioned on the other video which I think taken at the same day coz they are wearing the same clothing where she mentioned that “be proud to be with your woman, dont claim me but love me” where I C caught became attentive on what L was saying. I believed that it has something to do on cheating, it all published on feb 7 in yt. i think C got involved in someone but  not literally cheating on her maybe bcoz she was trying to get L’s attention on that period, so she decided to flirt with someone and and she succeed getting L “

👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀

now this is where lauren gets back on tumblr, 

she starts posting sappy relationship stuff

then this

the dates also match with their body language

with all these hints of reblogs, it seems like camila wants to fight for what she loves

camila:

“and L’s behavior on their May interview definitly changed, while C becomes terrificly sad. during this period, L was on Undoing stage,she is chasing C, cried on the airport, liking camren pic which she hate the most and so fothforthi noticed her on the interview looking so much to C and on the destiny’s child interview too, she cant keep her eyes off C, this was taken bfore the SA tour”

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Damn, this is a long ass post. Once again, nothing here was made by me, just organized with the theories a certain person that didnt want to be mentioned gave me, while my theories will be out next for sure.

I didn’t agree with some of the things here, but he/she wanted to let this out.

ty for ur time anon

     BEHOLD. the laziest graphic i have ever done.

      If you’ve been on my blog page  ( which you shouldn’t because i need to change some colors so you cna actually read shit but just in case you have for w/e reason  ), you notice that my support log is  EMPTY. gerome here has no friends, and even though he doesn’t want any, he’s going to (  lmao hopefully  )  get some friends.

THIS IS A MAINS CALL. and here’s some stuff as to what that means:

rey gets to send you memes from literally every single ask prompt u reblog
rey will send you endless asks because she has no life
reference to your muse in threads with other people
 !!
reference to your muse when referring to a certain character in general.
YOU CAN SEND ME ENDLESS ASK PROMPTS TO ANY MEME WOOO
SEND ME ENDLESS ASKS. NO LIMITS. IT DOESNT EXIST.
first priority when it comes to threads/ask prompts
my love and affection, but maybe not gerome’s
( i mean unless you want it ; 3  )
yo girl in yo ims p much daily to plot/scream about our muses
my endless word vomit to replies because idk how to stfu when i write

PLEASE NOTE:

if you already have a main gerome, then i ask that you PLEASE DO NOT LIKE THIS. i’m not someone’s replacement in any way, shape, or form, and i’m not here to fill the void while anyone is away. i am YOUR main and you are MINE. call it possessive but if i’m gonna spend time building with you, its just respectful, y’know  ??

so if you’d be into that, like away  !!

PS: THIS GOES FOR BOTH MY FATES && AWAKENING VERSES.  and also lemme know if you wanna develop a ship too ‘cause i am … so down ….for anything lmao kill me.

Balconies: Epilogue

Originally posted by deangifsdaily

Balconies Series Masterlist

Characters - AU Bartender!Reader x Mechanic!Dean

Summary - She moved into a new apartment, got herself a new job and a few new friends. What she didn’t realize, was that on the other side of her wall was someone who would change her life. A man with bright green eyes and a charming grin.

The neighbors met on the balcony, but can their little world up there survive when it meets the real world?

Word Count - 1821

Warnings - Reader has a slight panic attack, but this is mostly fluff. Like, your teeth will rot out weapons-grade fluff.

A/N - This is the final chapter! Thank you to everyone who left likes, reblogged, and an extra thanks to those who left comments + replies! It has been a wonderful journey, this series, but now it’s time to say goodbye. I move on to more stories, more SPN, and more writing.Thanks for the ride!


When the two of you finished at the diner, Dean paid and took you home. He stayed close to your side the whole way home, only partially moving from you when you reached your apartment. You weren’t ready to be left alone and Dean refused to let you out of his sight after the night you’d just had. He asked you if it’d be alright if he stayed over, even if he just slept on the couch. You just smiled and invited him in, more than happy for the company.

Once you got in and settled, Dean asked where you kept your linens. He planned on settling in on your couch, but you didn’t want him sleeping on the hard lumpy mass. It didn’t take much to convince him to sleep in your bed with you, more than enough space to fit the pair of you. Telling him to make himself comfortable as you got ready in the bathroom, you cleaned up and brushed your teeth.

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“I just want someone to care.

Not say that they’re going to be there, not bbm me words of wisdom and strength and whatnot…but someone who will actually drop everything their doing just to come to my house and be with me and ask me if I’m okay. Because they care about me enough to do that. Because I’m more important than going out and getting high or drinking. I’m so tired of going through things by myself…I’m so tired of being told I’m going to be okay when I’m really not sure that I will be this time…I can’t do this anymore.”

“Its starting up again…that feeling of complete vacancy that comes up for no reason..I overanalyse, I make up impossible scenarios in my head…I think too much. I hate being alone..and it’s a really bad trait, I get it, but I can’t help it…and when I’m not included I feel worthless..Like I’m only important when something’s needed from me but otherwise, I’m useless…I’m there, for everything. EVERTHING. I sit and listen and I reassure them everything’ll be ok but I’m not even an afterthought…I’m a background/backup friend. Always have been, always will be”.

“It hurts, I can’t deny it. I miss you, I miss you so much but there’s nothing I can do about it. You’re gone. Moved on. Just like that, one day you’re my everything and the next you’ve walked right out of my door leaving nothing but memories behind. Tell me, how can you fall out of love so fast? Baby, you said forever.”

 Okay, these are snippets from Lauren’s personal and a photo that she recently reblogged. She’s a human being who goes through similar everyday problems just like you and me. There’s times where she feels vacant, alone and exhausted even without reasoning, she’s had her heart broken by someone who seemingly didn’t love her as much as she loved him. She’s your typical teenage girl who goes through all these stages of emotions and denial, and just because she’s “famous” or “in the spot light” now doesn’t change this a single bit. She still over analyzes everything and cares entirely too much about her reputation because she’s worked her whole entire life to maintain a good one. She was never a “party girl” like people assume, of course she had friends who were, everyone has friends who are, but she was always hardworking and dedicated to being the best person she could possibly be. So before you judge someone for being snappy or defensive about their life and personal relationships that you in no means were invited into remember that fame does not make you immune to ignorance or hate and that she’s trying her hardest every day to be the best version of herself. Show some compassion for her, and for all of the girls. 

I’m happy to say we reached 2k before my birthday, it’s all I could have asked for! Its not much in comparison to many blogs on tumblr but I have high hopes that we will continue to build our family with time. Always remember to spread the word, on all social media. Even if you’re a solitary which, building a support group and being able to share your practice with like-minded friends is so important for growth. Never stay stagnant, always grow. We are constantly changing in the midst of the chaos and it’s vital to keep our practice flowing with it. 

I love you all, please remember that and remember to COMMUNICATE! Share your snailmail in the #witchysnailmail tag so I can reblog it and hopefully inspire others. 

I am sad to announce that Faye has taken another unexpected leave. She is experience a lot in her life at the moment so please remember to send her love at @astralwitchling. This is very important to me so please take a moment to send her a nice little message telling her how much you appreciate her for starting this blog. In the event of these circumstances I am taking up WPP until she has more time and stability in her life. So any unmarked IM’s are from me. 

Don’t forget the GIVEAWAY is coming up in the next few months and I am still taking suggestions. There will be no books, giftcards, or items that are too large to fit in a 5x7 bag. Open for suggestion: types of crystals, types of herbs, types of tools, types of bottles, types of altar trinkets, types of incense, colors/types of candles, any other thing you can think of within reason. 

I may be posting some polls after the hiatus which will be taking place from June 2nd to June 10th.

I hope you all are having a fantabulous day and thank you again for all the support. 

Hey Jaime! Thank you for your submission, I recognize the story but I’m not sure if I have ever reblogged it. So I’m going to post this right now, ‘cause I love it.

“People comment about how I changed the young girl’s life. To me however, it changed mine…”

I was day tripping to Vancouver from Seattle and stopped in for lunch at a little café.

From my window I saw a young teenage girl out in the cold, squatted down in a closed up businesses doorway, holding a small bundle in her arms. She was pan-handling. People were mostly walking by ignoring her.

She looked just broken.

I finished up my meal and went outside, went through my wallet and thought I’d give her $5 for some food. I got up to her and she was sobbing, she looked like she was 14-15. And that bundle in her arms was a baby wrapped up.

I felt like I just got punched in the chest.

She looked up, putting on a game face and asked for any change.

I asked her if she’d like some lunch.

Right next door was a small Quick-Trip type grocery store, I got a can of formula for the baby (very young, maybe 2-3 months old.), and took her back to the café, though I’d just eaten. She was very thankful, got a burger and just inhaled it. Got her some pie and ice cream. She opened up and we talked. She was 15, got pregnant, parents were angry and she was fighting with them. She ran away. She’s been gone almost one full year.

I asked her if she’s like to go home and she got silent. I coaxed her, she said her parents wouldn’t want her back. I coaxed further, she admitted she stole $5000 in cash from her Dad. Turns out $5000 doesn’t last long at all, and the streets are tough on a 15 year old. Very tough. She did want to go back, but she was afraid no one wanted her back after what she did.

We talked more, I wanted her to use my phone to call home but she wouldn’t. I told her I’d call and see if her folks wanted to talk to her, she hesitated and gave bad excuses but eventually agreed. She dialled the number and I took the phone, her Mom picked up and I said hello. Awkwardly introduced myself and said her daughter would like to speak to her, silence, and I heard crying. Gave the phone to the girl and she was just quiet listening to her Mom cry, and then said hello. And she cried. They talked, she gave the phone back to me, I talked to her Mom some more.

I drove her down to the bus station and bought her a bus ticket home. Gave her $100 cash for incidentals, and some formula, diapers, wipes, snacks for the road.

Got to the bus, and she just cried saying thank you over and over. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and a hug, kissed her baby, and she got on the bus.

I get a Christmas card every year from her. She’s 21 now and in college.

I’ve never really told anyone about this.

I just feel good knowing I did something good in this world.

Maybe it’ll make up for the things I’ve f-ed up.

Okay, gather round everyone! It’s story time!

7 days from today, I’ll be graduating college (!!!). So when I realized that it was time to start decorating my graduation cap, I realized I had to thank the 3 very most important people in my life who have been there for me every single day of my life: my Mom and my Dad, and Taylor.

When I first went away to school, I became seriously depressed and anxious. I cried every single day, and could not keep any food down. I couldn’t keep any food down, so I ended up being only 80 pounds after being away from home for just one month.

Taylor, I honestly will never be able to thank you fully for all you’ve done for me and my family. It’s thanks to you and your music that helped me get through this and ask for help. Your music was the only thing that kept me smiling and happy, and when I started thinking serious thoughts about killing myself, I listened to Innocent again and the lyrics: “it’s alright, just wait and see, your string of lights is still bright to me, oh, who you are is not what you’ve been, you’re still an innocent” and “time turns flames to embers, you’ll have new Septembers, every one of us has messed up too” really stood out to me. Your music gave me the strength to call my mom and admit that I needed help and that I needed to come home and figure things out.

Now, 4 years later, I can honestly say that college has been the best 4 years of my life. I’ve made lifelong friends and have created memories that will stay with me for the rest of my life. And all of this is thanks to you for believing in me without even really knowing me. I’ll never be able to fully put in to words how incredibly thankful I am for you, but I hope that seeing this cap and hearing my story will give you some insight into how much you mean to me and how you’ve changed my life for the better. I love you, I love you, I love you. You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.

Forever on your side,

Lauren

taylorswift

(and if anyone else would like to reblog this and tag taylor so she can maybe see this, i’d love you forever and would be so, so grateful. love you all xoxo)

So I went to the 1989 tour in San Diego on August 29th and Taylor performed Fearless. WHICH WAS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL AND MAGICAL AND EXCITING. But it was also extremely meaningful…
Over the years, both the word and the song Fearless have been given a lot of meaning in my life. I am someone who is afraid of a lot of things, anxiety and fear tend to take over my life sometimes. This song is what I sing in my head when I get nervous or completely terrified of what will happen. And there Taylor was performing it in front of me.
The reason my mom is yelling “she read your letter” over and over is because I wrote a little note to Taylor a couple nights before I saw her explaining how that one 8 letter word changed my life and way of seeing. (x) Not many people reblogged it, none tagged Taylor but I don’t think that mattered. Part of me wants to believe my mom was right.
This may sound a little crazy (but since most swifties are…) I feel as though Taylor read that letter. Either that or she just KNEW. Because for some strange reason, it felt like she was singing to me. When she was talking it feels as though she was standing right in front of me telling me not to let my fears hold me back.
Besides that, I felt the need to upload this, mostly because it’s HILARIOUS and somewhat endearing to hear me sob the lyrics. (You can barely hear Taylor over me… oops). But also because I want people to understand what kind of power Taylor and her music has over her fans.
People tend to laugh or get confused when swifties say things like “Taylor saved my life”. However, that’s something pretty much all of us can relate to. Because if Taylor hasn’t saved our lives, she’s at least done something to effect it.
So with that, thank you Taylor.
For making me Fearless on that Saturday night at Petco.
Love, Natalia

taylorswift

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Just stop the hate

Okay so, I’ve recently had to unfollow so many tom blogs. Which I hate because I’m a fan and I’ve become friends with some of those people . But I cannot tolerate that kind of negativity . It’s so hard to see people being so hateful. Stop bashing someone you don’t even know I get it, it sucks that Toms now involved in all this drama, just know that it does die down . And stop attacking Taylor. It takes two people to start a relationship. She didn’t force him to do anything. Tom chose to date taylor. They were both consenting adults .

Stop making her out as , some cold hearted ,manipulative bitch, who’s desperate for album material. WE DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
Neither one of their Pr statements detailed that.
Everything is purely speculation.
Taylor could of ended things , Tom could of broken up with her , it could have been a mutual decision to break up . WE DON’T KNOW! You can’t believe everything you read.
I’d like to add that TAYLOR SWIFT WROTE A GOLDEN GLOBE NOMINATED ( Grammy winning) SONG ABOUT AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE , SHE DOESN’T NEED A RELATIONSHIP TO WRITE SONGS

I can’t say I’m proud of Taylors actions , and by actions I mean getting into another relationship before she had time to heal. It’s clearly backfired, Now both she and Tom are hurting.
And yes Taylor IS hurting too.
I’m tired of y'all saying that “she’s being smug, that she has the nerve to go to a fashion show to support Gigi , when she can’t put on a dress and support Tom at the Emmys” . it is a big achievement for him and I would of loved seeing her there to support him , but that’s between them. It’s possible Tom just didn’t want her there . But A fashion show is much less high pressure.

Just because Taylor may not appear to be sad doesn’t mean she’s not hurting. If she were to be photographed looking sad , everybody will call her pathetic. She can’t win .

people hate her no matter what , Nothing Luke or Tree do will change that. Luke (and Tree) could absolutely slaughter Taylor if they wanted to and that wouldn’t do anything - people hate Taylor swift already. <p>

And so what if she writes about Tom , all songwriters write about their life. It’s sexist to criticize her for writing about her feelings when male artist do it all the time. She’s not going to diss him. Sorry , rant over @katiesmindpalace19912 @iktaywt @hiddlesherethereeverywhere @hiddlestonluvr @karlaakamsloki P.s if your a Taylor friendly hiddlestoner blog please reblog so we can find you. you don’t have to be a Taylor fan or anything , just reblog if your a tom blog That doesn’t trash her

anonymous asked:

I hate you.... Just because. You change your url (for reasons that only make sense to you) but your face is everywhere, so it doesn't really matter. I completely forgot about you until your face popped up on my dash. You just bother me....

Now now, you sound like the two year olds I babysit!
“I want mommy to put me to bed”
“Why?”
“Because”
“Because why”
“Because” (x100)

Unfortunately, if “just because” is your reasoning behind your opinions, you’re not going to get very far in life. But if that floats your boat, I won’t judge. You can act like a small child if you’d like, it is a free country.

And ~heaven forbid~ I change my URL *gasp* *crowd faints* what a huge deal! what a shocker! i cANNOT believe she did that! 

I also can’t help the fact that people want to reblog my selfies, and that my face is all over your dash. Other people’s personal standards of what they deem worthy of being on their blog is out of my control. 

Also, two reasons as to why I might “just bother you”, you either wish you were me, or you wish you were fucking me. So on that note, I will bother you with more gratuitous photos of my face

Have a great day! :)

nephilim reblog post

• reblog if you cried reading city of heavenly fire
• reblog if you cant wait for the dark artifices
• reblog if you havent read city of heavenly fire yet
• reblog if you have never read a book series better then the infernal devices
• reblog if malec makes you very happy
• reblog if you want a city of ashes movie
• reblog if you’d like cassandra to know how much you love her and how she changed your life
• reblog if you love tessa gray
• reblog if you’ve shipped heronstairs
• reblog if you wonder how cassie can come up with such beautiful plots and write these wonderful books
• reblog if you wish you were a shadowhunter
• reblog if you dont get the point of this post

youtube

Louise-

I am so proud of you for hitting 1 million subscribers. You deserve every single one of them and more. You inspire me so much and light up every one of my days with your amazing videos and blog posts and tweets and everything. You always put a smile on my face, whether it’s with a funny collab video or a reblog, and I couldn’t be more thankful for that. You have completely changed the course of my life in the past year, and I am a much better person for it. You are truly my role model because not only can you balance youtube, your blog, other social media, a social life, your marriage, etc., but you are also an amazing mom to Darcy and there’s nobody who could be a better mom to her. She will grow up to be a fantastic, inquisitive, beautiful person and that’s all because she will take after you. I sometimes just send you messages on tumblr with all of my life problems, because even though I know you won’t read them, it feels therapeutic to know that my problems are traveling to someone whose energy will just return them as positive things. You are an extremely positive, amazing person and I can’t even describe how much you have changed my life. Words aren’t enough. I can’t wait to meet you someday (even though I may not, and that breaks my heart) and give you a giant hug because you deserve it. I’m so proud of all of your successes and I hope you’ve had an amazing year. I’ll be right here with you for the next million <3 <3 <3

-Dana (peace-love-youtubers)

PLEASE TWEET THIS TO HER AND REBLOG SO SHE CAN SEE

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The Great Unfucking

I have literally never cleaned my room. My aunt always gets too frustrated waiting for me to finish and she throws everything out. It’s embarrassing to admit but that’s why I’m so happy I did this.
Three days of work, five trash bags, two donate bags, and one sell bag and finally I have my room back. I never realized how big it was until now. I didn’t use 20/10 or anything, I just did it and pushed through.
I’m going through some big life changes and having a clean place to live is going to help me get through it. Now I just have to maintain it.

Everyone should read this. Please.

Everyone. Just stop and read please. My best friend, Breanna. A.k.A fr3aks-and-geeks and I just want one thing. To get our amazing, beautiful, talented, bad ass bff, Kesea, A.k.A theearthschild face spread around tumblr. Kelsea passed away December 31, 2013. She is the most amazing person you would probably ever meet. And I’m so sad most of you never had the chance to even know her. But if you did, your life would change forever. Kelsea changed my life forever. She made me realize its fun to get fucked up. It’s fun to break the rules sometimes. It’s fun to live life. Even though she had depression… I believe she was really happy. She has an amazing family, and an amazing best friend, who I’m proud to call my best friend. So please. Just do this one thing, and reblog this post. Kelsea always wanted to be, “tumblr famous”. We just want everyone to know how beautiful she is. 

K.T.F

April 2, 1996 - December 31, 2013