reblog if she changed your life

my favourite musical moments

“we had a spy on the inside that’s right hERCULES MULLIGAN”

“is it really true? I’m your favowite person?” “yeah, we’re never not gonna be a team”

“she was a light-skinned Puerto Rican Dominican, long hair, mature in the body like whoa (like wHOA)”

“for real though, imagine how it would feel going real slow down the highway of life with no regrets”

“we’re close, but not that way! the only man that I love is my dad”


“you would not believe how easy it is to get pills and weed”

“what do you want, burr? what do you want, burr? if you stand for nothing, burr, what do you fall for?”

“cause she was CHEATING ON MEEEEEE” “hey hamlet. be. more. chill.”

Ok so I have lots to say about Sixpenceee's most recent tshirt

You know, the one that says “Dinosaurs didn’t believe in climate change either”?

Before we start, I’d like to make a quick note on how dinosaurs didn’t even fucking die by climate change??? It was a volcano or meteor or whatever which is neither caused by climate change or caused by human/dinosaur activity???

Onto the main topic

The fact that all the money goes towards her.

She keeps reblogging posts of people saying “I’m so glad Sixpenceee is advocating for this111”

She’s not advocating for shit. She’s capitalizing off of a potential end for much of life on either???

Quick question: is it still possible to delete someone’s replies on your post?

If so: I’m disgusted. I posted a reply, stating on how I was annoyed at how 100% of the money was going to Sixpenceee and not to climate change charities. I encouraged people to not buy the shirts, and to donate money to real organizations.

Of course, I come back to see my reply gone (I’ve made a new one since then, i hope this one stays). I also saw someone else’s gone.
Sixpenceee is literally trying to silence replies that could help the climate change crisis she “obviously” wants to help so much, just so she won’t lose potential money??? I’m actually sick.

If it’s not possible to delete replies anymore then I was wrong, but am still sticking by the points above.

And there’s my rant on the latest from Sixpenceee’s store. I’d also like to add how I’m still really fucking mad at how she always deletes controversial posts without an apology, and is just??? Overall so sneaky??? I used to like her posts but she’s such a disgrace that I can’t put up with her anymore.

Keep up the wonderful job, lovely admin(s?) of this account

thx! - Mod Ghast

This is the last time.

Most of you know I’m 99% on the edge of throwing down at any moment. It’s a problem. I deal. Very rarely do I get angry, I mean full meltdown, sharpen the knives angry. I’m ridiculously good at keeping my emotions underwraps. (Mostly cos I have no idea what I’m feeling half the time but you cant have it all)

Lately I’ve been more a drama blog. I get hate, and I post about shit I problem shouldn’t. I’ve been neglecting my friends, mostly cos I have a horrendous time opening up to people. But, I digress.

The point of this post is this:

I am angry. Angry that people blame me for their problems on Tumblr. I am angry that people find it okay to send me (or anyone) hate. I am angry that I’m drifting away from my friends. I am seriously fucking angry that people DONT UNDERSTAND that I am human. And all y'all trolling fucktwats are giving me heart burn.

You wanna know? You real want to know why I don’t post everyday? Why I don’t answer the triggering asks you send me? Why I don’t dare reblog stuff from my friends more than once? Why I don’t reblog fics you tag me in anymore? Why info by respond to multiple asks? Why I’m a “drama” blog?

Really? Okay. Cool.

*While you, dear troll, get to read the wonderful fics people put out, at your fucking leisure. My tired ass is changing nappies at 3am while I attempt to write the newest chapter of Devil Side. No. I do not have children. Let that sink in.

*While you get to do whatever the hell you want with your time, see friends, go out. I, dear troll, leave the house twice a month. Literally. Twice a month. Why? Because my dying grandmother cannot handle it. The excitement/stress of leaving the house will cause a panic/anxiety attack. Do you know what COPD IS? Do you know what happens when a copd patient can’t breathe?

* While you sleep, I am awake. Yesterday? Just after 5am. Why? That’s what time my gran fell asleep. I was up at 8 to feed, bathe and change her. Why? Because she woke up at 8. So I wake up at 8.

*While you plan your future, have a career, do what you want with your life. I am watching the person who raised and love me die, I am watching her forget my name, my face. I am emotionally tired. I am physically tired. I put my studies on hold. Left my house and my friends and moved to another town. I gave up everything.

*When I do reblog stuff, I get assnons who think they can passive aggressively tell me that’s its annoying, go sit on a cactus.

*I got an ask the other day asking me why I didn’t comment/reblog a fic. It was shittily worded. Listen, I PROBABLY DIDNT GET IT ASSHOLE. I am not on my phone 24/7 I don’t see all my notifications. God knows I try, but fucking cut me some slack will ya?


I am a wife, I am a caretaker, I am also bone fucking tired and emotionally exhausted. If your salty self cannot deal with three chapters a week plus requests I suggest you find another writer. I work my ass to the bone to get these pieces out, while (Like other writers who have very real responsibilities) juggling life, bills, a marriage and a terminally ill woman. I am done playing this game. If you don’t want to be my friend fine, I’m an adult. I can handle it. Don’t pussy foot around the subject, nut up and tell me. Jfc we are not in high school. If you don’t like me? There’s the door. Leave, right now. I dont need the negativity.

This is the last time I’m addressing this issue. Next time don’t be surprised by my actions. You probably aren’t going to like it.

Some thoughts on A&E and the Rumbelle fandom as we head into the finale . . . . .

First of all, I’m very grateful for Rumbelle for many reasons – the best being it sparked my writing muse again and that it’s brought me many new, wonderful friends.  I’m grateful it was created and it exists and will CONTINUE to exist for decades to come in fanfic.  (All you folks worried about no more fic or art – fandom doesn’t work that way.  If this is your first fandom experience, you will still be able to find Rumbelle stuff when you’re in your 70′s to show to your grandchildren. Count on it.)

All that being said … . I’d like to address two things in this post: The way that A&E handled Rumbelle and the way the fandom reacted to it.

First A&E:

I’m convinced that A&E fully intended for Skin Deep to be a one off episode.  They had no intention of exploring the pairing further, and only did so because of fan reaction.  There is absolutely ZERO evidence to the contrary.  In fact, all evidence in their subsequent writing proves me RIGHT.  They wanted Rumple to be and remain a shady character until the end, and with a character like Belle as his love interest, that wasn’t possible.  Which is why they constantly had to find ways to fridge Belle and break them up.  They couldn’t figure out a way to write her into the narrative without making adjustments to the story.  And they REFUSED to budge on that one sticking point: Rumple.  They were willing to budge on everything else but him.  (See: Neal Cassidy.  I won’t go into that here, you know what I’m talking about.  That’s just ONE example.)  

I also don’t think that A&E really understood how popular Beauty and the Beast were and ARE and I don’t think they grasped that a BatB story should NEVER be a one off.  They aren’t side characters, there are and always should have been a power couple on the show.  But A&E dug in their heels and refused to acknowledge that.  That was a serious mistake on their part.  Not only fandom, but the GA was willing to embrace them, as a complex couple.  

If we’d had a better writing team, we would have gotten that.  But we didn’t and now here we are.  We’re approaching what is possibly the end of the series, and PROBABLY the end of canon Rumbelle.  And the fandom is no more secure than it was when the pairing first took off.  It’s very frustrating and aggravating and I really wish A&E could see how utterly cruel they come off in regard to Rumbelle.  Especially Eddy.  

Speaking of the fandom … . . ahem … . . where do I begin?

The Rumbelle fandom took a VERY sharp turn in S4 and has become more and more fractured over the last two years.  We have factions, we have this group that hates that group and this group that won’t even acknowledge that those people are even IN the Rumbelle fandom and we have fandom policing and people blocking people left and right – I just don’t get it.  

For those of you who hate me (and are only seeing this because someone you don’t hate reblogged this and you’re quietly cursing them for doing so because now my shit is on your dash) – here’s a fun fact for you:

There’s a blog out there called @bellematters.  This blog was created in S3 by a Belle fan who has loved Belle since seeing BatB, who has been inspired by Belle and who was even moved to LEAVE HER ABUSIVE HUSBAND because of Belle.  Belle changed that person’s life.  She was tired of seeing Belle constantly shafted and sidelined and basically treated like an unimportant entity by the writers.


I walked away from the blog last year and left it to the other mod who volunteered to help me, because I could no longer support who Belle had become on the show.  I didn’t like the way she was written, I didn’t like the way she was being portrayed (no offense to Emilie – I just felt very chilled by some of her performances from 4B on, I’m sorry), and I especially didn’t like actual words that my former abuser had said to ME coming out of my hero’s mouth.  

But don’t you DARE tell me I don’t love Belle.  I fucking ADORE Belle.  I could write a whole dissertation on how this character literally saved my life.  

Because I chose to point out that Belle was being written OOC, that she was being mean, saying mean things, doing mean things, and often displaying hypocritical behavior – I was blocked.  I was shunned.  And so were many of my friends who were also seeing what I was seeing.

I really hope, when all is said and done, that somehow the Rumbelle fandom can rebuild and stop with the infighting and taking sides and all of that nonsense, and it IS nonsense.  It is stupid.  And it’s very naive to think that the people who ship the same thing you do should only ship it in the exact same WAY you ship it.  I really thought the Rumbelle fandom was bigger than that. I wasn’t asking anyone to agree with my perspective.  I was simply asking that people understand that it EXISTS and it’s just as valid as your perspective. It especially frustrates me when people who have me blocked that I don’t have blocked (I have THREE Rumbellers blocked – literally THREE.  There are reasons for that beyond “I don’t like their attitude.” If you can reply to this post, you aren’t one of them.) reblogging and liking my posts.  Or seeing them on Twitter saying EXACTLY what I’ve been fucking saying over here.  Cause we’re really not that different.  I just have a more cynical viewpoint.  I’m an old lady who still fangirls and I’ve got a different perspective on things because I’ve been burned BADLY in my fangirl life and never have I been burned by writers more than I have been with Rumbelle. And yeah, that pisses me off, because I really thought maybe I had found a ship that wasn’t going to screw me over in the end.  Sue me.  

So I’m putting an olive branch out there to anyone who has me blocked, shunned, whatever – come into my inbox and ask me stuff.  You can do it on anon, I’m fine with that.  I usually don’t like anons for stuff like this but in this case I will make an exception because I’d really like to see the fandom be a united front and not a divided mess, and that’s not going to happen if we don’t start talking to each other without judgment.

Finally … . . remember the @rumbellelibrary?  Yeah, that was me too.  I kind of abandoned that in S4 because A) my then laptop was on the fritz and I couldn’t deal with it plus I was having difficult issues with my life in general, and then B) I found myself not caring because of all of the reasons I just listed above.

That is NOT a side blog.  It is an individual blog because at the time I created it I didn’t understand that side blogs were a thing.  (I’ve mentioned I’m OLD right?) 

After much thought, I’ve decided I’m not going to return to running that blog.  Ever.  And since it’s a dormant URL, I think anyone who is interested can take it over.  If you want it – it’s yours.  It’s up for grabs.  Take it.  Rework it, delete it, do whatever you want with it.  I’m sure someone can do something with it – if not, it will remain a Tumblr relic.  I’m just not interested.  I want to focus on my own fanfic and my original stories that I’m writing and I don’t have the time for it.  

All I ask if you do take over the library is that you please don’t block anyone, no matter how much you dislike them or disagree with them.  I made that blog for everyone.  Please respect that.  

If you want the blog and are having trouble claiming it (I really don’t know how that works) please let me know and I’ll find a way to get it into your hands.  

Whatever happens on the show this week, I’m pretty sure that I, personally, won’t be happy about it.  The show has burned me, personally, too much to enjoy it any longer.  But I’m still a Rumbeller.  I always will be.  And so will the people that enjoy the outcome.  We all love Rumbelle — shouldn’t that be the thing that matters most?  

Dear Anon:

To the anon who left the asks last night. I’m not going to publish them because for some reason you felt the need to mention other people and they don’t deserve to be dragged into whatever you were trying to start.

But it seems you have some issues with my writing, and what I choose to put on my blog. Those things I’m more than happy to go over with you. To be fair, I don’t think they were mean asks - I think you feel entitled to more than just your opinion.

As for how I write Dean: I’m not about to make him perfect. He’s NOT. I’m not sure what show you’ve been watching, but Dean is far from perfect (and Sam isn’t always the villain) There are a lot of really incredible things about Dean, and some of those are his biggest downfall. Especially, in my opinion, when he takes them too far.

You mentioned Go Ahead and Drown. How, Dean would never abandon the reader like that. Well, first of all, nowhere does it say they were in a relationship. Part of this may be my fault, because in the pairings I did say Dean x Reader BUT in my head it was a platonic relationship. I didn’t think I needed to explicitly state that. Furthermore if you think about it he abandoned Bobby after Sam. At least it could be seen that way. You can’t really blame him for wanting to detach from all things Sam, which would’ve meant people who he considered to be family.

The point is, Dean isn't always some knight in shining armor, which is good! It makes him a person, not some one dimensional Stepford tv character. If he, or any of the other characters were, this show wouldn’t have lasted nearly as long as it has.

As for Safe Here. The reader gets to yell at Dean, she gets to have opinions. She’s not there to placate to him. She gets to be super pissed at him when he does things that affect her without so much as a head’s up. Every once in awhile we all need a swift kick in the ass. That’s life. She also gets to have her very own relationship with Sam.

If you do not like how I write the characters, do not read. It’s not that hard.

Now to the part that got me pretty heated tbh. How I run my blog, who I choose to reblog, the comments I leave, what fandoms I'm in how I interact with friends, followers, whatever, is quite frankly none of your fucking business. You have literally no say in it. I’m damn near 31 years old. I ain’t changing for some random person on the internet just because they don’t like it. Sorry. If you don’t like it hit that handy unfollow button. I promise you aren’t hurting my feelings. I understand my personality isn’t for everyone, shit, sometimes my personality isn’t even for me. I’ve unfollowed people before, for a number of different reasons. Because at a certain point you have to take what you want into your own hands.

It is not an individual blogger’s responsibility to change their space to please you. There are plenty of options. Go find them.

Balconies: Epilogue

Originally posted by deangifsdaily

Balconies Series Masterlist

Characters - AU Bartender!Reader x Mechanic!Dean

Summary - She moved into a new apartment, got herself a new job and a few new friends. What she didn’t realize, was that on the other side of her wall was someone who would change her life. A man with bright green eyes and a charming grin.

The neighbors met on the balcony, but can their little world up there survive when it meets the real world?

Word Count - 1821

Warnings - Reader has a slight panic attack, but this is mostly fluff. Like, your teeth will rot out weapons-grade fluff.

A/N - This is the final chapter! Thank you to everyone who left likes, reblogged, and an extra thanks to those who left comments + replies! It has been a wonderful journey, this series, but now it’s time to say goodbye. I move on to more stories, more SPN, and more writing.Thanks for the ride!

When the two of you finished at the diner, Dean paid and took you home. He stayed close to your side the whole way home, only partially moving from you when you reached your apartment. You weren’t ready to be left alone and Dean refused to let you out of his sight after the night you’d just had. He asked you if it’d be alright if he stayed over, even if he just slept on the couch. You just smiled and invited him in, more than happy for the company.

Once you got in and settled, Dean asked where you kept your linens. He planned on settling in on your couch, but you didn’t want him sleeping on the hard lumpy mass. It didn’t take much to convince him to sleep in your bed with you, more than enough space to fit the pair of you. Telling him to make himself comfortable as you got ready in the bathroom, you cleaned up and brushed your teeth.

Keep reading

Do you believe in destiny? Do you believe in being able to change your fate? Are you willing to travel to the past to prevent the calamity of the Fell Dragon’s demise? Join Princess Lucina, who’s life had been turn into a living hell thanks to the destruction of that dreadful dragon. She’s come from the future, willing to put her life on the line–to prevent the past from ever experiencing that chaotic future she herself lived through.

This is an independent and semi-selective Lucina of Fire Emblem: Awakening! Please like and/or reblog this post if you’re interested!

( Roleplay blogs only! Personals, please don’t reblog this. )

thefriedcomputercollectorblr  asked:

For the tumblr thing: Alys and Sigorn


  • their blog url: alysk
  • the kind of posts they reblog: she’s multifandom with a splash of posts about how to deal with realizing how patriarchy fucked up your life as you reach the end of your teens.
  • the first person they followed: her brothers.
  • what kind of theme they’d have: fairly simple minimalist post.
  • what kind of text posts they make at 2am: bitter posts about her extended family and how they can go fuck themselves.


  • their blog url: sigornofthenn.  alys tries to make him change it to something a little less “hi this is my full name” but he doesn’t understand why he wouldn’t have it be his full name.
  • the kind of posts they reblog: posts about winter survival out in the wilds.  language acquisition posts.  
  • the first person they followed: alys.
  • what kind of theme they’d have: optica
  • what kind of text posts they make at 2am: posts in the old tongue about how weird the south is.
Anon indirects theory #2

”Now I know you told me not to give you credit, but I feel bad making people think I made this theory when you did so..

credits to you anon

Originally posted by xmidnightfantasy

Once again, nothing here is made by me, I’m only organizing this persons theory into a post, I believe she wanted to submit it to @camren-shipper1996 


My opinion on this is different from what you’re saying anon, like some reblogs are overthought, but great job anyways.♥

Aight, leggo:



“ This is actually an extreme roller coaster ride of relationship, and I wanted to consider all these things so that maybe some other blogs can make used of it right? “

“ first thing to consider on December to january: many people are saying that L started to be close with Lucy, on C’s posts, I think she was tired demanding Lauren’s time to be with her, while Lauren seems wanting some space and go out with Lucy, but at the same time, she is still in love with C. she just want to get away with all the stress. but C, since she could be dominant in their relationship and most of the time emotional, she is making it hard for Lauren.

“remember when L had a tour in Columbia with Lucy on december? I dont know exactly what date but L stopped reblogging things since dec 21, while C was posting more. “

“Camila’s reblogs:”

“lauren’s reblogs:”

“Camila’s reblogs:”

(this girl is obsessed with the quote, she mentioned it in the 3 second fb livestream too)

“Lauren’s reblogs”:

“Camila’s Reblogs”:

“ L stopped posting on tumblr at dec 21, while C stopped at dec 28, and as you look at the flow of emotion based on their blogs,on C: fro demanding time to her love, getting tired, and wanting to move on. on L’s part: she’s tired I guess for all the stress, but she makes sure that she’s in love, she just want a break, and so taking vacation in columbia with lucy.”

(btw if you didn’t know i’ve heard lucy lives in colombia)

“The other aspect is this. I saw that in dec. i think it was 21 also, Micahel clifford posted a pic with Camila. im no saying they are flirting. but i thin, maybe camila is entertaining him that time she was so sad and not getting L’s attention, but L is out with Lucy.

after this those fake messages were leaked

“Lauren’s reblog”:

“ i will jump to january, there were more things here”

“ as you can see. L just posted on tumblr january 13, from that last post on dec 21. seems a long period of time right? “

they also dont post much now because they’re on tour

“Lauren’s reblogs”:

sound like someone?

“ this is her last post on january 31 and take note, she post an IG pic of her hair cut short on january 28, there was a saying, when you decided to cut your hair, you are starting a new chapter of your life, trying to change something or a sign of moving on. Ive read before that L doesnt want to cut her hair short, but she did.

“ let’s continue on C’s unstable emotional state on january “

before this she posted “learn to love yourself”: vvvvvvv

Just a small note: not ALL reblogs have to mean something,  however she did say tumblr is her heart and soul, but still.

“ There were two aspects on january, I think she is throwing shades to L but didnt mean exactly cause she just wants L attention, she’s wanting to prove L that she can move on and another one, she wants to be open with her relationship with L “

“Camilas reblogs:”

shade lmao

“ on this period I think L was still in columbia and she is busy posting on IG about her vacay with lucy “

Thats like the sun and the moon thing, wanting something you cant have so you have to watch it from a distance because the sun and the moon will never collide .

“ Look, on all the things I send to you, we should focus on the coming out, jealousy to lucy as lauren’s bff, trying to get laurens attention and fighting for their love to survive “

“seems like she is giving L an ultimatum @are we coming out, stop seeing your bff, and come with me,or ill forget you, ill move on and flirt with someone else?“ 

there are some reblogs which i didnt want to add, but i’ll explain them verbally

basically the anon says camila said is in an emotionally unstable state based on her reblogs, and that lauren is in a conflict with herself. 

“ T oo much in feb but I think they are on and off literally, you just oick what blogs they post. the important is remember the interview when L mentioned about "being honest,I might find out anyway” and C reacted so awkward. she also mentioned on the other video which I think taken at the same day coz they are wearing the same clothing where she mentioned that “be proud to be with your woman, dont claim me but love me” where I C caught became attentive on what L was saying. I believed that it has something to do on cheating, it all published on feb 7 in yt. i think C got involved in someone but  not literally cheating on her maybe bcoz she was trying to get L’s attention on that period, so she decided to flirt with someone and and she succeed getting L “


now this is where lauren gets back on tumblr, 

she starts posting sappy relationship stuff

then this

the dates also match with their body language

with all these hints of reblogs, it seems like camila wants to fight for what she loves


“and L’s behavior on their May interview definitly changed, while C becomes terrificly sad. during this period, L was on Undoing stage,she is chasing C, cried on the airport, liking camren pic which she hate the most and so fothforthi noticed her on the interview looking so much to C and on the destiny’s child interview too, she cant keep her eyes off C, this was taken bfore the SA tour”


Damn, this is a long ass post. Once again, nothing here was made by me, just organized with the theories a certain person that didnt want to be mentioned gave me, while my theories will be out next for sure.

I didn’t agree with some of the things here, but he/she wanted to let this out.

ty for ur time anon

Hey so I already posted this on my other blog but I'll say it here (trigger warning)

A friend of mine committed suicide. I’d like to leave my blog blank in her memory for a little while. I’m not sure how long, it could be just for tomorrow, or for a few days. I changed my icon to the suicide awareness ribbon in her memory as well.

I have already lost a friend to suicide, and to say I was crushed is an understatement. Today I stand before your with pain in my heart that Mylee has taken her own life, as a result of her own PARENTS. I’m so upset that Mylee felt there was no other option but to take her own life.

I wish I knew more of her story and what she went through, but all I know is that her family was highly abusive. I’m not sure if it was mental, emotional, physical, or all three, but they were not a loving family when she needed one the most. She wouldn’t come out if her room for days on end (only eating granola bars and walnuts) if it meant she had to see her family.

If you too would like to honor Mylee with me tomorrow, leave your blog blank for a day, reblog this, and change your icon to the suicide awareness ribbon.

Let’s make Mylee proud.

“I just want someone to care.

Not say that they’re going to be there, not bbm me words of wisdom and strength and whatnot…but someone who will actually drop everything their doing just to come to my house and be with me and ask me if I’m okay. Because they care about me enough to do that. Because I’m more important than going out and getting high or drinking. I’m so tired of going through things by myself…I’m so tired of being told I’m going to be okay when I’m really not sure that I will be this time…I can’t do this anymore.”

“Its starting up again…that feeling of complete vacancy that comes up for no reason..I overanalyse, I make up impossible scenarios in my head…I think too much. I hate being alone..and it’s a really bad trait, I get it, but I can’t help it…and when I’m not included I feel worthless..Like I’m only important when something’s needed from me but otherwise, I’m useless…I’m there, for everything. EVERTHING. I sit and listen and I reassure them everything’ll be ok but I’m not even an afterthought…I’m a background/backup friend. Always have been, always will be”.

“It hurts, I can’t deny it. I miss you, I miss you so much but there’s nothing I can do about it. You’re gone. Moved on. Just like that, one day you’re my everything and the next you’ve walked right out of my door leaving nothing but memories behind. Tell me, how can you fall out of love so fast? Baby, you said forever.”

 Okay, these are snippets from Lauren’s personal and a photo that she recently reblogged. She’s a human being who goes through similar everyday problems just like you and me. There’s times where she feels vacant, alone and exhausted even without reasoning, she’s had her heart broken by someone who seemingly didn’t love her as much as she loved him. She’s your typical teenage girl who goes through all these stages of emotions and denial, and just because she’s “famous” or “in the spot light” now doesn’t change this a single bit. She still over analyzes everything and cares entirely too much about her reputation because she’s worked her whole entire life to maintain a good one. She was never a “party girl” like people assume, of course she had friends who were, everyone has friends who are, but she was always hardworking and dedicated to being the best person she could possibly be. So before you judge someone for being snappy or defensive about their life and personal relationships that you in no means were invited into remember that fame does not make you immune to ignorance or hate and that she’s trying her hardest every day to be the best version of herself. Show some compassion for her, and for all of the girls. 

Hey Jaime! Thank you for your submission, I recognize the story but I’m not sure if I have ever reblogged it. So I’m going to post this right now, ‘cause I love it.

“People comment about how I changed the young girl’s life. To me however, it changed mine…”

I was day tripping to Vancouver from Seattle and stopped in for lunch at a little café.

From my window I saw a young teenage girl out in the cold, squatted down in a closed up businesses doorway, holding a small bundle in her arms. She was pan-handling. People were mostly walking by ignoring her.

She looked just broken.

I finished up my meal and went outside, went through my wallet and thought I’d give her $5 for some food. I got up to her and she was sobbing, she looked like she was 14-15. And that bundle in her arms was a baby wrapped up.

I felt like I just got punched in the chest.

She looked up, putting on a game face and asked for any change.

I asked her if she’d like some lunch.

Right next door was a small Quick-Trip type grocery store, I got a can of formula for the baby (very young, maybe 2-3 months old.), and took her back to the café, though I’d just eaten. She was very thankful, got a burger and just inhaled it. Got her some pie and ice cream. She opened up and we talked. She was 15, got pregnant, parents were angry and she was fighting with them. She ran away. She’s been gone almost one full year.

I asked her if she’s like to go home and she got silent. I coaxed her, she said her parents wouldn’t want her back. I coaxed further, she admitted she stole $5000 in cash from her Dad. Turns out $5000 doesn’t last long at all, and the streets are tough on a 15 year old. Very tough. She did want to go back, but she was afraid no one wanted her back after what she did.

We talked more, I wanted her to use my phone to call home but she wouldn’t. I told her I’d call and see if her folks wanted to talk to her, she hesitated and gave bad excuses but eventually agreed. She dialled the number and I took the phone, her Mom picked up and I said hello. Awkwardly introduced myself and said her daughter would like to speak to her, silence, and I heard crying. Gave the phone to the girl and she was just quiet listening to her Mom cry, and then said hello. And she cried. They talked, she gave the phone back to me, I talked to her Mom some more.

I drove her down to the bus station and bought her a bus ticket home. Gave her $100 cash for incidentals, and some formula, diapers, wipes, snacks for the road.

Got to the bus, and she just cried saying thank you over and over. I gave her a kiss on the forehead and a hug, kissed her baby, and she got on the bus.

I get a Christmas card every year from her. She’s 21 now and in college.

I’ve never really told anyone about this.

I just feel good knowing I did something good in this world.

Maybe it’ll make up for the things I’ve f-ed up.

Okay, gather round everyone! It’s story time!

7 days from today, I’ll be graduating college (!!!). So when I realized that it was time to start decorating my graduation cap, I realized I had to thank the 3 very most important people in my life who have been there for me every single day of my life: my Mom and my Dad, and Taylor.

When I first went away to school, I became seriously depressed and anxious. I cried every single day, and could not keep any food down. I couldn’t keep any food down, so I ended up being only 80 pounds after being away from home for just one month.

Taylor, I honestly will never be able to thank you fully for all you’ve done for me and my family. It’s thanks to you and your music that helped me get through this and ask for help. Your music was the only thing that kept me smiling and happy, and when I started thinking serious thoughts about killing myself, I listened to Innocent again and the lyrics: “it’s alright, just wait and see, your string of lights is still bright to me, oh, who you are is not what you’ve been, you’re still an innocent” and “time turns flames to embers, you’ll have new Septembers, every one of us has messed up too” really stood out to me. Your music gave me the strength to call my mom and admit that I needed help and that I needed to come home and figure things out.

Now, 4 years later, I can honestly say that college has been the best 4 years of my life. I’ve made lifelong friends and have created memories that will stay with me for the rest of my life. And all of this is thanks to you for believing in me without even really knowing me. I’ll never be able to fully put in to words how incredibly thankful I am for you, but I hope that seeing this cap and hearing my story will give you some insight into how much you mean to me and how you’ve changed my life for the better. I love you, I love you, I love you. You are the best thing that’s ever been mine.

Forever on your side,



(and if anyone else would like to reblog this and tag taylor so she can maybe see this, i’d love you forever and would be so, so grateful. love you all xoxo)

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Attention all Swifties:

My name is Casey, and I’m 28 years old. Just like all of you, Taylor Swift is my everything. I don’t have a big blog, and I don’t like asking people for favors… I genuinely enjoy looking at everyone’s fabulous posts, and seeing the connections formed, and keeping up with Taylor’s day to day activities.

That being said… I’m going to see Taylor on June 8th in Charlotte NC. My aunt has a little girl named McKenzie who is my shadow and thinks I may as well be Taylor Swift… Because I love Taylor, she loves Taylor. So my aunt being the wonderful person she is bought me, my husband, herself and McKenzie tickets to go to the show! I’m over the moon about this… There’s no way I would have been able to afford to go on my own and I am so thankful to have such wonderful family.

I’m happy just to be able to experience the epic event that is The 1989 World Tour… But I would be lying if I said I wasn’t praying that Taylor Nation may notice me to get into Loft 89. I don’t have a Taylor follow… I’m just not the kind of person to make multiple posts tagging her (not knocking anyone at all that does, I just can’t bring myself to do it), and I’m somewhat shy so the videos and stuff make me kind of uncomfortable. My story is so similar to all of yours… I just simply love Taylor so much. She genuinely makes me life better because she makes me so happy. She motivates me and helps me feel empowered when I need it most. Just like all of you I would love nothing more than to get the chance to tell her this in person, and receive one of her life changing hugs.

So if any of you maybe would want to reblog this, or give Taylor a shout out for me I would appreciate it more than you’ll ever know. I completely understand those who don’t want to… I respect the fact that so many of you are bombarded with messages and tags where people are asking to help get noticed, and I can only imagine how tiresome it is and how it must make you feel used. I could just use any help I can get what-so-ever. I’m going to enjoy this night so much regardless of whether or not I meet Taylor… But I would just regret it if I never tried or asked for help.

I sincerely thank anyone who so much as took the time to read this, and I hope every Swiftie on here has the opportunity to meet Taylor.

My information for the concert-
I’ll be at Time Warner Cable Arena
Charlotte NC
-Section 103, Row Q (seats 2-5)

Love to all of you,

PS- If any of you are attending the show, and wanna come dance with me I’d love to meet you! I’ll be the girl with tremendous amounts of flying hair standing with a 6'1 man who looks like he came straight out of a heavy metal band who’s anxiously awaiting a Wonderland performance. 😜

taylorswift tree-paine

Just stop the hate

Okay so, I’ve recently had to unfollow so many tom blogs. Which I hate because I’m a fan and I’ve become friends with some of those people . But I cannot tolerate that kind of negativity . It’s so hard to see people being so hateful. Stop bashing someone you don’t even know I get it, it sucks that Toms now involved in all this drama, just know that it does die down . And stop attacking Taylor. It takes two people to start a relationship. She didn’t force him to do anything. Tom chose to date taylor. They were both consenting adults .

Stop making her out as , some cold hearted ,manipulative bitch, who’s desperate for album material. WE DON’T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
Neither one of their Pr statements detailed that.
Everything is purely speculation.
Taylor could of ended things , Tom could of broken up with her , it could have been a mutual decision to break up . WE DON’T KNOW! You can’t believe everything you read.

I can’t say I’m proud of Taylors actions , and by actions I mean getting into another relationship before she had time to heal. It’s clearly backfired, Now both she and Tom are hurting.
And yes Taylor IS hurting too.
I’m tired of y'all saying that “she’s being smug, that she has the nerve to go to a fashion show to support Gigi , when she can’t put on a dress and support Tom at the Emmys” . it is a big achievement for him and I would of loved seeing her there to support him , but that’s between them. It’s possible Tom just didn’t want her there . But A fashion show is much less high pressure.

Just because Taylor may not appear to be sad doesn’t mean she’s not hurting. If she were to be photographed looking sad , everybody will call her pathetic. She can’t win .

people hate her no matter what , Nothing Luke or Tree do will change that. Luke (and Tree) could absolutely slaughter Taylor if they wanted to and that wouldn’t do anything - people hate Taylor swift already. <p>

And so what if she writes about Tom , all songwriters write about their life. It’s sexist to criticize her for writing about her feelings when male artist do it all the time. She’s not going to diss him. Sorry , rant over @katiesmindpalace19912 @iktaywt @hiddlesherethereeverywhere @hiddlestonluvr @karlaakamsloki P.s if your a Taylor friendly hiddlestoner blog please reblog so we can find you. you don’t have to be a Taylor fan or anything , just reblog if your a tom blog That doesn’t trash her

anonymous asked:

I hate you.... Just because. You change your url (for reasons that only make sense to you) but your face is everywhere, so it doesn't really matter. I completely forgot about you until your face popped up on my dash. You just bother me....

Now now, you sound like the two year olds I babysit!
“I want mommy to put me to bed”
“Because why”
“Because” (x100)

Unfortunately, if “just because” is your reasoning behind your opinions, you’re not going to get very far in life. But if that floats your boat, I won’t judge. You can act like a small child if you’d like, it is a free country.

And ~heaven forbid~ I change my URL *gasp* *crowd faints* what a huge deal! what a shocker! i cANNOT believe she did that! 

I also can’t help the fact that people want to reblog my selfies, and that my face is all over your dash. Other people’s personal standards of what they deem worthy of being on their blog is out of my control. 

Also, two reasons as to why I might “just bother you”, you either wish you were me, or you wish you were fucking me. So on that note, I will bother you with more gratuitous photos of my face

Have a great day! :)

nephilim reblog post

• reblog if you cried reading city of heavenly fire
• reblog if you cant wait for the dark artifices
• reblog if you havent read city of heavenly fire yet
• reblog if you have never read a book series better then the infernal devices
• reblog if malec makes you very happy
• reblog if you want a city of ashes movie
• reblog if you’d like cassandra to know how much you love her and how she changed your life
• reblog if you love tessa gray
• reblog if you’ve shipped heronstairs
• reblog if you wonder how cassie can come up with such beautiful plots and write these wonderful books
• reblog if you wish you were a shadowhunter
• reblog if you dont get the point of this post