I need constant reassurance.
Reassurance that you will be there for me, that you won’t leave like they all have.
I need reassurance because of the thoughts, the fucked up scenarios that I construct in my own mind.
I need you to say you won’t give up on me.
Tell me you won’t leave.
Promise you’ll be there.
It’s not because I don’t believe in you; it’s because I don’t believe in me.