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Dan's Hobbit Hair | 17.01.17
  • Dan: When I have short hair, I can kind of just shower and leave it, which is like now. And sometimes, I feel like I prefer it to being straight, cause it's kind of hard to control when it's straight as my hair doesn't want to be straight - insert jokes. So here I am, wavy Dan is rising.
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  • Someone in chat: We love your hobbit hair.
  • Dan: Thank you.
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     “My favorite band is The Doors, and I like this line in their song, Riders on the Storm: ‘Into this world we’re thrown / like a dog without a bone.’ I feel that people are exactly like a dog looking both ways for a bone that was never thrown because a person faked throwing it. We keep looking for a reason to be here and to live, but that reason isn’t anywhere, except within us. We have to be okay with what’s inside us in order to love and experience what’s out there. I’ve known this since I was 14, and that’s why I keep going.”


9 Reasons Why the New “Beauty and the Beast” is Better Than the 1991 Original

I know, such a crazy notion, but as a die-hard fan of the original 1991 animated classic, as a young woman who adored Belle and looked up to her as a young girl, and as someone who loves Disney, I truly believe that while the cartoon classic is phenomenal, the new live-action reimagining is astoundingly better. Here are my reasons why:

1. Back-story 

In the original I always had SO MANY QUESTIONS. Mainly–how in the hell did a village less than a few miles away not know that a giant castle that once was home to a wealthy and powerful Prince was RIGHT THERE? Who was the Prince ruling over if the villagers had no clue this place and this beast existed? Why were the servants cursed if they weren’t the ones who turned the old woman away? Why was the Prince so cold-hearted, arrogant, and shallow? The prologue amongst other scenes in the 2017 film address all these questions.

We learn that the enchantress placed a spell on the villagers to make them forget about the Prince and everyone in the castle. This explains how no one knew it was there, and also the sense of lawlessness in the village, because if their ruler–the Prince–vanished, and no one remembered him then whose in charge? Gaston? No wonder it’s a mess there.

We also learn why Beast is so cold-hearted, we learn his mother died when he was young and his father was emotionally abusive, and raised him to be a spoiled, arrogant, shallow shell of a man. We also learn that the servants witnessed the emotional abuse of this child and did nothing to stop it–deeming them worthy of punishment for being so cowardly and selfish as to not help the Prince when he was young.

Now someone asked me why the hell Chip and the dog were cursed too, they didn’t do anything. My theory is the curse was really only taking effect inside the ballroom, all the servants were in there for the ball, and in the opening sequence we see Chip running in to see what’s the matter and Mrs. Potts running after him–terrified. I believe she sensed the danger in the ballroom, and was trying to save Chip from meeting the same fate as the rest of them, and ultimately–she failed. The Maestro and Madame de Garderobe’s dog was in the ballroom as well, so I guess he was just unlucky also.

We also learn that Cogsworth and Mrs. Potts had spouses who must’ve been away from the castle when the spell was cast, causing them tragically (at least in Mrs. Potts case) to be forgotten by their loves.

2. Belle the Feminist Activist

It was never made clear in the cartoon film that it wasn’t just ‘odd’ that Belle liked reading it was ‘odd’ that a low-born woman in 18th century France even COULD read. It wouldn’t occur to children (it certainly didn’t to me) that her reading in public is practically illegal and worthy of public shame. In the cartoon it was just all ‘lol books are lame,’ In the live action not only does Belle not have a town bookshop to go to (because seriously, why would a town of mostly illiterate people who hate reading have a bookshop) she is merely friends with the Priest who owns less than a dozen books. THAT IS ALL SHE HAS. And then she teaches another young girl how to read and is publicly shamed for it, and still doesn’t back down, because she believes that women deserve the same rights as men. 

In the beginning sequence of the town, we literally see boys marching into school while the girls are stuck doing the wash. Belle also refuses to waste valuable reading time on the laundry–so girl INVENTS A WASHING MACHINE! 

When Belle gets to the castle, she tricks the Beast into taking her instead. She tries savvy ways to escape. She never flings herself onto the bed and cries like in the cartoon. She fights every damn second.

In the end she doesn’t even change out of her ballgown to go save her father, she just hops on her horse and goes. 

Belle was ALWAYS strong, but this 2017 Belle is formidable and a force to be reckoned with.

3. Tragic love

In the 1991 film, the wardrobe was a goofy character there for laughs, as was Plumette. Also, Lumiere and Plumette’s relationship in the cartoon was creepy and borderline sexual harassment. It was pure lust. In this version, they are madly in love and Lumiere clearly cares about her so much. 

We also see Madama de Garderobe and Maestro Cadenza (a brilliant new character) who are also madly in love, but unlike Lumiere and Plumette can’t even be with one another during the curse due to the stationary limitations as the objects they’ve been cursed to be. By the time Madame finally makes her way downstairs to be with Maestro it is too late, the curse is taking away their life. The moment when Lumiere realizes he has lost Plumette, and where Maestro realizes he has lost Madame, add a heart-breaking very raw and real layer to the story. It’s not just about Belle and Beast, these servants aren’t just funny objects that talk, they were people too. They had a life and loves and that was stolen from them just as it was the Beast.

4. Papa and Belle’s Motherless Backstory

In the cartoon, Belle’s father is simply a goofy character. He’s a blithering idiot who makes pointless inventions. In this version, he is an artist who had to leave his plagued wife behind in Paris in order to save their only daughter. We see him live with the pain of this everyday. We see him and Belle have a beautiful, genuine relationship. We see him fight whole-heartedly for Belle. We see him give her courage and strength to never back down from who she is.

And we learn something that the cartoon NEVER gave us–we learn of Belle’s mother. Lost to the plague when Belle was a babe, with nothing but a rose-shaped rattle to remember her by, that her Father captured in a painting. Explaining why Belle always asks for one. We learn that Belle–like her father and mother–is willing to sacrifice everything for the ones that she loves.

5. Classic Fairytale Homage 

While the cartoon held almost no remnants of the original fairytale written over 500 years ago, or the original French film made in the 40s, the 2017 version pays homage to both. 

Belle asking for simply a rose from her father’s travels, as well as Beast and his servants preparing Maurice a fire and dinner when he arrives at the castle, but Beast only growing angry when Maurice steals the rose–is taken directly from the pages of the fairytale. 

We also see another fun easter egg reference to the french film: when Maurice walks up to the door–he sees the front lantern is being held by what looks like a human arm made of stone, which in the French film, was an incredibly iconic scene when Belle walks through the dungeon to find her father.

6. A Real Antagonist

Cartoon Gaston is again, a 2D character there to provide some conflict at the end. The 2017 version shows him as the epitome of prejudice, hatred and sexism. He expresses many times throughout the film the the sees Belle as prey for him to hunt. He leaves Maurice for dead in the wood. The lyrics of the mob song were even changed to include his verse “but I know they all will follow, for in times like this they do just as I say.” Gaston is the scariest Disney villain because people like him exist in real-life. Gaston and his angry mob of blind-followers provide a tangible conflict outside of the curse that the cartoon simply did not provide.

7. A Shared Love of Reading

It never made a damn bit of sense in the 1991 cartoon and the Broadway musical adaptation–that Beast was illiterate. If ANYONE during the time could read it sure as hell would’ve been the wealthy Prince. All aristocracy could read and most men knew how to read a little. So yeah, a Prince could read.

So the fact that he and Belle share a love of reading adds and element to their friendship bred romance that didn’t exist prior to this reimagining.

8. New Music

What would Beauty and the Beast be without those iconic numbers like: ‘Belle,’ ‘Gaston,’ ‘Be Our Guest,’ and of course, the title song–made famous by Angela Lansbury– ‘Beauty and the Beast.’ When Broadway adapted the cartoon film years ago, they added some songs of their own, such as the Broadway-Buff-Beloved number– ‘Home.’ So naturally it would’ve been easy for the writers and directors of this film to just buy the rights to those songs and call it a day. Instead we got 5 gorgeous new numbers, and 1 new reprise. We got the opening ‘Aria,’ sung at the Prince’s beginning ball by Madame de Garderobe, we get ‘How Does a Moment Last Forever,’ sung by Maurice, singing about remembering his late wife. Then we later get the Montmartre of this song sung by Belle as she recalls the lost ‘Paris of her childhood,’ in an all new scene where her and Beast use a magic book to travel to the attic where she lost her mother. We get ‘Days in the Sun,’ where we hear from the servants and the pain they feel as well living under the curse. We get, ‘Evermore,’ the torrid, angst-filled lamenting ballad Beast sings when he let’s Belle go. And lastly, we get a never before heard reprise of ‘Beauty and the Beast,’ sung by Mrs. Potts ( Emma Thompson) at Belle and Beast’s wedding. These news songs add more passion to the film. (Evermore is my personal favorite)

9. Gay Lefou

It’s about damn time. Cartoon Lefou is definitely alluded to being in-love with Gaston, but Josh Gads blatantly homosexual portrayal was brilliant, and as a member of the queer community–made me so happy.

Yes, in ‘Frozen’ we got the one throw-away joke about Oaken being gay, but it was 0.5 seconds long and barely delved into. In this 2017 film, Lefou makes many sexual innuendos towards Gaston, publicly cuddles Gaston, and in the end dances happily with another queer fellow at Belle and Beast’s wedding, and this is an amazing step forward for the Disney franchise to start having openly queer characters in their films.

SO THERE YOU HAVE IT! My 9 reasons why the 2017 Beauty and the Beast is better than the 1991 original. I still love the original and it will always have a fond place in my heart–but when movie nights of the future come round, I will opt to put on the 2017 version instead, and experience a Tale as Old as Time, retold for a new generation.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows {Sentence Starters}

  • “And you? Are you coming or are you staying?”
  • “You won’t find it where you’re going, you’re wasting your time.”
  • “Let’s get off the streets and get somewhere safe.”
  • “Do not pity the dead. Pity the living and above all, those who live without love.”
  • “Why do I live?  Because I have something worth living for.”
  • “I thought you knew what you had signed up for!”
  • “When have any of our plans ever actually worked? We plan, we get there, all hell breaks loose!”
  • “No one else is going to die. Not for me.”
  • “I assume you’re here for a reason. What do you need?”
  • “You have something of mine. I’d like it back.”
  • “Don’t expect me to get excited over another damn thing we need to find.”
  • “We were better without you, happier without you.”
  • “If you have to ask, you’ll never know. If you know, you need only ask.”
  • “Not my daughter, you bitch!”
  • “Is this real? Or has this been happening inside my head?”
  • “I don’t think you’re a waste of space.”
  • “Actually I’m highly logical, which allows me to look past extraneous detail and perceive clearly that which others overlook.”
  • “You stupid _____! You could have killed me!”
  • “You have nothing to fear, if you have nothing to hide.”
  • “Join me in the forest tonight and confront your fate.”
  • “They never learn. Such a pity.”
  • “I suppose I’ll have to kill him before he finds me.”
  • “You think I don’t know what they’re capable of?”
  • “Maybe that’s the best reason to have it. Because of everything that’s going on.”
  • “I don’t understand. Isn’t he coming with us?”
  • “They’ll torture you. If they think for a moment you know where I’m going, they’ll stop at nothing.”
  • “Absolutely not, no. Besides, I’m just a waste of space. Isn’t that right?”
  • “How long do you think she’ll stay mad at me?”
and choke on the memories

“I’m okay.” Niall smiles, and it’s forced, and Harry wishes his cold-tipped fingers could do something to bring the color back to Niall’s sunken cheeks but they can’t and he’s left reaching toward emptiness and wondering if dying a hero is worth leaving the man he loves to live a life alone. “Sometimes it feels like he’s still here.”

Harry sighs. That’s ‘cause I am.

(Or, wherein Harry dies in one of the most heroic ways possible but Niall’s still very much alive and he’s forced to watch Niall live the rest of his life with no possibility of contact till he’s able to find the reason why he can’t move on to the afterlife.)

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It’s okay if they feel you are a burden.
You never asked to be this.
You carry the heaviest load on your back
you need not have sympathy
for those who complain about
having to drag you
behind them.

You deserve life.
You deserve space.
Your feelings just want to be heard
by you, if no one else.

Do not feel terrified of what
would happen if they left you
abandoned on the road.
Because they already have.
Loneliness while not alone
is far more crushing than
true aloneness. When they leave
it will become easier to breathe.

But how will I-? You will.
But how shall I-? You shall.
Why? Because you love you.
You want to live. Otherwise
why would you cling so hard for reasons?

Here at rock bottom
is a fierce, clawing, tenacious,
furious animal
created for endurance, resilience and
cold hard survival.
It is yours.
Your will to live.
It concerns itself not with silliness
such as deserving and reasons.
It only knows two things -
spite and survival..
It is hope pared down to its bare bones.
It is glorious.
It is yours.

Here, when all fears have come to fruition
There will be nothing left to fear.
Here, when your feet strike the bedrock
you will stop falling
and finally be set free.

Sri Lanka. Yoga retreat in Ulpotha

Hello my loves! Happy New Year! Hope 2017 started with positive vibes and you surrounded by magic :) I want to share my thoughts from a  recent trip to Sri Lanka. I have never been to that part of the world, but I’ve always  been captivated by Eastern Traditions and religions, Ayurveda medicine and simple natural way of living. Someone told me that in my past life I was a monk living in Indian ashram somewhere in 6 century. Don’t ask me why so specific haha but I do believe in reincarnation, past lives and karma. I believe that all life matters and we didn't ‘just’ appear out of nowhere to live on Earth. We all have a purpose, a reason to be here. Each one of us are SO unique, we are all here to bring more love and unity. We all have soul that do not die with our physical body but continues its journey through the Universe and eventually comes back to the Earth. 

 The place I was staying called Ulpotha - its a small village in the middle of the jungle. I lived without electricity, hot water, cell phone reception, TV, coffee, wine etc.. well,  you get the picture :) Its only me,  my body and my mind  that didn’t get stimulated by social media, news, youtube. I did yoga twice a day, meditated every morning infront  of my favorite Ganesh (pic below) sometimes accompany by monkeys. I walked barefoot , eat organic fresh vegetarian food that grown in the garden. There is no fridge so the produce  is as fresh as picked the same morning. I signed up for every day ayurveda treatments that were performed by local villagers. The ayurveda doctor is from a near by clinic. He sees his patients for free you only need to give him leaves from a sacred bodhi tree in exchange for his service. 

It was a very basic way of living: eating fresh food, drinking coconut water, pure water that comes directly from the spring, connecting with people that at the beginning of my arrival were complete strangers but by the time I had to go back home I was crying saying Good Byes. We shared so many moments that were deeply spiritual, we cried together when meditation was very intense, we danced with blindfolds - and when you really dance like no one is watching is a very powerful experience. 

We hiked to the rock and as we watched the sun go down and a full moon rise at the same time it was like nothing you can imagine. I felt the heart of the Earth, the power of Mother Nature, I felt SO grateful to be alive and having this experience.  

This trip was very important and came at the right time in my life. I needed to get away and focus on myself. I put myself outside of my comfort zone. It wasn’t easy to do that. But as we know if you live comfortable you don’t grow. I’m all about challenges, growing, self developing, learning and discovering. 

OM Shanti 


Hello everyone! Thank you for the 1K followers and also thank you for liking my writing it means a lot to me :)

As promised, I finally decided to open my request again and now I got prompt list I got from @lex-luth-or for y’all to choose.

And here’s the list:

1. “This isn’t gonna end well!”

2. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”

3. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!

4. “You’ve only heard his side of the story. You never asked for mine.”

5. “Well, this is where I live.”

6. “Oh my God! You’re in love with him/her!”

7. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”

8. “For some reason I’m attracted to you.”

9. “I am not losing you again.”

10. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”

11. “I think I picked up your coffee by mistake.”

12. “All I wanted was your honesty.”

13. “Why do you keep pushing me away?”

14. “I can’t explain right now, but I need you to trust me.”

15. “I’ve never felt this way before….and it scares the shit out of me.”

16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”

17. “Are you really taking his side against me?”

18. “Wait a second are you jealous?”

19. “I wish I could hate you.”

20. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her/him.”

21. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.”

22. “Come over here and make me.”

23. “This is by far the stupidest plan you’ve ever had. Of course I’m in.”

24. “You’re the only one I trust to do this.”

25. “I thought you were dead.”

26. “This isn’t just about you. It’s about what’s best for all of us.”

27. “I love you, you asshole.”

28. “You did this for me?”

29. “You can’t protect me.”

30. “You know I wouldn’t do this if I had any other choice.”

31. “Promise me you’ll look after your mom.”

32. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”

33. “Stop talking about the past, I could be dead in a matter of hours… make me up a future.”

34. “The way you flirt is shameful.”

35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.”

36. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”

37. “I want to go back to before….”

38. “I just wanted an easy day with my girlfriend/boyfriend. What’s so wrong with that?”

39. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”

40. “Why are you up so early?”

41. “Please, take me instead!”

42. “You braided his hair?”

43. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”

44. “Have you lost your damn mind?!”

45. “Please don’t argue. You have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.”

46. “I’m your daughter.”

47. “I’m not surprised that you murdered him.”

48. “Is there a special reason, as to why you’re wearing my shirt?”

49. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”

50. “Don’t use me as an example. I wasn’t a good kid.”

51. “Is that what you’re doing? Trying to make me to hate you?”

52. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life.”

53. “I’m not happy here.”

54. “If he’s going to treat you like shit I’m going to kick his ass.”

55. “I just want to cuddle and watch Friends.”

56. “You’re hiding something from me.”

57. “If I die, I’m going to haunt your ass.”

58. “I want my best friend back.”

59. “You better have a good reason for waking me up at the ass-crack of dawn.”

60. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”

61. “A wedding?”

62. “I just want to be alone right now.”

63. “Don’t you dare to ever do that again!”

64. “Where would someone hide in a town like this?”

65. “If I ever see you anywhere near her, you’ll have to deal with me!”

66. “I thought you were a dream come true.”

67. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

68. “I came here to explain what happened, and I’m not leaving until you listen.”

69. “I made a mistake.”

70. “H-How long have you been standing there?”

71. “You can’t break my heart like this!”

72. “I wasn’t going to wait around for you forever.”

73. “The skirt is supposed to be this short.”

74. “I’ve moved on.”

75. “This is why you don’t ever have any shirts to wear.”

76. “Run, and don’t ever look back.”

77. “The three seconds rule doesn’t apply to sticky foods.”

78. “I think I’m in love with you, and I’m terrified.”

79. “Please, don’t give up on me.”

80. “When are you going to realize that I don’t care?”

81. “I may be an idiot but I’m your idiot.”

82. “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Specially then!”

83. “Fuck…I feel I’ve been hit by a car.”

84. “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”

85. “I know that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it”

86. “I’m tired of being your secret.”

87. “They always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly it seems quite dangerous.”

88. “Do you ever think if people heard our conversations they’d lock us up?”

89. “Let me tell you exactly where in hell you can go.”

90.“Who gave you that black eye?!”

91. “After everything you did, you’re asking ME to apologize for snapping at you ONCE?”

92. “I miss her so damn much, and it’s killing me that she’s gone!”

93. “What the hell are you doing here?! I told you I never wanted to see you again!”

94. “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.”

95. “Are you drunk?”

96. “I’m sorry, what were you saying? I keep getting lost in your eyes.”
97. “You got her pregnant?! What were you thinking?”

98. “It’s okay baby, I’m here for you.”

99. “You say the nastiest things when you’re angry, so yes, I’m walking away from you now.

100. “I’m starting an idiot jar. Any time you do or say anything idiotic, you have to put at least a dollar in it—more depending on how stupid the thing that you said or did was.”

101. “My parents asked about you.”

102.“Oh, gosh, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall I do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”

103. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”

104. “Do you need me to get anything from the store?”

105. “They say I’m in here because I’m crazy, I think I’m crazy because I’m in here.”

106. “There’s no getting out of this. You ruined me”

107. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”

108. “I was going to kiss him, but then my friend texted me about going to Taco Bell, and, well, there’s this cashier that works there who is way cuter, so I bailed on the rest of the date.”

109. “Don’t say you love me.”

110. “It’s a hobby of mine to prove you wrong.”

111. Meeting him/her for the first time

112. Him/her asking you out

113. Your first date

114. Your first kiss

115. Cuddling with him/her

116. Neck kisses

117. “I swear I didn’t mean to touch your butt.”

118. “Why are you wearing my shirt? Please, don’t take it off. It looks good on you.”

119. Going on a vacation together

120. Going to an amusement park together

121. Dancing together

122.Him/her rescuing you (if the person you want can do that ex. superhero)

123. Your first time

124. And what did we learn from that?” “Not to mess with you.”

125.Comforting him/her after a nightmare

126. The wedding day


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- X-MEN.

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10 Reasons Why LORD JOHN GREY Is Amazing

You can tell at the first sentences Lord John Grey says in Dragonfly in Amber that he is gonna be good. Stubborn, stupidly brave, proud and smartmouthed, but also selfless, compassionate and honest. He then completely lives up to expectations! When he returns in Voyager, he is no longer a 16 years old and 10 years has passed, but he he still a complicated and compelling character. So here is why I find Lord John Grey amazing and why I want to help build his fandom:

1. He is funny, in a witty and sarcastic way. 

2. He loves books and he is a total nerd in denial. (the “get excited about pirates and unexplained mystery”  kind of nerd)

3. Yet, as user @electricalice once said, he is a total Scully, “ disbelievingly sassing his way through nonsensical mysteries in the europe of 18th century.”

4. He is adventurous and curious. (don’t expect him to wear good breeches without them getting ripped and covered in mud by the end of the day)

5. Tragic things happens to him  (deaths of loved one, rape, mortal wounds, I think he had depression twice) and he doesn’t let that define him and he is so brave and honest about it. 

6. He praises himself for his logical mind (he is highly logical and smart), yet he is also very Romantic, emotional and sensual  (”get over youself Grey, before you start to wax poetic” ) 

7. You want him as a friend; he is incredibly loyal and will do everything for his friends (well, he will do everything to help everyone, tbh, like even ennemies, exes, strangers, pretty boy on the street, he can’t help it, he is this nice,)

8. He has a very strong moral compass. And a sense of honour that makes him do stupid things.

9. Also, he is respectful of people. In a non-macho “I won’t patronize kids nor women, or men in women clothes, or prostitutes” kind of way. He is also very very Gay

10. He is beautiful. Like Hugo’s description of Enjolras meets Wilde’s description of Dorian beautiful or something…(so the classic young looking, thick golden locks, blue eyes, long eyelashes, full mouth, good teeth, lean, good bone structure, pretty)


“You’ll never live up to your father. You’re the reason he’s dead.”

“You’ll never be loved. Not now, not ever.”

“I’m disappointed in you. You don’t even have a real family.”

“You’re the reason why everyone leaves you. It’s all your fault.”

“Do you think you’re actually going to live your dream?”

“Revance is so much better with you gone. I’m glad you left.”

“You’re just a worthless replacement. No one here cares about you.”

You’ve made me hate myself but I still seem to love you.
You’ve made me feel worthless but I still seem to love you.
You make me feel like its always me doing the wrong but I still fucking love you.
You make me feel like life isnt worth living but I still for some reason love you.
I dont know why im still here, I dont know why I keep letting you hurt me, and keep coming back to you. All I know is I love you. And I hate my self for doing so.
—  LQ3
When people used to ask me why I love you, I never knew what to say. Now I know that true love needs no reason.
—  ughzuri

Why do people reblog your beautiful gif set just to list the reasons they hate the couple?…that makes absolutely no sense. You have a cursor, scroll right on bye. Your negative commentary isn’t needed.

I can’t think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose. There are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it’s more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit, but here’s the thing: I love the playing field.
—  Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy season 1 episode 1
50 Reasons why I love Haibara Ai

Admittedly, I am not super Ai fan, but I do love her. Thus not 100 as with Ran ^^’

  1. As anyone else in DC, she is a human being with her weaknesses.
  2. She is strong in her own way. After all…
  3. She chose to die. She literally chose to die and it was a brave deed.
  4. She learned to trust after being alone her whole life.
  5. She had a chance to live her live again and now she’s trying to enjoy it at fullest.
  6. She is like a smol mom to DB but she values their friendship.
  7. And she actually chose to appear as Shiho when children were in danger.
  8. Don’t mention how daughter-like she is to Agasa. 
  9. She is very smart.
  10. In fact, she is teen genius.
  11. She had a great character development. At first she was closed, gloomy and angsty (well, given the circumstances..)
  12. But now she’s smiling and making selfies!
  13. She became more human-like.
  14. She is not physically strong but she did run to find evidences that will prove that Higo is innocent…
  15. In fact, so did Ran and I kind of forgot to include it. Oops |D
  16. She has very twisted sense of humor and I like it %)
  17. Remember when Ran worried about her so called love rival? Well Ai worried about her real love rival although she admittedly chose to give up.
  18. She called her nee-chan ;^;
  19. She knows Shinichi’s secret and keeps it.
  20. She chose to pretend Conan to save it.
  21. And she enjoyed messing him around %)
  22. Why I didn’t like at at first? The fact that she had good mood after the most heart-breaking scenes in manga (reread the ending/start of pager case) 
  23. But why I like her now? She found the courage to give up on that love that I guess WAS there (Movies are non-canon)
  24. And now she SHIPS ShinRan hard.
  25. Including mocking him about his secret. 
  26. And smiling tenderly as those two idiots are holding their hands together in a car.
  27. Can I remember her smile as she eat what Ran cooked? She’s like Akemi to her omg.
  28. The bravery when she first decided to become friends with Ran after Ran’s iconic words.
  29. She is brave - she met GIN face to face and he SHOT at her.
  30. She was brave enough to work with Gin as she was at BO.
  31. She was guilty she left alive. But she accepted it.
  32. In-RL she is used to make comments about recent chapters and they are so Haibara-like it hurts.
  33. She was really fierce when the guy stabbed his pregnant wife. ‘I won’t forgive even one mm
  34. In Anime - her voice. It’s LINA INVERSE!
  35. She is our soul animal - she likes to sleep and she sits till the late night.
  36. Oh and also she’s like smol fashion human bowl of sarcasm.
  37. As I mention fashion…
  38. She was a teen genius. Heartless sarcastic agent. And she still thinks that brand purse was a reason why the woman was suspicious (emotions were priceless)
  39. OK but really her fashion style is great.
  40. She’s a fangirl and she admits it :D
  41. And also loves animals. That’s so cute ;v; Remember: she was brought up by the BO!
  42. Her friendship with Ayumi. 
  43. Non-canon 12 OVA was the best in enlightening it :D
  44. Her friendship with Detective Boys!
  45. Non-canon Movie 5 had heartbreaking scene with her making phone calls to dead Akemi ;^;
  46. Also in the same movie she complimented everyone in the end and was really kind it it ^_^ 
  47. Non-canon Lupin movie revealed she had a Harley bike and I’m willing to accept it :D
  48. Oh and also her cat-like behavior in static electricity case was hilarious
  49. Her whole story - even after so many heartbreaking and dark events after she had another chance to live her life again she revealed so many small, funny and cute moments nobody would’ve ever thought she can do after her first appearance (animal loving, cute smiles to Ran’s cooking, letting Ayumi call her Ai-chan…).
  50. That’s it! I wrote 50 reasons why I love Haibara Ai. I am a hardcore ShinRan shipper, I love Ai and fuk stereotypes, although they are so 2011-like :D

anonymous asked:

i asked the other two so i feel the need to ask you too : what is the caps lock squad? at this point i just want to see you talk about each other you are making my dash bright

Awww, that’s cute! At least we make your dash bright from all our ramblings about each other lol. Anyway, the caps lock squad is composed of @kaizzzi @mochibaeks, @topfied and I. I am the reason why we have a group chat because we thought that our followers will be annoyed by our endless banter here using caps lock lol. As what Jelly said, we talk using caps lock in the group chat hence the name. Fun fact: We live in the same country but we haven’t seen each other yet (except @topfied which I met during Exordium in Manila). Even though we haven’t seen each other yet, we love each other so much!! These girls are so full of affection I feel so loved. ♥

@mochibaeks the softest Baek stan here. I know there are no soft Baek stans lol but Jelly is the exception. Just read her tags and you will definitely feel her love for Baek. Always MIA because of school but we support her of course!! The farthest out of all of us but we will definitely meet her next year when exo comes back. Right, Jelly?

@kaizzzi the maknae senpai. Jongin bowed to her last February 26, 2017 during Exordium in Manila. Definitely a moment to remember. We’re so happy for her. With only 16 pesos, she got a bow from Jongin lmao that’s why she is our senpai lol

@topfied had the chance to actually meet her!! A sweetheart in real life. She’s kinda shy in person but in the chat she’s all out lol sad that I didn’t get to know her longer but we will definitely catch up soon. :) The future doctor of the group!! Cutest Sehun stan!! No questions asked.

This is so long already but basically, they’re one of the reasons why I smile everyday because we can talk about anything. I can’t wait to meet them soon! We have a list of goals to achieve and I can’t wait to achieve it with them together one at a time. ♥

P.S. Isn’t it cute how we don’t have the same bias?? :”) lol


I’m happy… I’m so happy. I always… I always wondered… I was born to die, so what was my reason for existing in the world? Without creating anything, or giving anything to anyone. Wasting so much machinery and medicine, causing the people around me trouble… Suffering, worrying… And if I were just going to disappear in the end, it would be better to die right now. I thought that so many times. “Why am I alive?” I wondered for so long… But… But… I finally like I’ve found the answer. Even if there’s no reason, It’s okay for me to be alive. Because of my last moments are of such fulfillment. I can end my journey surrounded by so many people, in the arms of the person I love. I… I did my best to live. I lived here.