rears its ugly green head

anonymous asked:

Please do a jealous Jughead fic that ends in smut

okay so I am slowly but surely getting through your asks! Thanks to everyone who has sent me ideas! I promise I will get to them all, please be patient with me though haha

anyway thought I would knock a few birds out with one stone with this one! Thanks to all the wonderful anons who sent these requests! Full disclosure most of my asks is smutty requests haha so get ready! 

Anyway hope you enjoy it ;) sorry it’s a bit long! 

warnings: smut, smut, smut, sin and smut. [with a bit of plot for good measure]

ENVY: The colour of sin

Jealously was not an emotion Jughead was overly fond of. In fact he thinks it’s his least favourite of all the emotions on the broad spectrum of human feeling.

The cause of such jealously; Archie Andrews not so subtly attempting to gain the attentions of Betty Cooper.

It was a paradox- Jughead being jealous of Archie’s jealously and he knew it made zero sense. Yet he couldn’t help the green eyed monster rearing its ugly head when he saw the pair exit the doors of Riverdale High on Friday afternoon.

Well actually if he was being honest, the green eyed monster had been rearing its ugly head for a week now. He had noticed Archie’s preoccupation with his girlfriend grow over the weeks and while he had at first dismissed it as missing his best friend and seeking comfort in her after everything with his dad, Jughead now knew it was actually due to seeking her affections. He hadn’t worked out yet whether Archie himself was actually aware of his change in behaviour toward Betty, but it was irking Jughead none the less. And so he had taken it upon himself to brave the civil war-esque dangers of being at Riverdale high and pick his girlfriend up from school that afternoon; rather than endure another tortured afternoon imaging the moves Archie was putting on her while they walked home.

Betty was sporting her usual pony tail and radiant smile, looking gorgeous as ever, so yeah he got why Archie felt inclined to be attracted toward her. What he couldn’t comprehend was his “best friend’s” need to tug on her pony tail and let his hand linger in the golden locks longer than necessary, before slinging his arm across her shoulders.

Jughead’s eyes narrowed despite Betty casually lifting Archie’s arm off of her with a laugh.

Unable to watch the scenes of ‘All American Boy Next Door tries to win heart of Girl Next Door after realising mistake of letting her go’ any longer Jughead pushed himself off the side of the truck.

“Hey you,” he called casually across the car park in the direction of the pair.

Betty’s eyes instantly strayed from Archie, her green orbs landing on him and immediately alighting. The surprised smile that graced her features temporarily dousing the flames of the burning aggravation inside him.

“Juggie!” she exclaimed through a laugh, practically skipping toward him.

Jughead’s blue gaze softened, the iciness directed at his friend instantly morphing into amused adoration as his girlfriend bounded into his arms. Betty’s own arms wrapped around his shoulders while his found perch on her slender waist.

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anonymous asked:

I know requests are closed but could you possible do a little blurb where y/n is Harry's current gf and she gets a little jealous that Carolina is about someone else and Harry's wondering why she doesn't like the song cause every time he asked her about it she shuts down and they fight and h gets mad cause y/n is "hindering his creativity" and they fight but then make up? Thanks love id really appreciate it

I hated that I’d become this person.  Jealousy was not in my repertoire.  I knew the deal when I’d started dating Harry Styles.  He was committed to his art.  He wrote about experiences he’d had which could range from things he’d done to people he’d hung out with.  I was lucky enough to become one of those experiences though he’d never written a song about it.

And maybe that’s where I was stuck.

We’d been dating for a year.  I resisted him at first, I didn’t want the spotlight that came with dating someone like him.  I’m not a girl who walks around in Gucci everywhere I go.  In fact, most weekends I look homeless while I run around LA in workout clothes and not a stitch of makeup.  But he’d persisted.  And he’d finally won me over.  A combination of his kindness and undeniable charm and I fell fast.  He told me daily that I was the one who inspired him.  I was his home.

But yet, he’d never written a song about me.

When he’d come home from Jamaica with new songs burning a hole in his pocket, I was almost as excited as he was to hear them.  We’d been apart for two months with limited communication at his request.  I understood, I didn’t get upset.  But I also wouldn’t say it had been easy.  Missing Harry, whether he was a thousand miles away or two miles away, was just part of my day now.  It went with the territory.

And I was blown away.  I was.  The songs were other worldly.  They were a perfect mix of every artist we listened to together.  They were Harry.  He gave me a little rundown of each song.  What had inspired him, what parts he’d written versus the parts other people had written, how the arrangement came about.  He knew I liked hearing about how the songs were built so he indulged me.  Just one more reason why I loved him so much.

He saved Carolina for last.  He said it was the song that got them out of their funk in the studio when they felt like everything they were coming up with was crap.  I liked it.  A lot.  It was fun and infectious and the kind of song I’d enjoy blasting while driving down the highway.

However, when he launched into the explanation for the song, my love for it dwindled until it was gone.

And that’s where I was stuck.

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Airport Reunions-Shawn Mendes x Reader

Title: Airport Reunions 

Word count: 525

Pairing: Shawn Mendes X Reader 

Warnings: Uhm, kissing? Airports? Someone throwing their bag on the floor?

A/N: I will come back and edit this, but I wanted to post it before I got second thoughts. And I’m doing this on my phone, so I have a few more restrictions, but imma fix it when I come back home to my laptop! 

Okay, I’ve fixed it a little. Thank you to the people who have already liked/reblogged this, you have no idea how much I appreciate it! 

Enjoy!

 ::: 

Noise went in one ear and out the other as you scrolled down on Twitter. The scene of families reuniting and couples running into each others arms made you miss him more, so you kept your eyes trained on the screen. 

‘Soon’ you said to yourself in your head. 

You had promised your best friend Shawn, to meet him when he came back from tour. It had been long months without him. Your personal sun in the dark box called life. 

The thing was, you had come a bit too early, so now you had been standing where you were supposed to meet for an hour. His flight wouldn’t land for another ten minutes. 

“Sarah!” 

“Evan!”

You looked up to see a boy coming out from where he had landed. He ran to a girl with blonde hair and wrapped his arms around her, spinning her around in the air. Her giggles seemed to fill the whole room. And then they kissed, and you looked away. 

Shawn wasn’t your boyfriend, but you loved him anyway. Right before he left, you’d had fight. It was stupid, about Shawn’s new friend Olivia. It was honestly the most stupid thing you’d ever argued about before, because you knew it wasn’t anything to argue about. It was the big, green monster inside you rearing its ugly head. You had made up the day after. Not a shocker there, you had never been mad at each other for longer than a day. 

You looked up again as a new wave of people came out from the entrance. And there he stood in all his glory. He stopped as you made eye contact, making a few angry people bump into him, but he didn’t stop staring at you. Then he started taking long strides towards you. He threw the little backpack he had hanging on one shoulder down on the ground. His manager picked it up, but you didn’t care. All you could think about was your best friend almost running to you with a determined look on his face. You’d thought he would hug you.

 Maybe lift you up from the ground and spin you around, like the boy, Evan had done to his girlfriend Sarah. So when he grabbed your face and crashed his lips onto yours, you were shocked. So shocked in fact, that you froze in the position you were in. But he kept moving his warm, soft lips towards yours, and eventually you melted. 

His arms, which he had wrapped around your waist, tightened its grip. Your fingers went into his silky-soft locks, and you felt yourself go dizzy, either from all the endorphins spinning around in your head or from the lack of oxygen. 

“Hi.” He whispered with swollen lips when you finally pulled away. 

He leant his forehead against yours as you whispered hi back. 

“We’ve never said hi to each other like that before.” You said, a smile tugging on your lips. 

“Do you want to start say hi like that?” 

You bit your lip before pecking his lips. 

“I would love that.”

HOW TO MANAGE JEALOUSY IN RELATIONSHIPS

Jealousy is one of those emotions that’s hard to pin down. It’s part anger, part fear, and it can be entirely bad for relationships if it gets out of hand. Don’t get me wrong - it’s natural to feel a pang of jealousy if your partner is talking to an attractive guy or girl. But there are limits.

When jealousy becomes a problem is when we let it control us. If you feel overwhelming sadness, hurt, anger and anxiety whenever your partner pays attention to someone else, it’s a problem. If you find yourself fighting with your partner over jealousy, it’s a problem. And if you’re at the point where you’re invading your partner’s privacy or forbidding them from seeing friends, then it is definitely a problem. 

Learning to control jealousy is a skill that needs to be practiced over time, and I know it can be especially difficult if you’ve been betrayed before, but it’s a skill that’s worth mastering. Here’s a quick 5-step guide to get you started:

1. Separate jealous feelings from actions. It is okay to FEEL jealous, deep inside you. It is not okay to ACT jealous. When you act on your jealousies - by snooping on your partner, demanding to know their whereabouts at all times, or confronting your perceived romantic rival - your relationship will suffer, and it will make the jealousy worse. 

When you feel jealous, keep a close eye on your behaviour. Ask yourself “Am I about to say or do this thing because of jealousy?”. Isolating the feelings is the first step to improving your relationship, and resolving the issue.

2. Think about the root of the problem. Jealousy doesn’t come out of nowhere - it comes from things that, deep down, we feel insecure about. And we all have things we feel insecure about. I’ve got pretty nice boobs. I don’t think my boyfriend could find a girl that can out-boob me. No jealousy there. But I feel insecure about my weight, and the ugly green dragon starts to rear its head when he notices a skinnier girl. 

Instead of barring our partners from ever interacting with people who have the things we feel insecure about - clear skin, nice bodies, thick hair, etc - it’s important to address our own insecurities. Speak more kindly to yourself. Learn to love and accept your body. List off the things that make you feel good about yourself. It’s not easy to address the root of the problem, but it’s important. 

3. Take a moment to think about the good things in your relationship. For some people, jealousy is so overpowering that they feel physically ill when their partner is hanging out with someone else. Jealousy can make you worry that your partner has fallen out of love with you, or that the relationship is doomed; neither of those is a good thing to have rattling around in your brain. 

When you feel yourself starting to doubt the relationship, step back and think about the good things in your relationship. Think about all the times you’ve had fun with your partner. The kind things you do for each other. The inside jokes you have. The secrets you tell each other. Remember that your partner hanging out with someone else does not mean that they want to get rid of all those good things; they just have other friends. 

4. Communicate with your partner. If jealousy is an ongoing problem for you - even if you don’t let it show - talk to your partner about it. This doesn’t mean that you should guilt-trip them, or tell them what they can and can’t do. Simply explain to your partner that you struggle sometimes, tell them how you feel, and tell them the kinds of things you are doing to manage it. 

Communication is vital for any healthy relationship, and it helps both of you to stay on the same page. If you get upset the fifth time your partner accepts a call from their ex, from their point of view, it came out of nowhere. Being honest about your struggles with jealousy keeps both of you in the loop, and turns it into a problem you can work on together.

5. Don’t feed your jealousy. This means no spying on your partner, and definitely no snooping through their personal messages or email. Doing that sort of thing is an unfair invasion of their privacy, and it’ll only lead to more jealousy, and more controlling behaviour. 

The best way to learn to manage your jealousy is to not give in to it. The first time your partner hangs out with a friend of their preferred gender, it might be a little tough. But each time it happens, and the relationship stays strong, it gets a little easier to trust in your partner and the relationship. For both of your sake, starve that jealousy - do not feed it. 

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MATURE

Bobby was, quite possibly, the most relaxed boyfriend you’d ever had. He was funny and silly, fights rarely lasted longer than a few hours, and he didn’t get jealous very easily. However, that’s not to say that he didn’t get jealous at all.

The only fights you could remember occurred when Bobby was jealous. Which was why you were more than reluctant to let him tag along to your photoshoot. You’d invited him along because it was his only off day before he headed to Japan for fansigns and concerts and you wanted to spend time with him, even if it was during the little breaks they gave you between shooting. However, that was before you were informed of the change in concept for the shoot.

You were informed, the day before the shoot, that the concept had been changed to something much more risqué. You would be dressed in much more revealing clothing than you’d anticipated and there would be a male model for you to pose with. You thoroughly regretted inviting Bobby to join you.

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sevrens

mte like whatever the context is, that long/tender of a kiss is so unnecessary in any sort of passing moment like !!!! im living. also interesting because im pretty sure jesse is around in that scene and while he might see it as a friendly ‘thank you’ or some other gimmick type thing, both tulip and cassidy KNOW what happened between them which adds a new layer

great point. jesse, being jesse, might remain oblivious somehow just bc he’s off in his own head but whenever he catches on hoo boy the green-eyed monster will rear its ugly head. I know they’ll work through it but ARGH like it really may just be one of those things where they have a connection but jesse and tulip are like…idk like I feel they’d be married if circumstances were different and hadn’t torn them apart and tulip can’t let go of that for obvious reasons so maybe in another life…but at least they had this for all the trouble it might cause

Hey Jealousy

One shot
Summary- you and Bucky weren’t serious, Were you? The line becomes blurred.
Relationships: Bucky X reader/ Steve reader
Characters: Bucky Barnes, Natasha Romanoff, Steve Rogers, Tony Stark.
Warnings:language, smut, tad bit of angst, unprotected sex, little dash of rough Steve,
Words:2380

A/N: I’m so nervous about this one. Let me know what you think.

“How long’s this mission gonna last?” You questioned, crossing your arms. Buck can’t deny how cute you are when you’re angry.

“Y/n. Not long. Its just Nat, come on! I know you’re Not.. jealous.. right?”
The side of Buckys lip turned up in a slight smirk.
He glanced at your face, hoping he’d see an inkling that you wanted to become more-with him. In this aspect you were the same, always hiding your true feelings. Always afraid you’d become hurt- or worse.
Bucky huffed at the scowl you were trying to hide. Was That jealousy behind your beautiful eyes?- the green eyed monster, rearing its ugly head?

“You’re going undercover with a beautiful woman, posing as a couple?”
You bit your lip, looking him over. Maybe you are blowing this out of proportion.

“That shouldn’t matter, if you trust me. Besides- you and I-we’re just dating.” He commented, briskly passing you, gripping his bag.

That last bit hurt.You turned, opening
Your mouth with a retort, then shutting it quickly. You decided against starting a fight before he left. Like he said, it’s only a mission.

Steve sat at the bar again, alone. Not that it mattered. Bucky has been doing well with His progress, the nightmares were fading, he has been coming out of his shell, although that was more your doing than Steves . Of Course it was you, it was and has always been you.

Helping track Bucky down-you.
Pep talks before and after missions-you. Tending to both of their wounds-you. Making everyone laugh during distraught times, checking that everyone atleast ate two meals aday,
and let’s not forget, stole his heart- you.
Steve tossed back another shot, filled with Thor’s Asgardian drink from the flask hidden in his leather jacket. Wiping his mouth on the back of his hand, he nonchalantly turned toward the person taking a seat next to him.

“Hiya Steve, mind if I join you?” You asked, Removing your jacket, placing it over the back of the chair.

Well, speak of the devil.

Steve looked you over, signaling the bar tender, “another shot please.” Steve refused to meet your gaze, forcing back the burning liquid.

“Are.. You ok? Why are you- you know this stuff doesn’t have an affect on you right? Or did your age finally catch up with you gramps and suddenly- Alzheimer’s!”
You smiled, nudging him with your elbow, resting your arms onto the bar.

Steve chucked placing the glass down. “Well, It gives me a nice buzz and.. I could use a partner?” He lifted an eye brow to you, giving you that good boy smile. you smiled back, staring down at the table.

“Nah, I know what that does to me.” Steve, shrugged his shoulders,
“Suit yourself.” Again taking a shot to his lips, swallowing it down with a hiss.

Your phone rang, you turned away with a soft,’ hold on’

“Yeah stark. Uh huh. Yeah, he. Um. Well like it’s you’re business, but not in the best of terms. ”

Tony’s breath hitched.“ First of all sweetness, everything that goes on in this tower is my business. Secondly, What do you mean ‘not the best terms’ aren’t you two a item yet? No? well, yeah-this complicates things.”
He sighed observing his monitor, watching Bucky and Romanoff share a
heated kiss. He viewed the second monitor, noticing they were going the opposition direction of where they needed to go.
“Oh come on- not the bedroom, not the bedroom- DAMN IT GUYS!”
Tony grunted, throwing his earpiece.


“Wait, Tony. What Happened? He- he what? Oh, no. That’s- that’s fine. Really. NO! God Tony, please don’t do that!
I’m serious, ok? I’m actually…out with Steve.”
You turned winking at him, Steves brow bent down, observing you figit in your seat. “Besides-Stark, we were just dating. No biggie. ”

You hung up before Tony could get a word in, sliding your phone back into your pocket, “Steve, I think I’ll have that drink now.”

————-

He placed a hand on your thigh while the bartender placed six shots infront of you both.
“Ok so tell me, What happened Y/n? What did Tony want?” Steve fully turned around facing you. You felt weird as his knee bumped yours.

“Oh no, nothing really. Anyway, why are you here again? Moping around?” You tried meeting his gaze, you knew Steve would see through the facade.

“Come on!, you were never really good at lying, atleast to me.” Steve grined, a chuckle leaving his lips, grabbing another shot.

You laughed, it was true. Try as you might, nothing from you ever got past Steve. You didn’t want to talk ill of his best friend, it felt wrong.

“It’s ok Steve. I mean, Bucky just-”

“Ofcourse it’s Bucky..”
Steve spoke with a defeated breath, removing his hand from your leg,
rolling his eyes.

“Wait- what’s that suppose to mean?”
You asked, holding your third shot,
Pausing it infront of your lips.

“Nothing- forget I.. What’d he do this time?”

—————-

Steve leaned up against your door, kissing you roughly- all teeth and tongue, having one hand on your waist, the other fumbling with your keys.

“Steven…” You purred in his ear, sucking it softly. “I thought you said you- sir, couldn’t get drunk?” Even as you whispered, Steve picked up the slur in your speech.

“I- I don’t. I mean, I can’t. I just get a nice buzz hats all. ” Steve stopped, “I mean, that’s all, not hats. Because that, would be silly. Ha! Hats- Don’t look at me that way, ok so maybe I had some of like.. just a tiny bit of Thor’s assgard -”
you both broke out in uproarious laughter. “I mean Asgardian-shhhh!”
Steve attempted to put a finger over your mouth, holding you close to him.
You both giggle profusely as your door finally opened , you both crash down onto your carpet. You land ontop of Steve, his hands finding their way to your hips, face to face now, your laughter fades. Yes, now is the perfect time to sober up.

“Oh. Yeah. I’m. Home. Th- thanks for making sure I got here safely. You never know how safe the tower is at night, ya know!” You tried to break the tension that had risen between the two of you. You started pushing yourself up from Steves body. He kept a firm hold on you, looking at your lips,
“Well, We don’t know if your room is safe! Danger could be lurking at every corner…” Steve breathed, as you neared his face.

“I guess you have to stay and make sure that I’m safe, right? You’ll always make sure that I’m safe… and taken care of, won’t you Steve?”
The words bearly left your throat, looking into his mesmerizing eyes.

You closed the gap between you, his hand moving up your back, you kissed him softly. It was different from before, till his hand went into your long tresses. He tugged on it, pulling your head back, letting his tongue roam around
your mouth. He rolled you over, you giggled again, “what’s so funny?” He gazed at your face, lips swollen, pink and parted.

“The door, Steven.” You snickered.

“Oh. Yeah.” He smiled, face flushed, sitting up on his knees pushing it closed.

He kept his eyes locked on you, on his knees- between your Legs.

Well shit.

You sat up to meet him, he met you halfway, leaning down kissing you, rubbing his fingers on your hips.

When you slowed the make out session you leaned over to his hear, “What are you waiting for?” You breathed, panting from the lack of breath.
Steve pulled back looking into your eyes, he removed you shirt, over your head, tossing it to the side. You lifted the hem of his, taking the hint- removing it as well. He lumes over
you now. Between kisses, you
marvel at his muscles, how they move- flexed as he touches you. Steve ran a hand down your stomach , into your pants, you gasped and the feeling,gripping his shoulders tighter.

“Oh. You like that, don’t you Y/n.”
You nodded, pulling at his pants,
“off” your voice rasped, sucking
the skin on his neck. He let out a deep moan following your instructions.
You started removing your pants as well,
“Y/n I’ve wanted you-”

“Steve, lets not mess this up by talking”

“Right. Though can I say you’re fucking beautiful? And don’t think I missed those little moans of yours ” he’s hot breath fanned across Your face.

Jesus. Take me to church.

He kissed down your neck, dipping his hand into your underwear, calmly touching your soaked pussy.

“Fuck, Y/n you’re so wet, is this from me?” Steve nuzzled into your neck biting you gently, you moaned pulling him closer, toward you, pushing his finger inside of you, he moaned into your mouth.

“God, babe, I have to taste you,
You’re so wet.” Pushing a second finger into you as you began stroking his cock.
“Steve, is all this from little ol me?” You smirked, batting your eyes. He looked down at you, eyes hooded with lust,
“fuckk, you know it.”

He removed his hand from your sex, placing the glistening fingers in his mouth, closing his eyes, sighing contently, “So sweet,” he murmured, spreading his knees, he sunk down, pulling your legs over his shoulders.
Steve gave you a devious look, lowering his mouth down upon your bud, taking it slowly between his lips.

breathing heavy, laying against the floor , your palms spread out against
the carpet. Steve rested his hands upon your abdomen, placing his tongue deeper into your sex.

“Oh God Steven.”
Your moans were flowing frequently from you as Steve began fingering you once more. The over stimulation had you arching into him.
“Steve I’m close”
He hungrily licked and sucked your bud faster now, until you were biting your hand to keep your moans in.
“You taste so sweet.” Steve spoke after your orgasm, kissing down your inner thighs.

He sat up hovering over you, wiping his mouth at the back of his hand. Steve pulled you to his lap, straddling him, he undid your bra, letting it slide down your shoulders. “All of a sudden you’re so shy?” Steve smiled, displaying those puppy eyes.
“I’m. Just a tad self conscious that’s-”
You glanced away.
He grabbed your chin, turning you to face him,
“Your gorgeous, doll face.“He kissed you hard. You release your hands from your chest, wrapping them around his neck, gently grinding on him. Quiet curses began falling from his mouth, while you nip at his neck.
He began pushing you down harder and faster to slick up his dick, making your breasts bounce.

“I know, nows not the time to ask- we’ve gotten this far, can- shit, Baby can I fuck you?” Steve struggled speaking, his heart beating rapidly.

You nodded, smiling at the innocence of him, still making sure you hadn’t changed your mind. Steve reached down between you both, pumping his slick cock, then pulling you upon it.

“Steve, shit.” You breathed through clenched teeth. Steve did not give you any time to adjust to his length, he filled you up as you began rocking upon him.

“Oh fuuuck me. ” Steve rasped, his hands crept to your ass gripping it tightly, moving you faster. You ran your hands through his hair, biting and sucking his ear.

“Steve-” you moaned
“Shit, you’re so tight, ” he rested his head on your collarbone, “fuck Y/n.”
, as he moved you on top of him.
“Fuck me, harder.“you rasped,

You whined when he picked you up off of him, "don’t worry doll, I’m not even close to being done with you.”

He picked you up, carrying you over to your bed. Laying you down, he hovered over you pulling your leg up. He slid inbetween your wet folds, rolling his hips. “Fuck!”
You gripped the sheets with every hard thrust, Steves hips hitting your skin, at a quickened pace.
“ Shit you sound so good.” He praised you, softly, while running his free hand over your breasts. He leaned down pushing himself deeper, licking and sucking the valley between them.

By now Steve has you seeing stars, pulling out, quickly flipping you over, he pushed you gently to the head board. He kept you on your knees, placing your hands on the headboard, facing the wall.
“Now,don’t move, do you understand?”

“ Yes.. Captain” you replied. Steve growled, bringing his full attention to you.
“Shit. ‘Captain’ now?, I like how that sounds from your lips.” He reached his hands around, touching and pinching your nipple. He leaned into your neck, sucking on it.
Lining himself up at your entrance. he sunk himself deep inside you.

Steve did not disappoint as he rammed into you, you arch your back away from him, at the new angle. He pushes up against you further, running a hand to your clit, massaging it while still rubbing your nipples.
“I’m going to come”. You breathed, Steves breathing heavy in your ear,
“ I want you to come around my cock”
His voice dark, demanding, he wound a hand into your hair pulling you back.
You screamed at the pleasure as you came around him. He came as well, praises dropped from his mouth, gingerly kissing down your ear to your neck.

He continued kissing down your arm and you caught your breath.

Well, that was-“you swallowed, pushing your sweaty hair off your neck.

He spun you around, capturing your face in his, "Y/n let’s not mess this up by talking.” He smirked, kissing you passionately.

“Now, I wanna see that pretty little mouth of yours on my cock.”

“Yes Captain.”

———-

You cracked an eye open, feeling your bed dip down. The sun shines in through your window, warming your skin. You stretch a bit feeling more movement. You turn toward Steve with a smile playing on your features.

Except- it wasn’t Steve.

You frantically sat up, pulling the sheets, covering your body at the sight before you.
Steve gasping for air, struggling against the hands wrapped around his throat. Not just any hands, one was metal.

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM, BARNES?!”

Part 2 here: http://the-tormented-writer.tumblr.com/post/141098645946/hey-jealousy-part-23

You liked doctor!Luke, but at the same time you despised him. He was too perfect, and so you thought it mustn’t be true. Parents raved about how their sick children’s faces lit up at the sight of his twinkling blue eyes, patients wrote him extensive thank you notes after a surgery that went even better than predicted, and your fellow nurses even had the gall to fawn openly about him, proclaiming that his arms “looked like they’d been shaped by the gods.”

You sighed as you arranged some surgical equipment. Honestly, you admitted it: you didn’t hate Luke because he was mean to you—in fact, in was quite the contrary. A green-eyed monster lived inside your chest, rearing its ugly head whenever the blue-eyed doctor entered the room. You almost wanted him to be a complete asshole, but he wasn’t; he was sweet.

“Need some help?”

Speak of the devil, or, well, angel himself. He looked like he just got out of surgery, his hair mussed up and body dressed in scrubs.

“Oh, uh, no… it’s okay. Thanks.” you said.

Luke furrowed his eyebrows. “Are you sure? You’ve been working all day.”

You chuckled, gesturing to his attire. “So have you.”

Luke shrugged. “I don’t mind. Besides, it’ll go faster if there’s two of us.”

And before you could protest, he was beside you, arms brushing against yours as he arranged the tools.

In the hospital, the other nurses always gossiped, but it was a surprise when, a couple days after, you heard them mention your name. Eyebrow raising, you listened in and managed to hear one of them saying, “Dr. Hemmings… totally has a thing for Y/N.”

You couldn’t stop your mouth from gaping open, but after a second you closed it and snorted. What? Were these people crazy? There was no way.

But maybe you dismissed the idea too quickly, because Luke kept asking you to be on his surgical team and went out of his way to help you with whatever tasks you had that day, striking conversation and lingering around to talk to you even when he had somewhere to be and something to do.

It was still a surprise when, after another night of him helping you clean up a former inpatient room, he asked you.

“Y/N, uh, well, I was wondering if you would be interested in going out to dinner with me Saturday night?”

Your jaw dropped. “What?”

He cleared his throat, and for the first time in his life, you could swear that his usually steady hands were shaking. “I said-“

“Wait.” You were having a serious case of word vomit. “You want to go out with me? I’m not… as good as you. At anything.”

He scrunched his nose up. “What?

You swallowed, ready to repeat yourself, when he reached up and pushed a strand of hair out of your face. His eyes grew soft, that million-dollar smile that had little kids laughing taking over his face.

“Y/N,” he said, “you’re more perfect than you think you are. Promise. Besides, remember that heart surgery we did last week? I wouldn’t have been able to do that without you.”

You smiled, and suddenly all your jealously faded away. “Sure, Luke,” you told him, “dinner sounds great.”

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That Ugly Green Monster {Scott McCall One Shot}

Based on: “Hi! So if you have time and are interested, I’d love to get a oneshot written! Maybe something based off the song “may I” by trading yesterday. Something along the lines of: y/n has been secretly in love with Scott and when he starts getting close to Kira, y/n becomes somewhat aggressive and jealous. Something happens (y/n and Scott get into a fight, y/n saves him from something, whatever you want to happen.) and Y/n admits her feeling to Scott.
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Me (alloftheimaginesblog/bigblueboxwiththemadmaninside)
Word Count: 1069
Notes: I hope you all like this, I feel it’s all right - not my best work - but I haven’t got enough time to improve it. :) xxxx

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Just What He Needed

So, I had wanted to write a post 5A thing for Sterek. Mind you, I haven’t seen any of 5A, so what I have in here I’m gleaning from info I’ve read about the season and from gifs and whatnot that I’ve seen on my dash. Sorry if I get anything wrong about it. But this is as canon-compliant as I can get, so, yeah. 

Stiles thinks about everyone in his life and those who he could turn to, and then of course the person he can turn to, is Derek. 

~*~

Stiles barely left his father’s side in the hospital for three days. The only time he’d left was when he’d gotten too hungry to ignore it, and even then, he only went down to the cafeteria, grabbed some food, and then went back to his father’s room to eat it.

Melissa came in several times a day to check on his father, and she’d smile sadly over at Stiles every time, asked him in a gentle tone if he was okay. Stiles would always answer that he was fine, even if it was a complete lie, and she knew it for one as well, but she never called him out on it.

She’d told him within the first five minutes of him being at the hospital, watching helplessly as the doctors worked to save his father’s life, that Scott was alive and well, having seemed to have died for a little bit there.

Stiles had jolted at the mention of Scott, and hadn’t known how to feel at Melissa telling him Scott had kind of died and then came back to life and he hadn’t even known, he hadn’t even been there.

But he’d pushed the strange mix of sadness and guilt and anger aside to focus on his dad.

He felt like he was the only one he even had left now, and he could die. Three days in and he hadn’t woken up, and the stretch of time without his father opening his eyes was starting to scare Stiles. He didn’t know how he’d go on with his dad. He didn’t want to imagine it.

Stiles was so focused on his dad and staying by his side day and night, barely sleeping for a few hours at a time in the uncomfortable hosital chair, hoping that he’d wake up, that the only other people he’d seen were Melissa and other nurses and doctors that came to check on his father.

Stiles felt completely alone, and he tried not to let the feeling consume him, tried not to let himself become depressed.

But on that third night, machines beeping steadily and whiring with the sound of oxygen pumping into the tubes in his father’s nose, and the constant buzzing of fluorescent lights, Stiles dug his phone out of his back pocket for the first time in days, and opened it up to his contact list.

First, he scrolled to Scott’s name, just staring, finger hovering over the name. He swallowed past the lump in his throat, eyes burning with a fresh wave of tears.

He didn’t know if they’d ever be okay, if Scott would ever forgive him for what he’d done. But even though Scott had reacted just how Stiles had feared, he’d hoped, desperately, that his best friend would understand. That when he found out, he’d be shocked, but after a moment he’d nod and give Stiles a hug, telling him that he understood and that when one’s life is on the line, sometimes the only thing you can do is defend yourself to the end, that sometimes there isn’t a choice.

But that hadn’t happened.

Scott had looked at him as if he was looking at a murderer. Scott had looked at him like…like how he had looked at the nogitsune.

A tear fell down Stiles’ cheek, and he was so distraught that he didn’t even notice it.

Stiles had been able to push that look on his best friend’s, his brother’s face away before because he’d known that he hadn’t been looking at Stiles that way, he’d been looking at the thing inside him, that had taken over his body and face.

But now…

Now.

His thoughts, surrounded by Scott and the nogitsune, inevitably jumped to Theo then, and Stiles scrolled to that name in his contact list.

He pushed on Theo’s name, and then with a few more pushes, he was brought to a screen asking him if he wanted to delete the contact. Stiles immediately pressed ‘yes.’

The only reason he’d had him in his contact list was…Stiles actually hadn’t remembered how he’d had his number, honestly. But now he recalled Scott putting it in his phone after Theo had come back into their lives a few weeks ago, despite his protests. All Scott had said was, “you have to trust people more, Stiles,” with a sad face and everything. Scott had just wanted Stiles to accept Theo as he rarely did with anyone else.

Well, look how that had turned out.

Stiles sighed, thumb almost caressing the screen of his phone as he contemplated it. He looked up quickly at his dad, stomach sinking as he saw him lying there, unmoving as he had been for days now, eyes closed. The only indication that he was alive was the steady rise and fall of his chest and beep…beep…beep of the heart monitor.

He had to wake up. He had to.

Or Stiles didn’t know how he was going to survive.

Looking back down at his phone, Stiles scrolled until he landed on the next contact.

‘Malia’ it read.

Stiles furrowed his brow as he looked at her name.

‘I didn’t say anything because it didn’t matter to me.’

Her words echoed in his mind. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat.

Was she still his girlfriend? Stiles didn’t know, and that…wasn’t a good thing.

He’d barely seen her in the last few weeks, even with her sleeping over a few times. Stiles was usually asleep by the time she got there, anyway, and she was usually out the door before he woke up, too.

He supposed he should be creeped out that she came and went most of the time without him knowing about it at the time, but he found he didn’t really care about that.

He hadn’t really…cared in awhile. With Malia.

And that added to the guilt on his shoulders.

They rarely talked, and when they did, Stiles didn’t find himself…connecting with her as he once had. He didn’t even feel a desire to call her and talk to her as he had once had.

He rarely thought about her, too wrapped up in his own drama to. Which was understandable, to a point.

But he realized as he looked at her name that he hadn’t thought of her once in…days. He’d thought of the others constantly when he wasn’t focused on his dad.

Scott. Lydia. Kira. Liam. He’d wondered how they were and what they were doing, if they were okay. He’d even had a stray thought about Allison, wishing she was there and missing her. Missing his friend.

But Malia had been an…afterthought.

And this was his girlfriend, right? She should be more than an afterthought to him. She deserved to be more than that.

But Stiles couldn’t find the energy for that at the moment. His gut twisted with even more guilt.

With a sigh, Stiles swiped at his screen, and Malia’s name disappeared as he did so.

Stiles landed on Lydia’s name next.

A small smile came to his face. She could easily be considered his best friend. One of the best friends he’d ever had.

He’d noticed her growing closer and closer to Parrish, and like with Aiden, he found himself without any jealousy, hadn’t felt any green-eyed monster rearing its ugly head.

They’d had one kiss, and Stiles recalled it now, recalled the sinking feeling of disappointement he’d felt, because the kissed had done nothing more than shock him, really.

The kiss he’d been waiting for for about 8 years, and he had felt…nothing. No spark, no tingling in his lips, no desire for more. Even after he’d calmed enough from his panic attack to even register that Lydia Martin’s lips were on his, he’d felt nothing. It had felt like the end of something he’d held precious to him.

Of course, once he’d distanced himself and truly, finally, got over Lydia Martin, he’d realized how his romantic love her hadn’t been anything romantic at all, but a sort of obsession, an obsession over an ideal he’d had of the woman, over what he’d imagined her to be, and he’d actually been a little creeped out by himself.

He’d put Lydia on this pedestal of perfection, a goal, a prize to be won, and hadn’t really seen her for the human being she was.

And now that he did, he realized who she really was, and loved her dearly. Just not romantically. He never really had.

It felt freeing to have that thought, to not only be completely over Lydia Martin, but to realize that he was as well.

He could call her, his best friend, probably the best friend he had at the moment - Stiles pushed the thought of Scott far out of his mind as hurt threathened to creep up on him - and talk to her.

Tell her what he’d did, how alone he felt, how scared he was for his father, how he felt disgusted with himself, how he could feel the self-hatred clawing at him, threathing to drown him.

And she would come, she would run to the hospital and be at his side, his best friend, and hold him while he cried on her shoulder.

But even as Stiles’ thumb hovered over her name, he realized he couldn’t.

She was probably with Parrish, and he didn’t feel resentful of it. He felt…happy for her. She was falling in love, that was clear to Stiles. And who knows how long they all had before Theo came back into their lives and tried to ruin everything again. It wasn’t over, they were all just at a…stand still. Taking sometime to recover and lick all their wounds and get ready for the real battle.

And Lydia deserved to be happy for as long as she could be before everything went to shit. Again.

He didn’t want to unload all of his problems and hang ups onto her. Not now. For once, Stiles couldn’t be selfish with her.

And so Stiles moved on, stopping briefly at Kira’s name, wondering if he could call her and see how she was doing, where she was, if she was okay, if she was coming back. She’d been through her own shit recently too, and maybe she could use a friend just as much as Stiles could. But that was the thing, she’s been through a lot. And they were friends, good friends, but Stiles was sad to realize they weren’t terribly close. He made a mentle note to rectify that if - when - she returned.

He moved onto Liam, sighed. He liked the kid, and was sad to have heard about what happened to Hayden, the girl Liam had had a crush on.

But while he was starting to see Liam as kind of a younger brother in some ways, he didn’t think he’d ever have the kind of relationship with the kid were he could talk to him about his problems. Not that Liam would be able to talk much right now, what with the girl he’d liked being dead. The kid needed space.

Stiles held his breath then as he scrolled to the top and saw Allison’s name, sadness washing over him again.

It had been ten months since she’d died now, everyday coming closer to a year. Maybe Stiles would finally delete her number then. It wasn’t working anyway. But for now, he wasn’t ready to let go of one his close friends. Stiles looked up at the doorway of the room, imagined Allison walking in, coming over to Stiles and resting a hand on his shoulder and squeezing, a comforting gesture, telling him it would okay. He’d get through this, his father would.

A drop of water landed on his phone, and Stiles belated realized that it was a tear.

Stiles rested his thumb over Allison’s name, as if he was resting his own comforting hand on her arm. “Miss you,” he whispered at his phone, smiling sadly. He wish he’d spent more time with her when she’d been alive. Maybe they would have been even closer friends than they had been. He was saddened about how he had wasted time not getting to know her more. She had been one of the good ones, and one hell of a badass warrior.

She hadn’t deserved to die.

Heart hurting, Stiles slowly scrolled away from her name.

He scrolled past Isaac’s name, lip curling. He still wasn’t a fan of the guy, and why did he still have his number when he hadn’t talk to the dude since he’d left? Ugh, whatever.

He distantly thought of Erica and Boyd, whose numbers he’d finally gathered the courage to delete a few months ago. He hadn’t remembered why he’d had their numbers either, but it had been just as painful to get rid of theirs as the thought of deleting Allison’s was.

He even gave a passing thought to Jackson, whose number he’d never had, thankfully.

Stiles also thought about how he was glad Lydia was falling for Parrish. He was much better for her than stupid Jackson Whittemore. Wherever the bastard was, Stiles hoped he was unhappy, because he deserved it. But only mildly, of course.

He scrolled back up to Braeden’s name, wondered why he had her number. He just…did. After Mexico, the second time. He wondered where she was.

Stiles shifted uncomfortably in his seat, looked back up at his dad, then back at his phone.

Closing his eyes, Stiles finally forced out a harsh breath, finally taking away the wall from the one person he’d been most actively forcing himself not to think about.

Stiles stopped on his name, and his unconscious caress over his name was almost wistful. Where his touch to Allison’s name had been of comfort and sadness, his touch to his name was filled with longing. It was soft, tentative, hopeful. If a touch to a phone screen could be desribed as such a thing.

But in his heart, he felt the pang of longing, of missing someone so much it psychically ached, of missing someone so much that it was constant, always there, waiting for Stiles ackowledge it.

Stiles found himself sighing out a wistful, “Derek,” as he looked at the name.

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