Nick and Griffin think about the previous night. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. The boys become taste buds. Nick and Griffin watch his on screen doppelganger. Griffin makes Nick feel real good. Griffin gives into temptation.
It was 11 AM when Nick pulled himself out of his deep slumber, blurry eyed and foggy minded. His room in the suite was lit with golden sun peaking out from behind the thick curtains, the sounds of traffic and indistinct voices below robbing him from the silence he needed to think. For, as soon as he’d woke, his mind had replayed the events of last night. Not only did he remember the kiss, or rather the kiss that could have been, but he also remembered that moment in the Uber when he’d been looking at Griffin. Nick hadn’t wanted to accept it for so long, how deep his feelings had gotten, but now it was all he could think about. His heart would race as he even just thought of the possibility of his feelings being returned. Inversely, his heart ached at the, much more probable, possibility that they weren’t.
Nick wanted to be a realist about this. He wanted to protect himself from being disappointed. The last thing he wanted to do was foolishly expect something that could never happen. But…
Happy TDOV! I’m Luke (he/him) and I hope you’re all having a great day filled with happiness and pride, although I know life’s not always as kind as I’d wish to most of us, we’re still here and we’re visible. Whether you decide to post a selfie today or not, I’ll always be proud of you, stay safe♡
hey i’ve seen a bunch of j*hanna//the/mad on my dash lately and here’s a reminder she ships sh//eith (a ~25yo and a 16yo) and draws g/nderbends (i’m sure there’s more but that’s all i can remember off the top of my head)