really close to my heart

Honestly i think that if Ouran Highschool Host Club just made the mistake of being ahead of its time. Had it come out recently it would’ve been praised for all the great and nicely subtle things that it included. 

For starters, it had a nonbinary protagonist, Haruhi basically states that they dont care what gender the others see them as. 

Then it goes on to be crammed full of jokes about other shoujo and general anime tropes. yeah other shows do this too, but this one straight up calls out the Harem debauchery tropes in one episode. its great 

not to mention there’s a transvestite character who calls out the stereotypes that surround drag queens, an all girls’ school full of lesbians (which i can attest to is true to real life), points out that the fetishization of gay people is obnoxious and wrong (Renge as a character is shown in a negative light whenever she acts like this), and i just love it. 

I hold this show really close to my heart. i wish it had gotten more seasons. 

Weird bands you should check out

Idk I felt like making a list:

Glass Animals - literally sounds like a liquid in my ears

Mother Mother - relatable and uses really nice flats and sharps in their singing

Tally Hall - gets that ol’ brain going. almost every song is in a different style

Rob Cantor - made the Shia Lebuff song and used to be the yellow tie from Tally Hall

Andrew Jackson Jihad - real nasty slice o’ life but good

Cosmo Sheldrake - like old folksyish but with minimal instruments and words and nice beats

Lulu Mae - not so much weird as really sweet. I knew these people irl and they’re really close in my heart

Radical Face - soft and thought provoking

Loch Lomond - indecipherable lyrics but strangely addicting. you literally can’t find set lyrics to “the mountain” anywhere online

I probably forgot one or two

Leave This Town Pt 1 (Mechanic!Bucky AU)

Characters: reader, Bucky, reader’s mother, Maria (mentioned)

Summary: Your dreams of kissing your small town life goodbye are about to come true when an unexpected detour leaves you stranded. Meeting the handsome local mechanic has you rethinking your plans. Perhaps happiness is less about where you’re headed and more about the people you meet along the way.

Song Inspiration: Sleep on the Floor by The Lumineers

Warnings: none!

Word Count: 2.2k

A/N: I’m so excited about this series, you guys. I’ve been daydreaming about this story for months and every time I hear the song that inspired it I still get butterflies. I started this part 6 months ago and finished it, but I wasn’t ready to let it out into the world. But when @bionic-buckyb mentioned her 5k AU Writing Challenge and “mechanic” was one of the prompts, I knew it was meant to be. This story is close to my heart. I really hope you like it. Any feedback is appreciated. <3

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Originally posted by lifegoesonasusual

Pack yourself a toothbrush dear
Pack yourself a favorite blouse.
Take a withdrawal slip
Take all of your savings out.

Cause if we don’t leave this town,
We might never make it out
I was not born to drown.
Baby, come on.

Those first few hours of freedom were absolute bliss! Flying down the highway with the windows down, music blasting as you sang at the top of your lungs. It was everything you had dreamed of. You did it. You were out. You had quit your job, cashed out your life savings, bought a cheap but reliable car, and hit the road without looking back.

All was going according to plan. That is, until 4 hours later your car started to smoke and sputter, compelling you to pull to the side of the road for fear of dying in a ball of fire. There wasn’t anything you could do at the moment, what with it being 2am at the time. Thankfully, it was the middle of summer so sleeping in your car wasn’t too uncomfortable, at least at night.  

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Go read this amazing, well written and beautifully executed story that will steal your heart from the get go.

The pictures above are my humble way of saying thank you to the wonderful writers @fictorium @bridgetteirish


cr: alvabear94

Has your inner fangirl ever gone totally crazy because of something that happened in real life?

Mine has, last week

There are these two guys in my university who, in my head, are Harry and Draco  respectively (I also think they are gay); let’s call them “H” and “D”. I swear I spent the whole month of february trying to find a way to make them talk or something, but it was a huge problem bc “D” treats me like Draco would treat a hufflepuff, and “H” treats me like Harry treats girls in HBP (he’s super cute and polite, but that’s it); in short, I don’t have much contact with any of them. And then, last week, I saw them, together, smiling (to each other, and I had barely seen any of them smiling), side by side, studying, they entered a clasroom to do homework (or so I guess) but they were really close and Idk, my head and my heart just exploded and I nearlly screamed

I’ll just go to do homework now….


every time lexa says clarke’s name: 23/?


my puzzleshipping heart is singing from the rooftops right now

but seriously though, holy shit, what kind of fucking death grip did Yugi have on the puzzle that even Honda pulling him didn’t make him budge? this boy wasn’t going to let anyone separate him from his other self again. not even his friends trying to save his life.

now if you’ll excuse me, i’m going to bed, because it’s late and i don’t have the necessary mental energy to deal with all the feels from next episode. ngh.

I can’t believe after all this time, they’re coming out with a new season of Cardcaptor Sakura! This was a really influential manga for me growing up, and it’s really close to my heart. I have strong feelings about how this goes - it better be pure as the driven snow.

That Was Something- Cole Smut

Request:  Omg, omg, omg please do this request I beg. Could you do one where the reader and cole are both currently working in riverdale together and like cole and her have to kiss for a scene and cole after it cole confesses his feelings for the reader and then smutty smut smut!!!

Warnings: Mild language, smut.

Notes: y/c/n = your characters name. Also, I know that Jughead is asexual, but Cole did confirm that he’s not yet in the show, as he [Jug] is still figuring out his sexuality. And I’m pretty sure he said that there might be a kiss or something with Betty in the show, not to mention that in the comics, Jughead gets kissed by Veronica. 


I was reading through today’s script of Riverdale and pacing up and down my trailer, when I saw something that caught my eye: - y/c/n & Jughead kiss -. I froze and stared at the word ‘kiss’.  I froze and stared at the word ‘kiss’. Cole and I are really close - but as friends. Nerves spiked up in me and my heart pumped faster and hard. My daze got cut when there was a knock at my door. I opened it, revealing my makeup artist, Daisy. 

“We’re ready for you”, she smiled. “You okay? You look like you saw a ghost”

“What? Y-yeah, I’m fine”, I stuttered as we walked to the makeup section of the set. 

– Riverdale Scene –

“And action!”, the director calls out. 

“Okay, but we have to find out why Polly had a breakdown. It’s got to be more than just her parents not supporting her relationship with Jason”, I sighed, and half-sat on the table behind me, and put my head in my hands, sighing once more. Jughead and I were working on the Murder Board and putting all the pieces of the puzzle together.

“Hey hey, we’re gonna figure this out. We have Betty - we could always ask her to find out”, Jughead reassured me, taking my hands in his own and intertwining our fingers together. “Let’s take a break for now, yeah?”. I nodded and looked at him. 

“Well, what do you wanna do now?”, I asked. 

“Can I try something?”

“Of course, what?”

“This”, before I could say anything, Jughead’s lips smashed against mine and our lips moved in sync. We pulled away and rested our foreheads against each other.

“And cut! That was great guys. We’ll pick this up tomorrow. Everyone else, take 5″, the director called out, snapping Cole and I out of our gaze. My cheeks flushed red, and so did his. 

“Well, that was something”, Cole laughed. A smile crept up on my face. “Hey, can I take you out to dinner later? - seeming as we don’t have any more scenes to do today”

“Of course, let me just get changed and I’ll be right with you”, I smiled and headed for my trailer. 

– Dinner –

Cole and I sat at a booth in Denny’s about a couple blocks away from set. We were just having a casual conversation, when we both realised that we had finished out meal.  

“Y/n… I need to tell you something”, Cole said, suddenly getting nervous. 

“Yeah sure, what’s up?”

“I like you. As in like-like you. You don’t have to like me back, but I just though you should know in case I accidentally say something at an interview or something”, he confesses. 

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“Cole”, I say, placing my hand on top of his. “I like you too”, I smile and laugh at his reaction. 


“Of course!”, I laugh. 

“Should we get back now?”, Cole asks. I nod and grab my bag. Cole and I fought about who paid the check. He ended up paying and we both left. It was really dark outside as it was now late at night. About a block into our walk back, Cole stops. 

“Everything okay?”

“Yeah”, he smiles and leans down and kisses me under a lamp-post. We stood, kissing for a while before continuing walking back to the set, hand-in-hand.

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Once we got back, Cole pulled me into his trailer, and as soon as he closed and locked the door behind him, he turned to me and kissed me hard. We walked backwards until we both fell on the bed. We laughed for a bit, before carrying on kissing. Cole kissed down my neck, searching for my weak spot. I moaned out quietly, and Cole knew that he’d found it because he sucked on it, marking his territory. My fingers tangled in his hair and pulled at the ends, earning a low groan from Cole. That was the hottest sound I’ve ever heard. One sound from Cole, made me feel so wet. I bucked my hips up, aiming for some friction. 

“Fuck”, Cole breathed into my neck. He sat up and took off his shirt and jeans, as did I. Cole attacked my neck again. He kissed lower, down to my collar bones and down the valley between my boobs, slipping hand behind me and skillfully unclipping my bra, throwing it behind him. He leaned down and sucked on my right boob, creasing the other with his hand. I let out a quite moan, and bucked my hips up again. Cole continued kissing down my body and stopped at the hem of my panties. He took them off me, again throwing it behind him. I bit my lip as Cole kissed my inner thighs, teasing me. He finally placed a kiss on my wet core, causing me to whimper for more. He kitten licked my clit, before pumping two fingers into my core. I gasped and my hands immediately tangled themselves in his hair, pulling lightly. I felt the knot in my stomach tighten.

“Oh, Cole. Fuck yes! Right there!”, I moan loudly as Cole sucked my clit and pumped his fingers hard and fast into me. 

“Cole, shit. Oh!”, my grip on his hair got tighter and arched my back. Before I could release, he pulled away.

“Cole!”, I raised an eyebrow at him. He winks and kitten licks my clit again. My high approach me again. My moans got louder, but once again, Cole pulled away just as I was about to cum.

“Cole, please”, I pleaded. He sucked my clit again. “Oh don’t stop, don’t st- Cole!”. I let out a frustrated sigh, desperate for some release. Cole laughed and went back to sucking again. he didn’t pull away this time, as I felt my high coming for the third time tonight.

“Cole! Oh yes!”, I scream, releasing all over his fingers. He rode out my high, then pulled his fingers out, sucking them dry.

“Damn, Y/n. You taste delicious”, Cole moaned then smirked at me. He took out a condom from his wallet that was in his jeans, then took his boxers off and crawled back on top of me. He slid on the condom, then lined himself at my entrance, both of us gasping when he pushed himself in. Once he was all the way in, he stayed there for a bit, letting me adjust to his size. 

“M-move”, I whispered. Cole thrusted his hips slowly and carefully. We were both gasping and light moaning. 

“Faster”, I moaned quietly. Cole obey and thrusted his hips faster and harder into me.

“Cole” I moaned out.

“Fuck”, Cole grunted shortly after me, breathing and grunting into the crook of my neck. His thrusts got faster and harder, and Cole had to sit up, wrapping my legs around his waist and gripping my hips.

“I’m c-close”

“Me too, baby”, Cole grunts as he thrusts in me. With just a few more thrusts, I came with a shriek of his name. He came shortly after, disposing the condom, then laid next to me. Both of us were panting. 

“That was something”, I laughed, mocking him from earlier today. Cole laughed and pulled me close to him.

“I’m so glad that the kiss happened. Otherwise, this would’ve”, Cole whispered, and kissed my forehead. 

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anonymous asked:

yo so I'm feeling kinda absolutely terrible, reading equally horribly angsty stuff about fictional characters helps a lot, so could I request some angst for the trans au please?(unless of course it would start making you feel bad too haha)

I need you to know that you asked for this. And it hits close to home. (If you’re trans/nb/genderfluid/gender queer, I don’t recommend reading this.)

Trigger Warning: Transphobia, Misgendering, Suicidal Ideation, Self-harm

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