really and truely am

Alright, Serious Talk.

So I’ve been talking to this fellow for 3 days now, asking him to stop reposting my art and remove it. He’s been stalling and ignoring my request, trying to slip in a few excuses to try and continue posting my works. (Not to mention he posted other works of mine that we never agreed on when he asked me to post my art with credit given)

The reason I have asked him now to remove it is because I’ve grown VERY uncomfortable with him posting my art. (not to mention he doesn’t seem to want to correct anyone who claims the art to be his which is one of the reasons why I’ve become uncomfortable with it.)

I don’t understand why it has taken three days for him to just accept that I no longer give him permission to post my art, but I’ve finally had it and am now FURIOUS to no ends.

My friend helped me come to the conclusion that it is now THEFT. I no longer give him permission, yet he still stalls with me wanting to keep the art that ISN’T HIS on his account. 

So I will be reporting and blocking him on this site and DA. 

I am rather fed up with this type of stuff: It isn’t your art, it isn’t your blog, IT ISN’T YOUR AU. What gave you the right to think that you can ignore me like that and try and direct me to do what you want me to do?! 

I’m done. Really. I’m done letting people push me around like this. I am a kind and very, VERY patient person. I really am. But I have a line AND I AM PISSED. I am still a person. I have FEELINGS. I work my ass off making those drawings and making this AU. I’ve spent WEEKS thinking up plot and designs. This right here has pushed me over and I’m FED UP.

I’m not a door mat for you to walk on. I’m not a robot who will do everything you ask. Treat me with respect and I will do the same. 

kanyeinterruptedme  asked:

🌈 bitch

you;re okay i guess

One Year

Okay, so I don’t know how many of you know this or remember but on December 8 it will have been exactly one year since I posted my first Reader Insert fic on my old blog. I had all of 12 followers when I posted my Amnesia Series (LINK HERE) and I was terrified, scared to death becasue I have been told all my life that I’m not creative and that I’m only good at numbers and that type of stuff. I had started writing fanfic the summer before with an OFC, but reader inserts were so daunting and scary, I didn’t think I could do it, and I really had no idea about Tumblr.

Since then I have not been able to stop writing, and even when I don’t post for awhile, I’m still dabbling around. I written a lot of stuff I never thought I would be able to write (smut definitly comes to mind lol). I’ve also completed quite a few fics that I am truely proud of. It is really surreal that it has only been a year. I honestly don’t remember what I used to do with my spare time and I don’t remember what I did before I met so many amazing people with so many amazing stories (life or fic) of their own.

In the last year I have met so many fantastic people. So many awesome, amazing people that I am so proud to call my friends. I love all of you, even if we don’t talk every single day, even if we haven’t talked in a month, I still consider you a friend. I know I’m going to miss some people below, but know that I still love you, I still appreciate you, I’m just a scatter brained person who can’t think half of the time. But here we go, a special shout out to the following peeps…

@writingaworldofmyown- Sarah, dear, none of this would have been possible without you. Yeah, I was a nerd but I didn’t know what fanfiction was let alone what a fandom was. You are my best friend, I miss living with you so much and our fangirling moments. Literally you are one of the most important people who have come into my life and I am honored to have you as my friend.

@trash-trashaf- Steff, for those of you who don’t know is my real life little sister. She encourages me so much. She sits there paitiently when I’m going nuts with ideas. I love you girl.

@deanwinchester-af- Elsie, my boo, you were my first tumblr buddy. Your seven day challenge was the first challenge I did and gave me enough confidence to write and plan out series. You are literally one of the sweetest people I have ever met. You are so encouraging and kind and the master of fluff and every time I read your stuff I’m a giggling mess. 

@the-mrs-deanwinchester-Kathryn!! You inspired me to write a lot of my fics. I look up to you so much and you have always been there for me when I need you. I know we don’t always talk as much as we used to but your still my bae and ily girl.

@nichelle-my-belle- Nichelle, I know we don’t talk a lot but I feel kinda this comradery with you becasue we were guppies at the same time and we had a ‘few’ gif wars lol. I admire your writing so much, you’re angst and smut are the bomb.

@sherlock44 - Amanda, literally the sweetest sweetheart to ever exist. You are so kind and such a cheerleader. I seriously remember when you rebloged my first fic and I think you were the first person who ever asked me for a tag. I haven’t talked to you in awhile, so I hope school is going well. I know you are kicking ass and taking names.

@winchestersnco- Erin! You are amazing. You are such an amazing writer, such an amazing person. There are not enough words in the world to describe you. Thank you for being there, being supportive, letting me vent to you and being there at 3AM when I have a random thought or there is a mouse in my house.

@bloodysideofhell-I swear to Chuck you are my long lost sister. I enjoy your fics so much, I enjoy talking to you, your angst kills me slowly and I love it. Your random puns and gifs never fail to make me laugh.

@torn-and-frayed-Steph, my dear. I love how you are funny and sarcastic. I love your fics and your angst and just what an awesome person you are. 

@bandobsession98- Rach! ily girl. It sucks becasue of timezones, but I absolutly love to talk to you and I love how we have absolutley no shame at all when we do lol. I know you are a Sam!girl, but I will forgive you this once lol

@salvachester- Scar! You are so sassy and helpful and perfect. I love how you add to porn battles and honestly when I post something angsty or smutty I look foreward to your reaction. Every time I write angst I actually edit it thinking ‘is this worthy of Scar Tyra-ing it?’

@eyes-of-a-disney-princess-Alright, I got to keep this to a reasonable length so let’s just cut to the chase…You are awesome (I could go on for days). Like I wish one of us would have bucked up and started talking to the other months ago. I look foreward to our porn battles, I adore you and your writing. I love, love, love talking to you everyday. I legit miss you when I don’t hear from you and I always love how there is zero off limits when we are talking or tagging. 

And a special shoutout to some people that I talk to occasionally, that I consider friends, that I admire and love and look foreward to getting to know better in the future @callmesweetheartifyoumeanit, @oriona75, @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid, @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog@percywinchester27 , @deandoesthingstome, @writingbeautifulmen, @chaos-and-the-calm67, @thing-you-do-with-that-thing, @idreamofhazel, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @winchesterenthusiast, @fabulouslyboredeveryday, @vintagevalentinexx, @adriellej, @kas-not-cas, @kazchester-fanfiction, @ackleholic96 @i-have-loved-a-thousand-lives and I’m 100% sure there are a couple people I am forgetting at the moment. But thank you all!!!

A little doodle I did a few days ago~
If something like this won’t happen I’ll be VERY disappointed XD

I am really very truely looking forward to play “Asagao Academy”!
Maybe I’ll do more FanArt stuff (probably cosplay as well).
Keep on, Asagao-Staff! I’m cheering for you! ÒwÓ9

And sorry to Caddy and Ian…I’m just joking around, boys xD I know you have more…exalted ways to battle each other ;)

Let’s just look at this gorgeous scene that is coming in the next episode. Just really take it in:

First of all look at Yuri and Victor’s lips, why are their lips glossed and emphasized like that? Was it really necessary to do that? 

Next the blush on Yuri’s face. I bet he never thought in a million years he’d be this up close and personal with his idol, Victor. Now they are so close to each other that their foreheads are almost touching! Apparently, Victor has never heard of personal space, and I’m glad he hasn’t….

Victor’s thumb is resting on Yuri’s lips, again is that REALLY necessary???

Then finally these two are looking into each other’s eyes. It is made sure that this clear because they took the initiative to lower Yuri’s glasses. And omg the bedroom eyes Victor is giving Yuri. What the hell did Yuri do to get him so turned on? Or rather what does he not do to get him turned on? ;)

So in conclusion, was any of this REALLY, TRUELY, necessary? No. But I don’t really mind it. I am so pumped for next week’s episode you don’t even know…


If we are mutuals / acquaintances there is a 90% chance I will not talk to you unless you talk to me first BECAUSE OF MY FUCKING ANXIOUS ASS


wow. my mutuals are all so cool and i feel really annoying when i try to interact with you guys. ;;;

again im so so so soryy, i really wanna be friends, but im so so so anxious.

i’ll try to reach out more often.

Jack Johnson Imagine

You and Jack were hanging out at your shared house. You two were watching a scary movie, it was Jacks choice and you really didn’t want to but he persuaded you into watching it. All through out the movie you had your head buried into his chest and his arms were wrapped around while you sat in his lap.

“Why would you put me through that Jack?” You ask

“Because you’re cute when your scared.” He replied simply.

You glared at Jack.

“Awe were you really that scared?” Jack asked.

“Maybe…” You say

Jack started to lean in to kiss you, before he could attach his lips to yours you turned your head so he kissed your cheek instead.

“Hey that’s not fair!” He exclaimed. You said nothing.

“Oh I see you giving me the silent treatment now. Wow I’m in the dog house.” Jack said as you got up and went to the kitchen.

Jack saw you leaving and got up and followed you. You acted like wasn’t even there. You knew it drove him crazy. But you wanted revenge. You started to walk up the stairs shaking your hips a little more than you usually do and you knew he was turned on. As soon as you got upstairs you headed for your bedroom. You smiled at Jack and closed the door in his face.

“Awe come on Y/n I’m sorry you’re just so cute when our scared.” Jack said and once again you didn’t reply.

“Please babe talk to meeee,” he begged.

“Y/n I really am truely sorry.” He said sincerely. You were give in but you decided not too.

“Alright fine. This calls for the tickle monster!” Jack said picking you up throwing you on the bed and started tickling you uncontrollably.

“Jack….stop… That……hurts……” You say in between laughs while gasping for air.

“Yay you talked to me! Now say I’m Jack Johnson is the sexist man alive.”

“No!” You said.

“Fine!” Jack said as he started tickling you again.

“Okay okay….. Jaaack….Johnson….. Is the…..sexiest man…..alive” you say in between laughs; and with that Jack stopped tickling you.

“Now can I have that kiss I wanted earlier?”

“Yess,” you say kissing him.