“What if I didn’t care too much? ” he said while looking at her, trying to imagine that she’s someone else. That he’s not asking this question to someone he loves truly—for the fact that he doesn’t want to hurt her. He never wants to cause heartbreak, especially to her. But because he can’t take it any longer, he took a deep breath and continued, “You don’t need to answer me. I just…you know…I just really have to let this out. Because it’s hard. I know you’re not even asking me to care about you this much, you didn’t even ask me to hold you up whenever you feel that you’re about to shatter and fall to the ground. But I care, hell I still care. And you know the only reason why I do. Why I always claim to be—that person who is always on your side—and it doesn’t matter whether you’re on your darkest times or brightest hours. I’ll still be there, to cheer you up when you’re down, and to clap my hands for you, to hug you warmly and to congratulate you every time you achieved something you always wanted.”.

He paused reminiscing all the good and bad times that they were together. He remembered the times she tried pushing him away. But he never left her. Because he knew that time was the moment that she needed him the most.

“Yet now, I wonder. What if I didn’t fall in love with you? Will I still care about you? Will I’m going to be one of those people who left you once they were ignored by you? Will I’m still going to be here—standing firmly next to you? ”. he said. He didn’t wait for her answer, instead he continued saying, “I honestly don’t know what exactly I would do. Because the moment I saw you, I never imagined being away from you. I never saw myself leaving you. I never ever saw myself not caring this much about you. And that’s the reason why—it hurts at the same time.”.

He looked at her just to find her staring back at him. With her eyes so beautiful that the stars weren’t enough to describe the way her eyes shone that night. He slowly grabbed her hands, closing it with his.

And when he looked back at her, both of them have tears in their eyes, as he said “Because the truth is, no matter how hard I try to move my feet miles apart from you, I can’t. I just can’t run away from you.

—  ma.c.a // Love Pushed Me To You


Jesus Christ

Honestly it’s a wonder he ever felt anything even close to happiness ever again in his life.

Kurogane has come so far you guys.


anonymous asked:

Why do I have to credit stimboards? Is it optional?

I know I said I’m taking a break from answering asks until tomorrow, but I’m answering this one now bc as a gifmaker, unsourced stimboards drive me nuts!! >:/

It’s important to add credit/sources to stimboards because people put time and effort into making those gifs, so it’s not fair for someone to just repost it without sourcing it! 

My biggest issue with it is that most people who make gifs, including myself, always add a link to the source video that the gif is from when they post it! So if someone makes a stimboard using that gif without crediting the person who made it, then it also takes away the source of the original video, too! 

In the worst case scenario, if you make an unsourced stimboard and it gets popular and people start to use the gifs from it for their own boards, when they try to source their own boards then they might just list your unsourced board as the source bc it’s basically a dead end! That might lead to people thinking that you made all those gifs, when you really didn’t! I can’t describe how frustrating it is to see a stimboard that’s using one of your gifs, and when you click the source link they added, it leads to someone else’s unsourced board!

Even worse, not sourcing the gifs you use for your stimboards creates sort a chain reaction where more people start doing it too! People see so many unsourced stimboards and think “well if they can do it, then so can I,” and then the problem grows exponentially! There are some gifs that are really popular to use in stimboards that are almost impossible to find the source for now because so many people have used it without crediting it :/

Long story short: Giving credit when you make stimboards is very important, it’s not even that hard and there are ways of doing it that don’t take long at all! ( @letmesourcethatforyou has a couple really useful tutorials on their about page!)

(EDIT: “gifs aren’t mine, all credit goes to the original gifmakers” and the like doesn’t count!!)