hey guys! i came out to my mom as bisexual around a year ago. it seems so much longer ago but i still remember it so vividly. we were at disney world for the day, like we usually do every month, and all day she had been pointing out rainbow merchandise in the shops on main street. i felt like she Knew i wasn’t straight and she was just waiting for me to come out to her. so, i decided that it was the right time as we started heading into tomorrowland. i think i said something about wanting one of the rainbow things she had pointed out, my mom said something along the lines of “only if you’re gay” (what she said wasn’t offensive at all either, we’re both just really sarcastic so i think it reads as mean if you don’t hear the inflection). i was silent after she said that and kept walking. she stopped and looked at me and said “well are you gay?” and i just kinda whispered “i’m not Fully gay.” and she kind of rolled her eyes (jokingly) and said “well what does that mean shell?” and i told her i was bisexual. my parents are older, so i had to explain to my mom what bisexuality meant. by this time we were on the people mover and i was kind of crying because i was so relieved and just, i felt like massive weights had been lifted off me. i asked my mom why she wasn’t crying (youtube taught me coming outs had to be dramatic) and she said “why would i cry if i’m not upset?” her saying that has stuck with me and i think about it all the time. later that day we were in a different store and there was a shirt i think that said something along the lines of “ariel is my girlfriend” and my mom picked it up and goes “you should get this.” i’m so thankful for my mom and i’m so glad she’s so amazing and we’re so close. my mom is truly one of my best friends and i’m so grateful for her everyday.
this was kind of long but, idk i just wanted to talk about my coming out more in detail. i remember making a few posts right after it happened and people were congratulating me but, here’s more detail. i don’t recommend coming out if you don’t feel like your parent/s (or whoever you’re living with) will handle it well or if you are in an unsafe environment. always remember to do what’s best for your current state of well being. i know not coming out is always difficult (i’m not out to my dad because i’m terrified i’ll get kicked out of my house), but please be careful and remember that your health and safety come first.
so I havent actually been answering asks lately and I dont want to keep you guys hanging or something but im not rlly doing digital stuff for a moment, i tend to always draw in my sketchbook T^T daz why… is it okay for you guys if i draw traditionally in answering asks?? just until i get motivation to draw digitally again huhu
also, i wanna let u guys know that i appreciate ur support and reblogs/likes! i often read ur tags when ya’ll reblog my posts and i’m rlly thankful for all the kind words!! <333
What are you feelings on Fall of Lenster and its interpretations of Jugdral canon?
First of all I am super duper happy that Quan’s mom, Alfiona, existed and was a badass knight instead of a nameless woman who died in childbirth like Siggy’s mom.
(i have something against this trope)
I’m miffed however at Quan saying all his family comes from the Nova line - does it imply that Quan might have had siblings, or cousins who could have minor noba? Are there more minor noba people around in Manster (what kind of holy blood Fergus’ mom had?)?
However I loved Reidric’s crowning moment of glory - and how he has always been a backstabbing piece of slime. It’s really fitting how someone like Reidric was the one to betray his kings and ultimately lead to Calf’s demise. A holy blood less nobody like Reidric ! It’s awesome, for him, and tragic for the Leonsters. I think it’s written how it was a shame for such a great warrior to be defeated by Raydrick - who - to add to the injury - beheaded him!
(and took his head and showed it to everyone bragging about having defeated Calf which oddly takes me back to another guy. Has Mananan let a war cry when he held his son in law’s head?)
And we also have some interactions between Finn and everyone, Finn and his new lieges now that Quan’s dead and how they “entrust Leif” to him, Finn and Raquie - who is in her badass warrior phase now, eons away from that moeblob in heroes - how they escaped the castle, how randoms tried to buy them time, how Glade (yes him) also plays a part in Leif’s escape…
Nah, definitely Leonster’s fall is a good read (and a must read if i may add if you truly want to get the broader FE5 Jugdral picture). I don’t know if it’s considered Canon as in game-canon, but for all intents and purposes, to me it is.
I saw a prompt that read “My best friend changed my profession on FaceBook to sugar baby and I didn’t realise and you just messaged me asking if I’m looking for a daddy” and I was inmediately reminded of @seventeen-sinbin, the best seventeen blog on this godforsaken website. So here we go.
Super cute,innocent-looking angel (who is then the kinkiest fuck to ever roam the earth) and the narcisistic guy who is into basically everything.
So we have Joshua
The definition of cute
And relatively calm
Never jokes about sex
Only Hoshi and Minghao know just how absolutely dirty-minded he is
For the rest he’s just an angel who always helps everyone and is the son-in-law every mother would like to have like seriously how can there such an amazing boy even exist
So Jun comes around because of that misunderstanding
He goes to the same university lectures as Joshua so he decides to mess around with him a little bit
But then Joshua is like “idk what do you have to offer” and Jun is a little taken aback because ???? Is this the same Joshua
So they actually meet in the cafeteria of the university
And they become friends
They start getting to know each other but Joshua is not the kind of person to show his wild side to just anyone, only Minghao and Hoshi, and Jun is shook because of the contrast between his calm and polite personality and the lifestyle he leads.
Because he’s sharing an appartment with those two
And they are a mess
Everything is out of place and their clothes are on the sofa and Joshua always ends up doing the dishes because they won’t do it
Hosh is a ray of sunshine (a perverted ray of sunshine) and is always joking around and Minghao tries to play it cool and hits on literally everyone but he always ends up making friends with them
And Jun joins them sometimes in their appartment because he studies with Joshua and they help each other
Hoshi spends the whole day saying “you should bang him” and Minghao just nods
But Joshua doesn’t want to (he does) because they’re friends, and fuckfriends never work out, and he doesn’t want to ruin a friendship just to get laid
Like he doesn’t just want to fuck Jun, he wants to date Jun but he doesn’t know if Jun would date him so he just leaves it at that
Which is stupid because Jun would totally hit that ass and maybe even cuddle that ass and ok he just wants to have long hot make out sessions with him and memorise every inch of his body under his fingertips but it’s not like he can just tell him that
But a few weeks later Jun stops sleeping around because what’s the point of fucking someone if he always ends up thinking about Joshua
They’re just idiots falling in love
So Joshua’s sassy side comes out because he’s comfortable around Jun and Jun is Sexually Frustrated but also Emotionally Frustrated
Minghao and Hoshi notice
How wouldn’t they really they’re so obvious
To the point when one night they’re all playing poker and Hoshi and Minghao slip out because ‘they forgot to do an assignment’ with winks and dramatic faces
Joshua wants to kill them
So they’re left alone with a deck and they keep playing
Jun starts joking that the sugar daddy offer still stands, but his hands are actually sweating because he doesn’t want to screw up and make Josh uncomfortable
Joshua replies with “well who knows I could use the money to pay for college” and Jun breathes
“?? You’d do it for money? Those things are done for pleasure man money is just collateral”
“It’s sugar daddy not just daddy so I’d definitely be doing it for the money”
“Omg I can’t believe it you care more about the money”
“And you care only about the sex”
So Joshua proposes they play strip poker: Jun loses, he pays for what’s left of Joshua’s term. If Joshua loses, he sleeps with Jun
Long story short Jun’s only in his underwear and jeans when Joshua loses the last piece of clothing
But Jun is a good boy and he wouldn’t make Joshua have sex with him if he wasn’t 120% sure Joshua wanted to just for the sake of a bet, so he says “don’t feel forced, we can drop the bet, i was just kidding”
To which Joshua just replies “shame” and takes off his underwear
Jun is now sweating his life off and he’s gonna have a problem in his pants if Joshua keeps standing so casually completely naked
Joshua smirks and says “are you sure you were just kidding” and thay is too much for Jun because he wants to fuck him so badly and he needs it now and the nearest surface available is the sofa
Hoshi and Minghao come back because it’s been two hours and a half and they’ve had enough time
Only to find that they have to freeze their asses off in the corridor because apparently they haven’t had enough time and Joshua is riding Jun in the couch
So well, they start dating
And it’s only later that Jun finds out Joshua masters poker
Can we talk about how badass and totally out of the norm it was for SJM to write a second book in her series RIPPING APART her original male protagonist in the first book??? Like??? She took the entire group of main characters save Feyre basically and shoved them aside and was like NOPE. THESE ONES NOW. THEY ARE YOUR CHILDREN NOW FORGET THOSE OTHER GUYS. Like that takes BALLS. She took an entire ship and just SUNK IT HERSELF. She beautifully crafted a seemingly VILE character that we actually could have drawn a logical conclusion to be abusive and terrible in the first book and made him??? Perfect??? Amazing??? She literally destroyed every preconceived notion we had of him??? And now we see him as a precious being for whom I would lay down my life??? GAH. AMAZING. I’LL NEVER GET OVER IT. I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO RELIVE MY FIRST READING OF ACOMAF BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I HAD WHIPLASH AND MY JAW WAS DROPPED THE WHOLE TIME LIKE WHERE TF DID THAT COME FROM??? AMAZING. 12/10. ACOWAR IS PROBABLY GOING TO DO THE SAME AND IM NOT READY THERES NO WAY WE CAN PREDICT THESE THINGS.
Even if you find
to talk to every night,
to hang out with every day,
to share the giggles and
laughter at some
to walk with and tell
I am still here,
waiting for you
to knock at my door
and sit beside me,
like we never missed
I am still here,
even if you’re not asking.
I am still here,
even if you weren’t
going to be there
for me anymore.
Oh boy. I finished this thing in a day, but I procrastinated posting it for another three days after realizing a lot of errors in the format of the comic rip but im lazy af so i never even fixed them ahh. As for the other comic I was working on: every new chapter released reveals another logical flaw in the comic. I think I’ll wait till the companion fic starts to really fix up that comic orz :’(