Close as Strangers G.D
Based off of “Close as strangers” By 5SOS
“Six weeks since I’ve been away
And now you’re sayin’ everything has changed
And I’m afraid that I might be losing you
And every night that we spend alone
It kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish I was back home next to you”
It’s the sixth week of Ethan and I’s second world tour. And it was great! Don’t get me wrong, but it was missing something. It was missing my girlfriend, y/n. The girl i considered the love of my life. The girl i miss with all of my heart. “Why not take her on tour with you Grayson?” well, that’s because. I can’t.
Management, the asshole that they are, said no girlfriends. As it would “distract” us from the fans. Which isn’t fucking true. I love her, that isn’t a “distraction” that is my life, y/n is my life.
I’ve never thought we would be so separated, never in a million years. We were always together, a “power couple” if you will, ever waking moment was spent with her. I love her with all that i am.
Even on our first tour. The first tour was a dream come true, Y/n even tagged along every now and then, living our dream, together. But now, she couldn’t come due to management, even if they would let her come, she couldn’t. She’s too damn busy with school anyway.
It feels as if we’re light years apart, even if it’s only a few thousand miles. But i think that I might be losing her. It sounds silly, yes. But it’s the truth. We’ve barely talked in the past six weeks, and it’s killing me. We’ve just been so busy. Me with the tour, and her with school. And, i just feel like i’m going to lose her.
I would kill. To be home next to her. To cuddle her, play with her hair, show her how in love with her i am. But i can’t.
Not until this tour is over. And i’m going to fucking lose it. I’ve never felt so lonely. Even though i’m surrounded by thousands of fans, and my brother. I’m missing something, i’m missing her.