re: why i killed my girlfriend

Close as Strangers G.D

Originally posted by dolan-writing

Based off of “Close as strangers” By 5SOS

Warnings: Swearing


Grayson’s Pov~

“Six weeks since I’ve been away
And now you’re sayin’ everything has changed
And I’m afraid that I might be losing you
And every night that we spend alone
It kills me thinking of you on your own
And I wish I was back home next to you”

It’s the sixth week of Ethan and I’s second world tour. And it was great! Don’t get me wrong, but it was missing something. It was missing my girlfriend, y/n. The girl i considered the love of my life. The girl i miss with all of my heart.       “Why not take her on tour with you Grayson?” well, that’s because. I can’t.

Management, the asshole that they are, said no girlfriends. As it would “distract” us from the fans. Which isn’t fucking true. I love her, that isn’t a “distraction” that is my life, y/n is my life. 

I’ve never thought we would be so separated, never in a million years.                 We were always together, a “power couple” if you will, ever waking moment was spent with her.  I love her with all that i am.

Even on our first tour. The first tour was a dream come true, Y/n even tagged along every now and then, living our dream, together. But now, she couldn’t come due to management, even if they would let her come, she couldn’t. She’s too damn busy with school anyway.

It feels as if we’re light years apart, even if it’s only a few thousand miles. But i think that I might be losing her. It sounds silly, yes. But it’s the truth. We’ve barely talked in the past six weeks, and it’s killing me. We’ve just been so busy. Me with the tour, and her with school.  And, i just feel like i’m going to lose her. 

I would kill. To be home next to her. To cuddle her, play with her hair, show her how in love with her i am.  But i can’t.

Not until this tour is over. And i’m going to fucking lose it. I’ve never felt so lonely. Even though i’m surrounded by thousands of fans, and my brother. I’m missing something, i’m missing her.

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3. Where Are U Now - Justin Bieber and Skrillex

4. Modern American Gypsy - Big D and the Kids Table

5. Psychedelic - DJ Hazard 

6. Country House - Blur

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9. Playing God- Paramore

10. Faded - Alan Walker 

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You were a troubled teen as they say. You thought the best way to release your pain would be to start trying out different drugs and drinking, which slowly led to you getting a couple of tattoos when those didn’t seem to numb the pain anymore. Your best friend, Ashton, was already into that sort of stuff, so when you suggested trying weed for the first time he was already prepared.

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Sex addicts 2-Isaac AU


A/N : someone requested this. i know it is very sort, but there will be a part 3 so no worries :) THANK U ALL FOR THE POSITIVE FEEDBACK. ALSO. I REALLY LOVE YOU


P.S.: please do not steal any of my work. i worked hard to think of these and turn them into words so i think it is impolite to copy paste it somewhere else without giving me credit or acknowledging me. thank u :) 


She woke up in that same car, mascara and eyeliner smudged. Scott  was still asleep and naked in his back seat. She struggled getting off of him and finally got out.

Great. Now she had to walk home.



His phone buzzed but he switched it off. He knew what it was buzzing for and he despised it. 5 minutes later the sound became so persistent that it was impossible to ignore.

“Sex addicts 11:00” he read the alarm’s notification and sighed .

He got up and put his clothes back on. Taking one last glance at the naked girl on her bed.

“She was prettier last night” he whispered. Heading off to his group therapy.



She searched her pockets for her keys.

“Splendid” she mumbled when she realized she must’ve dropped them last night. She rang the bell.

Her brother opened.

“Not again…” it was the third time she’d left something valuable on some random’s guy car/appartment/bike…yes….

She entered drinking some water to detox her organism. Her brother sighed.

“Consider it” he said placing a leaflet on the counter that she had her hands.

“I don’t need therapy Liam” she said it as if it was obvious as he sat down on a chair.

“May 11 left your keys . May 24 left your wallet. April 3 keys again. April 15 mobile. April 21 MY mobile .April 30,today, keys AGAIN.”

“Okay okay i admit ,maybe i get hangovered but this simply means i need to stop drinking not having sex. ”

“Y/N. I worry. When was the last time you had a healthy relationship?”

She squeezes her brains, but nothing comes to mind.

“Um….last year?”

“It has been three . Three years”

“Maybe i just do not like relationships!”

“ or ,maybe you are addicted to sex. ”

“ i am not going. Period.”

“I’ll give you 2 bucks a day if you last 5 months. …”

“How often do they meet?” She asked intruiged.

“ once a week…every..uh! Today. Every thursday..” he read the leaflet.

“ so that means four times a month..for five…20 meetings? And i will make what ..2 times 30 for five …three hundred ?” She smiled widely. Her brother sighed as if giving up.

“Yes Y/N. Yes”


“It is good to finally admit your problem..”

“If admit helps you sleep at night sure”



I enter the building.

Second floor i remember.

The door is open and through it I can see ten chairs, creating a perfect circle. Maybe it is rude to interrupt i will just come back tomorrow. ..

“MR LAHEY” so good of you to join us !“ A man says. I assume the responsible for this shit. I approach and sit on the tenth chair.

” we are just presenting ourselves for today…nothing much..the main sessions start next tuesday..“ he smiles. WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER.

"ummm. I am sorry but smoking is not allowed…”

“Umm i am sorry i smoke then..” i mimic his scottish accent. He looks old. Is he having sex.?

“I’m Jackson, 22…” a boy stood up.

“Why are you here Jack? Is it okay if i call you Jack?” Kill me now.

“ my girlfriend worries… i think she can’t take it..the sex. Says our relationship should be more than sex.”

“And that is why i don’t bother” i comment re-lighting my cigarette.

“ Mr Lahey please, speak when it is your turn..” the scottish guy says.

“Sure” i comment again annoying him.

“Hello Jack ” they all say.

“ i’m Scarlet, 18” i look at her…sex addict? To what? Masturbating? She has lose ginger curls but the color does not seem natural and she also does not seem to have enough money to sustain it since her dark roots are visible.

“I am here because i masturbate more than needed…”

“Ha ha !” I chuckle out loud shifting in my chair.

“ how often ?” I ask.

“20 times.."well waste of time 20 times a month is not that much.

” a day..“ oh.

"I’m Stiles,18"a  boy with a buzzcut says.

"And why are you here?”

“I am a sex addict..” well duh.

“ why are you a sex addict Stiles?”

“It’s um..embarrasing..i um.. i like the taste of lady parts…” he says . Where the hell am i ? The girl spoken previously winks at him .

“I’m i quit smoking two years ago…got addicted to blowjobs ever since” i move my chair slightly backwards.

The rest of them blur out as i lose interest in this.


“huh?” I ask coming back to reality.

“It is your turn..”

I don’t bother standing up.

“ Isaac, 25, sex addict”

“ why are you a sex addict?” He asks. I lean closer to him .

“ have you ever ejaculated ?” I say causing some of them to cough

“ of..of course!” He says .

“ that’s why” i lean back at my chair.

anonymous asked:

Video game developers imply that there's a straight couple in their game and everyone loses their damn minds. "Flood the internet with Pharmercy, they can't kill us!" So childish. If you're this upset about straight people "ruining" a video game, you shouldn't have been playing the game in the first place. Sexuality plays no role in the game as it is. Everyone's acting just like the people who were mad about Tracer being gay.

I wish you’d stop lmao

RE: literally pharmercy is the reason I’m dating my beautiful girlfriend and means a lot to not only us personally, but to a lot of other people. Why don’t you stfu and let people be upset rather than shitting all over us and comparing us to homophobes