❝ I want to spend my life with you ❞
Plot: Your boyfriend Yoongi has become over protective and possessive after what happened and you two fight.This is a second part of this scenario “No one can touch you”
Words count: 2,5k+
Genre: Mafia!AU / Fluffy in the end.
For anon, I hope you like it! M.
Gif isn’t mine, credits to the owner! ♥
“Where are you going?” Yoongi’s gentle voice came from behind your back and lifting your eyes you saw his reflection in the mirror.
He was wearing a black suit and a silver tie that you gave him a few months earlier, seemed one of those models just stepped off the cover of a fashion magazine.
“I need to get some air Yoongi..”
“Fine, but Jungkook will be with you.” His bossy tone won’t surprised but annoyed you; “is it clear?”
“Yoongi, I don’t need Jungkook.”
“He’s one of my best men. If I say he shall be with you, he will stay with you. ” His tone was more annoyed than normal and he closed the issue with a wave of his hand, leaving you alone again. Just you and your own reflection in the mirror.
Watching yourself you noticed you have lost weight and dark circles under your eyes were the witness of your struggle to sleep.
It had been only three weeks since your kidnapping but, as normal, you were bringing the consequences on you. Fear had become a second skin for you but the behavior of your boyfriend made thing even worse.
You could understand his fear, but he was suffocating you and it was a worse feeling than being tied to a chair for countless hours
The container of the cream for the body you had in your hands ended up on the sink shelf, you didn’t have time to be gentle and put it back in place.
You came out of the bathroom at a brisk pace, managing to lock Yoongi before he left your room.
You stood between him and the door, throwing your arms slightly open and preventing him from getting the handle and letting you really alone.
He raised an eyebrow in a curious expression while remaining silent, waiting for you to say something.
“I don’t need Jungkook.”
“It wasn’t my request, it was an order.” He remarked, his voice low and raspy while approached his face to yours; “Isn’t it clear, baby?”
“I don’t need him. You’re acting like a fool Yoongi… Kyunsoo had a score to settle with you, but I think everyone are so terrorized by you now and therefore it’s impossible that they would touch me.” It Was what you were saying for days and seemed to play better than you kept repeating into your mind.
“Fool? A Fool? My girlfriend was almost killed and I’m the one who is acting like a fool? ”
“It was an order, Y/N. I don’t want to discuss this further. ” He silenced you in less than two seconds, clutching his hands under your armpits and lifted you effortlessly by moving the door.
Your eyes crossed for a second when he opened the door. His eyes were looking for the challenge into yours, yours were looking for some glimmer of understanding for you into his.
But both were disappointed with the result and he went out without saying goodbye or give you a slight kiss on your lips as he used to do.
“Y/N, are you re-shit, sorry I didn’t know you were still in your underwear” Jungkook’s shocked gaze was the thing you saw moments later, leaving him, however, enter the room with an angry snort "I.. I l-look out… “
"You kill people and you’re ashamed of a woman in babydoll?”
Your question bowled him more than your clothing and a slight motion of tenderness possessed you. Jungkook was younger than you, but he was a ruthless serial killer when necessary. Yoongi took him under his wing when he was just a kid, that world had been imposed on him. He had not chosen as you had done years before.
“Ten minutes and I’m ready, wait out Kookie.” You dismissed him and the relief on his face made you smile when he literally ran out of the room.
Now you were alone, you just think of a way to escape Yoongi’s protection. A challenge more than difficult to nearly impossible.
“He was looking at you.”
“While two people are talking it’s normal to look each other. ”
“No, he was looking at you into a way I know all too well.” He was angry and as his voice that his taut body could make you understand; “But he’s going to get what he deserves.” He added with a slightly satisfied sneer.
The space was dimly in the limo but you got to look back at him, knowing that your expression was even angrier than he was him.
“What did you do?”
“He’ll remember that he shouldn’t look at my woman in certain ways.”
“YOONGI.” You shouted at him but he didn’t seem to have heard; “Yoongi answer me.”
“I didn’t kill him if that’s what you’re thinking. But then again, only I can look at you in certain ways. ”
“You’re crossing the bounds, Yoongi.”
“You’re mine and so you’ve to stay.” He whispered into your ear, but you pushed him away causing yet another smirk. You hated that expression onto hi face, but you couldn’t slap him despite the urge.
“Stay in the car, I’ve something to do.”
“More orders. Did I become one of your men? ”
“Don’t discuss baby, I’ll be right there in a few minutes.”
“Whatever you say, Sir.”
Reproached him in the way his men did seemed to annoy him, but he said nothing and got out of the car. You were ready to get off when the black window that divided the driver’s seat from the rest of the limo was lowered.
“Y/N.. You’re locked in. ”
“Boss’ orders Y/N. ” He apologized with a little smile, making you sigh in despair. “He’s acting like this for your sake.”
“It’s killing me so and he seems to not realize it.”
Taehyung and Namjoon were holding Yoongi while you were in your room.
“DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU’LL WALK OUT THAT DOOR? RATHER I’LL KILL MYSELF! ”
“Yoongi calm down.” The tone almost despaired of Namjoon managed to get even at your ears, while the tears continued to slip copious on your cheeks.
You’ve never discussed that way, but you were coming to a limit that you couldn’t bear any more.
“Y/N I’M TALKING TO YOU. COME HERE RIGHT NOW! ”
“FUCK OFF YOONGI, OKAY? I’M FUCKING SICK OF YOU AND THIS WHOLE SITUATION. ” You stand at the door, your eyes were red and swollen, while you hurl against him everything that he gave you in those weeks. Almost like they were justifications for his attitude. “DO YOU UNDERSTAND?? LEAVE ME ALONE, I WANT TO GET OUT. YOU’VE BECOME OBSESSIVE AND OPPRESSIVE. THAT’S NOT THE RELATIONSHIP I WANT. ”
“I’M DOING THIS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD, FUCK. IS IT SO HARD TO ABIDE BY MY RULES? ”
“THERE ARE YOUR MEN FOR THAT!” You shouted hurling yet another expensive bracelet, striking though Taehyung that remained silent since your strength was poor in those days due to lack of sleep.
“YOU’RE MINE Y/N, THEN MY RULES APPLY EQUALLY TO YOU.” He yelled back, trying to wriggle from the grip of his men; “GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE AND I SWEAR THAT IT’S OVER. I WON’T BE HERE ANYMORE TO PROTECT YOU. ”
His threat was another blow to your heart. You wanted it all but not that your relationship was over. In spite of that world, Yoongi was the man of your life. But he needed to reconsider his behavior and that was the only way to make him do that. Leave him.
Without taking anything, everything was his despite you worked and you still had your apartment outside Seoul, you bypassed the three men and directed towards the door.
Namjoon and Taehyung had left the grip on Yoongi, who was immobile at the center of the salon and was looking at you, shortness of breath and broken because of the screams.
“You’re not protecting me Yoongi, you’re suffocating me.”
Saying that you came out of your house, without looking back.
Your apartment was even smaller as than you remembered and was incredibly quiet.
The only sounds that you could hear were your sobs and the television you had access both to keep you company.
Despite the orders of Yoongi, Seokjin had followed you and now he was on the threshold of the door, while watched you in absolute silence.
“You know that he’ll punish you, Seokjin?” Sobbing you said, lifting your eyes to him.
“Never leave a girl in tears, you never know what could happen.” It was his answer, that brought you a little smile. You patted the spot next to you and he immediately refused nodded, remaining in his corner.
“Seokjin I never understand your reasons.. Neither you nor Jimin. You’re so kind… ”
“Because we’re gangsters?”
You nodded and he was feeling almost at right to give you a long and detailed answer so he moved away from the wall but sat into the Chair next to the couch. You were pretty sure Yoongi had warned everyone to stay away from you, when you had started to date, and Seokjin’s behavior increasingly convinced you.
“Our parents were gangster and so we ha–” He began to say when the doorbell made jump both and his hand immediately ran to the gun hidden under the leather jacket he was wearing. “Are you waiting for someone?” He asked, suspiciously.
“Y/N; open… it’s me. ”
On hearing the voice of his boss Seokjin relaxed slightly, although in his eyes you could read the fear of the sure punishment that he would have to undergo. He got up and went to the door, past the hallway that divided the living room from the entrance, but you stayed on the couch. Wrapped in blankets seeking warmth.
“Wait in the car Seokjin.”
“And.. thank you, for staying with her.”
-At least he’s still able to show gratitude, what a miracle . - It was your thinking, while you lay your eyes on television without paying the slightest attention.
“No.” You wanted to beat him but his tone forced you to watch him.
He was broken, you could see it into his eyes. He was broken as much as you were, but you held by up to go to hug him.
He came towards you but sat on the coffee table, trying to make you pay attention to him. Your red eyes rested on him and even though he had not wept, it was clear that he was in pain.
“Yoongi, what do you want?”
“You… and you know it. ”
“You said that if I exit from our home, it was over.”
“I was scared.”
In two years you’ve never heard those words come out of his mouth and was that to upset you more. He had put his pride aside other times during your quarrels, but he had never admitted to being frightened by something.
Yoongi leaned towards you, pushing aside the blanket and took your hands on his own. You didn’t withdraw them but you were still unwilling to listen to him.
“The day I met you, I also discovered something new.” He muttered holding his gaze onto your hands; “There was someone capable of making me feel fear. You intimidated me Y/N and I don’t think you have ever realized. ”
“Bullshit. When we first met, you were an asshole. ”
“Yes, I was, but inside I kept wondering how the hell you couldn’t be afraid of me or… from what I was. ”
You were about to argue again, you’d never been the girl to remain silent or to comply with every rule, when he knelt down in front of you.
“What are you doing?” You asked, finally succeeding in blocking the sobs.
“Can you be quiet for a moment, Y/N?”
His question was veiled of desperation so you froze completely from saying something, just nodded continuing to watch him without understanding what was going on.
“I know that my world isn’t the best;” He began to say, most clutching your hands into his. “and a few weeks ago you had a very clear demonstration. When Jimin told me you were missing my world is literally collapsed. It took Seokjin and Jungkook to stop me because just knew what had happened I just wanted to kill him without thinking of the consequences. I had to get rid of this idea because you are the person most precious to me. ”
“Yoo–sorry, go on.” You apologized immediately and bit the tip of your tongue to silence.
“When you were in my arms, safe and sound, the fear hasn’t gone away. It was there to make me aware that I might lose you at any moment. I just couldn’t figure out how to protect yourself without becoming a despot and believe me, I’m sorry for that. ” He continued to talk while you were looking at him and the desire to hug him grew more and more; “I wanted to do a few weeks ago but.. In short, everything happened and I couldn’t find the right opportunity. ”
He left your hands just to grab something from the gray jacket he was wearing and you saw a small box in his hands so you finally understood.
Even his hands, firm as usual, trembled when he opened the small box showing you an engagement ring. It was white gold, your favorite and it was as simple as perfect. Above all, it was the ring that you two had seen together several months before and you’d want to buy because you were in love with at first sight.
“Y/N… I know I’m asking a lot because you’re aware of the risks. But I’d be the happiest man in the world if you’ll say yes. ”
“Y-Yoongi” Your voice trembled, while other tears itchy your eyes and began to slide on your face.
“I want to spend my life with you, in all circumstances and at all times. Would you do me the honor of marrying me, Y/N? ” He asked, and his eyes were shining with excitement, while his hands began to tremble even more violently.
“Yes, Yes and Yes again, Min Yoongi.”