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anonymous asked:

Suggestion: Jealousy

you say your worst trait has always been jealousy
but i disagree
i think it’s your ability to make me fall head-first into love
despite everything in the world trying their damnedest to make sure we’re apart
it’s the worst thing i’ve ever encountered
because it makes everything else i’ve experienced in my life pale in comparison
but sometimes i’m afraid we’ve been doomed from the start
but you’re the calm to my storm and sunshine in my chaotic landscape
i just hope you never get tired of me clinging to you the way i tend to do

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.
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