ravi is me i am ravi


Happy birthday to the actual light of my life, Kim Wonshik. There aren’t enough words to describe how grateful I am that you exist, that you make music, that you’re a part of VIXX, that you’re such an angel and such an amazing human being. You cheer up my days when I’m feeling down, and I honestly wouldn’t know what to do without you here. Thank you for existing Kim Ravi ♥

of piano players and restaurants

Genre: can you guess it?

Words: 7.970, Jesus Christ. I need to be stopped.

Warnings: Alcohol is mentioned like… twice…

Summary: Phil is a waiter working in his best friend’s restaurant. One day, when the owners decide to hire a new pianist since their last one was a complete fail, Phil is kind of skeptical about it — can you blame him? The last pianist was insane — but once he meets Dan Howell, he realizes it’s not as bad as he thinks.

a/n: Again. One of those stories that I could’ve left at 2k but then I went, “THESE CHARACTERS DESERVE MORE AND SO DOES THE STORY AND I CARE ABOUT IT TOO MUCH TO LEAVE A NORMAL ENDING,” so yeah. God. I need lessons on how to not let myself get carried away.

This is also for my beautiful beautiful friend/wife Ravie, whose birthday is in like two weeks and a couple of days but I like to give her earlier presents. (also hi Ravie. It’s just a habit to give you longfics as presents whoops.)

(also it’s getting really ironic how I can only write cheesiness when I hear Hyper Music.)

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Happy first anniversary, VIXX LR ♡
I’m waiting for a comeback ♥‿♥


I feel bad for having updates so far apart. It was hard for me to try and find time to write these past few weeks. My family and I are trying to sell our house and move to Texas, classes start in March, and work has been crazy with Valentine’s Day prep.

Anywho~ I hope you enjoy this chapter! I am almost finished with ch.43 for Teaching VIXX so that should be out this week too!

Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM WONSHIK!! The fluffy rapper is now 25! I hope he had a good birthday! He deserves it!


“W-work for you?”

“Yeah! It would be perfect! I just got a new studio to work on music in. I need someone who is familiar with music to help me.”

And I could see you all the time, too.

He decided to leave that thought out of the conversation, however.

“But…I’m sure I don’t know enough to help you.” She was intrigued by the idea of working with music again. But, she felt apprehensive about working for Wonshik like that.

“I can teach you whatever you need to know. You already have the basic background and there’s the fact that you like music. You can’t do stuff like this and not already like it. It’ll be tiring but worth it.”

She chewed on her bottom lip for a bit, thinking it over.

Would it really be that bad? I need a job anyway.

She looked up at Wonshik’s hopeful face and realized that she trusted him enough right now to try it out.

She smiled and nodded.

“I’ll give it a go. Although you’ll probably get annoyed with me later.”

“Never.” His smile was geniune and it made her blush slightly.

She looked down at her new phone and everything else he had given her. It baffled her that people might actually be honest and sincere. It gave her hope.

“Can you send me some of your music?” She asked quietly. She was afraid that he would get angry or annoyed and tell her to get it herself.

“Sure! Let’s start with the list you made, okay? Then I’ll set you up with some apps and you can explore some new stuff.”

“Thank you.” You handed the phone to him, relieved. “Unnie said that you guys are in a group.”

“Oh yeah! We’re called VIXX. I can put some of our stuff on here too so you can get familiar with our style of music. That ok?”

“That would be great.” She smiled as she watched Wonshik fiddle with the two devices in his hands. He seemed excited about making music.

She hadn’t missed the wolf on the phone case. It was cheesy but she liked it. Wolf hybrids tended to be aggressive and territorial. However, they were also loyal and caring. The strong urge to have a pack didn’t change with the fact that they were also half-human. Whoever they let inside their little world was there to stay. Other than the incident with the wall, she hadn’t seen the aggresive and territorial side of Wonshik yet but the other side rang out loud and clear.

“Okay, I have them transferring. We’ll just wait until they’re done and we can move on to the apps.” He leaned up on his knees to place the phones side-by-side on the couch. At that moment, the doorbell rang and she jumped.

Wonshik looked over at her and stopped. He suddenly realized his face was very close to hers and froze. He knew he should move so she wouldn’t be uncomfortable but he couldn’t make himself do it. She quickly realized how close he was and her eyes widened. Her body tensed, waiting for him to pounce on her. The fear was automatic-she couldn’t help it. She braced her body for it.

When he did nothing she looked up at his eyes. The blue in his eyes softened and she felt calm. It was a lovely feeling. She had heard about the hypnotizing effect wolves had with their eyes. Their gazes able to reassure others and instantly calm them. When he was sure that fear no longer consumed her he smiled at her. Reaching up, he tapped her nose and rose to his feet.

“Come on, let’s get you something to eat before the others get over here.”

She took a deep breath and rose to follow Wonshik to the kitchen. Her mind was a mess and she needed food. A very dangerous combination. Halfway to the kitchen the door opened again and the other four members bounced happily into the room. Upon seeing the newly arrived food on the table they descended rapidly. Almost as quickly, Wonshik and Taekwoon blocked the attack.

“The girls eat first.” Wonshik puffed his chest out in a display of strength. Hakyeon laughed at him and nodded.

“Of course. Ladies first.” He gestured with his hand for the two to start first.

“Oh, its okay. You guys go ahead. I’ll just get whatever is left.” JiYoon felt awkward being the center of attention along with Taekwoon’s girlfriend. She felt best hiding in the background.

“Well, thats the problem,” Wonshik’s deep voice spoke close to her ear and she jumped in surprise. “There usually isn’t anything left. Go on. Get what you want and then we’ll dig in.” His hand lightly touched her back in an effort to nudge her forward. Electricity sprang from the touch but it didn’t scare her. In fact, she felt at ease. It was strange. She nodded slowly and gathered her food.

“Wah~ Look at Taekwoon and Wonshik. Domesticated already. I wonder what will become of us lonely, single people. Destined to walk this earth alone forever….” Jaehwan put a hand to his heart dramatically. Taekwoon glared at him, reaching over and “sliced” his neck.

“You won’t get anybody acting like that.”

“One day, someone will love me for who I am!” He shook his fist at Taekwoon but dodged behind Wonshik when the panther went after him again.

“So, JiYoon Noona, have you seen any of our videos yet?” Hyuk asked from the other end of the kitchen table.

She faltered a bit at Hyuk calling her ‘noona’ but recovered quickly. She wasn’t used to the affectionate titles. It would take a bit to get used to.

“Um, no, I haven’t. Wonshik is going to put your music on my phone so I can become familiar with it.”

“Oh! Then we should bring some of them up with Noona’s playstation while we eat! Can we, Noona?”

Taekwoon’s girlfriend nodded in agreement and the maknae took off for the living room.

Wonshik carried his and JiYoon’s plate of food while she carried the drinks and a couple small bags of snacks. She settled on the floor waiting for Hyuk to start the videos. She was honestly excited to see what their music was like. She also was curious about Wonshik’s role.

Everyone else gathered around in various places in the living room. Wonshik ended up on the floor with JiYoon.

“You okay if I sit here?”

She nodded and smiled. It wasn’t a lie. She enjoyed Wonshik’s company. He made her forget her past. He made no inappropriate moves to touch her. He was very careful with her and she appreciated that.

An hour later, JiYoon was in awe. She couldn’t remember the last time she had been so excited. Each and every song and video was unique. Their concepts were carefully thought out and beautifully executed. The artistic talent that each member possessed was amazing. Each one making the music their own. She soon realized that she had been smiling non-stop for a good forty-five minutes.

Wonshik had noticed her change. Her body had relaxed and she was enjoying the music-their music. He felt proud and happy. He had been worried that she wouldn’t like it. She started smiling and began talking more. In turn, he was falling deeper and deeper for her. He was going to bring her out of her shell. He was going to make her feel loved and protected. Even if there was the possibility that she wouldn’t love him back.

As soon as the video for Eternity ended, Hakyeon’s phone started ringing. He apologized and quickly escaped to the kitchen to answer it.

“JiYoon-ah?” She turned to Wonshik when she heard his voice. “What do you think?”

“I love it! Each song is so unique! I think I will definitely be a Starlight now.” She laughed and Wonshik wanted to hug her. It was difficult to resist the urge to embrace her.

“Hmm…that sounds good. And since we’re such good friends, I can give you the special VIP treatment.” He winked at her and she blushed.

She started to say something but Hakyeon came back into the living room.

“JiYoon-ssi? I just received a call from Jimin’s uncle. He the officer who helped us with putting Haejeong and MinJeong away.”

Wonshik noticed JiYoon’s body go rigid at the mention of those names and he suddenly wanted to punch a wall again. Hakyeon took a deep breath before continuing.

“Well, we have a chance to keep them locked up for good but,” He raised his hand to rub the back of his neck, nervous. “They need you to kind of testify about being kidnapped and-”


JiYoon flinched slightly from Wonshik’s harsh response.

“But, Wonshik, this is a good chance. If not, they could go free.”

“She’s not going within a mile of those bastards.” Wonshik’s eyes darkened to a steel grey-blue and JiYoon tensed.

She wanted to agree with Wonshik but Hakyeon was right. She didn’t want to risk the possibility of them getting out. At the same time, she desperately didn’t want to have to testify and possibily have to reveal her disgusting life there. And she definitely didn’t want to see them.

Swallowing her fear, she touched Wonshik’s shoulder, instantly dissolving his anger when he felt her touch. He looked at her and he knew. He knew exactly what she was thinking and feeling. Sighing, she looked up at Hakyeon.

“I’ll do it.”

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Ravi + cuddling + “Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“Jagi, I’ll be home late tonight. Please get some sleep and don’t wait up too long for me?” Wonsik had told her pecking her lips on his way out of the house.

She had waved him off with fake promises of heading to bed early and he’d shaken his head fondly knowing full well they were lies.

That had been about sixteen hours ago.

The clock on the wall now read 12:36 am and ______ was sat half asleep on the couch, the tv playing old reruns of Friends.

She made herself more comfortable on the couch and tucked her hands around and under the cushion she laid her head on.

‘I’ll just close my eyes for a little while’ she thinks to herself.

“Jagi, I’m home!” Wonsik exclaims  a little too loudly a while later waking ______. “Thought you said you’d be in bed by now” he carries on sternly while closing the door and hanging up his jacket.

Turning around he coos softly at the sight of his girlfriend. A startled look on her sleepy face, her legs half on and half off the couch.

“Sorry, were you sleeping?” Wonsik asks softly kneeling down between her legs making her sit up. She leans her head against his shoulder nodding and humming softly.

“I didn’t mean to wake you, I saw the tv on. Thought you were still up. Come on, let’s get you to bed” he says taking a hold of her thighs and hoisting her up. She wraps her legs around his torso and her arms around his neck nuzzling her face on his shoulder.

He makes his way to their shared bedroom and places _____ gently on the bed, however she’s not letting go. “Jagi” Wonsik whines laughing.

______ sighs and lets go and he finally gets her tucked into bed a few seconds later with some small whines and protests.

“Where are you going?” she whines as he begins to walk away.

“Just going to change, I’ll be right back” he answers taking off his shirt.

“Just take off your pants and get in here” she grumbles making grabby hands at him. He chuckles fondly but complies. Tossing his clothes towards the hamper, he walks back to bed and crawls under the covers.

He’s got about half a second to get comfortable before warm arms are wrapping around him.

“Did you miss me?” Wonsik asks ______.

“Always do” she mumbles sleepily. She presses a soft kiss to his naked chest and he hugs her tightly to him.

“Love you” Wonsik whispers pressing a kiss to the top of her head. Sighing, he closes his eyes falling asleep soundly with the love of his life in his arms.

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