i forget how much life the rave scene brings me. i cant forget. im finding a ton of pieces i need to re-string too. gosh. it’s going to be so liberating to get this shit out of my room.
i figured for a long time that i wouldnt stay at my parents’ house long but since im here i need to “make my space livable”, as nate put it. because if i keep feeling like im not supposed to be here long then im just going to feel displaced even in my own room. (which i do, but the outside environment doesn’t help). but i have a way to get rid of old clothes now, and at least one major space-filler will be gone. if i get this big-ass dresser out of here i can move my decks and maybe get a real, actual desk and then have a desktop computer instead of this old laptop.
but i dont want to get too excited. i’ve had these opportunities snatched from me before. i just have to stay diligent.