random things i make at 2am

“I’m the biggest asshole you will ever meet. I will tease you about things and make snarky comments. My first language is sarcasm. But if I decide I want you in my life and you make me happy, I will do whatever it takes to keep you. If I know you’re having a bad day I’ll go to the store and buy your favorite ice cream and surprise you with it. Need a ride somewhere? You got it. Let me buy lunch today just because I want to. I’ll send you funny memes or pictures of baby animals to cheer you up. Lets sit and watch your favorite show even though I can’t stand that one actor. I’ll gladly proofread your paper at 2am the night before it’s due. I’ll call you just to tell you about something I saw that reminded me of you. I’ll send you a random paragraph about something you did three weeks that I found adorable and can’t stop thinking about it. I will keep a running list of things you mention you want, so I can get one for your birthday. I’ll make a playlist with songs we both like so we can listen to it in the car. I will draw you a picture everyday for a month and then cover your walls with them. I’ll read your favorite book in a day just so I can see what it is you love about it. Want a list of the things I love about you? Great it’ll be about 60 things long. I’ll write you a letter when I’m bored and mail it to you even though I see you in class. I’ll learn how to make your favorite meal. I save every picture you send me, even selfies, so I have something to look at when I miss you. If I see something that I know you will like I’ll buy it for you without a second thought. I will go ice skating with you even though I can barely stand up. I’ll drive 20 hours round trip just to see you for 2 days. Need help with your homework? I’ll do my best. You’re performing in something? Great when is it. I’ll go to that concert with you even though I have no idea who the band is. I will love you with my whole being. And I will still be the biggest asshole you ever meet.”

Appreciation post

@keelime-pies for being one of the most supportive folks I’ve run into.

Kee supports me in my art (like every thing I tend to post art wise on tumblr Kee will find and reblog). In my writing! Like I can express a concern I have with something I’m writing and Kee will sit down with me and help me figure it out.

Kee also supports my random Headcanons I make for Martin and Kee at like 2am that I toss at her. And random shit I tag her in.

The love and support she’s given me is a big hype train straight to my heart.

I love youuuuuu


- Fun fact! Almost exactly a year ago I tried my first joint here. I was staying at your place and met up with some random guy from instagram at 2am. - Where was I then? - Dunno, probably partying someplace. - Yeah, makes sense. And how was it? - How could it have been? Nothing of course, I don’t smoke, I can’t smoke. I was just coughing and the boy was laughing because he had been high the entire day anyways. But I brought bananas for us. I planned those to be my breakfast, but it came in handy then. - Things you do. You know you can use anything from the cupboard, right? - Yeah I know. I bought some oats and raisins the other day, because you didn’t have any. They are above the sink, on the top shelf. - Good, but you’re gonna be the only one eating those. Anyways, what about the guy? He seems sketchy as hell. - He’s was a dancer at the time. We were talking about adventures, cycling, dance and the mountains. Summer plans. Nature. I had an online crush on him for quite a few months prior to that. You know how easy that is these days. You just look at their profile, find their best moments and the pictures they prefer to represent themselves with and it’s done. You are deep down and you have built the ideal partner in your mind from fractions of information you found on the internet. There are so many things, you fill the gaps, the missing pieces unconsciously.

And you fall deep, deep down. 

Now that I think about it I have never even tried a normal cigarette. Just funny ones out of curiosity. 

-Partly fictional conversation / 2017-06

I was tagged by the beautiful @elliewants2write

Is there a snack you like to eat while writing?

Not while writing, exactly. If I discipline myself, I’ll have ice cream (if we have it). But after a successful writing session, I will either make chocolate oatmeal or ramen with chicken/vegetables.

What time do you usually write?

Anytime. From the time I wake up to whenever I lose my energy. But during school days, I will write from 10pm to 12 or 1 or 2am.

Where do you write?

In my room, or kitchen, or dining room. Or in any random location in my house.

How often do you write a new thing?

A new story? I have one up on wattpad that I posted the first chapter of in November. 😂 my current WIP is a mess right now, so I can’t focus on anything else, not even the sequel.

Do you listen to music while you write?

Yeah. But I listen to music so frequently that sometimes I need silence.

Paper or laptop?

Both. I’m used to not having technology so when paper is a possible action, I’ll take it.

Do you have a special pre-writing ritual?

Not really

What do you do to get into writing?

Set up music

Do you have a reward system for word counts?

Not really. But if I have a week or two of intense progress, I’ll give myself a special day off, or a movie night

Is there anything else about your writing process that your readers don’t know about?

I play pac man.

I tag anyone who wants to play

random 2am thoughts

you know what i think true love is? I feel that its being in love with someone even though they don’t love you back. always having their back and caring for them and supporting them and still being able to admire every single little thing about them even though you know deep down they will never love you back. having sleepless nights because of that one person and not feeling well enough to carry on with the day, but then again it’s the same person who makes you happy just by the thought of them, its like they’ve got you captured in the palm of their hand. even though you know that you are not worthy enough for them, but your heart is still captured by them anyway. being able to feel it in your gut, deep down, and sending tingles all over your body. being committed even though you’ll never succeed, that’s what I think love is

I need a girl to
  • go hiking with me
  • explore abandoned buildings with me
  • take random road trips with me
  • sing obnoxiously with me
  • go to six flags with me
  • go to concerts with me
  • sleep in with me
  • make food at 2am with me
  • learn new things with me 
  • listen to new and old music with me
  • call me when she can’t sleep and talk with me
  • be spontaneous with me
  • laugh with me
  • make messes and then clean them up with me
  • yell and get angry and talk things out with me
  • play video games with me
  • figure out life with me
  • hold hands with me
  • work out with me
  • experience new things with me
  • curl up and stay indoors  for lazy days with me
  • just be with me
Seduce me. Not just with your touch but with every atom of your whole being: from your head to toe, from your thoughts to the way you call my name and the way you look at me. Make me break these rules, limitations that I’ve set for myself. Make your presence and touch be both my weakness and strength; to have me powerless and melting in a blink of an eye. Make me want you in a way that I never wanted anybody else. Be the rare kind because that’s what I seek. I find it hard to settle for the norm or the convenient. I’m not sorry that I just won’t settle for anything less than what my heart and soul desire. What I desire is beyond the depth of imagination; it’s madness. Love is out there and I have stumbled upon it so many times. People can fake an “I love you’ nowadays. The fire eventually runs out. I seek mutual closeness, affection, compassion; a never ending togetherness of when our minds either perfectly fit or collide together but still I’d feel so riveted to you nonetheless. You would be waking me up at 2am telling me to make you a hot cup of coffee because you can’t sleep and I would give you a frown that’s intense enough to burn you into ashes yet in seconds I’d be making you that damn coffee the best way I can exactly the way you want and stay up the rest of the night with you watching some dumb random movie on the T.V. because your love will have me so easily enlivened in each moment that even the most boring, commonplace thing would still be fun, remembered and not be simply replaceable by someone else. That is love. That is what I seek; something unmatched, something that I just don’t feel for every body else around me but you. I don’t want to wake up one day and come to realize that life is the same routine like it was and at the end of the day that I’ve just settled for convenience with just some person when I could have waited for a soul that’d be able to captivate not just my body but every ounce of my existence as well. So if and when you want me, seduce me with your ways, your charm and make me tell you I want you. Because then, you know when I finally tell you "I want you”, that there’s no going back; I’m already yours for as long as the sun rises and burns on this earth.



anonymous asked:

What's it like in a day at your job?

depends on whats going on! everyday is different which i appreciate. on a typical day with no shoots happening i come in early around 8 so i can have some quiet time to myself, go over any emails i got in the middle of the night from london or paris offices and just get myself together. i print out WWD daily reports for the editors/directors and leave them on their desk, sort through mail. i get shoot concepts and do research (this is fun, lots of art history/fashion archives) and make mood boards. editors will email me throughout the day with their correspondence from brands with the looks they want and i facilitate in making sure that they get here via messenger services etc. set up run throughs, go to market appointments for our accessories editor when she can’t make it which can sometimes result in me being in a car alllll day going from appointment to appointment, i go to a lot of high end vintage shops and do pulls if we need a specific look/piece for a shoot which is fun because i get to use my own taste and discretion. i take desk side appointments which is like when new designers come in and show me their stuff / pitch themselves in hopes of us calling in for a shoot. if we’re using an outside stylist i work with them to make sure they have everything they need. i work with production to make sure they’re on the same page as the fashion team. hmm lets see  …. i run the closet on top of all of the random little things going on- so making sure samples are going in and out flawlessly, kind of delegating tasks to my coworkers. i also arrange trunk pick ups and flights for shoots in LA or abroad which is why sometimes (like last night) i’ll be on the phone with an airline in paris at 2am lol.

on a shoot day i’m on set at 630/7 and assist the stylist / handle & unpack all the wardrobe, dress talent, manage credits, eat all the catering, etc. 

i hate to be like oh lol the devil wears prada but that is literally the best example of what i do, it’s annoyingly accurate .i have to fix every problem before it happens.

i’m so done with all the “everyone’s beautiful in their own way”,“a pretty face and body is not everything” and all that bullshit..the truth is,if you don’t have a pretty face or a nice body,then boys won’t look twice at you,appearance is EVERYTHING in society these days,not only to get boys to like you, but even to get a job and being pretty makes life 100 times easier.

☆    5SOS SHIPS!  ◕‿◕    ☆

Hiii, I’m BACKKK!! It’s vacation and I hit 4k a couple weeks ago so it’s the perfect moment to do cute ships for youu ^^ 

Originally posted by teenagedclifford

What you cutie patootie have to do:

  • follow me because this is for my amazing followers
  • reblog this so everyone can see it
  • send me a message (you can ship me, tell me what you think of me/blog, ask me a question,…) ps. I love long messages :))
  • have a face page or tell a litle about yourself
  • have patience with this, it can take a litle longer because I have loads to do and my arm is in plaster but I wille do my best to be the fastest that I can. ^^
  • smile, enjoy the moment because you are so freaking gorgeous and I love you ♥

What you amazing person will get:


Ship: dog | kangeroo | penguin | kitten
Best friend/brother: dog | kangeroo | penguin | kitten 
Cuddle buddy: dog | kangeroo | penguin | kitten
Secretly likes/loves you: dog | kangeroo | penguin | kitten
 2am McDonald’s Run Buddy: dog | kangeroo | penguin | kitten

Who says ‘I love you” first: You / Him
Who makes breakfast: You / Him
Who made the first move: You / Him
Who makes a bigger mess: You / Him

he’s fave thing about you (compliment):

random gif of your cutie pie:

litle blog rate:

url: ??? | nice | pretty great | cAN WE JUST | SWEET SWEET LEMONADE

icon: ??? | nice | pretty great | cAN WE JUST | SWEET SWEET LEMONADE

theme: ??? | nice | pretty great | cAN WE JUST | SWEET SWEET LEMONADE

posts: ??? | nice | pretty great | cAN WE JUST | SWEET SWEET LEMONADE

do i follow you?: no (ily tho) || yes! || why didn’t I before?! || FOREVER AND ALWAYS

ps. I will tag you in it so you will find it easy back and have a good night/day <3 xoxo 

do you ever just stop and think of how weird languages are? like right now my roommate is watching TV and the people on TV are using their mouths to make what I perceive as random noises but to her it’s a system of noises that each mean specific things and she grew up with this system of sounds whereas I grew up with a completely different system of noises just because we were born on literal opposite sides of the world

justalonelymangaartist  asked:

Hey mimi!! it's me Mari! how have you been? :3 just wanted to ask you, do you know any good sasusaku fanfics set in post-cannon? Ç_Ç i'm dying to read some

Mari!! <3 Of course I know who you are :3 

I’ve been good! 

And ahhh yes!

Here are some post-canon SS fics I really liked/reblogged!

interim by stannide

returning home by stannide

Can you write about SasuSaku. Where after a tiring day, they just lay in bed and just talk. It can be anything random really, like how they’re raising Sarada or how Sasuke’s day was or how happy Sakura is. 2am kind of things. Thank you. by sasukekuns

whispers of the past by ebondeath

a letter: from ino, to sasuke. by lilmikomiko

laundry day by blanket-fictions


ss prompt: im staring right at the other half of me by stannide

the waking by blanket-fictions

the homecoming by blanket-fictions

Is it possible for you to write more jealous sasuke? The rejection one was great :) by ebondeath

mine, mine by windsilk

Uchiha Sasuke: Rejection Ejection Specialist by ebondeath

with a little help of my friends by sasukekuns

happiness by sakurah-chan

sasuke is utterly and undeniably enamoured with his own creation or how sasuke won’t share the baby. drabble. family fluff. by fer-aligtr

omg! you are making me cry so much with your daddy sasuke fics!! T.T by sun-summoning

a return by blanket-fictions

sasusaku with “I’m trying to flirt with you, okay?” :P by lossie92

in his wanderings, sasuke encounters someone from sakura’s past. sasusaku, post-war. by stannide

speechless by angel-chu

I know there are plenty of more but I think I overwhelmed you enough ;)