random pictures i love

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.
Buying the P4 Artbook was the best decision I ever made

It started off great :

Oh what’s this? Souyo on the cover? (where are you putting that hand Yosuke…?)

With moar Souyo inside (and it’s a poster too!)

Look at them boyfriends

…and girlfriends

Actually it’s pretty much a Souyo/Yukichie bible tbh

Those four are stuck like glue to their respective partners all the time

Meanwhile there’s like two pictures of Yu with only girls lol (not including the ones with Yu and Nanako that are too sweet for this world)

I gotcha Atlus, I gotcha

road trips with Ethan would include...

(haven’t posted in a whillleeee feels good to be back tho)

requested: yes

anon: “would include” prompt about road trips??????? ty

anon: Hey lovely! Would you be able to do a road trip with Grayson/Ethan would include type preference/blurb please??? Xxxx

➻ blasting music and singing really really loud with the windows down

➻ probably driving in the truck

➻ stopping whenever you see something pretty to take pictures

➻ playing with is hair while he drives

➻ him putting a blanket over you when he sees you fell asleep

➻ him glancing at you all the time

➻ “Ethan keep your eyes on the road!”

➻ “I can’t when you’re so distracting!”

➻ stopping at empty parking lots to sleep because you don’t want to sleep at a motel

➻ him giving you kisses whenever he can

➻ and then one would probably get a little too passionate and he’d quickly pull over so you guys could make out in the back seat

➻ road head lmao 

➻ getting A BUNCH of junk food from the gas station

➻ and he’d probably get you guys matching ring pops as a romantic gesture

➻ random i love you’s

➻ you sneaking in a few pictures of him on snapchat

➻  you noticing that he’s tried and offering to drive (which he’d decline at first, but then give in.)

➻ glancing over at him to make sure he’s okay while you’re driving only to see him fast asleep.

➻ he’d probably wake up super happy and hyper

➻ getting out at night and laying in the bed of his truck to sleep

➻ but he’d probably end up staying awake with you laying on his chest

➻ and that’d probably be the best feeling in the world to him


Have to say that I’m not too impressed by the pictures I’ve seen of the RG Primarch model which is doing the rounds. I get that the model needs to be imposing but I really find the size that Primarch models are made makes them feel like you’ve thrown a random 50mm model in with your army!

I always loved this picture of the Emperor of Mankind, he is larger than a normal marine but only really by about a head or so. This gives him presence, but also means that he remains proportional and in keeping with the forces around him. I felt the same with Magnus, though with him at least you can use the ascension to daemonhood to excuse the difference in scale.

Good to see plot progression, but this to me feels like something rushed and a bit of a missed opportunity.

I’m feeling kinda random, so here, this is Peaches, one of our laying chickens, who are collectively known as “The Ladies”. She has a twin sister named Cream.

She normally doesn’t come and socialize as she spends most of her day on her nest, clucking and carrying on to announce that yes, she is laying an egg, and yes, it will be marvelous.

Today she decided to be social, and pecked at my watch while I tried to take pictures.

This has been a random post. You may now return to your regularly scheduled programming.



I made some random pictures of Yongguk + with some characters of Love Live! School Idol Project/Sunshine!!. Also, get ready because I made this really long letter for him as well and I hope it was enough. So here goes:

Dear Bang Yongguk,

I cannot say but…where do I begin? I want to share about me first because I feel like I was brave enough to write like this.

I’m a BABY who has special needs (also known as I have Autism). They said that I’m not perfect or not used to be part of it. When I was little, I’m clueless and of cheerful but then when I was in school age, I used to cry and scream making my feelings out of control. I felt like I was unloved or begin a “nobody”. I had friends…who were getting my nerves (i.e. teasing too much). Then until now, everything is changed. I have my family, my closest friends and everyone else who are cared about me and also they supported me all the time. Now, I finished my Junior High School life (Grade 7 to Grade 10) and I was happy now I will start going to Senior High School (Grade 11 to Grade 12) but I was feeling nervous. I will look forward my future and remembering my past until now.

Now, let’s talk about you, our leader of B.A.P. And also, my first ultimate bias.

First of all, you worked hard and I’m so proud of you. I really love your gummy smile and laugh (and your fail ageyo) because you made me full of sunshine and joy. Your tattoos made me realized that I’m a strong person. Your love of posting art, old stuff and monochrome images made me I’m feeling nostalgic and discovering something I can’t discover like before. Your support of awareness and change for good made me like I wanna be like you. Your songs you made are very inspirational especially “WAKE ME UP” (man, I know this MV is related in real life). Your love of Tigger (either your pet dog or a character from Winnie of Pooh) made my life fangirling with cuteness. You always care a lot to other members, which is made me tear up. Your deep voice made me melt my heart.

Oh, also your fatherly love of children + the support of all those in need…made me you are like a person full of generosity, charity and love.

Remember last November 27, 2014 aka the lawsuit? My world being you and the rest of the B.A.P members begin to torn apart and I was disappointed and now being left with a broken heart. Remember the song “AM 4:44”?  At first it was kinda beautiful song but when I heard the music video…it broke my heart and I just want to send more love or even hold hands so you won’t fall. Remember your NOIR promotions? You are not here because you had an anxiety disorder and you need rest made all the BABYz worried and they missed you (especially the performance of SKYDIVE didn’t appeared including One Peace Concert in Manila).  But still…you are a very strong person even you overcome pains and shortcomings.

Since you are the eldest and today’s your birthday, I’m so happy that I’m going to celebrate with you. But, I’m worried that next year…it will be B.A.P without you and Himchan because of their military service (not sure but they will update very soon) and I’m sad that you won’t be able to celebrate the other member’s birthday and also the debut anniversary for the next 2 years.

I want to tell you how much that I cannot stop loving you and support you so much. The BABYz are rooting for you until the end. Thank you for everything. Because of you…

You made my life complete and I’m not alone.

Thank you for all these years…

Lastly…I love you.