DAY 1 -[Morale] is high -We just arrived house is nice, warm, full of family. Food is good, and beds are nice, a bit rainy and windy but fun all the same. I think I’m [gonna] like it here :) -Devin
DAY 2 -That’s odd, there was no one on the beach today, it seems extra quiet. The construction workers didn’t show up today. We stayed inside today because the sky only cleared twice for us to go outside, the thanksgiving dinner was great, but now we’re almost out of food, haha my mom’s going shopping tomorrow at least. -Devin
DAY 3 This is getting really weird, on her way to the store there was no one around, the store was empty and seemed locked. Where is everyone?
DAY 4 -Things are bad, Dad went scouting and never came back, now we’re down to 1 car and it’s out of gas. Food and [morale] is low, tv and radios are down as well as the internet, oh God, where is everyone? -Devin
DAY 5 -Electricity went out, we’re practically starving. Please, anyone. [Coyotes] have invaded town, and they’re aggressive. Nate went out the other day and didn’t come back, now we only go outside rarely and in pairs. I think this is driving me crazy, I’m not remembering things -Devin
DAY 6 -Oh God, we’re forgetting! everyone slowly, Ned forgot his name and mom forgot she was ever married, what’s happening to us?? Why am I writing these? Nevermind that, we need food badly! I would love to eat some… some… what do I want? I need to lie down. -Div…
DAY 7 -[Where], why? How? We’re dropping like flies. Oscar woke up this morning and didn’t know how to walk. Where’s mom? Where’s Nate? Where, where, where, where, oh God I’m losing it help PLEASE -D
It is easy to love running on good days. It is much harder to love it when you pant after first kilometres. When your sports bra won’t stay in the place. Your legs still hurt from the previous run. It is too cold/hot/windy/rainy. You feel like shit. Or you just had a really bad day and running is the last thing you feel like doing. But those days are the most important because that’s when you are growing stronger.
( I’m new to this, sorry if you don’t like it, please don’t hate :,) )
It was cold, rainy
and windy. Even better, you were told that you were a disappointment to the shop
by your boss, because one costumer had to nag. Also, being snappy isn’t the
smartest thing to do which consequently lead to you getting fired.
You let out a deep
sigh, twisting the key and quietly pushed the door open. You gazed down at the
peachy digital clock that was sat on the commode, the clock Jungkook just had to buy, because it resembled you.
11:43am, you could’ve been home for about 2 hours ago,
but you were stuck on a bench near the shop you used to work at, with thoughts that ended up making you feel discouraged
about everything. Your fingers were stone cold which was the reason for you
managing to drop your phone in a puddle.
The small prickling sensation
in your fingertips made you clench your hands into small fists. Your hair was
drenched, water dripping against the floor tiles of your fair to middling shared
apartment with your beloved boyfriends.
All you needed for
the devastated feeling to pass on for a while right now was a hug from them, a warm big embrace from both. You roamed
into the living room, the lights were slightly dimmed making it a bit difficult
for your eyes to adjust before they finally settled on the two boys. They were both facing you. Staring to be
You greeted them
softly and shuffled towards Taehyung who turned to you with a small smile. Jungkook
on the other hand, didn’t even spare you a glance. You were about to return the
cute gesture, but Taehyung had already wrapped his hands around your quivering
form before you could even blink as if you had been absent for long. His hands
grasped onto your cold sweater, rubbing your back affectionately. You wanted to
press your head against the heat of Taehyung’s chest, but his embrace didn’t
last for long. He took a small step back and contemplated your face with a
faint smile, nodding towards Jungkook. The room was awfully quiet, no one said
a word as you peeked over Taehyung’s shoulder. Something was wrong, which left
you staring intently at them.
The distressed feelings
came pouring back at you once again, the looks on their faces, everything
screamed that you probably had wronged them. But you couldn’t remember what you
did so wrong to make them this senseless towards you. The living room was
awfully silent, everyone kept their mouth shut and you couldn’t bear it
“What’s wrong?” you
questioned faintly earning a half-hearted chuckle from Jungkook, making your
stomach churn. He turned to you, finally showing off his features. But they
were nothing near his usual smiley appearance. His brows were furrowed,
creating tiny crinkles between them. Jungkook glared at you nonchalantly his
eyes slowly trailing down to your wet clothes.
“What’s wrong?” He
muttered, there was a hint of mockery in his voice. Jungkook pressed his lips
to a thin line and glanced over at Taehyung. “The first thing she asks is, what’s
wrong Tae” Jungkook seethed, it wasn’t Jungkook talking anymore, it was his
frustration which left you somehow speechless. You stared, not knowing why they
or more specific, why Jungkook acted like this. You breathed out, crossing your
arms having a sick feeling to your stomach.
“Why are you so angry
with me?” You questioned out loud directed to Jungkook, whilst fighting back
angry tears. “What’s the reason for you looking at me like this?” Taehyung
flinched as you shifted your gaze back to him. The last thing you wanted right
now was to start crying and fight with the ones that were supposed to be
comforting. You turned around abruptly about to storm off when you heard
Taehyung’s soft voice, making you come to a halt. “Today, me and Jungkook had
to eat alone, celebrating his promotion” (A/N: let’s pretend he promoted at his
job okay and it was a very big thing for him) You inhaled loudly as it hit you,
Jungkook promoted today at his work, all three of you were supposed to eat
together and you forgot. Your eyes were shut as you turned around, not really
wanting to look at them with an apologize at the tip of your tongue.
“Don’t apologize” Jungkook
said sternly, standing up, making you feel even smaller.
“Jungko-” he cut you
off again, “I’m not even mad for you forgetting, but you didn’t even call Y/N
and the worst part, you didn’t pick up your phone!” he said raising his voice a
bit, reasoning for his frustration as he dropped his hands to his sides. “We
were worried” Taehyung mumbled, peering at you. Taehyung had always been the forgiving
one, he was never fully mad, even when others wronged him a lot. He was just a
too nice of a guy, wearing his heart at his sleeves.
Jungkook brushed past
you, almost touching you. You glanced over at Taehyung with a look that made
him avert his eyes from your gaze. You were feeling lost and didn’t know what
to do, you wanted to reach out for Taehyung to ask him to help, you wanted to
tell them how horrible your day was. But what you did to them must be even
“It’s okay, Y/N, I’ll
go talk to him” He murmured softly, moving towards you and gently pulled you
against him. “Don’t be sad” He soothed as tears started falling from your eyes,
dripping onto his shirt, Taehyung wasn’t aware of your crying before your body
jerked slightly as you sniffed. He pulled away slightly, looking down at you
with furrowed eyebrows.
“Y/N, hey” He trailed
off, brushing your hair behind your shoulders, bringing his hand under your
chin tilting it upward. “Hey, why are you crying, don’t cry” His stuttered in a
low voice, wiping your tears away with the pad of his thumb. “Baby” He mumbled,
knowing you love the nickname and pulled you in for another hug, placing his
chin over your head as he pressed your cheek against his chest. Taehyung
frowned at Jungkook who were still standing by the door, staring at them
hugging. Taehyung pouted at Jungkook, trying to signalize him that he didn’t
know was really going on
“I- they, they told
me” You choked back tears and pulled away slightly, staring at Taehyung’s
almost wet shirt. “I’m a disappointment for my boss” you started, sniffing a
bit before looking up at him already staring at you with concern. “I got fired”
you faintly explained, dropping your head, almost as if you were ashamed of it.
All you heard from Taehyung was just him loudly inhaling, before bringing you
closer to him. “Hey, you’ll find a new job, don’t be sad, your boss is a jerk
anyways” Taehyung mumbled with a slight hint of envy in his voice, your boss
was indeed a douchebag or a jerk as he described him, always throwing fits over
nothing. Taehyung’s hand surprised you by carefully tilting your chin upwards
and placed a loving kiss on your chilled lips. “Your lips aren’t warm” he
grimaced, pressing his index finger against your bottom lip, pulling it down
slightly, making you curve your lips into a small smile at the dainty gesture.
Jungkook on the other
hand stood behind you, listening to every word you said, before reaching out
for your arm, hissing at the cold fabric, pulling you towards him. “You’re
going to catch a cold, go change or take a shower” he murmured, his face still
showing some anger, you thought he was going to give you at least a hug or a
kiss, but instead you nodded, quickly hurrying past him. Jungkook glanced over
at Taehyung who stood with his arm crossed and eyebrow raising threateningly.
Jungkook inhaled loudly, quickly turning around and went silently behind you,
grabbing you by the waist and swirled you around, startling you, pressing a
small kiss against your forehead then a giving your lips a small peck.
“Jungkook, I’m so
sorry, congratulations on your promotion, I managed to forgot, seriously I-”
Jungkook groaned out loud, pulling you into a similar hug as Taehyung did.
“It’s fine babe, go shower, you’re cold. Next time something like that happens,
you call and tell us who to beat-” Jungkook was suddenly cut off by Tae’s
ringing voice, “No violence, Kookie” earning a small chuckle from you. “Yeah,
yeah talk for your own possessive ass” you shot back, as Jungkook looked at you
with slightly widened eyes. “I’ll show you possessive” Taehyung yelled out,
laughing as Jungkook grabbed onto your hand and escorted you to the bathroom
quickly locking the door. “Let’s shower” he beamed catching your confused gaze
and raised his eyebrows questioningly, “You two better let me join or you won’t
get any of me for the next 2 weeks” Taehyung complained from the outside,
leaving you and Jungkook in snickering messes.
Summary:Ashton’s life changed drastically when he was diagnosed with cancer and had to change home out with the hospital. But his source of light and happiness was always found by the new cancer patient Y/N living 13 rooms away from is own.