rainbows are my friend


For perfume, my top choices are Gucci Guilty or Marc Jacobs Honey, but today it was Eau De Ben Gay, thanks to 17.1. 😐🙄 If a hunky man out there wants to trade a backrub for homemade baked treats, (whispers) call me. 😘

It stormed a little this afternoon, which resulted in a beautiful rainbow outside my bedroom window.

Off to dinner with friends…I’ve had my eye on the meatloaf all week! 😋

Lip color: Maybelline Creamy Matte in Touch of Spice.

Sometimes I wonder why my writing ends up so surreal so often, and then I remember that time I came to school and told my friends “Today smells like rainbows.”

I was right, though. I smelled it that morning and saw it that afternoon. 

So… uh… Yeah. turns out you can smell rainbows. 

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.