i thought about kissing you today
and the day before that.
i know i’ll think about kissing you
and the day after that
and some more days after those days.
i think about kissing you
and tracing my fingers along
i think about kissing you
in your car, in the rain, on your doorstep.
i think about kissing your
dimple, your cheek, your spot.
i think about kissing only you,
not anyone else,
p i l l o w t h o u g h t s b y c o u r t n e y p e p p e r n e l l
AESTHETIC MEME: [8/10] anything else: t h e P e v e n s i e s i b l i n g s To the glistening eastern sea, I give you Queen Lucy the Valiant. To the
great western woods, King Edmund the Just. To the radiant southern sun,
Queen Susan the Gentle. And to the clear northern skies, I give you
King Peter the Magnificent. Once a king or queen of Narnia, always a
king or queen of Narnia. May your wisdom grace us until the stars rain
down from the heavens.
the significance of the order that the force bond scenes are arranged in?????!!!1
allow me to expand
-rey shoots ben
-lots of running around, scooty scootin through halls,
- TeLl mE WheRE luKe SKywALkEr iS
-ben is getting his face stitched together AKA ‘im still scarred from the last time we fought’
- r e y s h o o t s b e n
- everybody got their clothes and gloves on
- bitterness and salt everywhere
- its raining 2005 Pride and Prejudice first proposal vibes
- thay aint chasing eachother or trying to shoot eachother or demanding for luke sywalker’s location
- just calmly throwing around and accepting insults
- 2005 Pride and Prejudice Hand Flex
™ glove clench
-AINT NO CLOTHING HERE
- E Y E C O N T A C T
- HA N D H O L D I N G
- gloves are GONE
- YOU’RE NOT ALONE
-NEITHER ARE YOU
What does this all mean???
Each scene is significantly and deliberately more intimate than the last. We’re first introduced to Rey and Ben both exhibiting actions and emotions we would expect to see from the last film- Rey shooting ben whenever she has the chance, and ben still trying to wrestle Luke’s location out of rey’s head
BUT as the force bond scenes go on, they LITTERALLY strip down the layers until they are both acting open and honest around one another. The force bond scenes are a progression of intimacy, which purposely shows how their bond only gets stronger the longer they spend around one another.
And the journey doesn’t stop there!!
In the next three(ish) scenes they’re together we see their intimacy and bond escalate even more. They almost make out in an elevator, they share lightsabers, kill snoke, fight togther, ben proposes, rey rejects him, ben cries on his knees, it’s overall a wild ride.
Most importantly, based on the way it has been developed in tlj
we can expect their bond and intimacy to strengthen and expand even more in episode 9
so put that in your hat thanks for coming to my ted talk
note: this is for my anon “f”!!!! i cried a little at the end part so yeah….. dont say i didnt warn u
summary: you receive an invitation for the worst day of your life.
P r e s e n t
Jesus Christ, you hate the rain.
You sigh, repeatedly banging your head against the headrest and attempting to mute the sound of your windshield swiping back and forth from your head. There are only a few superficial things in the entire universe that get in your nerves, and two of which are at your presence at the moment: the rain and the sound of your windshield.
You woke up from your slumber by the feeling a pair of
lips ghosting on your temple. You then felt it softly pressed against your
skin, then moved to your forehead, then your cheek.
You grumbled, still feeling sleepy and shift your
You grumbled in your pillow before you could feel
Sehun’s arm under your before it could make its way around your stomach.
Pressing your back against his chest, he nuzzled his nose on the crook of your
neck, tickling your shoulder with his warm breath. HIs breath sent goosebumps
and warmth through your body.
rain falls through the tattered grey sky like bullets of a pellet gun, hammering the earth and its inhabitants mercilessly.
Min Yoongi stands near the window and listens to the rain battering the roof
above his head and the window through which he looks at the world dancing below him. People are lost
lambs running here there, shielding themselves up with their open umbrellas and
looking for a safe space. But to him it’s ‘just rain’. It cleans and purifies,
washes away our sins from yesterday, gives us a new beginning.
is sad but rain is fulfilling.
opens the window, just a little and puts his hand out to touch it.
sleeve of his shirt starts to get soaked but he doesn’t really care. The sweet
smell of rain pours in through the small crack; it’s so full of earth; he
inhales it all at once. If he could keep some of it in a jar forever, he would
take it with him everywhere. His bed room though always smelled like bitter
perfume and cigarette smoke, the air was so thick sometimes he felt like he was
choking on it. And when he couldn’t
breathe anymore he just had to get out. He would always leave without a word to
anyone; wander around town for hours and hours.
days ago he didn’t come back home and stayed out all night just watching the
stars. That night Min Yoongi saw the whole universe moving above his head, a
sky freckled with so many stars he didn’t even knew existed. In Seoul
the only ‘stars’ one saw were on posters with a twinkling smile. He felt
like a small kid who had just seen a real tiger for the first time, except, he
has never actually seen one of those either. He has never even been to a zoo or
an aquarium, even an amusement park.
that day, Min Yoongi came to realize how sad his childhood truly was. He was
never deprived of any of his materialistic needs. But now that he looks back, a
little bit of affection would’ve shaped him into a better human being. He only had
a brute for a father and a mother who disappeared from his life, never showed
her face again.. He doesn’t really have
a fond memory of being happy, like ever and that’s a bit depressing.
had found him that morning, sitting on a park bench looking all morose.
Yoongi, hearing that familiar voice, had looked back. The boy looked concerned.
He always cared too much.
“I watched the stars all night” Yoongi had
told Jimin like a child discovering something new. Jimin sat beside him, a hood over his head and hands shoved deep in
the sweatshirts pocket.
your ‘path to rediscovery’ going
looking for inner peace. One of these days I’ll find it.. I think I should just
shave my head, it’ll help with the flow of thoughts and new ideas-”
worry about that… You dye your hair so much it will fall off on its own.”
both ended up laughing and sharing a cigarette before walking home
together. Another thing Min Yoongi
learned that day was the true meaning of ‘Existential crises, as he was
standing right in the middle of it.
hears the bed creak behind him, while he’s still staring out, he doesn’t
really make an effort to turn and look at the cause of it. He’s more interested
in the outside world.
back to bed” he then hears a sleepy voice from the bed. But he chooses to ignore
it “Why did you open the window? It’s so cold. Close the window and come back
finally turns and looks at the person sprawled on his bed.
sleeps without any manners, she doesn’t sleep on her side she sleeps on both –
right in the middle. But that’s not the
only problem; Looking at her just brings back the taste of last night’s whiskey
and regret in Yoongi’s mouth. He hates that aftertaste; it’s bitter and burns a
pit in his stomach. Her face is covered with her long blonde locks and she’s
wearing his t-shirt.
rolls his eyes and walks past the bed towards the bathroom.
Yoongi washes up quickly, runs his finger through his messy hair and studies
himself in the mirror. He finds a stranger staring back at him: With tired
baggy eyes and face covered in fading bruises. His hair is no longer a shade of
green, it’s not any shade at all. It’s just black - Plain, colorless black.
He can’t remember the last time he saw his hair in its natural form. He
noticed how his skin looked too pale under the burning fluorescent light in the
bathroom. He looked like he was glowing.
It was becoming harder and harder for Yoongi to recognize himself these days.
steps out of the bathroom, Minah was still sleeping - thankfully. He looks around for his jacket, finds it under a heap
of clothes and exits out of the room.
moment he stepped out of that room a strong smell of fresh coffee wafted
through the air and hit his nose buds. His feet automatically chased the source
of it which led him to the kitchen. Jimin sat near the dining table reading a
book. He looked up at his hyung once and
then went back to reading.
found a mug and poured himself some of the bitter caffeine, sat on the chair in
front of Jimin and sipped it quietly.
to move” Jimin decides to speak first, snapping Yoongi out of his peaceful
train of thoughts. “We’ve been here for almost a month. It’s time to move
brings the cup up to his lips, first taking in its smell and then tasting it
slowly. Jimin always made the best coffee.
If you want to-” Yoongi said, sounding a wee- bit disinterested.
already bought Yung-shin, his men are looking for us like hounds. Your father is
hunting us down too. Ho-seok and I are his top fucking priority right now. We
need to move out of here quickly-”
you found Taehyung’s location? Where is that asshole hiding?”
“No, not yet..but
don’t worry. We’ll find him soon, he’ll eventually come running back to us
hyung. Where else could he go?” Jimin said drinking his coffee, turning his
attention towards the book again.
make all the arrangements to move out ASAP. We’ll be stronger if we’re together,
finished his coffee and got up to leave.
I need to tell you something else. It’s important.” Yoongi sighed. He was
really getting bored of this conversation; one, he was craving a cigarette and two,
he promised to see Choi, the old man they owed ten grand to. He and choi were
‘friends’ now, a strange bond formed over drinking together every other day.
sat down; literally fell on the seat, to show Jimin how disinterested he really
was right now.
Yoongi asked him. Jimin spoke in his body language way louder than his words;
Yoongi noticed how he straightened his back and leaned ahead on the table, he
looks around nervously, as if looking for the right words to say. He looked
like a doctor who was just about to give some really bad news to his patient.
Yoongi lazily slumped back on his chair; hearing that name after almost a month, still for some
reason brought a burning sensation in his chest. He could feel – no, he could hear
something fizzing up inside of him. He buried you, even though you’re alive, he
buried you every day.
it was working too. He was with Minah every night so he could forget your face;
he drank every day with Choi because the taste of burning alcohol was still
more endurable than you in his head. But now hearing your name again feels like
the nails in your coffin that he hammered for past one month are getting pulled
“What about her?” Yoongi asks after a small
pause, he did his best to hide the growing strain in his voice.
hyung.. is-” Jimin looked so small whenever he had to confess something. He
looked like he was 14 all over again.
you be fucking quick about it. I have important business to attend-” Yoongi
is there. With Jin and Y/n”
didn’t dare say it out loud. The sole purpose of sending you there with Seok Jin,
was to keep you far away from this shit storm. Hoseok was one of the ‘co-producer’
of that shit storm, what the fuck was he doing there? He was dangerous. Not in
the sense that he could hurt Y/n, but he could attract people who wanted to.
went there looking for Taehyung, turns out Seok Jin and __ were in the same place.
They were actually living at his house”
was living with Y/n, Jin let it happen. This was a fucking joke, it had to be.
It had to be, this didn’t actually happen, did it? Should he laugh? Taehyung
was dangerous, in a sense that he could kill Y/n. How Jin could let it happen?
heard the door opening behind him, sound of bare feet dragging on the floor.
Hold it in he told himself, hold it in Min
Yoongi. The urge to completely dismantle this place and run out of here, he
was holding it in with all his might, crushing his teeth and hiding his balled
fist underneath the table.
Did it-” Yoongi asked “Taehyung stabbed her” and Jimin nodded.
lied when you said you didn’t know where he is? I asked you 5 minutes ago. All
this time, you lied to my face-
didn’t want to let you know.” Yoongi kicked the table with his one foot in
anger and got up.
long did you know? How long have you and Hoseok been in contact?”
2 weeks now”
you’re telling me now?”
said that he wanted to deal with Taehyung himself. I-
do you fucking work for? Me or Jung “fucking”
we need to leave. We’re not safe if we’re miles apart from each other. You
can’t protect people by sending them away from you. HYUNG-“
was already up and about. As he was about to open the door and run out when a
hand landed on his shoulder. He eyed the women from the corner of his eyes.
are you okay?” Minah asked looking worried.
fucking touch me” he snapped at her and she retracted her hand at his warning.
And then Yoongi was out in the rain, running somewhere, hoping to find some
peace and quiet. His head was screaming again.
some alcohol could numb it. He needed to see Choi anyways.
“Babe,” he smiled, reaching out to still my hand as I frantically smoothed my hair down. “You look fine.” He sat back in his chair, watching as I fiddled with strands of my hair. I combed through it with my fingers one more time before slouching hopelessly. It had taken forever to straighten it properly, and just a few rain droplets had pulled my waves out of hiding. I never liked my curly hair.
“Jimin,” I sulked. “It took so long.”
This date night was supposed to be perfect; it was our one year anniversary. Neither of us were a big fan of dressing up fancy and going to an expensive restaurant, so Jimin brought us to the place where we had our first date. It was a quaint ice cream shop just one block away from my apartment, jumbled in with the mess of the bustling city life. Unless you were familiar with the city, you would surely miss it.
Jimin chuckled, shaking his head as he dipped his spoon into the cup that sat between us. Motioning for me to lean forward, he placed the cold spoon in my mouth. I hummed with satisfaction, carefully licking the dribble of ice cream that trailed my upper lip. The steady drizzle of the rain outside pattered against the puddles on the ground. I puckered my lips, still scolding myself for wasting so much time on my hair without checking for the very important detail of the weather forecast.
“You know,” Jimin started, pushing around the scoops of ice cream. “I like your natural hair.” He flipped the spoon, placing it facedown on his tongue as he let the ice cream melt on his tongue. His eyes met mine with a mischievous glance, raising his eyebrows up and down.
And this my friends is a post about Jin that no one asked for but that I’m excited to write b u t it is to celebrate BTS’s f i f th anniversary, I will be doing an intro post for all of the members so to start us off, as he always does is the amazing Kim Seokjin aka Jin
This post is for any new Armys out there but it’s also for people who have been around for a while, it’s an appreciation post meets an introduction post
I have quite a few appreciation posts dedicated to Jin, too many to link tbh but here is my official Jin appreciation post
Also if I miss out on something you love about him or a moment of his that you love, feel free to reply to this post with whatever you wanna add or reblog this and leave it as a comment on there, I’d love to read your guys’ personal favorite moments or qualities about Jin, these are just gonna be my personal favorites or things that have stuck out to me
S o, an introduction to Jin
His full name is Kim Seokjin, his “stage name” aka the name most people call him, is Jin
His birthday is December 4th and he was born in ‘92, making him 25 internationally and I think like 27 or 28 in S. Korea I’m not fully sure
I don’t really do astrology but he’s a Sagittarius for those of you who are interested
He is the oldest in BTS but he is known as a second maknae
He is a vocalist and an amazing one at that
His solo song is titled “Awake” and it is a fucking masterpiece, it shows off a bit of his range, it shows that he can belt a note but also sing with emotion
He’s also released a Christmas version of the song, I believe he released it for his birthday and it’s also a t u n e would 10/10 rec
He’s also done a song with Taehyung called “Even if I Die, It’s You” whICH IS A W HO L E AS S B OP
He’s also done a couple covers, would h i g h l y recommend
His voice is s up e r versatile, he can do songs that are slower like Rain or Tomorrow, he can do upbeat songs like Converse High and Anpanman, he can do more hip hop/rap based songs like Mic Drop or Baepsae
Also Don’t Leave Me is just a great song but it’s also a great showcase for his vocals bc the high notes at the end o o f they get me every time boy is gonna make a bitch c r y
Now here are some things that Jin is known for in the fandom
Blowing kisses and/or anything involving hearts
“Worldwide handsome,” “worldwide cutie guy,” “third one/member/guy from the left”
His laugh (seriously go look it up, you will not regret it)
A love for food
He has a bunch of old videos from a mukbang/eating show series he did called Eat Jin, some of them are on their VLive channel but most are on their BangtanTV channel and he occasionally does mukbangs/eating shows nowadays
Did a food challenge once and lost and was in shock for like 15 seconds straight
He is also commonly linked with cooking and he used to post a bunch of posts of him trying out recipes and would include pictures of everything along the way and pictures of himself making the food and he was basically just really fucking cute about it
One of my favorite moments including cooking is the moment in Run (ep. 44 I believe) where tae and joon are going away for the day and Jin literally wakes up and cooks them a meal to take with them
Like a fu ll blown meal
He literally w o k e up just to make them this cute ass meal so they’d have something to eat
Jin is s o sweet and caring and I’m pretty sure I’ve never seen the dude reject a hug like he’s just so loving and affectionate and he’s all about making people laugh
He once was trying to tell a joke and he could barely get the joke out bc he kept laughing and at the end, it didn’t even matter what the joke was bc just seeing him laugh and be happy was enough
There was also the time he and hobi were a lil delirious and were attempting to practice their beat boxing skills and Jin just could n o t stop laughing no matter how hard he tried to and it’s one of the best videos on the internet
Once had a pink flip phone and was very happy to show it off
Has a thing for dropping it low and bringing it back up slow
Now for some of the top Jin looks
Jin is a visual catching him with a bad look is about as common as getting three stars on Namjoon’s cypher in SSBTS on your first try bu t I’m gonna try to narrow this down to my top three favorites or at least just three that I love
I think my favorite Jin look was possibly the pink hair
It was short lived but damn it, it was beautiful
This look was featured in the Wings era, where we got the masterpiece that is Blood, Sweat and Tears
Another r ea l ly good look was the blonde hair
The blonde is from the Fire era
Before we got the blonde hair, Jin stayed to fairly natural colors??
He had a dark red in Danger and this dark green/brown with green undertones in I Need You but other than that, he typically stuck to browns and blacks (which looks amazing on him, I can make an entirely separate post dedicated to my love of black hair!Jin) so the blonde was a m oment we all weren’t prepared for
Speaking of black hair, that ha s to be mentioned here bc my dude looks so fucking good with black hair
Don’t tOUCH ME
This particular look is from the Mic Drop music video/DNA era
I think my f a vori te black hair Jin moment may have to be the Japanese version of the Danger music video bc t ha t was a fucking look my friends
But that wraps up my introduction to Jin, make sure to give him some love and appreciation bc he is a very important member of BTS (as all of them are) and deserves to be given the same love and support as the rest of the members