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WELL my tablet may be dead for 4/13 but

  • I still love y’all and I’m sad I can’t make homestuck art because this is the worst possible timing for a tablet malfunction
  • Thanks for hanging out with me for like five years of Homestuck, even though I don’t post much any more!  It still is/was close to my heart, and has taught me SO much about art and fandom and….a lot of stuff.
  • I’m looking forward to seeing my Homestucks at cons and especially at the art meetup at Collossalcon in June! :D  Rah-Bop is going to come with us and I’m SO EXCITED.  Speaking of friends made through HS, haha.
  • What a good comic
  • At least I managed to update my clown epic on 4/13.  The universe is a little bit richer in clown porn now lmao.

you read it right — it’s been 3 years, guys. on july 27th, 2013, i sat down and gave morgan a home for the very first time; and honestly, back then i never thought she would have survived longer than a week. now look at this: three years later she’s evolved from the ghost girl she was and now has a life, a real life beyond my writing — lovers, friends, family, a whole world that i never would have pictured when i first made her a home. and this is all thanks to you. THANK YOU for sticking with me through a hundred million hiatuses, remade blogs, threads dropped, general shitty behavior that has made me definitely not worthy of all your love — but you’re still here, all of you, and honestly, THANKING YOU is all i can do. i was hoping i could throw together a little giveaway or resource pack, but sadly my days are hectic lately and i’d rather not promise anything i can’t do; so i might do that later in the future, but for now, let me just remind all of you how much i love you and how important you are to me!! so, below is a quick list of blogs i love, plus a longer list of people that are close to me in any way — and because i’m a nerd, i decided to dedicate a song to all of you (a general one for the general bias list, and an individual one for the squad: it might be a song that reminds me of you, of your muse, that might cheer you up, whatever: i hope you enjoy it anyway c:). but that’s enough, let’s get down to business!!

BIAS LIST —

aka people that i follow & generally admire; we might talk, we might rp, we might have plotted and never done anything, we might have never even talked — either way, I love seeing you on my dash & I wish you guys all the best things in this world!! here’s a song for you: a fine frenzy - avalanches!!

@acefidelity@alllost@anxlgesic • @arbhaile@atcmicorgasm@atouchofwinter@beansidhed@bloodandgold@burymeinprettylies@castiisms • @cosmicpurplc@cyberneticc@dagazhagalaz@defenestratio • @deviincta • @dimebet • @diviinator@drunkpumpkiin@elenaishuman • @exhalehunger • @exorcismhymn • @foreiigner • @furandlatinwords@g33kych33ky • @gelenkadarilaros@graedig@guncontrcl@hands-of-red • @insanityprinciple@kingalcohol@iinhumanities@intothewildsea@lacusmors • @ladameperdue@leoduval • @luluwrites • @lureresistant@lycanking • @mcchagirl@mcrtalities • @mcture@merlinsbeard@misdiirection@mordante@oflegendaries@naturetorn@nizshiy • @oncehefty@cverture • @patricida@peraspcra • @pianomxn@residuex • @saltwaterschmooney • @savegod@saverobots@skylarkeen • @smashcd • @softspokenpunk • @smokingoursmiles@soiiledblood • @soliitudo • @southerncomforted@streetrxll@sunshiine • @surovoost@talentforlying • @thequarrelsome@tobeapoem • @tragedyveined@unbiddcn • @ursxla@tentaculii@vasilyevna@vaultfrozen • @virtuedmagic@vorantjack • @wassermander • @weaknessforgallantry • @wildhearted@withconscience@xaedificare@zosoperfect 

OTWOD SHOUTOUT —

aka the coolest writers you’ll ever find on tumblr, these people are not only super talented writers but also amazing, kickass frieds & i’m fucking in love with each and every single one of them. here’s a song for you too: editors - no sound but the wind (u get the depressing song haha u nerds)!!

@aithreachas@detragoedie • @devilsxson@dualismxs@echoedmistakes •  @paiddeath@sauxders • @selfreset • @sixshots • @xstrange 

#ALLIESQUAD —

aka my best bros, my tumblr family, the people who have been there for me through so much crap i still struggle to believe they would willingly stick by my side. i love each and everyone of you so this is a feeble attempt at telling you why ♥

@echoedmistakes (+ @beingobserved) Raqui, my angel, my wifey, my sun and stars; you put up with so much crap from me daily, i don’t know how you do it. i’m so, so goddamn lucky to have you - as a friend (as my BEST friend), as a writing partner, as everything. you’ve given me the greatest otp of my life and more plots than i ever dared dream of, you’ve given me so much joy and love and inspiration all through these years; and you will never truly now how grateful i am ♥ your song is jimmy eat world - sweetness ♥

@hailmaleficentAnah, my love. I don’t think you understand just how much you influenced my experience here — honestly, I don’t think I’d be half the roleplayer I am (as mediocre as I am, but still), without you. You’ve challenged me to write better, to write more, to trust myself and not be scared of the stories I wanna write — you’ve taught me a lot, even being the biggest nerd ever, and I will forever be grateful for this. I love you so, so much, even when we don’t talk that much, just — thank you. your song is editors - the phone book

@devilsxson (+ @santiisimo, @dualismxs) Val, you literal butthole. I’m gonna say this just once: I love you. Because you’ve made it easy to become your friend, because I will forever be in awe of your writing & of your characters, and because despite how many times I’m gonna call you names I think you’re one of the smartest people I’ve ever had the pleasure to know and I am so. fucking. grateful you’re my friend okay. even if you suck. a little. a lot. anyway your song is grace slick — theme from the movie manhole, and you can thank me later.

@sunbeamiing (+ @assuredofthis, @mediicait, @starfractures) Becca, I swear to god: you’re proof angels exist. I remember once upon a time I was really intimidated by you because god, that writing — but I amso so glad that ended because damn, I earned such a great friend, one I truly don’t deserve. You’re unbelievably talented and smart, and way too kind for a world as bad as this one — you’re simply amazing, and I hope you’re aware of how lucky I am to be your friend :’/ thank you, I love you ♥ and here’s a song for you too: elisa - fresh air!!

@aholywrathincurred (+ @cxthouse) Ange, my dear one!! I should thank you for a lifetime, I swear. For your kindness, for your support, for a love so unconditional it makes me feel guilty — thank you, honestly, for being my guardian ange(l) way too many times. You’re one of a kind, and I hope everyone is aware of just how precious you are; and how strong you are too, even when you don’t realize it yourself ♥ here, i have a song for you: all-american rejects - the poison!!

@cxrrera (+ @foliojoyous) Joyous, you’re one of those people I can always count on, and I can’t honestly say how grateful I am. Your support has helped me  through so many hard situations and I’m just so, so lucky — I love you so much c: and I think you’re an amazing writer, and over time I’ve grown really fond of you & Sally so just  - idk. I love you. never leave me, please ♥ there’s a song for you too: katie herzig - lost & found!!

@peaceific (+ @goingawry, @tcthemarrow) Anne dear, I am so, so glad I’ve found you c: from the very first moment you’ve been noting but a literal ray of sunshine, and I hope I could give that sunshine back to you to remind you how brilliant, generous and overall amazing you are, always. Trust me, there’s not enough people in the world like you and I’m so, so glad I got my hands on one, honestly ♥ I love you so so much, and I hope you like your song!! the kooks - seaside c:

@pulledfromhell (+ @sempreinfranto, @gemikai, @heartguided, @neharah) Claaaary, my darling — we haven’t talked in so long and I honestly miss you more than I can say, but I still think you’re one of my best friends in here and one that truly leaves me amazed — you’re such a great writer, such a great person, and I treasure our friendship more than you’ll ever know, even if we don’t talk for months. Ilu, and your song is vib gyor - red lights!!

@august-fifth-rps (+ @rah-leigh-m) Hey, D, remember the first time you ever messaged me, yelling in my askbox because you badly wanted to rp? I’m pretty sure that was the moment I fell in love, honestly :’| in that single moment you managed to make me feel like someone worth yelling excitedly at, and I’ll never thank you enough for that. But then again, if I could I’d yell at you all the time: ‘cause you fuckin kick ass and I am so so lucky to be writing with you. ily ♥ aaaand your song is hayley williams - teenagers!!

@theimpalpable Alex, I need to tell you something really, really important: you’re amazing. I don’t care how many times you’re gonna say it back to me, you ARE. I fell in love with your blog the moment I first followed, with so many unbelievably good characters, so many backstories that kept me hooked to the screen, such a beautiful writing that crippled my confidence — and you, the kindest soul I’ve ever met on tumblr. my sticker, who I hope will never ever leave me ♥ I adore you, thank you for just… being yourself, your amazing self. I got a song for you too: sigur ròs - all alright!!

@detragoedie (+ @sugarstcrm, @silencedlcmb, @laughedat) Ambs, dear one; you officially became my friend probably the first day we talked, but boy, am I glad. I know you get self conscious, I know you doubt how important you are to people: but you’re such a magnificent human being, pouring love from every cell of your being, and anyone would be lucky to have you as a friend. and you’re a great, great writer, one I’m honored to be writing with. thank you ♥ here’s your song: damien rice - cannonball!!

@falsifiier (+ @playhousc and a lot of other blogs i lost track of :’|) Devin, you literal cupcake, ou must be one of the sweetest people I’ve ever met on tumblr and one I will never get tired of talking to. You make me super excited whenever I see you, and just, idk — I’m so, so grateful you decided to become my friend. I love you a lot, and I wish you all the best things in this world ♥ and here is your song: the national - vanderlyle crybaby geeks!!

and that’s all folks!! i might have missed someone, and if i did i promise it’s 100% bc i got distracted and got lost among all these amazig people - but i love each and everyone of you, and ipromise without you i wouldn’t have lasted a week on tumblr. thank you babes, may you always feel as loved as you make me feel ♥