radio preacher

a list of songs that tulip, jesse, and cassidy like to do shit to.

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i. come on eileen - dexys midnight runners (a song to have a good ole’ fashioned car chase to) ii. stuck in the middle with you - stealers wheel (a song to see who has the dorkiest dancing to) iii. the way we get by - spoon (a song to get by to) iv. kiss the sky - shawn lee’s ping pong orchestra (a song to walk in slow motion to)  v. busy earnin’ - jungle (a song to work on the grind to) vi. nobody move - hanni el khatib (a song to rob tovii. dust my broom - elmore james (a song to pub crawl for God to) viii. been down so long - the doors (a song to craft diy bazookas and other weaponry to) ix. everyday people - sly & the family stone (a song to work together to x. electric avenue - eddy grant (a song to gear up to)  xi. what a feeling - irene cara (a song to karaoke toxii. midnight rider - allman brothers (a song to ride into the sunset to).

Stuck in "Stuck in the Middle (With You)"

Okay, but Cas listening to an evangelical AM station in his truck – Angel radio analogue – and the preacher talking about everyone paying for their ultimate sins.

Cas has two “ultimate sins” weighing on him right now: killing Billie (which comes with a side of cosmic consequences) and the sin he has committed emotionally but not physically. Namely, the ultimate angel taboo. The one thing above all others that angels Must Not Do…

…Lay with a human.

It’s a sin we’ve seen committed twice this season (Isham and Lucifer), and one Cas has been constantly accused of by his brethren.

The scene with him listening to the radio shows us that his love for “humanity” is fore in his mind. He almost seems to be punishing himself with the evangelical show.

He’s still resisting. He doesn’t want to fall those few more inches to the ground.

But then he shaves a little off the distance when he thinks he’s about to die. He breaks the seal and says, “I love you.” He voices his love for “humanity” and the look on “humanity’s” face is heart breaking.

Poor Cas, trying so hard to keep his toes out of the dirt. Punishing himself for his desires, for his love. Holding on to the last vestiges of Heaven, denying himself the very thing that makes him happiest.

*sigh*

IM IN AN UBER AND WE ARE LISTENING TO A SUPER INTENSE RADIO PREACHER AND ITS SO CRAZY HE JUST STARTED TALKIN ABOUT JESUS SLAYING DRAGONS N SHIT