Half Taiwanese, Half American

Tired of having to give out a pedigree for people to try and understand my face
Tired of hearing surprise when I state my race
Tired of giving apologies for the unexpectedness of my face, in regards to my race
Tired of being an “other” and never being completely home in either place

Terrified that no matter who I pick as the father, my children are doomed to have one of my heritages erased