ra:spooks

anonymous asked:

What happened? Is it anything we shouldn't know?

no no no, it’s just embarrassing. ;lkjasdf
uh so when i get anxious, i shut down. like imagine a horrible little ball of tears that can last an hour or two.
like haha i know that it’s stupid, right? and that there’s no reason to feel that way, and that everything’ll be fine and the worst that can happen is i’ll get a ‘no’ back, yeah?
and knowing that makes it worse, and then i feel bad for feeling bad for no reason, and it’s this vicious cycle of negativity that i can’t escape from.
aaaand i got caught in that last night trying to make commission prices, whoops!
hahahah but today is a new day!! time to get out there and not break down in front of my coworkers, yeah!!!

My tablet (which has been barely working for the past year or so) is officially dead, so nothing new from me until the new one arrives (which will hopefully be before the week is over, but I really have no idea)! Sorry for even more delays, and have a nice week, friends! 

tl;dr: Tablet’s dead. New one soon. I’m dead, too.