r u hungry

  • Joonmyun: dammit I think we lost the others
  • Minseok: oh?
  • Joonmyun: CHANYEOL!
  • Joonmyun: BAEKHYUN!
  • Joonmyun: YIXING!!!
  • Joonmyun: JONGDAE!!!!
  • Joonmyun: KYUNGSOO???
  • Joonmyun: JONGIN???
  • Joonmyun: SEHUN????!!!!!
  • Joonmyun: WHERE ARE THEY???????
  • Minseok: *shrugs* i'm hungry
  • Chanyeol: WHO'S HUNGRY
  • Baekhyun: R U HUNGRY HYUNG
  • Yixing: ah hyung did you skip a meal
  • Kyungsoo: what do you wanna eat umin hyung
  • Jongin: hyung let's go have a meal
  • Sehun: ah hyung I want food too
  • Minseok: found them
  • Joonmyun:
  • Luhan: (in China) hey did you hear something
  • Kris: idk
  • Tao: ?

Mom: u lost weight…

Me: really i dont think so

Mom: ya have u been eating?

Me: yes mom (lie)

Mom: well ur losing weight fast

Me: i wish i could see it

Mom: r u hungry?

Me: no i ate before i got here (lied)

Ana makes me a liar
Ana makes me hungry
Ana reminds me how fat i am
Ana wants me beautiful
Ana wants me dead
But ana is my best friend
Shes the only one there for me

10 Questions Tag

Tagged by queen syd @kawaiikpopofsatan

  1. What’s your favorite song currently? Anti by zico ft. g.soul
  2. If you had a chance for a “do-over” in life, what would you do differently? not much honestly just be more gay and actually pursue the girl i liked im not a person of many regrets lol
  3. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? hmmm i dont know? canada maybe
  4. Why would you go there? to visit natalie lol
  5. What is your idea of a perfect day? having loads of fun and eating good food
  6. If you could do anything with your bias of one group, what would it be? go to the gym with daniel lmao
  7. What is your most prized possession? my draco malfoy wand replica that i got from two of my very very nice friends
  8. What’s your favorite word? i have many favourite words for every language i speak this would take too long to type out lol
  9. What’s your favorite album? currently i really like 일탈다반사 
  10. When did you go to sleep last? midnight

my 10 questions:

1. if you could be an animal, what would it be?
2. what’s your favourite flower?
3. who’s your favourite girl group?
4. what were you into before kpop?
5. Ketchup or Mayo?
6. Do you like chicken/veggie nuggets?
7. Do you have a role model?
8. What kind of person do you aspire to be?
9. Do you own any albums?
10. What’s your favourite food?

I’m tagging: @danik-chu, @queen-danik , @softforjackson, @chenmone , @gooheon, @peachyniel

Picnic Day

 errrbodylovesfinn commissioned an adorable little drabble featuring Finn and Rey on a picnic.

   It was such a beautiful day.

   Rey breathed in the fresh air. Originally, she had been worried about rain, but there wasn’t a single gray cloud in the sky. Smiling, she picked up the basket she had prepared for the picnic. Usually, Finn would take her out for lunch, and he would be the one who cooked, but today it was different. She had wanted to be the one to prepare everything.

   Finn was the perfect boyfriend. Not only was he adorable but he was romantic, talented and sweet. Rey always wondered how she got so lucky. Finn was the whole package. Why he was dating her, she had no idea.

   She remembered how they had met. They had both been foster kids. When Finn had gotten adopted before her, Rey had been sad, but to her surprise, Finn visited her until she found her own family. Even after being adopted, Finn had been a constant part of her life. There was no on Earth like Finn. Rey was convinced he was an angel sent from heaven to guide her. No matter what, he was always there.

   Rey’s phone rang. Reaching into her pocket, she pulled out her phone. Smiling, she saw it was a text from Finn.

   ‘R U here yet? I’m hungry, and I miss you!’

   Rey looked up to see if she could spot Finn. It wasn’t too hard. He was sitting on the bench with his corgi BeBe. Walking over, she started to wave. When Finn looked up and saw her, he grinned. BeBe ran over to Rey, jumping around her feet.

   “I’ve missed you too,” Rey chuckled. “Even though you saw me last night.”

   Bebe barked and ran around in a circle. Rey’s smile grew. Finn walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

   “So, where do you want to set up?” He asked.

   “I have the perfect spot! Come on!”

   Rey grabbed his hand. There was a large oak tree near the lake. It was the perfect spot for a picnic. They were under shade and got a lovely view of the clear, blue lake. BeBe also could watch the ducks. Sometimes, she would even chase them.

   Once they had reached the spot, Finn helped Rey lay the blanket out. BeBe jumped onto the sheet as soon as the plaid blanket was on the grass. He rolled around, looking as happy as could be.  They managed to smooth out of the blanket, and they sat down.  Rey brought over the basket and opened it up. Since she was treating Finn today, she had made sure to pack all of his, favorites; kettle baked chips, peanut butter and banana sandwiches, root beer and for dessert, double chocolate chip cookies.

   “Wow Rey, I’m impressed,” Finn said as Rey handed him a plate.

   “Well it’s hard to mess up a sandwich and chips,” Rey replied. “But I’m glad I impressed you. You’re the only person worth impressing.”

   BeBe suddenly barked.

   “Oh, I almost forgot! I have something for you too!”

   Rey reached into the basket. She pulled out a bag of doggy treats. Upon seeing them, BeBe sat down. Their tail was wagging like mad. Giggling, Rey opened up the bag and gave the dog two of the treats. Lying down, BeBe munched away at the treats while the two humans began their lunch.

   “Isn’t it a beautiful day?” Rey asked.

   “Yeah, it really is,” Finn looked up at the sky. “We chose a perfect day.”

   “Any day is perfect as long as I’m with you.”

   Finn felt himself blush. Rey had this way of making him feel like Prince Charming. Rey was always saying how wonderful he was, but Rey was a fantastic girlfriend. There wasn’t a single woman in the world like Rey. Rey was brave, tough and loyal. How could he not adore her? Rey didn’t let anyone attack her loved ones. If you bad mouth someone Rey cared for, you could be sure you would either be chewed out or possibly attacked. Even when they were children, Rey didn’t back down. If she saw someone in need of defending, she stepped in.

   They had been dating for five years. They had known each other long, but they didn’t start dating until high school. As Finn ate his sandwich, he wondered how different his life would be without her. The more he thought about it, the more he realized he didn’t want to lie in a world without Rey.

   “Hey Rey,” Finn asked.


   “Have you ever thought about getting married?”

   Rey almost choked the chip she had been eating. That was had been a bit random.

   “Depends on who is asking.”

   “Well let’s say I was asking. Hypothetically.”

   “Okay,” Rey took a sip of her root beer. “And then I would probably say yes. Hypothetically.”



   “Yeah, okay.”

   “Okay, what?”

   “Okay. I’ll marry you. I’ll get you a ring and ask you. I’ll even get down on my knees,” Finn told her. “Then we can get married.”

   Rey stared at Finn for a second. Was he serious? This was the first time he had ever brought up the subject of marriage.  But she didn’t hate the idea of getting married to Finn. Her Finn. Her wonderful, adorable, loving Finn.

   “Are you being serious?” She finally asked.

   “Yep. Totally. Just let me save up a bit and I’ll buy you a ring.”

   “You don’t have to do that.”

   “Yes I do. Rey, I love you,” Finn reached over and grabbed her hand. “I love you more than anything else in the world.”

   BeBe sniffed around for more treats.

   “Okay, I love you more than anything except for BeBe. But other than that, I don’t have anything else I love beside you.”

   Rey was silent for a second. Marriage was a bit step for anyone.  Honestly, she had never really considered it. But marrying Finn would be absolutely wonderful. Waking up every morning and seeing his smiling face.  Rey pictured herself making him breakfast and giving BeBe scraps. Each night, Finn would come home to her, and they would snuggle on the couch, watching Netflix. They could even have a baby if they wanted too. What a pleasant thought it was.

   “Okay,” Rey grinned. “You buy me a ring, and I’ll say yes.”

   “For reals?”


   Finn leaned forward and kissed Rey on the lips. Rey smiled while BeBe suddenly barked. Finn pulled back to smile at the dog.

   “Are you angry because I didn’t give you a kiss?”

   BeBe barked and wagged their tail. Finn picked up the Corgi and placed a kiss on the dog’s fuzzy head. BeBe returned the kiss by licking Finn. Rey giggled.

   “Those are some good kisses,” Finn said. “Now, let’s give Rey some kisses.”

   Finn let go of BeBe, and the dog jumped up on Rey, licking her face.

   “BeBe, no!” Rey said between laughs. “No more kisses!”

   Finn laughed as Rey sat up, holding the excitable dog in her lap.  Finn scooted closer, giving Rey another kiss.
   “Have I mentioned how much I love you?” Finn asked.

   “You haven’t mentioned it today.”

   “I love you.”

   “I love you too.”

Amnesia: Park Jimin

Jimin AU [ANGST]
Song Recommendation:  SISTAR (씨스타) - One More Day
[!]Warning: This AU Fanfic contains graphic depictions of violence, sexual themes, strong language, and/or other mature themes [!]

Right, left, right. Or was it right, right, left? You let out a sigh and fumble with your steps. You slide down to the floor and lie on your back, looking up at the ceiling. Why couldn’t you get these simple steps! You slam your hands on the ground and let out a groan. Sweat sliding down your forehead you quickly swipe it away. “Having trouble?”, a familiar voice rang out followed with a chuckle. You sit up to see Jimin sitting in front of you with crossed legs, making you jump back a bit from his presence and how close he got to you without you even noticing. “J-jeez, Jimin you scared me!”, you stare at him and he smirks.

“- And yes i’m having trouble, I can’t get this stupid move”, you pout. Jimin stands up and he holds out a hand and you take it, he then pulls you up effortlessly. You dust your leggings off and then look at him raising a brow. “Let me help you, I am the best after all-”, you hit him making him stumble backwards a bit. He bites his lip and gives you a dirty look before smirking again. “Common get into your position”, he claps his hands and you do as you’re told.

He starts the music and you start dancing, quite smoothly until the whole right left move comes and you trip over yourself and Jimin bursts out laughing. He stops the music and your face heats up and you immediately look down at the floor. You hear footsteps walking over to you but you refuse to look up anymore than 25 degrees. A finger flicks your chin and you immediately look up. “J-Jimin!”, you furrow your eyebrows and he smiles. “Start with the move before the one you mess up”. You do as you’re told again then mess up again and let out a frustrated sigh.

Jimin slowly walks behind you, he places his hands on your hips. “You’re a bit stiff, be more loose”, his right hand slides down onto your thigh and you stiffen. “Right leg”, his hand slides from the front of your thigh to the back of your thigh and he applies pressure to make you move forward. “Right leg first”, he whispers in your ear quietly. You let his hand move your right leg forward, and a short breath escapes your mouth. His left hand slides down and does the exact same and your left leg goes forward. His hands slide back up and rest on your hips once again. “Now take your right leg and cross it in front of your left leg”, your stiff with your movements but you manage to do it. “Push your left leg back and bend, then twist- so you face me”, he says softly then releases his grip from your hips. You do as he says, when it comes to the twist you do it but you are face to face with Jimin.

Your heart is pounding, and your eyes are locked with his.
“Y/N times up, I need to practice my solo-”, Hoseok barges into the room and spots you two looking at each other. “Ah- didn’t know your boyfriend was here. You must have not got to practice a lot”, He adds on, referring to Jimin. “Hoseok do you need to call me her boyfriend every time you see me, just because I am doesn’t mean I suddenly had my name replaced to that!”, Jimin whines. You look down at your shoes and blush. “Did I interrupt something again”, Hoseok laughs and punches Jimin’s shoulder. “N-no!”, you and Jimin both say ironically at the same time. Hoseok walks towards the laptop to look for his song. “Well- whatever you say, But for now. LEAVE!”, Hoseok runs towards you two and ushers you out of the dance room. Jimin rubs the back of his neck. “I need to stay around here for a couple more hours, I need to practice on my vocals. But! i’ll come by your apartment later tonight! Let’s watch a movie and eat lots of food!”, he takes your hand in his and kisses it dramatically. “Don’t start the movie, without me!”, he says as he walks away into another room. You smile widely. Jimin hadn’t been over in a while.

Once you grabbed all your stuff you managed to catch a taxi.
It had started to rain, while looking out the window of the car you noticed how the rain got slightly heavier. Suddenly you felt sick to your stomach. You had a gut feeling for some reason that something bad was going to happen but you couldn’t put your finger on it. You pull up to your apartment complex and pay the taxi driver, but as soon as you take a step outside of the taxi the feeling in your stomach seems to get worse. In fact it gets worse every step you take.

You get to your front door and slowly open it, to be welcomed by your own scent. You let out a deep breath that you didn’t know was there and walked in shutting the door behind you. Jimin didn’t exactly say what time he’d be done so all you could do is wait and text him occasionally, not like he’d answer anyways.

It had been almost an hour since you got home. You had just been chilling on your couch but your getting kind of tired. Lazily getting up from your couch you shuffle towards your bedroom and throw yourself onto your bed, managing to grab your phone out of your pocket.

You open your messaging app and scrolled down till you saw Jimin’s otherwise known as “Small Hands” in your phone. You smile while looking at the name. In his phone your name was “Smaller Hands”.

Your thumbs automatically go to the keyboard and you start typing.

You: When r u leaving! Im hungry and tired
Jimin: I’m leavin rn! I’ll be there in half an hour! <3

You smile at the cute heart he sent.
A couple minutes pass and your eyes feel heavy, slowly drifting into sleep.

Your eyes shoot open. What time is it? Did Jimin come by? You immediately grab your phone and press the home button. No notifications. 11 p.m. You were asleep for an entire hour. The gut feeling seems to return and your heart is pounding. As soon as you unlock your phone your already dialing Jimins number. Straight to voicemail-
“Sorry I couldn’t pick up, I must be busy now, please leave a message”. His soft voice rang out, and then you pressed the end button. You scroll through your contacts and find Hoseok’s name and click it quickly, it rings twice then an answer.
You hear hard breathing, and loud footsteps.
“H-hoseok?”, you say quietly.
“Y/N”, he says out of breath and you raise the volume up on your phone.
“H-hoseok? Are you okay? What’s going on?”, you ask slightly louder, then you put your phone on speaker.
“Y/N, we are all on our way to the hospital. J-Jim-”, he says and then you drop your phone, it lands on your bed and bounces off and onto the floor. Your breathing starts to get heavy. Hoseok’s voice rings out and you look at where your phone landed. “It was raining hard- another car- crashed into the car Jimin was in”, a tear rolls down your cheek and you stand up and rush to grab a coat and put on your shoes. “We don’t know how bad his injuries are yet…”, you hear Hoseok say as you slip on one of your shoes. You hop over to your phone and grab it.
“What hospital is it?”, you shout into the phone, while putting on your other shoe.

You arrived at the hospital and as soon as you got through the doors you saw all of the guys in the waiting room. Namjoon saw you and immediately stood up and started walking towards you.
The rest of the members stood up and looked at you. “N-namjoon? Is he okay?”, tears rushed down your cheeks. Namjoon looked at you and he cleared his throat. “He has amnesia”, Namjoon said bluntly.

Your knees felt weak and started to give out. Namjoon quickly managed to grab you before you could fall and Jin rushes over to help him guide you to the waiting room where the rest were just sitting. You fall into the chair and all of the members are looking at you with complete sadness. Namjoon sits next to you. “He’s awake right now… The doctors are testing some things out, and tomorrow they will be asking him questions like if he remembers anything, or anyone.” Namjoon pauses. “Y/N I hate to say this… but I think it’s best if you stay away from the hospital for now.”, You immediately look at him. “ Just for a couple of day… maybe until he starts remembering things”

Namjoon was right, also when you spoke to the doctors they said something similar. You didn’t
want to force anything onto Jimin so you gave everything space. Days slowly turned into weeks.
Jimin remembered his members, and his career, and Namjoon sent me videos of him singing, but he hadn’t remembered you.

You put on the music and quickly got to your position. You started doing the dance Jimin had helped you out with a while ago. Right, left, right, turn. You did it. A tear rolled down your cheek and when you looked up you saw Jimin standing with the look of complete awe on his face. You immediately wiped your tear away and gulped. You hadn’t seen him this close since… that day. “You’re good!”, he started clapping and the once familiar smile lit the room up and your heart seemed to warm up. “I wish I could dance like you…”, he stops clapping and sighs and your jaw almost drops. “You ca-”, you stop yourself and look at the ceiling. He raises an eyebrow and steps farther into the room to join you. “I was apparently really good but since I was recently in a car crash it made me forget how to dance”, he chuckles. Your heart is in your throat. You want to say so many things but you can’t. It would be bad for everyone, especially him. You quickly go towards where you usually set your bags down. Grabbing them you turn around, his eyes are wide. “You’re going?”, he asks and you nod and start heading towards the door. “Wait!”, he yells. Your back is facing him and you hear quick footsteps then suddenly feel a hand on your shoulder. A tear is threatening to escape but you need to hold it back. Slowly turning around. Your face to face with Jimin. “I know we don’t know each other and this is sudden, but could you teach me how to dance?”. He asks, giving a soft smile.

You look at the floor, then back at him. He scratches the back of his neck and then runs a hand through his hair. “Uh- I’m sorry just forget I asked that-”, he says then looks down. “It’s okay, I’d be happy to help”, you say and he looks up at you and smiles widely. You slowly walk back into the room and put down your bag. “I thought you had to go?”, he asks confused. “Ah- I got the time mixed up, I actually need to leave in two hours”, you awkwardly chuckle trying to cover up the lies. “Oh”, he laughs then walks to the center of the room and stares at himself in the mirror.

“By the way my name is Jimin, what’s yours?”, he starts doing little movements that I think would be considered dance. “Y/N”, you say and he immediately stops then looks at you. “Your name seems very familiar, did we know each other before?”, your eyes widen at his questions. How do you even respond to that… You weren’t expecting to see him so soon, so you don’t have anything prepared. “No-”, you say and then walk over next to him and then look at the mirror. He scratches his head then looks at you. “Okay- just follow my steps”, you say and he nods. You start moving slowly teaching him the dance you just did and he follows your exact moves. You giggle at how hard he’s focused. “What’s so funny?” he asks raising an eyebrow midst attempting to follow one of your moves. You smirk and look away. “Nothing”, you respond quickly then continue the choreography and he stops and looks at you which causes you to stop. “I’m really trying my best!-”, he says frustrated.

“You’re doing good Jimin, I was just laughing because you look cute focusing so hard. You need to loosen up a bit-”, you stop a little too late and his eyes widen and his face tints a shade of red and yours quickly does the same. “I didn’t mean it like-”, you stumble with your words and then he starts laughing. “Oh so I’m not cute?”, he asks whilst laughing. “No! I mean you are-”, you look at the floor and scratch your head. “Let’s just keep practicing okay!”, you say changing the subject quickly.

He smirks and then you both get back into position. You continue the dance and then get to the right,left,right,spin move, and he does it perfectly. He does it better than you which makes you kind of frustrated but happy at the same time. He probably remembers doing something similar to this.

“Okay Jimin, now do the whole thing with the music. I’ll watch.” You walk over to the laptop and he looks nervous. “Don’t worry, it will naturally come” you grab your phone then lean against the wall. It’s been more than two hours. The music starts and Jimin does the dance perfectly. Once he’s done he immediately looks at you and smiles. “I did it…”, he says softly then looks at the ground. Your heart hurts but you can’t really do anything about it.

The door flies open. “Okay! Times up Y/N-”, Hoseok walks in and stops when he sees Jimin and you. His eyes shoot towards you quickly then back to Jimin, then back to you again. “Hoseok you know Y/N?”, Jimin asks then looks at the two of you. Well it’s time for you to go now. You pick up your stuff and awkwardly smile. You leave the room and you hear Jimin and Hoseok talking but continue to walk down the hall to leave, you suddenly hear footsteps coming towards you quickly. You turn around and see Jimin. “Y/N! I’ll see you tomorrow, thank you for today!”, he smiles at you and you return the smile and turn on your heel then walk away.

Two weeks had passed, you helped Jimin with his dance every night. He still didn’t remember you. You got in a bit of trouble with the guys, but you explained how the situation happened and they let it go.

You slumped onto your bed and grabbed your laptop and opened it. There were two notifications.

‘Jimin out with his girlfriend’
‘Who is Park Jimins girlfriend?’

Two news articles popped up and you immediately clicked it. There were pictures of Jimin hugging and kissing a girl, that wasn’t you. You felt a lump in your throat and all you wanted to do is scream. Your phone starts to ring and you see Hoseok is calling. You answer. “Y/N … We can fix this! The guys and I will fix this don’t worry-”, he says and something like a loose thread gets pulled out of you. You can’t do this anymore. “ It’s fine… He’s happy so let him be happy. I guess we weren’t meant to be…”, you let out a pained chuckle. “Y/N don’t give up-”. Hoseok says sadly. “Hoseok it’s okay… I have to go now”, you say quietly. “Y/N wait-”, you hang up. And then close your laptop and rest your head on your pillow and fall asleep.

You were waiting for Jimin in the dance practice room and he’s almost 20 minutes late. You leave the practice room to go look for him. You asked a couple of people if they had saw him but everyone said no. You went to the top floor, which was always empty at night. You hear Jimin’s name getting called and you quickly walk to where to heard it. You stand in front of the slightly ajar door and peek in.

Jimin… and that girl… Jimin has his shirt off and he’s-
Immediately you put your hand over your mouth then look away. You quickly ran away and managed to take the bus home without looking like a complete wreck. As soon as you opened the door to your apartment you slammed your back on the door and slid down, your tears finally escaping and they weren’t going to stop anytime soon.
It was the next day and you were supposed to meet Jimin in half an hour to teach him a new dance, but you can’t…. You won’t… it’s too painful for you. You can’t stay here anymore.

An hour later your phone starts ringing. You must have fallen asleep.  Looking to see who’s calling you see the name “Small hands”. You ignore.

Your parents moved to the states, you could go stay with them till you get a job and you can buy an apartment over there.

A week had passed, a week without seeing Jimin, or talking to the other guys. You quit your job and packed up your apartment. Your parent’s were happy that you were going to stay with them but also confused. One more day left…

*Jimins POV*
Y/N hasn’t shown up in a week and she hasn’t picked up any of her calls. I’m a bit worried. I walk into the dorm to see all six of the guys huddled together. “What’s happening guys?”, I speed walk towards them and they all look at me with disgust. “W-whats wrong?”, I ask and Taehyung lets out a breath then leaves the room, Jungkook and Yoongi following behind him. Hoseok stands up and walks towards me. Jin tries to grab him but Hoseok breaks free. “I can’t fucking sit back anymore”, he says harshly then he takes out his phone and opens something. “Jimin. Do you remember Y/N?”, he asks.
“Yes? She’s the girl who helps me dance? Or helped-”, I mumble. “Before the car crash! Do you remember anything about Y/N before the crash!”. He raises his voice and Namjoon stands up and puts a hand on Hoseoks shoulder. “Y/N said we didn’t know each other before the crash! Why are you yelling!”, I raise my voice at him. Hoseok shows me his phone and a video is playing. It’s me and Y/N? We are dancing, hugging, and… kissing in the video… “w-what is this?”, I ask harshly. “Thats you and your real girlfriend”.

I hold my breath. My real girlfriend? I was dating Y/N… why didn’t she say anything. My head starts to hurt and I drop to the ground, faintly hearing my name called.

When I open my eyes, It was the next day….
I rub my head. Y/N… Y/N…. Y/N…
I remember now…  I get up out of my bed and look around. Fuck,fuck,fuck. What have I done. My memories of her are slowly coming back every time I take a step. I put on my shoes and leave the door then quickly start running, my feet are moving on their own… guiding me to her apartment. I’m sweating, completely out of breath but I keep going. I make it to her apartment and run up the stairs to her floor. I run down the hall and I stop in front of her door. I knock on it, but when I do the door opens revealing an empty apartment.
No… I walk in and start looking around, nothing, no one….
I slam myself onto a wall and slowly slide down, tears are falling heavily down my face
“I Remember”