r!josh

  • Jess: I'm a little cold
  • Mike: Here, take my jacket
  • Ashley: I'm a little cold too
  • Chris: Here, take my jacket
  • Emily: I'm cold as well... Matt?
  • Matt: Oh, yeah, take my-
  • Chris: Here, take my other jacket
  • Chris: Josh, b r o , here's my other other jacket
  • Chris: Sam, you cold too?
  • Sam: I'm wearing a fucking towel
  • Chris: Here, take my other other other jacket
  • Josh: I wish my sisters were here
  • Chris: I know, bro. Me too...
  • Chris: I still have two more jackets
Save A Horse, Ride A Cowboy (Faraday x Reader) NSFW

Originally posted by aleclightwqqd

THERE ARE NO SPOILERS IN THIS FIC

WARNING: NSFW


“How much?”

“Two bits for the cheap stuff, three dollars for the good stuff.”

You were too busy cleaning the aftermath of a fight to bother looking up. The voice didn’t sound familiar, but then again, most didn’t. People were always drifting in and out of town. It was rare to see a face stick around for more than three days, and even rarer for you to bother recognizing it.

“Hey Johnny, you got two bits on ya? Gonna buy me a whore for the night.” The stranger could barely finish his sentence without bursting into hysterics, and you could hear a few others join in. It wasn’t the first time you’d heard the joke, and it wouldn’t be the last, but it still stung.

“Either drink or get out,” you replied coldly as you continued wiping down the bar, careful to avoid the broken glass.  

“She’s got some fight in her! I like it. A buck. I think you’re worth a whole buck.”

“Alright now listen,” you hissed as you finally stopped what you were doing to meet his eye line. He was an ugly looking guy, just as you expected. His beard was long and mangled. He was missing a few teeth. You weren’t sure when the last time he bathed was. Disgusting. “I think it’s best you leave.”

“Oh yeah?” He stood up, placing one hand on his gun, and grabbing your wrist with the other. You winced a bit as he tightened his grip. He’d pinned your hand down hard against a large shard of glass. “How about no money but instead I let you keep that pretty little head of yours.”  

“Fuck,” you mumbled as panic started to set in. Men made lewd comments all the time, and on nearly a daily basis they got in fights with each other, but never had one gotten physical with you. In all honesty, you considered yourself relatively lucky. With the trash that drifted through here, you were surprised nobody tried anything sooner.

“ ‘Scuse me, but I’m gonna need you to move aside. I’m trying to order a drink from this here lady.”

The man blinked and turned his head. Resting against the bar was yet another man you didn’t recognize. This one seemed calm and collected, but you still caught a spark of wildfire in the corner of his eye.

“The hell you think you’re doin’, Faraday? You’re lucky I didn’t shoot you dead after you cheated back there at poker.”

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My Universe

“So, are you and Halsey, like, official,” Tyler asked, peering over Josh’s shoulder to see what he was texting to Ashley.

“What,” the drummer stuttered and looked over at his friend who was only inches away from him. “No dude, Ashley is just a friend,” he exclaimed, practically shoving his phone away in his pocket.

“Whatcha guys talking about then,” he raised his eyebrows as a huge grin plastered over his face.
Josh didn’t like this. He was so unsure if his friend would continue harassing him over every girl he would just talk to.

“She was asking if we could have matching hair colors,” the pink haired male lied through his teeth. He wasn’t very good at lying either, he would go stiff, his words would either mush together to a slur or be spaced out completely to the point where he would sound like a robot. He sounded more robotic, his arms hugged his torso as he looked around the room nervously. He hated making eye contact with the singer while lying. It seemed to be against his morals

“Why are you all weird then,” Tyler poked at his friend’s side, his eyes scanned his whole body, slowly up and slowly down. He knew he was making his friend uncomfortable, this was the only way to squeeze out the truth.

“Because she wants so choose a matching color, she likes the publicity when people think we’re a thing,” of course, this was a lie as well. Josh straightened his back and clenched his teeth down so he wouldn’t crack as easily.

“Ah,” The brunette nodded and went back to playing Pokémon on his old-school game boy color. His brows furrowed as he battled away, but something else was eating away at him.

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Laying in his bed, Josh looked up at his glowing phone. The last text received was from Halsey.
ASHLEY: Dude you can totally do it.
He let out a long and heavy sigh before he started tapping away at his phone.
“I don’t think I can. This is our friendship. Our band. My life. On the line.” Unsure if he could send the composed message to her, he shifted in bed, laying on his back. Sent.
A few moments later his phone dinged, “ASHLEY: But what if it does work?”
His mind cluttered quickly, the drummer locked his phone and placed it on his chest.

Tyler was in the hotel room right next to Josh’s. They had a door separating the two, and he assumed that the drummer locked the door. He could hear his phone dinging every minute or so, and he was absolutely terrified that his best friend may be falling in love with Ashley. His eyes glanced over at the digital clock that flashed next to his queen sized bed, 3:08 A.M. He couldn’t sleep. Tyler couldn’t stop thinking.
Picking up his phone after moments of debating in his mind, the singer sent a text to Josh. “R u still up?” Before he could even lock his phone, it buzzed and he got a text back from his best friend.
“Duh”
Three letter texts, ‘Is Joshua mad at me’ he wondered, his stomach churned as he tried to think up something to say. “I can’t sleep”
“Me neither” There was something wrong with Josh, no doubt about it.
“My door is unlocked,” That was all Tyler could think of, an open invitation to his room.
“I’m in my boxers”
“Idk”
Before Tyler could even send his last text, he heard the drummer open up the door that divided the two rooms.

Josh awkwardly walked in, his eyes looked dim and tired. Tyler couldn’t help but admire the physique of his best friend. As the pink haired male made his way over to Tyler, he gave him a sleepy smile and practically crawled onto his bed.

“I’m kinda sleepy,” his voice was low and soft, it filled the room and calmed the worried friend. The brunette smiled widely, scooting over so his friend could sit right beside him.

“Why did you come here if you wanted to sleep,” he asked, containing himself from touching Josh’s hand or arm.

“I wanted to see you, and talk to you about something,”
The taller male’s heart dropped and his stomach clenched. His face turned paper white as he nodded, waiting for his friend to continue on. “I mean, it’s not a bad thing! I think you’d be happy for me,” Josh’s gaze met Tyler’s eyes, he could tell that his friend was completely terrified.

“I’ll always be happy for you,” the brunette admitted, although it wasn’t entirely true.
“I think I’m in love,” he sighed and looked down into his lap.

“Ashley,” Tyler asked, his voice was coarse and choppy, he didn’t want to cry, he wouldn’t let himself cry in front of Josh because of that.

“Ty” The pink haired male whispered softly. “I’ve never been interested in someone until I met…” He could have sworn his heart was beating so hard it was going to break through his rib cage.
“She’ll be good for you,” Tyler was trying to complete his friend’s sentences for him. “She’ll make you happy and she’ll love you, she’ll w-”

“No,” before the singer could finish he was cut off completely. “No no no,” Josh shook his head, his left hand slowly moved over to grab Tyler’s right hand. “Ty, you,” his voice grew shaky, “Ty I don’t want you to be happy for me,”
Pulling away his hand, Tyler practically sneered and shook his head, “Getting cocky already?!” Betrayal overflowed in the singer. He could have sworn that if he heard anymore it was going to come right through him and made him throw up all over the cheap hotel bedsheets.

“No, Tyler stop this right now,” the drummer started getting nervous, he was terrible when it came to acting alright in tense situations.

“You stop this,” he snapped back, Josh was all Tyler had and he was going to lose him to a girl. “Go back to texting Ashley, may-” Josh couldn’t take it anymore, he wasn’t the best when it came to putting things in intricate words, he was better with actions than anything. His other hand gripped the singer’s shoulder tightly.

“Look at me,”
Tyler’s eyes slowly moved over to meet Josh’s.
“Tyler I’m in love with you,” There was no response, the brunette let out a gentle sob before pulling his best friend into a hug. It was gentle and soft and loving. Tears rolled down the brunette’s cheeks and Josh would carefully kiss away each of them. His fingers gently ran through his brown hair as he tried to get his friend to calm down. “I’m sorry if I ruined this friendship,” he apologized.

“I’m in love with you too,” Tyler placed his hands on the back of Josh’s neck and pulled him into a gentle kiss. Their lips met, they felt static, the warmth of a sunrise, zero gravity, everything around them drowned out completely. The kiss was full of love, Josh still heard his friend’s tears as they pitter-pattered down onto the bed. The kiss was full of so much emotion, so much tension, the drummer was so afraid that if he kissed any harder, his friend would completely fall apart. After a few moments of intimacy, Josh pulled away and looked into Tyler’s eyes.

“You’re my first love, you’re my world, my universe,”

Cold As Stone

A/N: This one wasn’t really requested (well someone requested some angsty stuff months ago, I hope this is angsty enough) but I wanted to write this nevertheless. I’m sorry that it’s still taking so long to write for me but I’m still getting back into the routine so please bare with me. I hope you enjoy this one and please tell me your thoughts about it! Lots of love xx

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Words: 2341

Triggers: Heartache; Cursing; Harsh words? (I don’t know how to call that, oh lord, I hope you get what I mean)

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You were never one of those people who liked to show their feelings. Instead, you liked to keep to yourself, deal with problems on your own and portray that everything is fine and that you don’t get easily affected. It never really was a problem; yes, your friends sometimes said some mean things about your “emotional coldness” but only because they thought that it wouldn’t hurt you – well because it always seemed like it didn’t.

Things got a little bit harder when you’ve met Josh, who soon got to be your boyfriend. He never really openly complained about your lack of emotions when things got a lot more heated between the two of you. You never told him, why you kept your feelings to yourself, how, when you were younger, the kids made fun of you for crying easily. Josh accepted it and didn’t question it further – mostly because it never really was a problem.

That was until everything went out of control. The day started off badly, Josh was in a grumpy mood and you were as well. He just told you about the upcoming world tour and of course were you happy for him and Tyler but as he asked you if you wanted to come with him and you said no because of your job, things were already doomed. He refused to talk to you for the entire evening, claiming that he was tired and went to bed early.

The only reason for Josh reacting this way was because he thought you didn’t want to come with him. Your clear “no” and the resistance you showed while he was practically begging you, made him think that.

Little did he know that you really wanted to go with him, hell, you would even quit if you wouldn’t rely on the money. Yes, Josh made enough with the band for the two of you but you wanted to have your own money and not live off him. The only reason for your cold answer was that you were practically breaking inside, making your heart ache with sorrow. You didn’t want to hurt him by saying ‘no’ but you did exactly that.

It took only some hours after the two of you woke up, for everything to go downhill. Josh sat on the couch while you were folding the laundry, something which would calm you down normally, but unfortunately not today. His frustrated voice echoed loudly through the quiet apartment as he spoke up.

“You really don’t care, don’t you?”

You lifted your head, stopping the action of folding one of his shirts, confused with what he meant. “What are you talking about?”

“The tour, me, everything in general.” Josh’s voice was cold, cold enough to raise goosebumps on your skin.

“What do you mean?” You grew more and more frustrated, what was his problem?

“You never do. I always thought you were just good at hiding your feelings but obviously, I was wrong. Really wrong.”

You completely stopped folding the shirt you just picked up, instead, you threw it on the pile to your side. You didn’t know what to say or do, never ever has something like this happen, so you just sat there, mouth wide open, surprised by the way Josh spoke about you.

“You’re cold as stone, hell, you’re emotional like a stone!” He exclaimed, voice still coated thickly with anger. “I guess, even them have more feelings than you’ll ever have.”

You blinked. Once. Twice. You were shocked, to say the least. It didn’t take long for the tears to form in your eyes, making your vision more than blurry. How dare he?

“You probably don’t even love me, you may say that you do and everything but how can I know that you’re not just with me because of the fame? I don’t even think that you’re capable of loving someone else than yourself.”

You couldn’t take this anymore; the words burning themselves deeper and deeper into your heart, resulting in a massive pain you’ve never felt before. You stood up, taking one of the shirts you just folded and threw it at his chest. “Fuck you!”, and with that, you were out of the apartment.

As soon as your heated face met with the cold air outside of the building of your shared apartment, the tears flooded out of your eyes. You don’t remember when the last time was that you cried this hard. Your entire body shook with your hysteric breathing, desperate to get some of the air into your lungs. You’ve never been this hurt in your entire life. Emotional like a stone, cold as one. Josh’s voice repeated itself over and over again, saying the same combination of words, digging the knife deeper and deeper. Not capable of loving anyone else than yourself.

You didn’t know what to do; standing in front of the building, desperately crying wasn’t really a good thing. Especially when you’re supposed to be emotionless.

You had no idea where to go, your heart begged you to go to Jenna and Tyler’s house, not only because it was in walking distance but because the two of them could help you and let you stay at theirs. Obviously, it would be the smartest and right thing to do, but Josh would think of that as well and go as soon as he realizes what he had said to them. And there was no way you wanted to see him.

 Your mind knew that he didn’t mean it like that, that he was just disappointed and frustrated with the entire situation, letting his anger out on you. Your mind knew that and your heart knew that somewhat as well, but still – it gave him absolutely no right to talk about you like that and assume things and your mind knew that too. So, even if he would apologize, which he definitely will, you didn’t know if you wanted to hear it.


Realization hit you that you had practically nowhere to go; yes, you had other friends as well but they didn’t know you like Jenna did. She was almost the only one who knew why you are the way you are and understands it. So, despite all of your worries of seeing Josh, you started to walk to her, in desperate need of emotional support. You never liked it when your emotions hit you, especially when they hit that deep. Only because you never show your emotions, doesn’t mean that you don’t feel them. Every minute you’re away from Josh when he’s on tour or just visiting his family, you miss him and you feel missing him. Every little fight the two of you have, you feel the sadness, the anger and the fear of possibly losing him. Just because you don’t show them, the way he does doesn’t mean you don’t have them.


Walking to Tyler and Jenna’s home should have calmed you bit, you thought, but clearly, you were wrong. You still sobbed uncontrollably, tears falling like waterfalls. It really was long ago that you cried that hard. This just showed how much Josh really did hurt you.

It didn’t take long for one of them to open the door after you knocked rather pitiful. The strength you were supposed to have, seemed to be gone, making it harder and harder just to stand up. All you wanted was to cuddle yourself up in heaps of blankets and to sleep, just to stop your mind repeating the same sentences over and over.

Jenna was the one to open the door, clearly shocked to see the state you were in; eyes all red and puffy, body shivering and breathing uncontrollably. She didn’t question you, why of all the sudden you stood in front of her door, she just opened her arms, letting you fall onto her, crying even harder than before.


Some hours passed; you calmed somewhat down and explained everything that happened to Jenna. You were slightly afraid that you overreacted but as soon as you finished talking, she furiously stood up and threatened to kick Josh’s ass, if you wanted her to. Despite all the sorrow you felt, you started to laugh uncontrollably, imaging Jenna fighting Josh. Tyler heard the story too and offered to stay at theirs until you would feel better and want to confront your boyfriend, while silently cursing his best friend out. You accepted his offer, relieved that you wouldn’t have to face him soon, though you were sure that he would come here and ask for you soon enough.


And exactly that happened, at 11 p.m., as you laid all cuddled up on the couch, watching some stupid movie with Jenna and Tyler, to keep your mind occupied. Tyler opened the door, already knowing that it had to be his bandmate. Your assumptions confirmed when you heard his voice, asking Tyler if he could come in so he could speak to you. To your luck, Tyler denied Josh’s question, telling him that it would be best if he’d let me sleep a little and to talk about everything the next day.

“Please Tyler, I know that I fucked up, I’ve never seen her like that before. Please let me in so I can excuse my asshole behavior towards her.” 

Jenna nodded beside you, agreeing to his choice of words. You only buried your face into the blanket you were wrapped in, not knowing what to do. Tyler wouldn’t let him in, that was clear, allowing you to sort out your thoughts till tomorrow; but still, you didn’t know if you were even able to find a solution till tomorrow.

“I’m sorry mate, but it’s the best if you go now.”

“Tyler, please! I can’t go, not knowing how she is doing, it’s killing me.” His voice broke towards the end, he clearly was regretting everything he said towards you.

It seemed like your body had the mind of his own because suddenly you were on your way to the front door, where you actually didn’t want to be in the first place.

To see Josh liked that, broke your heart; his eyes were red and puffy, meaning he cried, his hair all messed up due to its constant contact with his hands. You were slightly surprised to see him suffer like that, somehow it made you feel a little bit better about yourself, he deserved the pain he felt after he made you feel like complete shit.

His eyes widened as he saw you, standing behind Tyler, so did Tyler’s as he noticed your presence behind you. “(Y/N),…”

“Tyler, it’s okay.” He nodded and then left the two of you alone. Almost immediately, Josh tried to get a hold of your hand, in desperate need to have at least some contact with you so he could know that it wasn’t as bad as it seemed. But as you flinched away and got out of his grasp, he knew just how badly he fucked up.

“(Y/N), please…” His voice was quiet, almost even afraid to talk too loud for you. He didn’t know what to do or what to say; Josh wasn’t expecting to see you like this.

“It’s really the best if you would just go, Josh.” The coldness of your voice, made him flinch this time. You didn’t plan to be like this towards him but after the way he talked to you, speaking like a complete jerk about things he knew absolutely nothing about, you just couldn’t help it. You didn’t know if you were ever able to be normal around him again, to forget what happened between the two of you. Yes, for some people it seems completely overrated and overreacted but Josh broke your trust and lost every respect you had for him.

“Okay, if this is really what you want me to do… I’ll come back tomorrow so we can talk things through, I didn’t mean to hurt you like this, I never meant to hurt you, ever.” Josh grew nervous, hoping that everything will turn out alright and that he doesn’t lose you for his stupid mistakes.

“But that’s exactly what you did, Josh. You didn’t think and said horrible things about me; I know I should have talked to you about it but it still gave you no right to talk about me like that! I don’t even know what to say to you! You’ve hurt me like no one else ever did; fuck what everyone says about me and the way I cope with my emotions and feelings but you are my boyfriend, the person I love! I thought you knew better than that.”

“What do you mean by that? I know I fucked up… but I want to make it up to you, I love you (Y/N).”

“I love you too, Josh, but I don’t know if I can be with you after that.”

“(Y/N), please don’t do that!” Josh started to cry, breaking your heart even more.

“You just assumed things, horrible things. If you really think about me like that, you could have talked to me about it, asking if it’s true instead of throwing this at my head, just to make me suffer more. Hell, if you really do think about me like that, then why the hell are you even here?!” Your voice got louder, normally you wouldn’t want anyone to hear things like this but in this exact moment you didn’t care and wanted to let your anger and sorrow all out.

“I don’t think about you like that, (Y/N), please believe me.” Josh didn’t even know what to say anymore, it frightens him to see you determined like this, meaning that you already knew the outcome of this.

“I’m sorry Josh, but this is all your fault. I can’t be with you any longer, not after what happened.” And with that you closed the door, not caring that you just broke his heart because he did the exact same thing to yours just some hours ago.

politico.com
Centrist lawmakers plot bipartisan health care stabilization bill

A coalition of roughly 40 House Republicans and Democrats plan to unveil a slate of Obamacare fixes Monday they hope will gain traction after the Senate’s effort to repeal the law imploded.

The Problem Solvers caucus, led by Tom Reed (R-N.Y.) and Josh Gottheimer (D-N.J.), is fronting the effort to stabilize the ACA markets, according to multiple sources. But other centrist members, including Rep. Kurt Schrader (D-Ore.), and several other lawmakers from the New Democrat Coalition and the GOP’s moderate Tuesday Group are also involved.

Their plan focuses on immediately stabilizing the insurance market and then pushing for Obamacare changes that have received bipartisan backing in the past.

The most significant proposal is funding for Obamacare’s cost-sharing subsidies. Insurers rely on these payments – estimated to be $7 billion this year — to reduce out-of-pocket costs for their poorest Obamacare customers.

President Donald Trump has repeatedly threatened to cut off the payments, deriding them as a “bailout” for insurance companies. White House counselor Kelly Conway said on Sunday that Trump will decide “this week” whether to scrap the subsidies — which could make the markets implode.

Okay, sounds good so far. What else does the “Problem Solvers caucus” want to do?

[C]hange Obamacare’s employer mandate so that it applies only to companies with more than 500 workers. Currently companies with at least 50 workers can be hit with a tax penalty if they don’t provide coverage to their workers.

Oh heeeeeeeeeeeell no. That would deprive millions of people of health insurance and cause premiums to go up for those who get to keep their insurance.

For Kate

some time ago i learned that a friend of mine wasn’t feeling very well, so i contacted people i saw interacting with her and asked if they wanted to participate in a post where we all would remind this friend how much she means to us. this is for you, Kate @highlightsofeverything

@wishwecould

The things i love and appreaciate about Kate : - her talent to embroidery - How much she cares about others - How beautiful she and her soul Is - How respectful she Is - How supportive she always Is - How she tries her best. Always

@cylnblog

Kate, I really hope you’re doing well. You really mean so much to me although we don’t know each other THAT well. I really hope one day we will know each other much better. And let me just tell you why I want that. •You are so damn cute. •You are so amazing. •You have an amazing personality. •You are beautiful just the way you are. (And maybe I’m a little bit jealousy but Pssst) •Everyone loves you. (Including me of course.) And I really hope I made you smile because it makes you even more beautiful than you are already. I love you. Your fren, Ceylan.

@josh-u-r-dun

I love that she is so kind and loving towards everyone, that she plays a lot of positivity, and how she loves succulents so much. It’s really hard just to right down reasons ahhh

@an-empty-skyy

things about kate: she was my first friend on tumblr. she’s helped me through some really awful days. she’s smart, hilarious, and so so supportive. she’s my bean. our timezones don’t line up so whenever we talk it’s normally while i’m in history (my least favorite class) and it gives me something better to do than learn about napoleon. her cats are the bomb dot com. she’s so strong and i look up to her a lot. kate can deal with any shit that life throws at her. she’s loved, valued, and super important to me.

anon

it might not feel like it, but you deserve whatever happiness this world has to offer for you, and i haven’t mastered the art of putting my feelings into words well enough to explain why I think so. you’re really cool, and really nice, and I hope you find the happiness the world might have hidden away from you. I believe you’re strong enough to find it.

@dundelions

i never thought i would meet someone like you, in fact i never thought i would even get a friend here so i don’t know how i got so lucky with you. i know that things haven’t been so great for you lately and i wish i could be there to hug you and i know that i already owe you like three hugs but here’s another one. i love and appreciate you so much, you are always there for me and i mean ALWAYS. i remember when we had just started talking and i was on this weird meeting with all these awkward teenagers so i messaged you and you responded like two seconds later with ‘TALK TO ME HUN’ and i mean if that isn’t love then i don’t know what is. you are the most thoughtful person i know and you are always here for me even in my darkest hours so thank you. thank you for keeping me alive because without you i wouldn’t be here, thank you for not giving up on me, thank you for being SO excited each time i post a selfie because it’s just he sweetest. thank you for being a part of my life. i love you so much so don’t you EVER forget that okay??

@dork-with-a-uke

@dontcryxcraft

Kate is a beautiful person inside and outside. She’s always kind to everyone no matter what. She never fails to cheer me up. She always reblogs ,,please take care of yourself" ,,you are valid" kind of posts. Her embroidery art is absolutely amazing. She has a really good taste in music. She often sends me and her friends super kind asks on Tumblr. She loves dogs and cats. She’s sooo pretty. She plays ukulele. When I got 50 followers on Tumblr she wrote a post telling people that they should follow me. She’s an absolute angel. She’s one of the best people I’ve ever met. I’ll be forever thankful because I found her. I’m so lucky to be her friend. I love her so much. 💜🌹

@spookyowlfren

Katie, you’re literally one of the sweetest people. I love talking to you about comics and tv shows, pretty much about anything cause you’re an absolute blast to talk to! you make me so happy and you deserve nothing but the best. You are so strong and you can totally get through this, I love you! <3

@twentyonequasars

kate, my life is so much better because you are in it. people like you are so rare, your kindness and love just radiates with everything you do. you’re constantly bringing positivity to other people’s lives. i’m always smiling every time we talk or even when i see you on my dash. you’re the funniest and sweetest thing ever and i couldn’t be happier that you’re my friend.

@starryeyed-purplehair

kaaaaate you don’t understand how much i love you. i know we haven’t talked that much in the time we’ve been mutuals but you’re a piece of sunshine that brightens up everyone’s day. you’re one of the nicest people i’ve ever talked to and you legit deserve every hug in the world and a basket of kittens. i always get so happy when i see you on my dash and i’m just,,,,,,sO happy we’re friends. i hope you have a good day katieeeee!!!!💕💕💕

@spookyjimandtyler

Katy here’s a list of tings that make me think of you😊✨ Smiles Bunny’s Happiness Cuddling Kissing Warmth Being Cozy Dogos Cactuses Blushing (You make me do this a lot😍) Feeling okay Hot chocolate Snuggling Fucking amazing embroidery Being a cutie (thas youu) I could really go on forever… But I wanna right a note toooo sooo… To be continued😏 Katy you are the sweetest and strongest person I know💜 I’m so proud of you for being your kind and loving self. You make me the happiest boy in the world. You are the most perfect girlfriend and the best friend in the entire world, you’re both. You are my sweet babygirl💜 someday were gonna have Corgi baby’s and be surrounded by lots of Cacti😏 You are so talented and smart your embroidery is stunning😍 and you’re English skills jwjfifdjfidskskckckdk, ahhhh HOW you are better than me and I from America😂. You are an amazing soul and a beautiful person you bring light wherever you go, you are an angel my sweet sweet babygirl💜 I know things haven’t been the best lately but ya boy is here for you and so are all of your lovely friends. I’m IN love with you💜

@spookyjazzhands

Kate! You are one of the sweetest, most genuine people I know. Your willingness to listen to others and help them through their own struggles embodies the spirit of the clique. You are always so selfless and focused on others’ wellbeing and we need you to know that support isn’t a one way street. You do so much for us, and we’re always here for you as well. Inbox, messages, anytime, I’m here for you if you need to talk. Love you lots. Jazz 💕

@soljua

(i translated/combined her thoughts on kate, so i’m taking all responsibility should this sound weird/wrong)

- positivity, she reblogs and posts so many nice, positive things that i see on my dash and she’s so easy to talk to, on anon or not (cause she’ll always reply) and her blog is very chill and feels like a safe space, it has a very specific kind of vibe to it

@stillstreetjoshua

Kate, you’re an extraordinary human. You make me smile a ton and bring such a fantastic and joyful energy. Life can be a real pain but I hope you know we are all cheering you on. Even on your worst days. Sadness is temporary, even when it lingers much too long. I’m always here for you. You’re not alone. Life is going to give you fantastic things I know it. I’m sending you so much love and support. Never forget how wonderful you are and how loved you are! 👽💜🌻

@sannysky

Kate, you are one of the kindest people I have the pleasure to know. Your existence, your presence matters so much because you keep on touching and impacting lives in a positive way. I could go on and on about how much positive things I’ve heard about you, how many people have wanted to take part in this because they have recognized how good you truly are. 

You are the first stars blinking in the  haze of a peachy, golden sunset over a city after a long day. You are the stars in the night sky, you are Truce, the song everyone should listen to when they feel alone in their darkest of nights. 

People gravitate towards that kind of light and I hope that you know, you are so so much appreciated. I hope you know today’s only transitory on our way to the future, no matter what kind of day you have had and I hope you know that there will be a time when you’ll feel content and whole and happy. You are not confined by your 'now’, by your negative thoughts no matter how much they claim otherwise, you are not your sadness, You are an amazing human being with an immense interest in music, sunsets, plants and animals and you are surrounded by so many people who love you and truly care about you. You are loved by me and by all of these people who precede me in this post.  You are not alone, friend.

reizeieihi  asked:

Here lies a loving son, an awesome brother a talented skater who dies of excessive nosebleed. Here's your precious Alex's pic collection. Don't worry, we'll bury it together with you. So, R.IP. Josh.

oh no my poor baby…. first time he falls in love and it’s with mister out-of-this-world prime choice daddy