quotes about your crush

One day, I will fully accept that you can’t be mine.

Just wait. // Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #7


  • Yoosung: Hey Saeyoung, I need some dating advice.
  • Saeyoung: Just because I'm dating MC doesn't mean I know how I did it.
I want you to tell me about every person you’ve ever been in love with. Tell me why you loved them and why they loved you. Tell me about a day in your life that you didn’t think you’d live through. Tell me about what the word ‘home’ means to you and tell me in a way that I’ll know your mother’s name just by the way you describe your bedroom you had when you were 8. See, I wanna know the first time you felt the weight of hate and if that day still trembles beneath your bones. Do you prefer to play in puddles of rain or dance in the bellies of snow? And if you were to build a snowman, would you rip two branches from a tree to give your snowman arms? Or would you leave your snowman armless for the sake of being harmless to the tree? And if you would, would you notice that the tree weeps for you because your snowman has no arms to hug you every time you kiss him on the cheek? Do you kiss your friends on the cheek? Do you sleep beside them when they’re sad, even if it makes your lover mad? Do you think that anger is a sincere emotion or just the timid of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain? See, I wanna know what you think of your first name. And if you often lie awake at night and imagine your mother’s joy when she spoke it for the very first time. I want you to tell me all the ways you’ve been unkind. Tell me all the ways you’ve been cruel. See I want to know more than what you do for a living. I want to know how much of your life you spend just giving. And if you love yourself enough to also receive sometimes. I wanna know if you bleed sometimes through other peoples wounds. I want to know about you.

it’s stupid.

here i am, thinking about your blue eyes, your golden hair. what those lips could do.

about that warm smile and the joy radiating off your cheeks, how it makes me feel.

about those nights you hold me and stroke my cheek, telling me about your problems because i want to hear them. all of them.

and about the day you break my heart.

Is that an invitation in your eyes? Or are they just reflecting mine?
—  can i kiss you? // a.s.m

I think we all need to realize that we ought to be more grateful when somebody actually likes us. Even though that person may not be the prettiest or the most handsome person on planet earth, at least he or she saw your worth. So maybe next time, show a little more concern towards how they feel and even if you don’t like them back, treat them well because people like them are the ones who make you feel a little special in this harsh world. :)

i want to watch you

i want to hold you

i want to talk to you

i want to stay up til 3am with you

i want to kiss you

i want to be with you

but you made it clear that it’s not what you want

Sometimes I write indirect posts just hoping that you’ll see. Hoping that you’ll realise that it’s you. It’s always been you. I just wish I could know what your reaction would be if you knew.
—  Me