Marry someone who lets you have a bite of their sundae, even when you said you didn’t want anything, and you don’t have a bit of the brownie you usually get to pay them back. Marry someone who laughs at the same things you do. Marry someone who kisses your nose on a cold day. Marry someone who you can watch Disney movies with. Marry someone who is proud of you whether you earn £5 a week or £5,000 a week. Marry someone who you can tell everything to. Marry someone who isn’t afraid or embarrassed to hold your hand in public. Marry someone who you can spend the day in Ikea with without feeling stressed. Marry someone who wraps you up inside their coat in the winter. Marry someone who accepts your fears and phobias. Marry someone who gives you butterflies every time you hear their key in the door. Marry someone who you don’t always have to shave your legs for. Marry someone who accepts you all day every day, even when you don’t look or feel your best. Marry someone who puts three sugars in your tea, despite telling them “just the two”. Marry someone who doesn’t judge you when you eat your body weight in doughnuts. Marry someone who doesn’t make you want to check your phone, because you don’t need to, because you’re having too much fun with them to need to check your phone. Marry someone who tells you to text when you get home. Marry someone who understands that you need to be alone sometimes. Marry someone who gets on well with your parents and isn’t uptight about family events. Marry someone who calms you down when you get mad about stupid stuff, and never tells you it’s “only stupid stuff”. Marry someone that makes sure you have breakfast before you leave for work. Marry someone who makes you want to be a better person. Marry someone who makes you laugh. Marry someone who you love.
one day when we’re older,
I’m gonna marry you so hard
I’m not saying that I know what real love is and what it should be, but I can tell you what it is for me; Love is knowing everything about someone, and still wanting to be with them equally as much every single day of their life. Despite all the mistakes we did and despite all wrongs, it’s just taking us where we should be at the end.
You tell yourself that no one will love you because you are damaged, but I am telling you that you are wrong. Someone will love you when they finally figure out that damage is fixable, and your damage is what they want to fix.
I don’t want someone who doesn’t want me completely. I don’t want to just have sex, yeah fucking would be awesome, but not if that’s all someone wants from me. I want someone who tries to figure out my mind and wants to see the beauty I see in the world. I can’t have someone who only wants a part of me, I need someone who remembers the little things I do or tell them; someone who thinks the world of me. I want to have all the things that I want to give someone else.
And you should not get me wrong because I don’t hate you, not at all. I love you more than I’ve ever loved myself or someone else. I just hate the way you make me feel sometimes. That’s it. But that’s what loving someone else so much does to me.